spring night

In this world, has anyone ever tried the taste of being crazy about love?Who has ever tried to love a person deeply, love him to the bone, blend into the flesh and blood, but that person always hates himself, and has even forgotten you. For the person who always hates himself, he can even I don't want my life, I think about him all day long, and I feel a little crazy, crazy... In this world, I am probably the only one who is such a fool!

Ever since I was seven years old, when I first saw my brother Hu Xiao, I knew that that beautiful brother belonged to me. As long as I could have my brother, I would have everything... At that time, my only wish was—— —I want to get everything my brother has!

Now I am 31 years old, and I have loved my brother for a full 24 years, 12 months a year, 365 days, 24 years, that is, 288 months, 8760 days, in so many days and nights, there is not a day that is not happening all the time Loving my brother, thinking about him, how many 24 years are there in a person's life, such a long time, let me change from a young child to a young man, and then middle age, although everything is changing, it is my love to my brother My heart has never changed, it is still burning hot, but the love that I couldn't ask for is getting deeper and deeper, so deep that I can't extricate myself...

Brother, we haven't seen each other for a long time, I can guarantee that now that I appear in front of you, maybe you won't even take another look at me!I heard from Xiaofeng that you didn't mention me once in these years, and the only time you mentioned my name was still full of disgust and disregard...

It is more likely that you will forget what I look like, but I remember every inch of your beautiful body, your beautiful body still makes me excited//, I know you have completely forgotten me, Now I am just an insignificant failed brother in your memory, although now I think you are going crazy, but I dare not see you, because as soon as I see you, I will lose control and lose control of myself Behavior of beasts, just like before, what crazy things did you do to you, which made you hate me even more...

Thinking of this, Hu Feng's face began to twist, as if he wanted to shed tears, but no matter how hard he struggled, there was only a thin layer of mist in his eyes, but there was still a little tear, he coldly Smiled: "Brother, you still can't forget the wrong things I did to you, so you punished me? It turns out that the cruelest punishment in the world is not disembowelling and vivisection, but being killed by yourself The one you love is completely forgotten and ignored, just like you and him have never had any intersection, when he sees you, he has no emotion at all, like a stranger, he is not forgetting you, but himself I have never entered my brother's heart at all...

This kind of indifferent forgetting, no one will bear it. In the heart of the person you love the most, you will always be the person he hates the most. In his world, you will always be his outsider. No one will not be angry and mad. No, brother, can't you take a look at me?

, these years I let you have a lot of Yingying Yanyan's company, thinking that you would be happier and forget the cruel wrong things I did to you, so I believe that I was just confused for a while, gone ... The obsession with you, but inadvertently, when I dream back in the middle of the night, and in the passing years without you, I always think of you, and I know that the reason for supporting me for so many years is my love for you, brother , if it weren't for the love that made me crazy and obsessed, maybe I would have gone crazy...

Every day I tell myself hypnotically that I don't love you anymore, so that I can ease my obsession with you!And the horrible thought of instantly killing those whores who are with you, brother you are mine... I did all this just to make you forget the wrong things I did to you 19 years ago, but I didn't let You completely forgot about my existence...

Back then, I was like a mad dog, as long as anyone you liked, even if they smiled at you, talked to them, or hugged them, I would secretly kill them, because I love you, so I will kill them Forget them, because my brother is mine, I will not give you a chance to like others, my crazy obsession with you, let your parents feel it, they think I can't find you by sending you abroad to hide your name !They are so stupid, even if they hide you in the ends of the earth, I will be like a dog, find your breath, and then find you

I did all the crazy things for you, just to make you love me only in this life... I want to do everything I can to bring down all the obstacles that stop me from loving you, even kill your mother, and father, get Took all the rights of Chen Xing and the Hu family, and killed all the people around you who protected you and the people you fell in love with. I have become a murderous devil because of you... I will use my whole life to exchange your treatment of me I fell in love with you a little bit, but brother, you hated me more and more, hated me, and thought I was so disgusting. At that time, I was like a devil in my brother's eyes!

When I gave everything I had, I finally got you—brother, I am so happy, I put you in a house that only I can see, because my brother can only love me alone, brother, don’t you I know, at that time, even though you were locked in a hidden room by me and locked on the bed naked/exposed/naked, you would always be a white swan-like prince high above you, and in your eyes I would always be Humble as a toad-like bastard who wants to eat swan meat, the difference between you and me is like cloud and mud, every time you and I rape//violate you, when you look at me, it's like looking at a dirt dog ,Deep contempt, not even contempt, is ignoring...

But at that time, even if I was humble beside my brother like a dirt dog, begging his master to give him a little love, I was as humble... But brother, you don't even want to look at me, and you don't even want to speak. Not to mention, your noble smile will never be given to me. At that time, there will always be another bitch in your heart...

You were not like this before!I remember you used to talk to me when I was young and gently took my hand, and you also smiled at me and were happy. You are so beautiful like that!Brilliant like summer flowers...

The memories you once gave me, brothers, are as if they are deeply etched in my mind and cannot be forgotten!I've heard it said that the only thing you can do when you don't have it anymore is to keep yourself from forgetting...I've lived on the good memories you've given me all these years!

Hu Feng slowly put his hands on his face and closed his eyes.

Hu Feng's mother was a lowly whore/prostitute, and died very early, killed by him and Hu Xiao's father, Hu Liancheng...

Because Hu Liancheng just hated his mother as a good bitch/// who made him lose face, so he wanted to kill Hufeng's mother!

Hu Liancheng is the father of Hu Xiao and Hu Feng, because he is tall and handsome, and he is a very flamboyant young master of gangsters. Hu Liancheng's wife, Hu Xiao's mother is the general's daughter. He is very domineering and pungent, and has a prominent family affairs. Hu Liancheng respects him very much. He can keep the colorful flags fluttering outside the house and have countless women, but the red flag at home will always stand upright...

Hu Feng's mother is the hottest senior public relations person in the upper class. She is extremely beautiful and charming, and is quite sought after by men in the upper class. Feng's mother followed, and after being romantic/sexy, she guarded herself like a jade...

Although his mother was Hu Liancheng's mistress, she was the least popular, soon Hu Chengxiao got tired of playing, and threw it away like a rag... Sometimes Hu Liancheng didn't remember that such a woman existed...

People say that actors are ruthless and bitches have no intentions!But Hu Feng's mother fell in love with this flirtatious man, even though he was just playing tricks on her...

When Hufeng's mother left Hu Liancheng, she was already pregnant with his child, she was reluctant to kill this child, the child of the man she liked, she wanted to give birth to this child...

After that, many years later, Hu Liancheng, the woman whom she couldn't remember, suddenly pulled a child who looked like a little wild wolf and knelt at the back door of Hu's courtyard. not allowed in...

At this time, Hufeng's mother was still young, but disheveled, sickly, and thin. It felt like a gust of wind could blow her away. She looked terminally ill, and she had long since lost the charming and enchanting look on the scene. , the nine-year-old Hu Feng knelt on the ground beside his mother, looking around in fear with a small face, dressed in tatters, his face was dirty, but his eyes looked like a little wild wolf. Full of ferocious wildness, the contours of the facial features that form the same Hu Lian are quite similar.

Hu Liancheng bent down and looked at Hu Feng's face: "What do you mean, this is my child? Well! The facial features are a little bit like me, but like a little beggar, it's dirty, you are making him Was it raised by a beggar?"

Hu Liancheng was very dissatisfied with this wild child who appeared out of nowhere.

But at that time, the young Hufeng had a strong self-esteem, clenched his small fists tightly, he gritted his teeth and looked at the so-called father in front of him, he hated people saying that he was a bastard or a beggar!

Hufeng's dying mother grabbed Hu Liancheng's hand and said humbly, "Lian Chengshao, he is really your son. If you don't believe me, you can do a DNA test. Please take care of my poor child." !"

"You know... If you want me to recognize him, you must die immediately! Because our Hu family will never recognize a son born by a bitch!" Hu Liancheng pushed away Hufeng's mother's hand in disgust. However, Hu Liancheng also believed in Hufeng's mother's words, because he understood that people's words are good even when they are about to die.

"Lian Chengshao, you...you can kill me right away! My son can't follow me, I have lung cancer, I can't live to grow up..." At this moment, Hufeng's mother looked at the man she had loved with her life , it turns out that in that man's heart, she is nothing. At this moment, she is so sad that she can only save her child as much as possible. She hugged Xiao Hufeng in despair and said!

Hu Liancheng smiled casually, and there was a special murderous intent in the smile, which made people shudder. Although the nine-year-old Hu Feng was afraid, he moved forward tremblingly, half a step to protect his mother,

At that time, although Hufeng was young and weak, he still couldn't hide the beast-like aura in his eyes. This was still a little beast that hadn't grown up, and he really had a little bit of his own arrogance!Hu Liancheng observed with great satisfaction.

This child is still too young, only nine years old, and he can't hide his wildness anymore.

Hu Liancheng thought of his doting in his hands, and grew up with his eldest son, Hu Xiao, who is already 12 years old this year, but he was born too beautiful, meticulously crafted, with red lips and white teeth, so he was a bit feminine, that child was too gentle and refined , kind-hearted, like a psychic Baoyu boy, but he has the demeanor of a Baoyu son. Hu Xiao is really not suitable for living in the underworld. To survive in the underworld of traps and assassinations, perhaps Huo Xiao really needs a younger brother to be loyal to him, this kid is like a little wild wolf, after being trained/trained, he can also be my dog ​​to protect Xiao'er!

Although this kid is thin, he is quite tall and has a strong body.Looks like a fierce kid

Hu Liancheng stood up, stared at the worthless child in front of him condescendingly, and looked at Hufeng's mother lightly: "Okay, I will fulfill you, don't worry, I will bury you generously, and I will also bring this little devil back home." Go home, but wash it well, don’t stain my floor.” Then he motioned to the bodyguards around him to shoot him, ending Hufeng’s mother’s painful life...

With a sound of "touch", Hufeng's mother fell into a pool of blood, unable to get up again, but there was a slight smile on the corner of her mouth, maybe she knew that the child she couldn't let go was finally entrusted, so she could feel at ease I went, and the wind on the side was also stupid...

The bodyguards immediately stepped forward, trying to pull Hufeng away, the little Hufeng suddenly struggled, struggling desperately, trying in vain to grab his mother's cold hand, he didn't want to leave his mother, Hufeng's eyes despaired, Like a cub, a short howl.

Hu Liancheng turned around and went back. Standing at the gate of the Hu Family Mansion, his expression was very indifferent, as if nothing had happened, and he said impatiently to the bodyguards: "What are you still doing? Why don't you give him up?" I get it in"

The bodyguard saw that the master was getting impatient, so he stopped caring about the little Hufeng crying, and hurriedly dragged Hufeng away with tears all over his face, and sent him to the Hu family's mansion. In order to prevent the little wild child from running out, Crying and making a lot of embarrassment, Hu Liancheng signaled them to lock Hufeng in a small house on the other side of the room.

The young Hufeng desperately scratched at the window guard in the house, with his face pressed against the glass window, watching. He watched his mother's body being dragged into a car, and the blood flowed all over the place. The young Hufeng Feng is very sad. Although his mother is sick and poor, he often lacks food and clothing. Although sometimes he will be reprimanded because of illness and bad mood, but after all, it is his mother who treats him well. At this time, send The car with his mother's dead body gradually moved away, and finally even the shadow of the car disappeared...

He was so angry that he was crying, and he could only stare at the direction where the mother's body left, with a desolate expression like a wolf cub who lost his mother.

Hu Liancheng took a look at him and felt that this son had a lot of backbone, just like a wolf cub, but he didn't know the characteristics of a wolf, that is, eternal loyalty, wild and exclusive desire for what belongs to him...

"I didn't expect that at such a young age, you little ghost, you know the word loyalty. It's really rare and affectionate!" Hu Liancheng looked at the tears on his face and said melancholy; "From now on, you will be called Hufeng." Just be the wind that always follows your brother, and remember, you will use your life to protect your brother! "

"I just don't know in the future, who can you give this deep affection of yours to..." Hu Liancheng just said casually, but he didn't know that this illegitimate child whose status was like nothing in his heart was the one he regarded as The greatest catastrophe of the precious eldest son is also an eternal nightmare...