Dear Chen Jiu

The school stipulates that new students must live in a uniform during the military training period. One day before the start of school, I went to the school report office to get the freshman handbook and then returned to Chen Jiu's home.

Chen Jiu didn't mention that I moved out either. He will start school tomorrow, and his uninterrupted tutoring life has finally come to an end.

Before I left, I played dumb and moved the bedroll back to the storage room, out of sight and out of mind, if he sees it and remembers to drive me away, the gain will outweigh the loss.

I went to the mall to buy a small carry-on suitcase, stuffed a few changes of clothes into it, and stuffed the rest of my luggage back into the big suitcase in the storage room. I even left my toothpaste and toothbrush at Chen Jiu’s house, so I went directly to Just buy new ones for the school.

The school is a standard four-person dormitory, although I don’t want to live in the school, but I still pay the accommodation fee. After all, I don’t have much money. It’s probably not a big problem to apply with the counselor later.

I bought all the daily necessities in the supermarket downstairs. When I arrived at the dormitory, all my roommates were present. When they saw me coming in, they introduced themselves briefly. We are all environmental engineering majors newly added by the school this year. Not high enough to be adjusted in.

Two of my roommates and I are from the province, and one is from the north. We all seem to get along very well.

If it weren't for Chen Jiu, my four-year accommodation life would have been quite pleasant, but there is a home near the 'Jiangzhou East Road' on bus line 11 that doesn't belong to me but that I miss very much.

I was assigned to bed No. [-], and the one next to me was named Yan Xu.

Seeing that I only carried a small suitcase and asked if I am from Jiangzhou?Why so little luggage?

I said that after the military training, I will go live with my brother off campus, and the accommodation fee will be paid accordingly, and no one else will move in.

He said with emotion that it is good to have family members.

Except for Yan Xu, the other two roommates started playing games after saying hello, and military training will start tomorrow, so they really should cherish the last good time.

I made a phone call to my family. Although I have never left home since I was a child, it is strange that I don’t rely on my parents very much. I didn’t even ask my family to send me to go to college.

My mother reminded me to remember to wear sunscreen every morning. I really remembered this. I used the facial cleanser in the bathroom of Chen Jiu’s house. Later, I bought a bottle of the same one on the Internet and put it back. I brought the bottle to the dormitory.

I don't know what Chen Jiu is doing at home at the moment, I guess he is staying up all night to catch up with the manuscript again, his daily routine is really bad.

I took out my mobile phone and wanted to send him a WeChat message. I would like to thank Lao Xiao for having Chen Jiu’s WeChat account. That time he and Lu Yuan came to see us for dinner. After eating, Lao Xiao said let’s create a WeChat group. Chen Jiu was also added along the way.

At night, two roommates who were playing games were lying on the bed, and they called their girlfriends at the same time.

The difference between college and high school is that high school is a puppy love, while college is an aboveboard love, and I don't know if it has anything to do with adulthood. In short, the love that didn't interest me at all before, now I feel a little eager to move in my heart.

Forget it, I'd better not contact Chen Jiu first, and then let him think of me, and found that all my luggage was still at his house, and a SF Express sent me to the school, and I fell short.

Yan Xu glanced at me and asked through the mosquito net, "Aren't you calling your girlfriend?"

"I do not have it."

"No way?" Hearing this, Yan Xu sat up straight and looked me up and down, "Tsk, your requirements must be too high."

I just wanted to say that you are single and have no phone to call, but he pressed the screen and initiated a voice, "Baby, I just went to bed and I will be training tomorrow. I can't reply to your messages in time during the day, but I will find you as soon as I come back at night." , ummm~”

I held back what I was going to say, I am really the only single person in the Ganqing dormitory, this fucking feeling.

When I returned to the dormitory after a day of training, I was as tired as a cow.

I went to the toilet to take a shower and changed my clothes before I felt alive again. I took out my mobile phone and looked at Chen Jiu’s Moments. In fact, Chen Jiu’s Moments didn’t have much content. Occasionally, I would post a few oil paintings of myself. It is also used to communicate with customers.

The mobile phone wallpaper and chat background I set are all photos of Chen Jiu secretly taken in front of the stone monument in Victory Square that year. I just changed it last night, because it is a back view, and I think it doesn’t matter if someone sees it.

"Eh? This is your brother, he looks so handsome."

Yan Xu stood behind me holding a water bottle, and I immediately locked my phone in surprise.

Then I found out if I was overreacting, even if I used my cousin's photo as a wallpaper, it didn't seem like a big deal, it proved that the two brothers are good, I really felt guilty.

Fortunately, Yan Xu didn't ask too much, and returned to his position with the water bottle and started soaking his feet.

When we went to the canteen to buy water the next day, he saw the lock screen wallpaper when I was paying with my mobile phone. I was so embarrassed that I wanted to jump off the building.

On the fifth day of my military training, I really couldn't hold back and wanted to call Chen Jiu. I didn't see each other for a day like three autumns. I always felt like I could last without seeing each other before, but now I feel uncomfortable.

I was afraid that he was busy, so I sent three WeChat messages in one go.

--exist?

-- Tomorrow is the weekend...

-- but we don't have holidays

After I sent it, I waited for Chen Jiu to reply me. Who would have thought that he would call me as soon as a video was sent, and I quickly cut my hair in front of the mirror on the table.

Fortunately, I just took a shower, and my hairstyle is not messy, so I might as well shave my hair short tomorrow.

"What's the matter?" Chen Jiu was still holding the palette in his hand.

"Uh, are you rushing to draft a client?"

"No," Chen Jiu casually glanced at the camera, "Homework."

He saw my heart beating involuntarily, "Oh, I have nothing to do, I just want to say that our military training is closed and we won't come back on weekends."

"Ah."

I heard what he meant, as if he forgot to drive me away.

Very good, then I won't be afraid, I can continue to harass him tomorrow.

"Have you looked for a house?" Chen Jiu asked again.

Yan Xu took the kettle and floated from behind me to the balcony to fetch water. I hurriedly sat down and tried to cover Chen Jiu in the video, then cleared my throat, and purposely yelled at the other end, "Brother, you know, looking for a house It's not that easy, besides," I adjusted the mirror in front of me, and saw the other two roommates wearing earphones and concentrating on playing games, and then continued, "I'll even buy and cook for you, so it's easier to live together Son, how about I take care of the laundry in the future too?"

"No, there is a washing machine."

"..."

After saying this, we stopped talking, and I just stared at the video, and saw Chen Jiu immerse himself in the painting in front of him again, and it finally showed that the call was interrupted, and his phone must have run out of battery.

I climbed onto the bed again in frustration, and when I looked up, I found Yan Xu was sitting on the bed looking at me, I frowned and asked him, "What's wrong?" I had a hunch that something was wrong, did he find something.

He bowed his head to type on the phone, and then motioned me to look at the phone.

Yan Xu sent me a WeChat message.

--Do you like your brother?

I immediately raised my head and stared at him vigilantly, shit! ! !How did he know? ?

The phone beeped again, and I looked down.

-- Curious how I know, right, because I'm just like you, so am I.

With a bang, the voice he sent on the first night of living in the dormitory suddenly appeared in my head. No wonder Yan Xu never made video calls with his partner in the dormitory.

I bowed my head and replied to his WeChat, this is the first friendly 'similar' I have met since I fell in love with Chen Jiu.

Although I don't think I'm really gay, after all, in junior high school, like most boys, I watched women masturbate in porn, but it's also a fact that I like Chen Jiu.

I had a lot of chats with Yan Xu that night, and in the end he sent me a few videos and asked me to watch while I was taking a shower.

I tacitly guessed that it should be that aspect, but I kept it on my phone for a few days and never clicked on it.

To be honest, every boy has a few porn sites. I, Lao Xiao and Hou Zi, when we were in junior high school, we drew the curtains together and watched the film together. After watching it, we each found a place to masturbate a few times, but I never They reacted fiercely, and I was more like a businessman driven by the atmosphere.

So what tricks can men and men have?Disapprovingly, I decided to go to the bathroom and watch while taking a shower the day before the end of the military training.

I turned on the shower and turned it to cold water to prevent the steam from blocking my view. Then I opened the video that Yan Xu sent me. The screen began with a muscular man lying on the bed masturbating. Switch back to the hot water mode and put the phone in the soap box to continue taking a bath. Another man came in in the video, knelt on the side of the bed and began to suck it with relish, as if he was tasting something delicious.

The man lying on the bed took out a bottle of something from the side, pushed open the underwear of the man lying on his stomach, squeezed a lot of transparent liquid into his buttocks, then poked in with two fingers, and finally turned over and sat astride On him, bit by bit, the glans was squeezed into the narrow entrance...

I was dumbfounded, I didn't feel any pain when the shampoo flowed into my eyes, I just felt hot water scalding my whole body, and I was surrounded by the intense sex in the video, I squinted my eyes to see the two men in the picture were in full swing I'm doing it, I turned off my phone in a panic...

The impact of the video is far greater than I thought. Although any one of the protagonists appearing alone will not arouse my interest, but when they intercourse together, I can't help but imagine in my mind... It turns out that imagination is far away. Not as exciting as seeing it with your own eyes.

That night I dreamed of the scene in the video again, but it was no longer the two strangers I was not familiar with in the dream, the main characters became me and Chen Jiu, we hugged each other naked, I tried my best Hugging him, I was afraid that he would run away if I let go...

When I woke up in the morning, my underwear was wet. I climbed out of bed and took a shower. When I stood in front of the mirror, there were fragments of dreams in my mind like a movie.

During the break during the day, Yan Xu came over and asked me if I had watched the video?I nod.

He said that's right, learn the theoretical knowledge first, and the practical operation is another matter.

Don't mention it, he doesn't even like me, the actual operation will be a year of the monkey, I sighed melancholy.

"Under the same roof, find a movie to watch together, it's normal for boys to masturbate each other, it has nothing to do with whether you like it or not.

Besides, young men are prone to impulsiveness, you have to learn to take advantage of opportunities and seize opportunities. "

Yan Xuyu patted my shoulder earnestly, as if he had become my emotional mentor.

I was a little curious and asked him, "Then are you on the top or the bottom, which one is better?"

Yan Xu rubbed his nose and answered me embarrassedly, "Actually, the two rookies will not be too comfortable at first, but the following will be more painful, but after doing more, it will be very enjoyable."

"Oh, I see, so you're 0."

"Go to hell, I really want to have my partner, okay, but he swears to the death to defend his pure identity, but it doesn't matter, as long as it's that person, it doesn't matter."

It can be seen that Yan Xu and his boyfriend have a really good relationship.

On the last day of the military training, after we bid farewell to the instructors, everyone began to go back to the dormitory to pack things and prepare for the National Day holiday.

Yan Xu went to Linshi to find a boyfriend, a roommate in the north went to find a girlfriend, and another roommate went back to his hometown.

I don't have any luggage, just pack it up at the school gate, and I can take No. 11 directly to Chen Jiu's house.

I looked at my phone and it was past 6 o'clock, and I didn't know if Chen Jiu was at home. I called him but no one answered, I guess he might be busy at the moment.

I went to the cafeteria and packed two servings of braised chicken and rice to take home. This is the signature dish of our cafeteria.

I was a little nervous when I was standing at the door, but when I entered the door, I found no one at home.

I went to the kitchen with the braised chicken, and there was a ready dinner in the kitchen. At that moment, I felt like I was going home.

I stood in the kitchen for a long time until I heard the sound of the door lock turning. I didn't care about 21, walked to the door with a few steps, and hugged Chen Jiu.

The hug for tens of seconds was very long and innocent enough. I didn't have any wrong thoughts, I just really missed this person.

Chen Jiu didn't push me away, and when I calmed down, I didn't know how to end it. How to explain this.

"Homesick?" Chen Jiu just whispered in my ear.

I took the opportunity to find the steps, "Yes, the sausage rice you made is so delicious, it feels like home."

"If you miss home, go back."

Only then did Chen Jiu pat me on the back to signal for me to let go, and I stepped back quickly to see him hanging the keys on a hook beside him and carrying a bag of beer in his hand.