still water deep sound

On the way Jing Ze drove back, his mind went blank.The past and the past turned over and over again in my mind intermittently, and the last scene stayed outside the emergency room door forever.The strong smell of disinfectant, the red lights that irritate people's eyes... Then the years are like flowing water, the people I met, the things that happened, and finally only freeze on one face.

——If possible, he is willing to exchange all his happiness for him back.For many nights, Jingze thought so.

It seems that he was young and ignorant the year before last, but in a blink of an eye he is already a sad person drowned in the sea of ​​people.The power of time is great, it may make love love more, or it may trample love like dust.Even if you want to pick it up again, you can't hold it.

Jing Ze didn't have time to wipe away the hot tears on his face, his heart was full of emotions like a balloon filled with air.He couldn't bear it anymore, slammed on the emergency brake, and parked the car on the side of the road.Jing Ze lay helplessly on the steering wheel, crying bitterly.Such a sudden encounter has exhausted all his luck and courage.

——What was it like when they first met?He enjoys life in his own way like a dick.How many ridiculous things he said and did, even he can't remember.If he could choose to start over, he must learn to be gentle from the beginning.

Jing Sen watched him run upstairs and downstairs calmly, and when Jing Ze came down with the suitcase, Jing Sen asked him, "Did he contact you?"

Jing Ze responded casually, and walked towards the door without looking back.

Jing Sen said, "I'm sorry."

Jing Ze took back the steps he was about to take, and he needed an explanation.So, he turned his head and looked at Jing Sen seriously, waiting for him to speak.

Jing Sen sighed and said, "He texted me at the time, begging me to do him this favor."

Jing Ze didn't speak, and stood there for a while, then threw the suitcase on the ground and rushed towards Jing Sen.Jing Sen didn't dodge, and took his punch abruptly.

The blow was so heavy that Jing Sen's mouth was bleeding, he wiped it with his hand indiscriminately: "He didn't know that he would survive, I'm sorry."

Jing Ze took a deep breath, and then said: "This punch, I hope you understand, don't influence other people's world casually. It's okay to pretend, but don't pretend too much to make yourself a fool."

Jing Sen smiled bitterly: "You go."

Jing Ze glanced at him again before leaving.This time he walked very slowly, showing a timid feeling of closeness to his hometown.Qu Jingshen's sudden departure hit him hard.This kind of blow cannot be repaired even by the compensation of lost and recovered.Just like people who have experienced a major epidemic, even if they are healthy and live happily in the future, the feeling of dying will be unforgettable for a lifetime.

Before getting on the plane, Jingze sent a text message to that number: I love you forever.Whether you are alive or long gone.

After the text message was sent successfully, he turned off the phone.Carrying luggage, follow the flow of people onto the plane.

The plane took off and flew through the sea of ​​clouds.Jing Ze fell asleep amidst the regular humming. He had a dream, the winter when he and Qu Jingshen first met.The content of the dream is both cumbersome and simple, only the snow keeps falling, regardless of whether it belongs to people or passers-by.

——It turns out that life is more overwhelming than a lifetime.No one can predict what kind of life and death will be staged at any moment.Peace and joy are very simple words, but the person I love has to go through pain and suffering, but I can't do anything about it.

The plane landed in a familiar city, and the summer was drawing to a close.But the sun was very good, warm and warm on people.

Jing Ze stood in the turbulent crowd, turned on the phone, and a text message sounded immediately.Jingze pressed open, the content was very short, just a few words: I'll wait for you.

Jing Ze couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, and his dialing fingers trembled slightly.After a brief blind tone, he picked it up.

Jing Ze said: "Baby..." still in that cynical tone, just like when two people first met, they were tentatively walking into each other's world.Maybe it's sex, maybe it's loneliness, maybe it's love... People's feelings are both simple and complicated, and no one can tell.

Qu Jingshen's voice was still faint, and he asked, "Are you back?"

Jing Ze nodded: "Well, I'm back." Just a few words, but they are countless worries that never stop day and night.

Qu Jingshen said: "Then you go home, I'll wait for you."

Going home, what a warm word, Jingze suddenly felt a little stuffy in his nose.He is both happy and sad.

On the way back, he thought the driver was not driving fast enough, and he thought the driver was driving too fast.After the baptism of the major epidemic, the city has gradually regained its original vitality.I just don't know what will be left in the bottom of my heart for those who have gone through that epidemic.

The car stopped at that familiar intersection, and Jing Ze paid to get out of the car.He originally wanted to squat on the curb and smoke a cigarette before going back, but after a few puffs, he stomped out the cigarette angrily and threw it into the trash can.He wanted to see Qu Jingshen immediately, but was afraid of seeing him.After struggling for a while, he decided to go home.

The small shop is still the same, but now it doesn't sell hardware, but sells some simple daily necessities.Qu Jingshen was buried in the counter, not knowing what she was doing.The sudden knock on the door made him look up.

Jing Ze stood at the door, staring at the thin man intently.The suitcase in his hand fell to the ground, and he smiled and opened his arms towards Qu Jingshen.

Qu Jing stood up in a daze, first took a few steps towards him slowly, then quickened her pace, and threw herself into his arms!

Familiar taste, missing people.Jing Ze hugged him tightly, and Qu Jing buried her head deeply into his neck.Jing Ze kissed his hair, ears... until he felt the warmth on his shoulders, he whispered softly: "Baby, don't cry, I'm back, and we will never leave again."

Qu Jing said in a deep hoarse voice, "I'm sorry..."

Jing Ze rubbed his hair, and reached out to wipe away the tears on his face: "I'm not sorry, I don't blame you. Do you know... I feel very lucky to see you again."

Qu Jing looked at him deeply and said, "I thought I was going to die at the time. I played games with your mobile phone that day, but I was actually texting your brother. I hope you can be well, at least live well." Afterwards, many things happened , it's hard to say.If Jing Sen didn't try his best to help him contact the doctor, maybe he really died.

Jing Ze blocked his mouth: "Shh... no need to explain, now, I am very content."

——I used to think about the scene of meeting again again and again, thinking that there would be endless words, and even hugged each other and kissed fiercely, making up for all the sweetness that was missed.But when the imagination becomes reality, there is more silence, and I don't know where to start.Is this the case with all things?

Jing Ze put Qu Jingshen's hand with himself, and made the two rings close together.Qu Jingshen took the initiative to hold his hand, fingers intertwined.There are so many words, all melted into this action.

I don't know how long there is still a long way to go, but at least, we have each other's company.

That night.

Qu Jing nestled deeply in Jingze's arms, with her hands still on his waist.

Jing Ze held Qu Jingshen's hand and asked him in a low voice, "Want to do it?"

Qu Jing nodded deeply: "Yes."

Jing Ze kissed his face, turned over and pressed him down.People who are thin and have broken bones are uncomfortable.Qu Jingshen reached out and hooked his neck, but Jingze smiled: "I won't do it today, let me give you a good hug."

Qu Jingshen let him press her down, looking at him in the dark.Suddenly, a tear dripped down his neck without warning.Qu Jing fumbled deeply and stretched out her hand to help Jingze wipe away tears: "I'm fine now, don't cry."

Jing Ze buried his head in his chest and said in a muffled voice, "That's an illusion."

Qu Jingshen was a little short of breath under his pressure: "Move away first, my chest is a little stuffy."

Jing Ze turned over immediately, looked at him nervously, and asked, "What's wrong? What's wrong? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

Qu Jing smiled deeply and shook her head: "Actually, I want to hold you down." As he spoke, he leaned over, pressed Jing Ze, put his ear against his chest, and listened to his strong heartbeat.

They gossiped for most of the night, and when they were about to hug each other and go to sleep, there was a sudden thunder outside.Qu Jing stretched her head deeply to take a look, then lay on Jingze's body and laughed muffledly.

Jing Ze gently stroked his hair and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Qu Jingshen said: "I can't sleep now, I won't sleep until the thunderstorm is over."

Jing Ze asked: "Then what if the thunder is not finished until dawn?"

Qu Jingshen said, "Then let's talk overnight."

The thunder faded away, replaced by bright lightning, and in a short while there was a downpour of rain.The heavy rain beat on the glass windows, leaving patches of water.It's windy outside, I don't know how many leaves will be knocked down tonight.

The spring blossoms, the summer rains, the autumn frosts, and the winter snows.The seasons change, and life is as plain as water.How many ups and downs will eventually become memories.

Jing Ze said: "If I don't fall asleep, I should be hungry."

Qu Jing asked warmly, "What do you want to eat?"

Jingze said, "As long as you make it, it's delicious."

Qu Jing smiled deeply: "Huh? Your mouth has become sweeter."

Jing Ze hugged him tightly: "If you don't have dessert, you will be abandoned."

——The lights of thousands of houses are on and off, and the crowd is like the tide rising and falling.Probably the place I care about is home.

The sound of the rain gradually subsided, and there was no dream all night.

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