Growth pain

August 2022, 8, at 28:54 pm, the day after Lu Shining disappeared.

Yuan Sen received a call from Su Yunle, and the call was not connected until the second call. The woman on the other side said: "Don't hang up in a hurry."

Yuan Sen asked, "Is there something wrong?"

"Nannan said Xiaolu deleted him."

Yuan Sen frowned immediately, "When did the two of them get in touch?"

Su Yunle froze for a moment, "Oh, so you don't know."

"Tell him to stay away from Lu Shining." Yuan Sen said coldly.

Su Yunle laughed, it was obviously a nice laugh, but Yuan Sen felt it was harsh, "You meddle too much, Yuan Sen. You should know, I talked to Xiaolu about our affairs."

Yuan Sen said impatiently: "Are you finished?"

Su Yunle chuckled, "I knew you were going to be angry."

Yuan Sen said after a while, "Didn't you already go back?"

"If you want, I can come back too." Su Yunle said.

"It's not necessary." Yuan Sen said.

Su Yunle looked at the night scene outside the window, "What are you doing? Driving? Where are you going?"

Yuan Sen responded indifferently while holding the steering wheel: "Why do you ask so many questions? It has nothing to do with you."

"Just take it as condolences from my ex-girlfriend?" Su Yunle joked, and then said, "Guess what we talked about, and what did Xiaolu tell me?"

"He won't say anything." Yuan Sen said, "Is there anything else? It's okay to hang up."

"Well, I can't fool you, forget it." Su Yunle paused for two seconds, "I still think it's more appropriate for us to be together."

"I said, I won't go back."

"I don't understand what's so good about Chuanyang. You've been resisting going back before. Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

Yuan Sen did not answer.

Su Yunle said: "You know I can't stay there with you, my dad won't agree..."

Only then did Yuan Sen talk: "Didn't your father arrange a blind date for you? There will always be someone who will stay for you."

Su Yunle was silent for a moment, "You know?"

"Otherwise?" The car drove into the alley, staggering on the sandy road, Yuan Sen focused on looking ahead, "The idea of ​​living together once is enough."

This time Su Yunle was speechless.

After a while, she said: "This time I saw the deer, so I am sure that there is really nothing between the two of you."

Yuan Sen glanced at the phone and muttered, "So you haven't hung up yet?"

Su Yunle: "...I heard it.

"Oh?" Yuan Sen pretended nothing happened, and continued to speak, "Do you want to apologize now? I accept it."

Su Yunle's good temper was completely worn out, "Let me apologize? Yuan Sen, what dream are you doing?"

"Since you don't want to apologize and if you have nothing to do, then hang up." Yuan Sen's tone was rather harsh, "I'm afraid of being distracted while driving."

"Yuan Sen, please understand that I was your girlfriend at the time. As your girlfriend, shouldn't I know about your past? Besides, I didn't do anything..." Su Yunle paused at this point, "At least Didn't do anything excessive."

Yuan Sen let out a "hmm".

Su Yunle knew that the man was playing tricks on her.

This situation has existed since the two broke up.It was only after Su Yunle separated that she realized that Yuan Sen had been patient enough for her, but this patience disappeared naturally when the two of them ended their relationship.

The phone was hung up on the other side, and she sighed wearily.

She said she wanted to keep her ex, but she was actually pushed by her father.The blind date was not satisfactory, after much deliberation, Yuan Sen was the right one, and it happened that Zhao Shengnan was on vacation, so I took him here for a walk.

Maybe if you have been friends all the time, you won't have such a problem.But after graduation, the two have almost no contact, and sooner or later they will become strangers.

Yuan Sen is actually a very indifferent person.

She's noticed it since school.Although he gets along well with the people around him and has impeccable looks and personalities, Yuan Sen occasionally has a sense of distance that seems to be absent.He never mentioned his family, never mentioned the past, and rarely even talked about himself.

Su Yunle likes Yuan Sen's appearance, and she felt it was a pity when she mistakenly thought that Yuan Sen had a childhood sweetheart. Curiosity made her dial the video, wanting to see what the girl who fell in love with Yuan Sen would look like. , and a boy's face popped up on the phone.

Her heart skipped a beat.

Afterwards, Su Yunle saw with her own eyes that Yuan Sen apologized to the person on the other side while typing and sending voice, and turned to her, but asked directly with an ugly face: "Is my mobile phone model the same as yours?"

Su Yunle is a girl who can't save face, everyone pulls Yuan Sen to stop talking.

This is the past.

She found out that she didn't dare to tell others about this secret, so she could only call and tell her brother who was many years younger than herself.Although they are just neighbors, she has watched this brother grow up, and the relationship between the two is very good.

But the younger brother said after hearing this: "Sister Yunle, I like boys too."

Su Yunle was startled.

After that day, she thought for a long time and decided to accept this reality.

The misunderstanding was not resolved until the party after graduation.Yuan Sen didn't like men at all, and the boy named "Little Deer" was just his childhood friend.

Half a year later, Su Yunle proposed to date, and analyzed rationally: "Look, your mother is urging you, and my father is urging me, too. It's just right for us to make do."

Yuansen did always receive calls from Yang Qiongfang at that time. The woman helped him choose a partner and sent him photos of the daughters of the older men and women in the community.

Yuan Sen was very irritable during that time. Yin Hao said that he saw Yuan Sen take a photo of a woman in her 30s and send it to Yang Qiongfang. He asked in a low voice, "Can she take care of me as a rich woman?"

Yin Hao almost laughed out loud.

Yuan Sen looked over with one look, and then he covered his mouth and barely held back.

At that time, Hara Mori was only 23 years old.

Su Yunle's birthday was half a year older than his.

Su Yunle was only thinking about work, and didn't want to be in love at all, but her father didn't think so, and always felt that a girl should find a good home as soon as possible.

The two of them have good impressions of each other, and it's okay to try together, but they don't want her father to look down on Yuan Sen's family background and let the two separate as soon as possible.Su Yunle had no choice but to break the prior agreement and turn it into a secret relationship.

At first, she was very satisfied with the state between the two of them, they did not bother or interfere with each other, and occasionally had dinner and chatted together.

But after this situation passed for a while, she became dissatisfied——Yuan Sen is a person who is very good at cooking, although his mouth is a bit damaged, and his temper is not particularly good, but when he cares about people, he really cares. With this appearance and non-flirty personality, after a few months of getting along, people are completely trustworthy.

The first time Su Yunle received a call from Lu Shining, the man was working in the study, and the phone was placed on the coffee table in the living room.

She watched it ring until the screen went off, and didn't pay attention to it. She didn't tell him until Yuan Sen came out, "I just got your call."

Yuan Sen was stunned for a moment, "Who?"

"You little boy."

Yuan Sen went over to make a call. It didn't matter what the two of them were talking about. It just made Su Yunle suddenly think of this boy's birthday. Yuan Sen asked many people what to give as a coming-of-age gift, and went to the counter many times.

She was a little uncertain, after all, she had misunderstood for so long... Was it really a misunderstanding?

Later, she answered Yuan Sen's phone many times without authorization, and Lu Shining on the opposite side knew nothing, and told her very politely: "Then please tell him later, thank you."

Su Yunle didn't say anything once.

Gradually, Lu Shining's calls decreased, but Yuan Sen took the initiative to call him.

Su Yunle joked one day: "You treat Fa Xiao better than me."

They had only been dating for half a year at that time, and they didn't know each other very well.Yuan Sen heard the words and told the truth, "Xiaolu is different, I watched him grow up."

"Like me and Nan Nan?"

Yuan Sen frowned slightly, suddenly hearing Zhao Shengnan's name was still awkward, "No... no."

Su Yunle stared at him, "What's the difference?"

Yuan Mori: "Genders are different."

The answer was quite pleasant, but Su Yunle didn't laugh.

Because Yuan Sen didn't tell the truth.

Yuan Sen has no interest in the same sex, and even avoids it.It can be seen from his attitude towards Zhao Shengnan, but he is also very kind to Lu Shining, he can even patiently wait for the other party's brief reply, and he is not angry at the other party's seemingly perfunctory attitude.

Su Yunle has dated two boyfriends before, one has a cowardly personality, and the other flirts with her good looks. Yuan Sen is the best one, and she doesn't want to end the relationship because of her unwarranted suspicions. socialize.

So she began to explore.

But every time Yuan Sen's answer could not satisfy her.

Finally one day she couldn't help asking: "Since he is so important, why are you not together?"

Yuan Sen was stunned at first, and then realized, his expression darkened, "The two of us are not in that kind of relationship, neither is he, nor am I."

Su Yunle looked at him, "Then you can prove it to me."

They quarreled several times over this matter, Su Yunle didn't want him to answer Lu Shining's phone call, nor did he allow him to call Lu Shining.

She felt that the two were suspicious, and hoped that they would not have any contact in the future.

Yuan Sen asked her in turn: "Then can you not contact Zhao Shengnan?"

Su Yunle shook her head, "That's different."

Yuan Sen said: "It's the same. You can't, and neither can I."

Lu Shining was originally a very sensitive personality, so he naturally classified Yuan Sen's frequent non-reply behavior as the other party didn't want to talk to him, so he simply became indifferent first, and stopped calling or sending messages.

Yuan Sen was caught between his girlfriend and Fa Xiao, becoming the most difficult one.

Later, Su Yunle really believed that there was nothing between the two of them, but Lu Shining was too special to Yuan Sen, making her uncomfortable as Yuan Sen's girlfriend.

Su Yunle used his mobile phone to send the photos he took from an angle to Moments. Yuan Sen didn't stop him, but he didn't do anything else.

Su Yunle asked him: "When did you tell your mother about us? Didn't she always urge you?"

Yuan Sen replied: "I will tell you when you tell your father."

Su Yunle was speechless.

That's fair enough.

But there shouldn't be such fairness between lovers.

Two people don't seem to be in a relationship, but they are on the same scale. Whoever pays more today will pay less tomorrow.

Su Yunle herself is older than Yuan Sen, and her way of thinking is more mature, but in the end she couldn't stand it and proposed to break up.

After the two separated, Yin Hao asked Yuan Sen: "Aren't you going to stay for a while? We've been together for almost three years."

Yuan Sen considered this matter, and finally said it was fine.

"Why?" Yin Hao asked.

"I won't change, and she probably won't change either." Yuan Sen said.

Su Yunle is a very good girlfriend. She knows what to say on certain occasions. She has her own way of dealing with people and things. She also has a good personality. Even if she gets angry and loses her temper, she is not as hysterical as her mother.

Yuan Sen didn't have much contact with girls, and generally divided them into two categories - like fucking and not like fucking.

Su Yunle belongs to the middle category. She looks like his mother when she loses her temper and suspects something between him and Lu Shining, but she doesn't when she's not losing her temper.

When Yuan Sen was a teenager, he still felt that he had to find someone who liked him very much. As he grew older, he knew that there was no such person.

They have only known each other for a few months or a few years, so how can there be such a strong bond between people.

So his requirements have become lower, as long as he can be stable together.He thought Su Yunle was a good fit, but he forgot that she is the daughter of a wealthy family and was spoiled and raised. Although she has a gentle and generous personality, she has strong obsessions in love and work, and she must achieve a certain goal. some goals.

She always felt that Yuan Sen didn't love her enough, and wanted him to care more than ordinary people, but she forgot that she didn't love Yuan Sen very much either.

Two people can only remain absolutely equal on the scale.

During the time of separation, Yuan Sen also thought a lot, and after jumping out of this relationship, he found something even more ridiculous-this seems to be no different from his parents.Even in the days when his father was not cheating, the family never had peace.

Maybe that's what marriage is like.

Forget it, it's fine not to get married.Yuan Sen thought about this and wanted to go back.

He hasn't been in touch with Lu Shining for a long time, and he doesn't know where the child is and what work he is doing now.

The bond between people is very weak——

But he is different from Lu Shining, they grew up together, Lu Shining knew his past, and he also knew Lu Shining's.

From the first time the two met, Yuan Sen was very kind to Lu Shining, and gave almost all the good things to the child.

He didn't want to reciprocate, because he wanted to treat Lu Shi Ning well.

But Lu Shining gave it, even more.

Not everyone responds to the contributions of others

But Lu Shining responded.

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There was silence all around, the car drove to the end of the road, and Yuan Sen stopped in front of the community.

He didn't want to reciprocate at first, but Lu Shining gave it—this is the biggest difference.This chapter explains the doubts left earlier. By the way, Yuan Zha Zha is really a straight man. You can’t believe me just because I always write about two-way secret love!But, he will!And it will be relatively fair to him.Those who are abused will definitely come back, Master Duan Shui, Chachazi!