[Whistle to] Obedience

"You...don't scare me." Sui Jie stretched out his hand, trying to hold Chen Youdeng's hand, but the other party avoided it.

At this moment, Sui Jie really felt the panic. His mind was completely confused and he was at a loss. He just wanted to grab Chen Youdeng first, as if they would never be separated: "Don't, don't be so impulsive. What are you talking about? I will really study hard in the future..."

"Don't keep saying these things, otherwise the promise will become more and more worthless." Chen Youdeng said softly, he took a step back, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong with it, but Sui Jie felt that there was something in the other party's emotions. something unpleasant.

He tried to perceive Chen Youdeng's emotions, but was blocked by Chen Youdeng.Chen Youdeng didn't let him enter his spiritual space.

After a certain amount of training, guides can forcibly break through the walls of a sentry's spiritual space to spy on the sentry's mental space, but the sentinel cannot. They can only perceive those sentinel guides who are willing to let them perceive, such as themselves. lover.

Now Chen Youdeng has built a wall around his mental space, preventing him from entering, not even allowing him to feel superficial emotions.

Sui Jie was so anxious that he was about to cry: "Dengdeng, I really know that I was wrong, didn't I just go out once, I promise you that I will not do this again in the future, I will study in a peaceful manner in the future, anyway Another year..."

Chen Youdeng was silent for a while before saying, "You won't."

Sui Jie's heart was ashamed.

Only then did he realize that he was too stupid to wait for Chen Youdeng to come over and question him in the classroom.

Stupid to the extreme.

People like Chen Youdeng will only keep things in their hearts until they are overloaded and explode in silence.

Sui Jie: "Deng Deng, I don't want to break up..."

Chen Youdeng: "It is not divided now, but it will be divided in the future. Wouldn't it be better to end it sooner? Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain..."

Sui Jie yelled loudly: "I don't want to break up with you!"

Chen Youdeng stopped talking.

Sui Jie's voice softened again, begging humbly: "We don't divide now, and we won't divide in the future. Why do you always think about unlucky things?"

Chen Youdeng smiled wryly, "Because of you."

Sui Jie was taken aback for a moment.

Chen Youdeng lowered his head and played with his fingers.

Sui Jie couldn't understand, "Because of me?"

Chen Youdeng turned around to go back to the classroom, but was stopped by Sui Jie: "Why is it because of me? Tell me?" He asked Chen Youdeng in disbelief, "Do you think I will dump you in the future—do you think Will I break up with you in the future?"

Chen Youdeng didn't make a sound, which was his default.

Sui Jie was puzzled: "Why do you think so? Am I treating you badly? I—"

He had a flash of inspiration and asked, "Do you think that being with you is the same as being with others in the past?"

The suede skin lying on Chen Youdeng's shoulder groaned, got off the master's shoulder, and wanted to swim to Sui Jie's side.Chen Youdeng fished it back quickly and hugged it in front of him.

Sui Jie pointed at Suanpipi: "The mental body can show the master's mental state - you still like me clearly, why do you want to break up?"

Chen Youdeng was like a stubborn child, even when his parents forced him to question him, he still hugged his little doll and huddled in the corner without speaking, which made Sui Jie almost go into a frenzy.

"Chen Youdeng, I beg you, can you speak a word? Is it so difficult for you to speak? I remember you were not dumb before?"

"—I just don't want to be dumped by you in the future!"

Sui Jie became quiet for a moment, and Chen Youdeng seemed to have opened a valve, and his emotions leaked out like a flood, "After these few days, you can see it? I will be like this from now on and from now on. I want to pass the exam. In the university I want to go to, I can’t play with you every day and do what you want to do. I want to work hard for my future! But you, no matter where you go, you will have a place, and you don’t want to go up with me Determination, you liked me so much before because I still have time to play with you, but in fact I am such a person, very boring—"

"What are you talking about..." Sui Jie pressed Chen Youdeng's shoulder, and it could be seen that Chen Youdeng kept holding back his inner thoughts, and lost his strength after venting, and he did not break free even being held by Sui Jie.

"I knew it was impossible for you to persevere..." Chen Youdeng smiled wryly, "Look, it's only been less than a week. After that, you will feel bored and boring because you often can't find me, but more interesting than me There are countless guides, even ordinary people. Then, within a month, they may break up with me...

I don't want to be dumped by you.If I could, I'd like to be the one to dump you first. "

Sui Jie really didn't know whether to be angry or sad, there were countless words in his mind, and finally he choked out a sentence: "...But we are 100% compatible?"

Chen Youdeng snorted.

Now Sui Jie understood what Wei Ranying meant.What is a [-]% fit?It can be knocked down by many things before it is combined.

Like distrust.

After thinking about it, since they were called parents, something was very wrong with Chen Youdeng, but Sui Jie still thought it was because he was in a bad mood and didn't think about it. Now it seems that he really overestimated Chen Youdeng.

Still "want to be the one who dumps people first"?Is it too naive?

"I have thought of ideas for chasing people for you countless times, I have covered you for you, I have seen you go shopping hand in hand with others, and even seen you and Huo Tianyi kissing in front of me..." Chen Youdeng counted them one by one, "I know I What it looks like in the eyes of others. It's just one more little boyfriend of yours."

Sui Jie never thought that Chen Youdeng would deny their relationship so completely in his heart.

"That's why you don't want our parents to know that we're together... That's why you were so depressed after meeting your parents that day..." Sui Jie murmured, and he finally understood, "You're afraid that it will be difficult for them to get along with each other after we break up. ?"

Chen Youdeng looked at Sui Jie's ugly face, and finally nodded.

"Dad asked me if I decided to be you in the future... But it's not. They seem to think that we will be together forever after we get together. I don't know why they think so." Chen Youdeng said, "That's why I I suddenly realized how high-profile the two of us are. But whether we are in love or breaking up, it should be a matter between two people. I don’t want to be pointed at by people after breaking up..."

"You just think that we will break up, and you think that I won't persist in studying hard." Sui Jie asked suddenly, "Chen Youdeng, let me ask you. Have you ever thought about our future?"

Chen Youdeng paused.

Then, under Sui Jie's despairing eyes, he said with difficulty: "No. Not until you said you want to study hard."

Sui Jie let go of his hand.

This situation is actually quite funny.Sui Jie kept assuring him that he would study hard and study with him, while Chen Youdeng never thought that the two of them would make it to the end.

"Do you think that you will go to school alone in the future, and go to those schools that the teachers want you to go to? What about me?"

Chen Youdeng remained silent.

"Okay, I get it. I have to pick up the garbage in the future, please tell Boss Chen to cover your nose when you pass by my garbage truck, or your noble nose will be smoked."

When Sui Jie said these words, he felt a vicious and sadistic pleasure. At the same time, he felt that his heart was being cut by an invisible knife, and the blood flowed down drop by drop, but he still wanted to hold it tightly. A heart, squeezed hard to make it feel pain and intensify its bleeding.

Chen Youdeng raised his head hastily, Sui Jie had never seen such an expression on his face.

"Sui Jie, I didn't mean that..."

"Then what do you mean?"

Chen Youdeng stammered to explain, "I just mean that you can eat well no matter where you are, unlike me, I'm not good at communication..."

"Sociable? You've got the most sociable person in your grade, and you've got him to promise you over and over again that you'll work hard, and you're wondering when it's least likely to hurt yourself by getting away . ” The blood in the heart was drained, and Sui Jie felt that the inside was empty now, chilled by the wind. "Chen Youdeng, you are so selfish."

Chen Youdeng looked up at Sui Jie, his lips were trembling slightly, his face was pale.Sui Jie knew that the breakup scene he expected was definitely not like this.

Sui Jie stretched out her thumb and pressed hard against Chen Youdeng's lower lip, making the bloodless lips tinge red.

"Damn... you are such an idiot."

After he finished speaking viciously, he let go of his hand, turned and left Chen Youdeng's class.

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"Stop pressing it." Sui Jie's deskmate stopped him.

Sui Jie came to his senses, his mechanical pencil had been pressed so much that the refill was exposed, and it was about to fall out.

He frantically put the refill back, but it broke halfway, and with a soft "pop", Sui Jie was so angry that he dropped the pen, "Damn it!"

He regrets it now.Very sorry.

He said a lot to Chen Youdeng.

For a long time, Sui Jie's kindness to Chen Youdeng was obvious to all his friends around him. He held it in his hands for fear of falling, and held it in his mouth for fear of melting. When did he say such bad things to him?

Sui Jie racked his brains to recall whether Chen Youdeng cried after he finished speaking, but after much deliberation, there was no result.

But no matter what, Chen Youdeng will definitely feel sad because of what he said.

Sui Jie was also quite sad, after all, Chen Youdeng never thought about his future...

This incident made Sui Jie feel an unprecedented sense of frustration, accompanied by overwhelming grievances.He thought that Chen Youdeng had at least fantasized about their future even a little bit, who knew that they had been thinking about when it would be the least sad to break up.

Divided for divided, divided for the fart, without the consent of the person, not divided for the rest of his life, suffocating Chen Youdeng to death!

When Sui Jie thought about it, he felt a little better. Anyway, he hadn't said to break up yet, what was the matter with Chen Youdeng's unilateral proposal, and looking at the suede skin, he wanted Sui Jie to touch him, so he was obviously very attached.

In June, they will prepare for the proficiency test. The proficiency test will test all subjects except Chinese, mathematics and English, and will be used as one of the basis for university admission.If sentinels and guides intend to enter special majors, they must conduct interviews after passing the Chinese, Mathematics, English and written tests.

No matter ordinary people, sentries or guides, they can get special students (music, art, sports).Sui Jie was a sentinel and a special student at the same time. There were many students in his class who joined the school's various sports teams because they were good at sports. Therefore, the teacher explained about the college entrance examination for them.

Sui Jie found that her current grades are far from the passing line of A-level universities.

He wrote the words "study hard, don't use the computer" in his book, paused, and then erased them all.

Ugh.

During the (what he thinks) cold war with Chen Youdeng, Sui Jie felt like they were back in the first semester of high school, when Chen Youdeng was angry at himself for interfering with his friendship, and the two of them didn't talk to each other like now .

Sui Jie couldn't bear it before, and now she can't bear it even more.

But he has self-knowledge and knows that he has made Chen Youdeng sad, so he doesn't dare to appear in front of him.

Most importantly, he was afraid that Chen Youdeng would say "let's break up" again.If so, he will definitely lose control.

Hu Meiling secretly played with her mobile phone during evening self-study.

The phone vibrated, and it was a WeChat message from Sui Jie. She, Yi Fan, Sui Jie, and Chen Youdeng had added WeChat to each other when they were hanging out together, although Sui Jie had never spoken to her before.

Sui Jie: Is Deng Deng by your side?

Hu Meiling replied: yes

Sui Jie: How does he look?

Hu Meiling left early the night before and didn't see the two arguing at the door, so somehow, she looked at Chen Youdeng from behind the mountain of books piled up by the table.

Hu Meiling: It's normal.

Sui Jie: ...

Sui Jie: Does he look sad?

Hu Meiling took another sneak peek at Chen Youdeng, and was spotted by Chen Youdeng. She glanced at her and said with her mouth, "Concentrate on your homework."

Hu Meiling turned back and typed: No, he is studying very seriously.

This time, Sui Jie typed several times, then stopped, and then continued typing until Hu Meiling was about to lose patience, before sending out: Please do a job.

Hu Meiling:?

Sui Jie: In the past two days, once in the morning, once at noon, and once in the evening, you help me take photos of Lantern, and then send them to me.

Hu Meiling: ...

Sui Jie: If you capture a particularly good-looking photo, I will give you extra money.

Hu Meiling: Rich?I want a fifty.

Sui Jie: You are too aggressive!

Hu Meiling: It's the lion who opened his mouth. You are so uneducated.

Sui Jie: ...Oh.

Sui Jie: Fifty for a piece, you might as well grab it.

Hu Meiling: Don't forget it.Anyway, it's not the first time you two have quarreled, and you've been wasting energy for months, and you won't die anyway.

Sui Jie: ...

Sui Jie: [Transfer 150, please confirm receipt]

Hu Meiling: [Confirmed receipt of money]

Hu Meiling: Don't worry, my photography skills are pretty good.

Hu Meiling: [picture]

Hu Meiling immediately took a profile picture of Chen Youdeng's homework, and it was a good shot, but Sui Jie thought it was also because Chen Youdeng was already good-looking.

His baby is really pitiful.Sui Jie eagerly touched Chen Youdeng's face on the phone and saved it.

Alas, how will the next day be.

The author says:

Hu Meiling: The high-definition life photos of Chen Youdeng, the second class of sales guides in the front row, are sweet and cute, and the fake one pays ten. The fake one pays ten~

Sui Jie: I've covered everything! ! !

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Sui Jie's awakening needs to be promoted by external and internal forces, and it cannot be achieved overnight, so don't worry

Similarly, Dengdeng itself is not without problems, both of them need to discover their own problems and change~

During the recent exam month, I have been quite busy. I have read everyone’s messages, and I will reply slowly in the future. Please don’t let me sing a one-man show~ [Rolling]

Again, thank you all for your perseverance, one mouthful of q3q