Dear Chen Jiu

I was bored and sat in the classroom listening to advanced mathematics, and looked at the blackboard with difficulty. What was written here?I can't understand a single word.

I used my mobile phone to send Chen Jiu a message, but I didn't know if he had lunch at home at noon.

--have you eaten?

Waited for a long time without waiting for a reply, shouldn't it!Even before that incident happened, he would have replied to me with this level of information, why is he not replying now.

I persevered and changed the subject.

--Have you studied advanced mathematics?

--I seem to be failing the exam.

Yan Xu glanced at my phone screen, "You're pretty good at it, I think you've been clinging to him a lot."

"What's this like? This is sending a message."

"So I told you, since we all live together, you have to keep up with your actions."

"... "

A class has passed, and Chen Jiu still hasn't replied to my message, ruthless, ruthless.

I'm lying on the table, and I don't know what Chen Jiu is doing now, so why should I come to school to attend classes? Isn't it good to watch him at home?

But after this class is over, this semester's class is almost over, and I have plenty of time to stay with Chen Jiu.

But it seems that I have no reason not to go back to Qingjiang after the winter vacation. What will Chen Jiu do then? Do you want to stay here alone for the New Year?

Eh, melancholy.

***

When I returned home with a sad face, Chen Jiu was standing in the living room drinking water.

The progress of that painting is also quite touching. It is basically the same as yesterday, and there is no progress.

"Do you need to take advanced mathematics in your freshman year?" I asked again without giving up.

"No."

"Oh fine."

I resigned myself to going back to my room, "Then I'll study first, what do you want to eat tonight?"

"Porridge."

"... "

What's the matter with this person, I think I need to emphasize, "Then what," I touched my nose, "I've been fine for a long time."

"You think too much," Chen Jiu sat back in front of the drawing board, "It's just that I don't have an appetite."

"... "

Back in the room, I looked at the printed notes, but couldn't understand anything, so I sat back in the living room with my books and notebooks in my arms.

If you don't understand, just look at Chen Jiu, the beauty is more curative.

Tsk, but how to change the location is still not conducive to thinking, why is this topic so complicated, what kind of symbol is this?

I sent a voice message to Yan Xu.

"What is Rolle's Theorem?"

"What is Lagrange's theorem?"

"What is Lobita's Law?"

When I was about to continue sending the fourth voice, Chen Jiu finally couldn't bear it and looked up at me.

"I don't speak, I type."

I shrugged.

I heard him sigh inaudibly, and when he spoke again, his tone was flat, "Bring me the notes."

Oh, I went over and handed him the note.

"Didn't you say that you have never studied advanced mathematics?" I was a little puzzled.

Chen Jiu didn't speak.

"But this is really difficult. If you haven't learned it, you may not be able to understand it just by reading the notes."

I remind him.

"I taught myself in freshman year."

Chen Jiu said calmly.

I lay down on the sofa again and watched his slender fingers turn over the printed notes page by page. These hands touched my body.

He's wearing a turtleneck today to cover up my hickey.

I don’t know if those marks have disappeared, why didn’t he pester him to leave something on me?

Eh, I didn't even kiss on the bed...

"Chen Jiu, you teach me the questions, and I will repay you."

"Need not."

Chen Jiu refused me without raising his head.

"How can I do that? I think it's necessary."

"Quiet."

"okay…"

He looked at the notes patiently, then took his phone and searched for something.

Not long after, I heard the phone ring a few times.

I picked it up and saw that it was a few messages from Chen Jiu, and I opened it excitedly.

'Advanced XXX Intensive Lecture Video', 'Key XXX Video'... turned out to be links to several videos.

"Shall I see it myself?" I asked in surprise.

Chen Jiu handed me the note back, "Yes", then picked up the palette again.

"Aren't you going to tell me?" I couldn't believe it.

This is too ruthless, "Chen Jiu, you actually forgot, right?" I thought I could stimulate Chen Jiu by saying this, but who knew that he didn't like this at all, he just raised his eyelids and looked at me, saying Nothing was said.

I resigned myself to sitting in the living room, put on my headphones and listened to high numbers for two hours.

Although I admit that these videos are quite useful, I am still very dissatisfied.

How can self-study be the same as being taught by Chen Jiu? The efficiency cannot be the same at all.

So why should I use aggressive methods to stimulate him? It's really asking for trouble.

"How about eating first?" I happily put down my phone and pressed the pause button.

"finish watching?"

"I need to digest and digest, it may not be so fast in a while..." I tried to find some excuses to prevaricate.

Chen Jiu looked at me, "Take it here."

Are you going to teach me the topic?Then I can still learn, I quickly sat on the sofa with my notebook and pen, and said dog-leggedly, "But I still need your advice."

Chen Jiu sat next to me, we were very close, this is the closest we have been since that incident.

I was afraid that my frantic heartbeat would be heard by him, so I tried my best to restrain myself and said to the villain in my heart, 'keep low-key, don't scare him. '

Chen Jiu was very patient when lecturing on the topic. After watching those videos, it was indeed easier to understand the topic.

When he talked about the last few questions, I already understood, so I kept staring at his side face.

"Understood?" he asked me.

"Ah."

I subconsciously nodded, "Chen Jiu, you are so pretty."

Hearing that he frowned, I reached out and wanted to touch it.

Why are you wrinkling, such a pretty face.

As a result, he avoided it skillfully as if he had predicted it in advance.

"If you understand it, do it yourself."

As soon as he was about to stand up, I took advantage of his unpreparedness, hooked his fingers, and leaned over to kiss his ear.

"Understood, it's not too much for Teacher Chen to give me some rewards, right?"

Chen Jiu may be accustomed to my hooliganism, but he didn't show any particular dislike. He glanced at me calmly and left.

What Yan Xu said seems to make sense, and I'm not very annoying.

***

The weather is getting colder and colder, and it feels chilly to sleep alone at night.

I watched Chen Jiu enter the room helplessly, and after tossing and turning hundreds of times on the small bed, I decided to follow Yan Xu's advice, I will sleep wherever Chen Jiu sleeps.

I knocked on the door very politely, Chen Jiu should not be sleeping at this point.

Sure enough, he came to open the door for me in thin pajamas.

"My room is a bit cold."

He raised his eyebrows at me, "So?"

"It's cold even on the ground floor."

I made another excuse, "If I catch a cold, you will catch it. Look, your room has air conditioning, and the bed is so big, why don't you share it with me."

After I finished speaking, I tilted my head and pretended to sneeze.

"Go get the quilt."

After Chen Jiu said this, he went straight into the room.

Is this agreed?I scrambled back to the storage room to get my wool quilt.

In fact, my quilt is very warm, and besides, boys of this age have three fires, so it is impossible to be cold, and the desire is burning.

I lay quietly on Chen Jiu's half of the bed. The sheets had long been changed to black, but they still aroused people's daydreams.

Chen Jiu leaned against the bedside to read a book, the dim bedside lamp illuminated his side face, and his long eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes.

I really want to touch it with my hands. I knew that I should touch his eyelashes while he was asleep that day.

I slept on my side facing him, and I could still smell his body in my breath.

"Chen Jiu."

I call his name.

He didn't lift his head, and hummed lightly.

"I'll be by your side in the future, I'll be with you, okay?"

Chen Jiu's finger that was about to flip the book paused, and after a long time, I heard him say, "Go to sleep, good night."

"Good night."