"Chen Youdeng?"

Chen You lowered the head of the lamp and did not respond.

Hu Meiling didn't show her face, and stabbed him violently with her elbow under the table.

Chen Youdeng woke up with a start, stood up "swish", and faced the classmates and teachers in the class who were looking at him.

The math teacher looked at him questioningly: "Are you feeling unwell?"

Chen Youdeng tried his best to keep his eyes open, and then said, "No."

The math teacher nodded: "Then you see how to do this question."

Chen Youdeng looked at his own paper, which was still spread out on the page of multiple-choice questions, but that was already the content of the first class, and he didn't know where it was now.

Hu Meiling squeezed out a sentence between her teeth: "Question No. 18 is the second small question."

Chen Youdeng stumbled through the steps to solve the problem.

The mathematics teacher was in charge of the Math Olympiad team of Chen Youdeng's grade, so he had a good impression of him, so he didn't make things difficult for him and let him sit down.

Chen Youdeng rubbed his eyes, trying to stay awake, picked up his red pen to write notes.

Hu Meiling next to me handed over a small note: Didn't sleep well last night?

Chen Youdeng shook his head slightly, moved the note back, and said in a low voice, "Listen to the class carefully."

Hu Meiling wrote on the paper again: "You didn't pay attention to the class, it affected me."

Chen Youdeng didn't know whether to laugh or get angry, so he ignored her and began to write in a rustle.

Chen Youdeng hasn't slept well recently.

Poor sleep quality and too many worries made him distracted in class more frequently.If it weren't for his good grades and good personality, the teacher in the class would have talked to him a long time ago.

When Hu Meiling went to play with Yi Fan, she mentioned to him: "Chen Youdeng is not doing well recently."

Yi Fan said casually: "University bully, rare! Why, pregnant?"

Hu Meiling ignored Yi Fan's nonsense, touched the mane of Yi Fan's African lion neck, and said to herself: "I think the two of them should quarrel."

Yi Fan hasn't played with Sui Jie recently, so it's quite new to hear this: "How is it possible! Old Sui is obedient to Chen Youdeng, and he wished he could be on the altar, and if he quarreled, I would be considered the loser."

Hu Meiling felt that there should be a real quarrel, but she didn't refute Yi Fan, she just lowered her head and sucked the leftover boba in her cup.Yi Fan didn't see Hu Meiling's response, and looked down at her: "Am I wrong? Maybe I haven't been looking for him much recently, I've been playing with you recently."

Hu Meiling was in a much better mood when she listened, and her worries about Chen Youdeng were suppressed. She straightened up: "Then let's not talk about them. Shall we go out in the afternoon? I want to eat the offal from the auntie over the underpass."

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Chen Youdeng tried his best to open his eyes wide to read the questions on the test paper. Point A is a point on the right branch of curve C1, and the straight line AG intersects the right branch of curve C1 at point F...

I was so sleepy that I couldn't think of the topics that I had done so well in the past.

His eyes were so dry that he seemed to have been baptized by the strong desert wind. Chen Youdeng had an unprecedented desire to lie down on the table and fall asleep immediately. At the same time, there was a stubbornness in his heart to compete with this desire. Don't be like this...you were not like this before... …

He had never been so sad that he couldn't sleep for a few days because of a quarrel with someone before. The guilt and the urgency of learning pulled each other, which made him distracted frequently in class, and the probability of making mistakes was several times that of before.

Chen Youdeng's performance has always been very stable, so this is indeed something unimaginable for him before.

Finally he fell asleep.

The patrolling prefect found him and called him out for a lecture.He obviously also knew this student who was ranked high in the grade and was called to the small black room by himself, and he was heartbroken: "I just learn from others to deal with those crooked ways, so how can I have a good relationship? It's okay to talk about it, with those People who are out of tune all day are mixed together, so you will regress..."

Chen Youdeng seemed to be obediently listening to the prefect's lesson. After the prefect finished his lesson, he secretly directed Suan Pipi to throw a small stone into the prefect's collar.

The prefect was an ordinary person, and he couldn't see Suanpipi swimming past. He threw the pebble into his collar with his fat little fur palm, and swam back to Chen Youdeng lightly while clapping his hands.He let out an "oops" and felt uncomfortable in his back, but he couldn't dig his back in public, so he walked quickly into the toilet with an awkward walking posture.

Chen Youdeng fished Suanpipi over and rubbed its hairy face carefully.Suanpipi looked at his master with round black eyes, and his moist round nose kept pushing Chen Youdeng's palm to rub his face.

"You don't like what he said, do you?" Chen Youdeng said softly.

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Yi Fan and Hu Meiling happily went out of school on Friday afternoon to play around. Hu Meiling has a lot of income recently. When Yi Fan asked her where did she get the money, she didn't answer, but she carried several bags of fried food, milk tea and sushi Things like that sneaked into the school gate like thieves.

Yi Fan didn't go to play with Sui Jie recently, feeling a certain sense of guilt, he ran to play with Sui Jie with a fried squid skewer that had gone cold and a cup of milk tea after class.

Sui Jie was playing ball with his classmates behind the teacher, and threw the ball onto the fan. Everyone exclaimed, Sui Jie could only let the starling push the ball down in embarrassment.

Yi Fan put bags of food in front of Sui Jie as if making an offering. Sui Jie looked coldly at Yi Fan with a slightly fawning look, and picked up critically the fried squid that had been left for too long and the oil had seeped out of the bag. String: "Hot, don't eat."

Like a queen mother, she pushed the milk tea in front of her: "Greasy and easy to get fat, don't drink it."

Yi Fan was convinced: "You are on the track and field team, not the national team, why are you so particular about it?"

Sui Jie hummed: "I've been with someone for a long time."

Yi Fan let out an "oh" and said, "Xiaoling bought this. She seems to have made a lot of money recently. If you don't eat it, I'll eat it."

Hearing this, Sui Jie became even angrier, wanting to say, "Isn't this fucking money spent on me?", but also afraid that Yi Fan would ask him why, so he asked Hu Meiling for the cold war Lover photos don't sound very imposing, just sitting around and sulking.

Yi Fan drank milk tea a lot, and seeing his brother in a bad mood, he asked him: "What are you doing, did you really quarrel with Chen Youdeng?"

Sui Jie said: "...that's right."

He suddenly remembered something and asked Yi Fan, "How did you rank in the midterm exam?"

Yi Fan: "More than 500."

Sui Jie was startled: "When did your grades get so good?"

Yi Fan yelled: "Where is it! More than 500 is just enough for me to go online!"

Sui Jie was really annoyed, one or two seemed to be dazed, "You haven't arrived in your third year yet, why are you so anxious?"

"There is one month left before the proficiency test." Yi Fan said, "You have to get an A in order to be admitted to an A-level university."

Sui Jie just remembered this, as if he had heard a teacher say this before. "Should I get straight A's or something?"

Yi Fan: "It's not all A's, you need an A average, but I think it's quite difficult to get an A average, so you definitely can't get a C in any subject."

Sui Jie scratched her chin, feeling that Yi Fan was right.The African lion moved its head to Yi Fan's side, wanting to eat the fried squid in Yi Fan's hand, but Yi Fan avoided it: "You are a spiritual body, what do you eat!"

The African lion was greatly hurt, so he moved to Sui Jie for comfort. Sui Jie hadn't touched the fur for a long time. Since the African lion has fur, it should be similar to touching it. So he generously stretched out his hand to scratch the lion's skin. around the neck.

After touching it for a while, lasagna tears flowed in his heart: this and that are about the same, not far away.

No spiritual body in the world can compare to Suanpipi.

No guide in the world can compare to Chen Youdeng.Except Wei Ranying.

Yi Fan was still talking about his study experience: "Look, I used to be ranked above 700, because the starting point was low, so I learned a little more than before, and the progress was particularly obvious. On the contrary, I ranked higher, such as Those of one or two hundred, it is very difficult to move forward."

Sui Jie: "It doesn't sound like what you said. Who taught you?"

Yi Fan giggled, "Xiao Ling."

"Xiaoling, Xiaoling, have you been dazzled by Hu Meiling? Is she really a vixen?" Sui Jie rolled his eyes.

Yi Fan ignored him, and the two exchanged a few words one after another. When the class bell rang, Yi Fan went back to his classroom with his fried squid and milk tea.

Proficiency test... Sui Jie took out a geography textbook and looked at it. Among the six proficiency test subjects, geography is the best he is good at, but he has only passed A once so far, and the others are hovering before B and C.

Anyway, there is only one month left, no matter how you think about it, it is impossible for any miracle to happen. Sui Jie just thought about reading the questions every day, so as not to let myself regress.

But Chen Youdeng must be all A's.

Thinking of this, Sui Jie became a little gloomy again, the difference between him and Chen Youdeng was too great, it felt like they were walking on the same road, Chen Youdeng had already crossed countless thorns and mud, and stood in the fragrant and lush flower field, while he Still standing at the starting point infinitely far away from Chen Youdeng, grinning as he looks at the difficult journey that is about to pass.

Can't Chen Youdeng wait for him?

Thinking about it this way, Sui Jie felt wronged again.No one complained about his grievances, he thought of Fang Youzhen, and missed him a little.

The pain is slowly being healed by the passing of time, now Sui Jie has also understood the suffering Fang Youzhen suffered in the past days, compared to living in this world, it may be better for him to go to the other side to find his sentinel. Really a relief.

On Saturday, Sui Jie climbed over the wall and left the school, and got on the bus to go home.

After two bus transfers, the scenery along the way became more and more desolate, and finally arrived at a quiet cemetery.

The cemetery is surrounded by mountains and rivers. It is a place with good Fengshui. Standing on a high place, you can see the big river winding farther away. It is a branch of a certain main river. the sea.

Sui Jie was carrying the flowers she bought from a florist, the gardenia petals were still stained with dew when they were picked in the morning.He went up the stairs and stopped in front of Fang Youzhen's mausoleum.

Fang Youzhen still smiled brightly at him in the posthumous photo, as if asking why he didn't come to visit her for so long.

"A lot of things have happened recently, alas, it's so annoying, I finally remembered to visit you today, don't blame me." Sui Jie put the bought flowers gently in front of the mausoleum, and sat down cross-legged, "I don't know where you lived How are you doing? Are you chatting with your sentinel? Speaking of which, we have never heard of your sentinel’s name. Otherwise, you can burn some paper for him during the holidays, and the two of you will be richer, right? ...I recently had a quarrel with Chen Youdeng, and I was the one who wanted to work hard for our future when we co-authored it. The one surnamed Chen didn't think about it at all. When I knew it, I was stunned, you know..."

Halfway through his speech, he realized that there was still a bouquet next to his flowers. The purple color of the forget-me-nots had faded a little, and the petals were shriveled, as if they were flowers from a few days ago.

"Yo, who gave it to you?" Sui Jie picked up the bouquet, and was about to examine it, when someone asked, "Sui Jie?"

Sui Jie turned her head and saw that Xiang Ying was walking towards this side with a bouquet of fresh flowers in her hand.

Sui Jie was slightly taken aback, and asked Xiang Ying, "Why are you still here?"

"What's wrong with me here?" Xiang Ying didn't know, so she went to the tombstone and replaced the bouquet of flowers that had lost a little moisture, and put in new ones.Rong Zheng trotted over, and put the wolf's paw on Sui Jie's leg.

Sui Jie stroked Rong Zheng's hair. The prairie wolf's fur was smooth and smooth. It seemed that Xiang Ying's mental state should be good.

"Didn't you go back to the 'where you should go'?" Sui Jie asked.

Xiang Ying: "There's no need to go back. I have opened a branch here. I can come here anytime."

Sui Jie: "What do you mean? Branch office?"

Xiang Ying: "My family has a company in Yanzhou, and I was going to take my dad's place a year ago."

Sui Jie: "???"

Xiang Ying took a look at Sui Jie, sighed, and mentioned the name of a company, which was the company that produced Sui Jie's commonly used toothpaste brand.

Sui Jie was startled: "Damn it! I thought you were just a nanny!"

Xiang Ying: "When I was studying, I saw Fang Youzhen's works and became his fan. Later, when I heard that he was ill, I tried every means to hide my father's knowledge and come to find him."

Sui Jie: "Oh my God! You are the son of the XX Group!"

Xiang Ying: "Stop barking."

Sui Jie's mouth could not be closed for a long time, Xiang Ying had already cleaned the tomb again, carefully wiped the photo of Fang Youzhen's death, looked up, and found that the boy in front of him was still open.

Xiang Ying: "Close it."

Sui Jie shut her mouth, still quite surprised.Xiang Ying is actually a rich young master! ——No, it's not just the young master of the rich family, he will inherit his father's position in the future, and he may be often seen on TV in the future.

He took out his mobile phone and wanted to share this shocking event with Chen Youdeng, but when he pressed the send button, he realized that the two of them are not talking now.

He endured it, and finally put the phone back in his pocket.

Xiang Ying sat silently in front of the tomb for a while, Sui Jie thought, is he communicating with Fang Youzhen on a conscious level?Can Fang You really hear it?

After Xiang Ying and Fang Youzhen finished their "conscious exchange", they took a pack of small cakes from the food they brought to the tomb, opened them, and handed one to Sui Jie.

Sui Jie ate it, and while chewing and thinking about something, Xiang Ying suddenly asked him, "Why are you here today?"

Sui Jie choked on the small cake, mouth full of scum, and said, "No...it's nothing, I haven't come to see it for a long time."

As an adult sentinel, how could Xiang Ying not hear what he said: "Did you quarrel with Chen Youdeng?"

Sui Jie snorted a few times, seeing that he couldn't escape, he had no choice but to say, "Yes."

Xiang Ying fiddled with the wrapping paper in her hand with low eyebrows, and continued to ask after a while: "Why? He doesn't think you can be trusted? Didn't plan for the future of you two?"

Now that Xiang Ying asked all the questions, Sui Jie broke the jar and told him everything that happened that day.When it was over, he said indignantly: "I didn't go to the Internet cafe voluntarily, I really wanted to study hard..."

Xiang Ying interrupted him and said, "But you did not go back after you knew you were actually playing a game."

Sui Jie fell silent.

Xiang Ying: "Sui Jie, do you have a sense of crisis?"

Sui Jie: "What sense of crisis?"

Xiang Ying: "I think Chen Youdeng is a very good person, and I think he might be spotted by other sentries."

Needless to say, ever since she got together with Chen Youdeng, Sui Jie's love affair has become known to almost everyone for the purpose of driving out possible rivals around her.

Xiang Ying sneered.

Sui Jie was aggrieved: "What are you laughing at?"

Xiang Ying threw a candy to Sui Jie.

Xiang Ying: "Then think about it differently. If Chen Youdeng once had many boyfriends, but suddenly confessed to you, would you also feel that you were just one of his many boyfriends? Would you also feel that there is no A sense of security, especially when you find out that he has put in so little effort for you, the little ones are not even as good as a game?"

Sui Jie was about to put the candy on top of Rong Zheng's head when his hands stopped suddenly.Rong Zheng felt baffled, and poked his head over to see what was going on with him.

Xiang Ying rubbed Rong Zheng's ears and said, "I think you should look at the problem from Chen Youdeng's perspective. I think you will find that his insecurity and distrust of you are completely justified. Because you are It makes people feel insecure.”

Sui Jie's heart was filled with anger because of what Xiang Ying said, and he retorted angrily: "How can I make people feel insecure——"

"In the past, the frequency of changing lovers was very high," Xiang Ying interrupted him loudly, "Who is not very good to his lover in love? Do you think that because you love Chen Youdeng so much, it means that he is a special one? It depends on whether you are willing to change for him. I can't see that you have made an effort to change for him, so from this point of view, I think it is normal for him not to trust you. Who would trust a lover who will always only talk about promises ? Neither you nor I have seen this kind of tragedy once or twice."

Xiang Ying's words were like sharp thorns, piercing into a place in Sui Jie's heart. Sui Jie felt that the cracks in a place he had been clinging to for a long time were now more obvious.

Sui Jie: "I, I—"

Xiang Ying didn't care about Sui Jie repeating "I" like a parrot, he stood up, looked down at the shaken young man: "If you still don't wake up, I think I can predict with certainty, you two There is absolutely no future, as Chen Youdeng thinks."

The author says:

Xiang Ying: I didn't expect Fang Youzhen to leave and I have to train the two little bastards

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