Dear Chen Jiu

When I woke up again, I didn't feel very comfortable all over my body, and the exhaustion after indulgence spread unconsciously in my limbs.

I turned my head to look at Chen Jiu, who was sleeping soundly beside him. This man was very quiet when he fell asleep. After so many days of tossing around, he finally fell asleep steadily.

I looked down inch by inch from his hair until I looked at the giant who was sleeping peacefully with him, feeling my face burning with anxiety.

I reached out and touched his nose lightly, running down the high bridge of the nose, and he snorted as if afraid of itching.

His ears are still a little red, and there are still a few bruises on his neck, which I couldn't help biting on when I did it just now.

I want to try to leave some traces of me, but I still can't bear to scratch him.

Through the light coming in from the gap in the curtains, I saw the marks left by my licking and biting on his chest, and my heart began to beat faster.

The scenes that happened just now came to my mind clearly again, more exciting than any pornographic film I have ever seen. I was like a soldering iron on the bed, changing postures with Chen Jiu, facing back, facing, sideways lying down...

So why can Chen Jiu learn this without a teacher?Or is it said that Xueba is born, no matter what skill he has mastered with a high degree of proficiency.

"Chen Jiu."

I called his name softly, and put my hand on his cheek carefully, "You will be my man from now on, you know."

I pressed a kiss on his forehead, and when I put my hand under his shoulder, I felt the skin under my hand bulge slightly.

I couldn't see clearly when I got close, so I turned on the screen of the phone curiously, illuminated a small light source and looked at it carefully.

On his shoulder, there was an old white scar the size of a palm, like a scald, extending from the shoulder to the collarbone.

The distance of about seven or eight centimeters was shocking, accompanied by several small scars of different sizes, all concentrated on the shoulders, as if caused by repeated accumulation.

Didn't realize it during sex, I did grab him when I climaxed, but I never scratched him, so where did these old scars on his shoulders come from?

With doubts, I lifted the quilt and went to the bathroom to take a shower. My mind was a little confused for a while, and it was those scenes that made people blush for a while, and those shocking scars for a while.

They switch back and forth in my mind...

When I came out of the shower, Chen Jiu was still sleeping. This sleep lasted for a long time, so long that I touched his forehead again to get him up for dinner and found that he had a fever.

That's right, he was drenched in the rain and drunk, and hung out with me for a few hours with a dazed head and unconsciousness.

I changed water and applied towels to take care of him for half the night, and finally fell asleep lying on the bedside.

******

When I woke up, I was already lying on the bed, the sheets under my body had been changed into clean ones, and the sun was shining through the window.

It was a new day, and Chen Jiu finally walked out of his room.

I opened the bedroom door, and Chen Jiu was sitting in the living room drawing.

I'm not sure if he still remembers what happened yesterday, it seems a little awkward to face each other soberly now.

"Good morning."

"Good morning."

Chen Jiu said without looking back.

He changed into a smoky gray sweater today, with the neckline looming, which made people think about it. He held the palette and focused on the painting in front of him, so he didn't have to be so frank.

It's so frank that I feel like yesterday was just a dream.

I rubbed the back of my head, "Did your fever go away?"

"Ah."

"Then are you hungry?"

"Fortunately."

"Let me make lunch, what would you like to eat?"

"There is porridge in the pot."

"Oh.

That's right, after all, you have a fever, so it's better to eat something light. "

Chen Jiu turned his head and looked at me.

I also looked at him, I've already slept in the bed, there's nothing to be ashamed of.

Then I looked at it and noticed something was wrong, huh?porridge?

porridge? ?What does cooking porridge mean? ? ?Who is this looking down on? ? ?

I can squat down and do 100 push-ups right now, and I will show you, believe it or not!

Of course, I just thought about this, and I resignedly ran to the kitchen to cook two dishes and two bowls of porridge.

"Let's have lunch."

Chen Jiu sat across from me, holding chopsticks and said, "Tomorrow, you go back to school for class."

Why is this person always thinking about letting me go back to school, but his condition today is much better than the previous few days, and the school is indeed review week.

"Oh, so when are you going back to school?" I asked.

"I dont go."

"Why don't you go? You dropped out of school?" I stood up a little excitedly.

Hiss, not to mention, with a sudden movement, this butt does have a burning pain.

He was a little speechless by my surprise, "Just hand in the work at the end of the term."

"Oh."

I sat down again, "OK."

"In the future, live on campus."

Dare to feel this is the point, very good.

I put down my chopsticks and firmly rejected this bad suggestion, "Don't stop, you see you are fine now, so you need me."

Before he was about to speak, I said, "Negation is affirmation, affirmation is certain."

"..."

After lunch, Chen Jiu continued to draw. I sat on the sofa and sent a text message to Yan Xu, asking him about the schedule of the final exam.

Sitting and sitting, my butt was uncomfortable, and I changed to a half-lying position. When I looked at Chen Jiu, I happened to meet his gaze. Chen Jiu looked away without changing his expression, and continued to bow his head to draw. I also quickly moved away. line of sight.

This atmosphere, I always feel weird, and I can't tell what's wrong, so I sent Yan Xu a text message.

--help me.

-- No exams at the end of the term.

--I slept with my brother.

--? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

"Dididi--" Damn, it wouldn't be a direct phone call, I hung up the phone in a hurry.

--He's just a few meters away from me, so it's inconvenient to make a phone call!

--The speed is too fast, I can't keep up.

--In short, the process is weird. My brother is in a bad mood and drunk again, and I took the initiative, so there are countless things to do, but the current atmosphere is really weird.

--Can you not blame it?If he is interested in you, you can make it worse, if he is not interested in you, then you can take advantage of it.

--for example?

--Emwood head, if there is one, there will be two, next time you wake up and hook him a few more times, make love first, do you understand? ?

--not understand.

--Then you just do what I say, stick to him and you're done.

--Stuck? ?You call me a 1.8 meter [-] person sticking to a man? ?

--I didn't ask you, who is 1.8 meters and [-] meters, to hang on a man. I called you 'sticky', 'sticky', you know, you go where he goes, and you sit where he sits , where he sleeps where you sleep, understand?

--Understood, and then I will be kicked out of the house by him.

--...

Putting down the phone, I looked at Chen Jiu who was still sitting in front of the drawing board.

"Uh, Chen--" I changed my posture and looked at him on the back of the sofa. Before I finished speaking, he looked up at me.

"Huh?" Chen Jiu glanced at me while holding the brush.

"Are you feeling uninspired right now?"

"so?"

"Let's watch TV together."

"... "

"Really, it is said that art comes from life, and you will be inspired by watching TV. How about we go out for a walk?"

Chen Jiu just walked out of the closed drinking space. In fact, I don't know how he is feeling now, but yesterday's episode didn't seem to make his mood worse, so it can be seen that my existence is not completely useless .

But he didn't pay attention to me, but continued to sit there and concentrate on drawing. I just lay on the sofa and watched him, feeling a little quiet.

In fact, I want to ask quite a lot, for example, where did you get the scars on your body; can I read the letter written by grandma, I miss her too much; like……

The first two asked about the pain of touching him, and the last one asked about the pain of poking me. Why bother to ask such questions.

Forget it, don't ask.

That's it, I won't leave anyway.

After dinner in the evening, Chen Jiu was about to go back to his room.

I remembered the situation a few days ago and hurriedly stood up from the sofa. The movement was too loud and my knees slammed into the coffee table. I realized that my knees were a little sore. Maybe I knelt on the bed for too long yesterday and kept grinding the sheets. ...

He glanced back at me, and I immediately stood up straight and stretched like I didn't care.

"Stop drinking," I looked at him, "Go to bed early, good night."

"Good night."

he said lightly.

Lying on the small bed in the storage room at night, I tossed and turned to adjust my posture. Yesterday I was touching my face and sucking my neck. Why am I lying alone today.

Ah, the room is so cold...

I got up and sprayed some perfume on the room again, tsk, I thought the smell was quite similar before, but now it smells artificial, but it is not as good as Chen Jiu's deodorant, it is completely different.

In the end, I fell asleep in a daze. This sleep was not peaceful. In my dream, I also dreamed that Chen Jiu was standing by the door and looking at me. I wanted to reach out and touch him, but he seemed to be trapped in the bed and couldn’t move. In the morning I can hardly keep my eyelids open when the alarm goes off.

Today I have to go to school anyway. Yan Xu said that the counselor told me to go to the office to find him when I was checking the dormitory. It seemed that it was really unreasonable not to go to school.

Besides, I promised Chen Jiu yesterday, get up, pack up and go to school.

After I brushed my teeth, I ran to the door of Chen Jiufang, and listened to the door for a while. The door suddenly opened in front of my eyes. I was so frightened that I took a step back.

"Is something wrong?"

"I...I'm going to school."

"Ah."

I looked at him, and he was in good condition, "Did you sleep well last night?"

He nodded.

When I arrived at school, I thought I would be criticized by the counselor anyway, but he actually took the form and asked me if I wanted to change my major.

What I study now is the same. My main job is to engage in dating, and my side job can't be learning.

I pretended to think about it for 3 minutes... Finally, I declined the counselor's kindness. The counselor kindly asked me the reason for my recent absence from class, and I told the truth that the old man in my family passed away.

He said it was understandable, but he remembered to ask his classmates to write down the key points at the end of the semester, and he could not fail the exam.

Because of my family background, the teachers I met since I was a child were very friendly. Some of them simply turned a blind eye and closed their eyes to connive at all my behaviors. My hometown, but in the provincial capital.

But it's possible that my uncle asked someone to say hello, after all, my uncle sometimes cares more about me than my own father.

Chen Jiu doesn't come to school either, so I can't find him for dinner, so I can only eat in the cafeteria with Yan Xu.

"Hey, how are you and your brother?"

"He is not my brother, he has no blood relationship," I chewed the chicken, "I was afraid of being misunderstood by you when school started, so I said that I lived with my brother."

"Is that the point?"

"Then what's the point?"

"The point is," Yan Xu looked around and lowered his voice, "Do you have any pain, have you bought ointment and rubbed it off? Do you want me to recommend some lubrication and sex products for you?"

'puff-'

I also followed him and looked around for the next time, after making sure no one noticed us, I replied to him, "How do you know that I was..."

"Nonsense, your brother is like that, can you hold it back?" Yan Xu said and poked Chen Jiu on my phone wallpaper.

I wave his hand away.

"As for it, just poke a photo across the screen."

"That's not OK."

I wiped Chen Jiu on the phone screen with my clothes.

"It didn't save you."

"No need to save."

"Look at the link I sent you on my mobile phone, and you can just buy it."

As soon as I opened it, the phone automatically jumped to the page, 'Fruit flavor can be lubricated in the mouth XXX', the details page is very clear, suitable for oral sex, anal sex...can be applied on condoms...

"Be prepared."

Yan Xu smiled.

……