paranoid beauty

Su Bei reached out to hold his hand, and replied casually with tiredness: "It's okay."

The little lunatic's hand is not big, it looks like there is only a thin layer of flesh attached to it, but it is soft to the touch.His knuckles are slender, his fingertips are round, and his skin is tender and fleshy, which makes him look delicate.

Jiang Huai moved his fingers, squeezed between his fingers and interlocked with his fingers.

He raised his eyes and looked directly at Su Bei, his brown eyes were full of seriousness: "Brother."

Su Bei looked down at their intertwined fingers, and there was a little warmth in his dark peach eyes, "Huh?"

Jiang Huai hesitated for a while, but still said: "I will study hard, you...don't be too tired."

They jokingly call her boyfriend a god of learning, but he is just a young man after all, he is taking care of his own review and teaching him at the same time, how can he be able to take care of it?

He frowned: "Brother, I can ask a tutor, and if I don't know it, I can ask others..."

Before he finished speaking, he heard his boyfriend sigh and pull him into his arms.

He was a little taken aback, moved, but was held down by his boyfriend even more tightly, he was stunned: "Huh?"

Su Bei rubbed his chin against his ear, put most of his strength on him, and sighed: "Let my brother hug me."

Jiang Huai froze for a moment, the faint smell of laundry detergent on his boyfriend's body surrounded him, he sniffed lightly and then rubbed against his boyfriend's arms. After two seconds of silence, his fingers moved, Grab the corner of Su Bei's clothes.

After a while, Su Bei straightened up and looked down at him: "Ask who?"

The smell on the boyfriend's body was heady, his head was still in a daze, and it took him a while to understand what Su Bei was asking.

"Chen..." He blurted out subconsciously, swallowed the last word when his eyes touched the smile in Su Bei's eyes, and changed his words without changing his face: "Teacher."

Su Bei chuckled, and lightly brushed the hair on the head of the little lunatic in his arms, teasingly said: "Mr. Chen? Little lunatic, where did you come from, Teacher Chen?"

Jiang Huai said sullenly: "It's almost there."

Although Jiang Feixu didn't want to see him in the Jiang family, he said that it would not be difficult to find a tutor surnamed Chen.

Su Bei laughed and didn't try to be brave: "It's okay, find some tutors."

At this moment, the tiredness between his brows disappeared a little: "But I still have to come and do my homework with my brother every day, don't be lazy, I still have to check my homework every day."

He chuckled lightly, with some dazzling youthful looks on his brows, "I'll see you come back with a champion in four months, brother."

The arrogance on his body at this time was the first time Jiang Huai saw him in school, and he never showed it when he spoke on the rostrum as a representative of senior high school students. Unprecedented pride.

His older brother, his boyfriend, is the best teenager in the world.

He stood up, imitating how his boyfriend kissed him, lowered his head gently, and pressed a kiss on the center of his brow with a bit of reverence.

"Brother, I'll be waiting for your champion."

……

Ye Zhong's execution ability is quite strong. After hearing him once said that he wanted to hire a tutor, he actually hired six tutors for him, including language, mathematics, physics and chemistry.

I heard that these teachers are all Ph.D. graduates, and they are all worthy of their names. They speak vividly and can guarantee his understanding.

In fact, it was false to say so. Jianghuai didn't really feel his progress until after their first monthly exam this semester.

Not to mention how good it is to pass the test, but at least the questions can be understood, the English will not be completely blind, and some Chinese answering skills have also been used.

This time, his exam room happened to be opposite Wan Chengyi's door, and as soon as he went out after the exam, he happened to face to face with Wan Chengyi who had just left the classroom.

Wan Chengyi stared at him blankly, then rushed towards him like a convulsion: "Brother Jiang——"

His "sorrow" was so sharp that it would pierce Jianghuai's eardrums.

The Jianghuai people were still dizzy after the exam, but they were immediately brought back to their senses by this scream, and they almost didn't have time to dodge the person who rushed over.

After being dodged by him, Wan Chengyi chuckled, but immediately remembered what torture he had just experienced, and his expression collapsed instantly.

He purposely pinched an orchid and pointed it, and asked sadly: "Brother Jiang, we agreed to do the same thing, you...you don't love me anymore."

Jiang Huai pressed his ear, which was still aching, and said indifferently, "I haven't loved you, get out!"

"..."

"Jiang Lang~" Wan Chengyi continued his efforts with tears in his eyes, "Isn't the slave family your favorite?"

Jiang Huai almost didn't realize it: "...the most beloved?"

Wan Chengyi raised his eyebrows triumphantly: "Yes~"

He smiled again: "Brother Chen recommended me to read a novel, "The Domineering Regent's Delicate Love". It's super beautiful. Brother Jiang, are you interested? Let's go together?"

"..."

Jianghuai put it simply: "Get lost."

After the teasing was over, Wan Chengyi straightened his face and changed into a more normal personality: "Brother Jiang, you look so happy, you should have done well in the exam?"

He didn't maintain a serious look for a few seconds, and then he shrugged his eyebrows at Jiang Huai: "Brother Jiang? How far can you go this time?"

"I don't know," Jiang Huai yawned lazily, looked at Wan Chengyi's appearance, and the corners of his lips rose a little, and added: "Maybe more than 300 points, nearly [-] points."

A score of more than 300 is not high, but for someone like him who has not read the book seriously for a few days, it is already very good.

The two of them were talking and walking towards the classroom, when they reached the stairs, they happened to meet Chu Lishu who was coming down from the stairs.

Her face was as pale as paper, but her lips were extraordinarily bright red, her pupils were dark and lacking in spirit, and she looked a little frightening.

Wan Chengyi greeted her with a smile, but she didn't respond. At this moment, Jiang Huai took a closer look and frowned suddenly.

——The red on her lips was not its original color at all, her lips were originally pale, but she bit her upper lip, and the wound bled, dyeing her lips bright red!

Jiang Huai suddenly reached out and grabbed her: "Squad leader."

Chu Lishu came back to his senses in a trance, and raised his dark and empty eyes to look at him. This scene looked so weird that Wan Chengyi was so shocked that his body froze.

Jiang Huai paused, let go of her hand, looked directly into her eyes and said softly, "Squad leader, your lip is broken."

Chu Lishu was stunned, subconsciously licked the bright red blood on his lips, pursed his lips like a marionette, and forced a smile with the corner of his mouth: "It's okay, thank you."

Her voice is hoarse, and her voice is blunt and rough, resembling the sound of sharp nails scratching old bark.

Jiang Huai frowned again, but said nothing.

After waiting for Chu Lishu to "float" away, Wan Chengyi suddenly let out the breath he couldn't help but leaned towards Jiang Huai's side in a daze: "Brother Jiang, squad leader... what's wrong?"

He couldn't even ask "Is he in a bad mood?" In the seventeen or eighteen years since he was born, he had never seen anyone who was in a bad mood.

This doesn't look like a living person.

Jiang Huai shook his head, glanced at him to signal him not to ask, but his hanging fingers moved.

He only had close contact with Chu Lishu when school started last month. She was not in a good condition at that time, but it was not like this.

He stretched out his hand to pull her just now and felt that she was so thin that only a layer of skin remained in this month, and the school uniform hung on her body empty, looking like a puppet covered in clothes.

This……

He frowned again.

……

The results of No. [-] Middle School came out as fast as ever, and all the results and rankings were released during the self-study on Thursday night.

When Huang Zhongshi came in with his report card.The eyes of the students in the whole classroom "swish" to look up at him.

Huang Zhongshi proudly held the report card in his hand and shook his head, "I tell you good news, don't be proud, the average score of our class this time is the highest in the grade except for the experimental class, and all of them passed the exam." good!"

"Wow!!"

"The old Class 2 is awesome!!"

The students in the class burst into cheers out of embarrassment.

Boss Huang turned his eyes around, and finally fell on Wan Chengyi's head: "Xiao Wan."

Wan Chengyi was startled and almost jumped up: "Here!"

"Don't panic, don't panic," Boss Huang laughed hahaha, "Although you are still at the bottom of our class in this exam, your age ranking has risen by [-]! It is worthy of encouragement, you can see that you have put your heart into it!!"

Lan Zihao, a famous playwright in class 2, sophomore year, immediately covered his chest and looked over: "No way... Lao Wan, no wonder you didn't respond when I asked you to play games, so you secretly went to study behind my back!!"

Boss Huang was afraid of chaos and fanned the flames: "Well, Lan Zihao, you also did well in the exam this time, and your grade rank has improved by more than 100 points."

Wan Chengyi reacted even more, and jumped up from his seat with a "sigh": "Boss Huang, you have to make the decision for me, look at this dog! He is obviously the one who is heartbroken, and he still wants to do this in front of the whole class." A slap in the face of many people!!"

"Hahahahaha!"

The students in the class couldn't help laughing, and some people patted the table in response: "Old Wan! Look at this, Lao Lan has a dog outside!!"

"Yes, yes, Lao Wan, you are green and don't know it!"

Lan Zihao seemed to be possessed by a playwright, his expression changed: "I don't, Ah Wan, trust me!!"

"Okay, okay, can you settle the grievances between husband and wife in private?" Elder Huang laughed and coughed to interrupt their performance, "This time we have one of the top three in our class, Chen Mo, the second in grade, not bad, not bad, Keep up the good work! There is one more in the top ten of the grade, Deng An from the school committee, the seventh in the grade, keep going! Give me a slap in the face of their experimental class!!"

"Old rules, I put this report card on the podium, don't squeeze, come and see for yourself, you all know that you are doing self-study last night, right? Keep your voice down."

"Squad leader," the smile on his face faded, "before noon tomorrow, each subject teacher will print a copy of the report card, and ask the class representative to give it to the subject teacher."

After a long while, Lan Zihao poked Chu Lishu before she slowly responded in a low voice: "Okay."

Boss Huang looked away from her, "Come and see," he turned and walked towards the door, stopping when he was about to leave the classroom, "Chu Lishu."

Chu Lishu was stunned for a long time before answering: "Yes."

Boss Huang turned to look at her, "Come to my office."

Chu Lishu stood up slowly and stiffly, and followed him out.

There was silence in the classroom.

The reason for being called to the office by the head teacher after just getting the grades, anyone who has studied for a few years should know what it means.

After a while, Tang Xin, who was sitting in the first row, stood up frowning, went to the podium, picked up the report card, and fell silent.

Someone below asked anxiously: "Cultural Committee, what's wrong?"

Tang Xin frowned, hesitated for a moment before saying, "Squad monitor... she didn't do well in the exam."

Everyone felt a "thump" in their hearts, and someone immediately asked, "How bad is it?"

Tang Xin put the report card back, opened her mouth, and said in a low voice, "Out of two hundred."

The previous joy in the class was immediately suppressed by the dense fog, and silence slowly spread in the air.

They all know that Chu Lishu's grades are considered very good in their class, basically stable in the top fifty of the grade, and this time...

When Chu Lishu came back, what he saw was this dull scene that filled the classroom.

But she didn't notice half of it at all.

The exhaustion on her face could no longer be concealed, her eyes were hollow and drooping, and the corners of her lips did not have the slightest strength to bend upwards, but were straightly drawn into a line.

Her normally straight back was weakly bent, and her slumped shoulders seemed to be resting on a few heavy bricks. In this state, walking on the street, some people might think that she was terminally ill.

She took a few steps towards her position, and finally felt the eyes of the classmates on her, stopped again, and smiled at everyone.

She opened her mouth, but she felt that she didn't even have the strength to speak, so she closed her mouth again.

Everyone looked at her in silence.

After a while, Tang Huan slapped the table and stood up suddenly: "Chu Lishu!"

The slender body of the girl who was called actually trembled reflexively, and fear gushed out of her eyes uncontrollably, and then thick, like fog, filled her dark eyes with blankness.

Everyone saw her reaction clearly, apart from shock, there was only deep distress.

The former Chu Lishu, their class monitor, went to the rostrum to proudly receive the award, led them to quarrel with class 4 sharply, stood in front of the class with a slap in the face and led them to shout "Come on", every one of them She is full of sunshine and vitality.

just now……

How can this happen now?

Tang Huan reflexively walked a few steps towards her, "Chu Lishu..."

She lowered her voice subconsciously, as if she was afraid of startling the teetering butterfly on the branch: "What's wrong with you?"

Chu Lishu looked at her blankly. After a while, he seemed to suddenly think about what she asked, and then smiled as if his lips were parted: "It's okay."

She paused, then added in a weak voice: "I'm fine, don't worry."

Tang Huan frowned at her: "How is it possible..."

"Look at how you look now..."

Lan Zihao also stood up, and then said softly: "Squad leader, if you speak up, maybe it will be better."

"...It's okay." Chu Lishu shook her head lightly again. Her neck was surprisingly slender. She didn't know whether she was telling herself or answering Tang Xin and Lan Zihao, "I'm okay."

Tang Huan took a few more steps towards her: "I want to believe that you are fine, but have you seen your face yourself?"

Her voice was a little louder, and she even had some inexplicable anger: "Why do you seem to be okay?!"

Chu Lishu opened his mouth, but no sound came out, and then she remained silent.

Lan Zihao also frowned tightly: "Squad leader, what's wrong with you..."

The students sitting below also followed suit: "Squad leader..."

"Squad leader, no matter what happens, we are with you..."

"Squad leader..."

"...No," no one heard, Chu Lishu murmured softly, then she smiled sarcastically, rolled the dark eyes in her empty eyes, and suddenly increased her voice: "No people with me."

Her voice was hoarse and harsh, and her voice was obviously not high-pitched, but it was clearly heard by everyone in the classroom.

After saying this sentence, she seemed to have exhausted all her strength and took a few steps back. Fortunately, someone behind supported her.

She panted violently: "I don't want to either."

She choked with sobs, her empty eyes were red, and there were glistening water marks at the end of her eyes: "I... don't want to..."

Everyone looked at her in silence.

"No one of you can help me...I can only suffer by myself...I, I thought a year would be over soon. I didn't expect how long it has been...I really..."

"I really... can't live anymore..."

She sobbed and trembled, crying out little by little.

"My parents...they, they didn't treat me as an extraordinary person at all...what should I do..."

"I'm only 17 years old, she's going to sell me...sell me, what should I do..."

"I thought I could be freed when I became an adult... But why is it so difficult to be an adult... There is still one year..."

"How can I get rid of them..."

Tang Xin looked at her in shock: "Chu Lishu..."

Chu Lishu looked at her with empty eyes, and continued tremblingly: "He...they hit me...I hurt so much...I really hurt..."

She slowly rolled up her sleeves, the bruises and purple scars on the girl's pale wrist were particularly obvious, and there was even a wound protruding six or seven centimeters from the clothes, which was scarred, but still looked hideous.

She burst into tears: "Just because I'm a girl...then why, why did you give birth to me..."

"Am I, am I..." She murmured softly, "Only by dying can I get rid of them..."

She opened her mouth, but no one heard the voice, but they all understood the words she failed to say: "But I don't want to die..."

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-03-0420:45:00~2021-03-0520:11:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Yan, Zhenzhuo Jingjing 1;

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Zhenzhuo Jingjing 150 bottles; I don't like to eat coriander e1 bottle; thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!