paranoid beauty

Everyone was silent, and only the involuntary heavy breathing could be heard in the crowded classroom.

After a while, Lan Zihao stood up, patted her on the shoulder, and said in a low voice: "Squad leader, you have endured it for so long, now there is only one year left, don't..."

He almost couldn't continue, "Don't do stupid things."

At this time, he seemed to suddenly take off his usual laughing shell, revealing the tenacity and responsibility of a boy of this age, "Everyone in this world is not easy."

He seemed to have suddenly remembered something, and his eyes, which always had a flamboyant smile, were empty. He smiled with a little self-mockery: "I have always suspected that my mother is sick."

He said seriously, "I'm not kidding."

"My family is not as rich as Brother Jiang and Chen's family. In fact, I feel that I can still get by, but when I think about it carefully, I am really poor. I didn't expect that life at home is difficult, and my dad can still cheat."

"It's true that my mother is sick. I've seen her screaming hoarsely. She didn't cry, but her eyes were red. She squatted on the ground and grabbed her hair with both hands. She said she would take me to death. .”

After finishing speaking, his eyes changed into a familiar smile again, "I wanted to laugh when I said it, once I quarreled with her, she wanted to hit me, I was scared, her eyes were red at that time, I turned around and ran away , Then she grabbed my leg subconsciously, bent down and gave me a bite."

There were still tears on Chu Lishu's face, she just stared at him and listened to him in a daze, and when she heard the back, as if she had imagined that scene, the corners of her lips also moved upwards.

Lan Zihao didn't let go of the slight change in her face, hugged his right leg exaggeratedly, and sighed: "You really don't laugh, I was in pain at that time, okay? I can't do anything to him , I had no choice but to continue running, but my mother bit my leg and ran after me."

What he said was funny, many people already had smiles on their faces, but they still took care of his feelings and didn't laugh.

"Sure enough, happiness is based on other people's pain. You can laugh if you want to. Your expressions are distorted." He shook his head pretendingly, and laughed himself first, "Squad leader, I know you If you want to laugh, just laugh, the bite I was bitten has some meaning when you laugh."

There was more and more laughter in the class, and the oppressive silence in the air was dispelled a little.

A boy came over, put his hand on Lan Zihao's shoulder, and said with a smile: "Brother, I'm sorry, I really know that you are miserable, but... hahaha, I really can't hold back!"

Another girl laughed and said, "The point is, if someone else said it, maybe we'd be scrambling to comfort him, but you're just...inexplicably funny, little basket, I'm really sorry...hahaha!"

Deng An, the student committee member who has always been quietly studying, also came over and patted Chu Lishu on the shoulder, "Squad leader, every time I can't hold on, I tell myself that I can escape completely when I go to college." Yes, you have to believe that you can too."

He continued softly: "Lan Zihao is right, squad leader, the biggest difficulty you have come into contact with since you were young is from your family, maybe after many years, you will think that this is not what it is."

"When I was in the third grade of junior high school, something happened at home. My parents desperately hoped that I would succeed. They followed me every day, and even hoped that I would not take my eyes off the book. My father was fine, it was my mother. , if she finds out that I haven't studied, she will cry for me."

"At that time, my rebellious psychology came up. I didn't want to study. I decided not to read the book. The worst thing was to move bricks. I really couldn't stand this kind of control without gaps every day. Can you believe it, my mother even made me I eat less and I don’t drink water because going to the bathroom is a waste of time.”

"I also resisted. I told my mother that I would kill myself if I was asked to learn again. Once I stood on the roof. When I went upstairs, my heart overflowed with courage, but when I stood on the top and looked down, I'm afraid."

"I fucking thought at the time, just to not learn suicide, how fucking speechless, I must learn, not only learn, I also want to learn the best, don't they want me to be famous? Then I will show them how to stand out, and now they are treating me like this, let them wait until I am successful, and then I will deal with them."

"But," he sighed, his face relaxed, "when I get used to asking myself to learn this way, I get used to it, and I can understand their thoughts, then...slowly, it's like they were at that time. , or myself at the time, let’s reconcile.”

He smiled and said, "I also said something very interesting. When I resisted the most, my grades dropped rapidly."

"How should I put it, my grades have never been so bad since I was a child. Although I have already thought about it in my heart, I am also quite panicked. I can't sleep in the middle of the night. I saw my mother sneaking in with a kitchen knife. into my room."

"You can never imagine what she's going to do," he laughed. "She thought my grades dropped because of puppy love, and she was going to castrate me."

"I was so frightened that I broke out in a cold sweat. I jumped up and told her that I just didn't feel well during the exam. I will never forget that scene in my life. It was so fucking scary."

After they made such a fuss, Chu Lishu really had a smile on his face.

Tang Huan next to her saw her change in his heart, coughed, and deliberately aimed his eyes at a certain place in Deng's case.

Lan Zihao cooperated with her with a malicious smile, and asked, "Then what... Hehehe, school committee, are you still a healthy person?"

Deng An glanced at him indifferently, "I am making the squad leader happy, but I didn't want to make you happy."

Lan Zihao's expression froze immediately, and Xizi came to cover his heart: "Stop, school committee, isn't she your little wife~"

Jiang Huai who clearly heard the words "little wife": "..."

He turned to look at Chen Mo beside him.

As far as he knows, among this group of boys, only Chen Mo can see this kind of domineering president. Unexpectedly...

Ba Zong's communication power is quite strong.

At this moment, Chu Lishu's mood was disturbed by them, but it was much better. She smiled and bowed to everyone: "Thank you very much."

Wan Chengyi popped up suddenly: "Don't be so polite, I won't be embarrassed to ask you to help us with our homework in the future."

Everyone laughed a few times, and condemned him: "Wan Chengyi, why are you so excessive!!"

"Our squad leader is still injured, how can you let the wounded do such a thing?"

Wan Chengyi's face changed, and he looked at the physics class representative who said the following sentence: "You are still a class representative, you don't know how to be more conscious, so you have the nerve to say it?"

The class representative threw a draft notebook at him: "Get out, get out!!"

The haze in the classroom was torn apart by everyone's laughter, and after being suppressed, it was replaced by a clear sky.

Tang Huan smiled, and suddenly thought of something, took out the candy and handed it to Chu Lishu: "Hey, you have hypoglycemia, haven't you eaten well? Eat some candy first."

She paused, then frowned and asked softly, "Did your parents give you enough living expenses?"

When everyone heard this, their laughter gradually stopped, and they all looked at Chu Lishu worriedly.

The latter smiled, with a hint of sarcasm in his eyes, and replied in a hoarse voice without any emotion: "Yes, my mother..."

"She thinks that girls have no other choice but to marry. He thinks there are many rich people in No. [-] Middle School. She wants me to get her a rich man. If she wants to get a rich man, how can she not give her basic living expenses? ?”

Tang Huan didn't open his frown, and continued to ask: "These injuries on your body should at least be treated. You have to go to the hospital to see if it's serious. Do you have any money?"

Chu Lishu was silent.

Tang Huan patted her on the shoulder, "I'll lend you first..."

"Squad leader," the three of them interrupted Tang Huan at the same time. Tang Huan was stunned and turned to look over.

Wan Chengyi chuckled, glanced at Jianghuai Chen Mo who spoke with him, and spoke first: "If the squad leader is short of money now, if she borrows it directly, not to mention that it can't solve the fundamental problem, she will always be in debt in the future, so... ..." He laughed a few times, and put on a meaningful expression, "Squad leader, my family is actually quite rich."

Lan Zihao was taken aback for a moment, then looked at him incredulously: "No way, you beast, you want to take advantage of the fire?!"

"Go away," Wan Chengyi waved his hand, "Why are you thinking so dirty?!"

Jiang Huai ignored him and said directly: "I would like to hire a tutor. If you are willing, the salary will be one-to-one market price."

Everyone was stunned.

Wan Chengyi smiled obscenely, and then raised his hand: "I want to too! The class monitor, I can take classes with Brother Jiang, and it's also a one-on-one market price!"

After finishing speaking, he looked at Chen Mo: "Brother Chen, no way, you want to tutor too?"

Chen Mo smiled and shook his head, "My brother has some English translation work, it's very simple, he asks me to do it every day, monitor, the salary is actually not bad, if you need it, I'll help you contact her."

Chu Lishu's English score is the best in all subjects, and he has won the first place in his grade more than once, and the translation should not be a big problem.

Chu Lishu came back to his senses, bit his lower lip, and the reflection of tears appeared in his empty eyes: "I..."

She bowed to them again, and said with a trembling voice, "Thank you."

Chen Mo smiled: "Don't thank me in a hurry. The translation is simple and won't take a lot of time, but you must be careful. If I made a mistake while translating for him, he would deduct his salary directly. It's true that he doesn't care at all. Don't talk."

Chu Lishu smiled, but tears fell from the corners of her eyes. She looked at Jianghuai and Wan Chengyi again, hesitated for a while, and said, "Brother Jiang, Wan Chengyi, I might..."

Jiang Huai yawned and interrupted her: "My family also hired a tutor, so you can help me with the wrong questions."

Wan Chengyi also said: "Me too! Just give the wrong question!" He waved his fist, "Brother Jiang, wait for me to surpass you!!"

Jiang Huai ignored him, and his eyes became more sleepy.

Chu Lishu still didn't directly agree: "No... Brother Jiang, isn't Xue Shen reviewing with you?"

Jiang Huai paused, then said slowly, "He's about to take the college entrance examination, he's busy."

Chu Lishu was still worried, and Wan Chengyi directly interrupted what she was about to say: "Squad leader, don't worry, my parents must be at ease, at least we all know each other."

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