spring night

Hu Feng hated his father!But when he knelt beside his mother and saw his father, although his father gave a very serious look, Hu Feng only knew at that time that he was the only relative besides his mother, looking at his father like a loyal dog. Hu Feng still couldn't help showing joy and dependence.

But Hu Feng looked at him, his father looked at him for a long time, it seemed that he was very dissatisfied with himself, Hu Feng still saw the familiar look full of contempt in his father's eyes, this kind of eyes Hu Feng and his mother have often seen since childhood Feeling the indifference and sarcasm of the people around him, Hu Feng hated it very much... In the end, that vicious father killed his mother, the poor mother who had been dependent on him since he was a child, looking at his mother's body, the young Hu Feng was very scared, terrified, and didn't know what to do...

From that time on, Hu Feng didn't think that scary and cruel man was his father!At that time, Hu Feng's young heart was full of hatred, and he wanted to kill this man to avenge his mother...

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Brother, maybe you have forgotten that when I was brought home as my father's illegitimate son, I didn't even have the chance to meet you, because I was not qualified, and that father was always busy. In fact, I was not a son in his eyes. It's just that he let me into the house in a moment of soft-heartedness, a beggar-like dirt dog, who is nothing, just left me to fend for myself, and even threw me to your mother to train/teach...

But brother, your mother pointed at me and scolded me as a bastard as soon as she saw me, and told me to die. After that, she beat me all day long, treated me as a servant, and didn't give me food. And constantly threatened to throw me out.

He also warned me that if I told my father, I would be kicked out. I didn’t dare to resist. I was afraid that if I resisted, he would drive me out. A child who is only nine years old has no mother, no relatives, and it is difficult to even go to a construction site to work. If no one wants it, where can I go? At that time, there is nowhere to go.

But no matter how much that woman beat me, scolded me, and told me to die, I never shed a tear, because I knew from a young age that shedding tears could not exchange the slightest pity for those who hate you. The happier they are...I don't want to die either, why let me die, damn those villains, demons...

Brother, your mother often beat me with a whip, and locked me in a very remote warehouse. It was dark, cold, and smelly, and there was no food for me. No woman would like to face her husband messing around outside. The evil seed left by other women, but she couldn't directly kill me in front of her husband, so she tried every means, because she hated my mother for seducing his husband, and wanted to torture him more slowly, And then kill me, this bastard...

One day, for some reason, I was imprisoned again. This time I was imprisoned for the longest time. I have been imprisoned for four or five days. I have had nothing to eat or even water for more than four or five days. After one bite, I was really hungry. I was so hungry that I felt my stomach and intestines were convulsed, my whole body was dirty, and I didn’t even have the strength to move. I could only shrink in the corner, biting my fingers and the ragged corners of my clothes. , I just felt stares in my eyes. I knew that woman wanted to starve me to death. At that time, I thought I was going to die. In fact, it’s okay to die. I can go to my mother, so I don’t have to be beaten anymore...

At that time, I was so desperate that I had closed my eyes and waited for death to come. At this moment, I heard the footsteps of "Tap Tat Tat..." and felt someone walking towards this dilapidated warehouse, because the door was locked tightly by a big lock. , I could only use a brick to smash the window open, brother, you saw me from the iron fence of the warehouse window, which was more messy than a wild cat, and my face was full of surprise, that's where I saw you, brother!At that time, I was still young, you were as beautiful as a prince Pianpian who came out of a classical Chinese painting, and you were not as beautiful as a mortal.

After a while, brother, you waved to me and motioned me to go to the window and give me something. I was a little hesitant. I was very scared, and I didn’t dare to go there, because since I came to Hu’s house, no one has given me anything. Face, almost everyone in the Hu family beat and scolded me, I remember my mother once said; the more beautiful a person is, the more unbelievable it is, usually the more beautiful a person is, the more vicious his heart is...

Brother, you see that I am hiding in the corner and dare not come over, so I took out a big bun. I smelled the smell of meat buns, and when I saw the food, I couldn’t control it anymore. I was so hungry, my eyes glowed green like a hungry wolf, Because I had no strength, I could only climb over, and finally climbed a little by the window.

I stretched out my dirty hand and snatched the big bun from my brother, and stuffed it into my mouth desperately... He was squatting in front of the window across the iron fence, watching me quietly until I I stuffed some big meat buns into my mouth, they were the most delicious big meat buns I’ve ever eaten in my life, but I haven’t eaten for a long time, and I ate too fast, so I hiccupped desperately and choked By the time my face turned purple, my nose was full of snot and tears, I almost rolled my eyes and suffocated. At that time, I felt that I was worse than a homeless stray dog.At this time, you are probably the savior who exists like a god to me, God!

At this time, brother, you stretched out your hands to me through the iron fence, and made a hug. I walked between those two hands as if I was bewitched. You surrounded me and gave me the love in my life. The first hug, I kept stroking my back, trying to make me feel better, I was stunned, and I stopped hiccupping, in my memory, no one has ever been so gentle to me except my mother...

I was in my brother's arms, looking down at his clean water-blue shirt, which was stained by the dirty dirt on my body. Brother, you are the first one who didn't dislike me. The first hug I got was You gave it to me. In this world, apart from my mother, you are the only one who treats me well. You don’t call me a bastard, a beggar, you don’t run away because of the dirty dirt on my body, and you are the only one who hugs me... and only my brother Howl you up.

My brother looked at me tenderly and said, "You must be Hufeng!"

I raised my dirty little face and looked blankly at my brother, who was as beautiful as a fairy, as if I had lost my soul, and nodded... From then on, I decided that brother, you are me Forever loyal master, my God...

"How, are you better? I heard my father said to me that you are my new brother. I have wanted a brother to play with me since I was a child. I am always really bored by myself. These days I happen to be I went to my aunt’s house abroad, and I wanted to see you as soon as I got home, but I couldn’t see you all the time... I said, how come I haven’t seen you once! I thought it was strange, so I bought the housekeeper to find out that you let your mother lock you I'm in the warehouse... After speaking, he smiled softly, took out a clean handkerchief from his arms, and wiped my face.

"Brother, can I call you that! From now on, you can call me Brother Wu Xiao! Don't be afraid that I will persuade your mother to let you out. In fact, mother is a good person, but she loves father too much, so she is a little paranoid..." Brother I sighed helplessly, and I lay in my brother's arms and asked. When I was young, I felt that my brother's arms were so comfortable, and my brother was a beautiful fairy brother who protected me. I cried a lot in my arms, but I felt very ashamed, so I could only bear it...

"Brother, if you want to cry, you can cry. There is nothing to be ashamed of in front of my brother, or it will be bad if you can't cry when you want to cry in the future..."

"Brother...I'm so scared...I miss my mother so much" I said tremblingly when I thought of my mother's cold body.Brother, you hold me in your arms and wipe the tears off my cheeks with your fingers.

"It's okay, cough! It's so pitiful..." Brother hugged me tightly in your arms, and I leaned on your warm chest, cold tears kept dripping from my face... This It was the first and last time in my life that I shed tears in front of a person...

I put my face on my brother's chest, rubbed it against him, and listened to his strong heartbeat. Although I thought that I would continue to be beaten as soon as I went out, I was also very afraid of your mother... because my brother was here, I actually Don't be afraid.This feeling is like a lonely cub who lost its mother and home, suddenly found a home of its own...

I cling to my brother's warm body tightly. At this moment, a sudden current-like touch from the bottom of my heart instantly stirred and burned my internal organs... This is the first time in my life that I will never forget it. My heart couldn't stop beating, I had never been flustered before, that feeling made me tremble, trembling, I didn't understand what was wrong with me at the time, I stretched out my dirty hand to pull my brother's clean and slender fingers, ten fingers Clasping tightly, a heart-stirring warm current spread from my brother's fingers to my whole body.My heart is beating so fast, I feel like my heart is about to jump out...

It turned out to be a heartbeat, and it was only after many years that I realized that it was a heartbeat... It was a heartbeat to my brother, whistling, endless...