Dear Chen Jiu

In the end, I didn’t buy an electric fan. The nearby shops only have hand fans that are the size of a palm.

I went home with Chen Jiu with the smell of barbecue all over my body. After arriving home, Chen Jiu went back to the bedroom first, and I took a change of clothes and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

The bathroom was steaming, and the small space was instantly filled with the scent of shampoo and shower gel, with a smell that belonged to Chen Jiu.

I immediately thought of the clear scent I smelled when I stumbled towards Chen Jiu in the morning. I closed my eyes and let the water flow across my body. slowly down...

The desire was finally relieved, but the screaming around the body was not enough.

It seems like as I get older and my hormones kick in, I want more and more.

The person who is a door away from me, what I want is no longer just the status of a friend.

I never thought that there would be such a day living under the same roof as him.

But after I moved in, I still couldn't be satisfied with the status quo. I looked down at my children and grandchildren flowing down the drain. I can't remember the last time I masturbated. I can't see this person When I saw this person, I was panicking, but when I saw this person, I was panicking again.

This is the first day you officially live in, Xiao Gu, your ideological awareness really needs to be improved!

When I calmed down and changed into my pajamas and came out, Chen Jiu had already changed and sat in front of the drawing board.

"Do you want to take a shower?" I asked him while wiping my hair, and after I asked, I remembered what I did in the bathroom just now, and suddenly felt a little guilty.

It should have no smell, so it won't be discovered...

Hey, it's actually quite normal...

"I'll wait a minute."

Chen Jiu was still sitting there seriously painting, so I went back to the room first, and when I was lying on the bed, I said to myself: calm and cool, don't be impetuous.

Hey, has Chen Jiu shot a pistol in the shower?What will Chen Jiu look like when he is immersed in desire?

……

Damn, the more I think about it, the hotter I get. I toss and turn on the bed, and the bed boards creak.

I simply sat up from the bed, what's going on, the hormones are really strong, did the sperm get on the brain?

What else do I want to live in, shit, what Lao Xiao said is right, I'm really stinky and shameless!

I simply turned on my mobile phone to look at Moments. Students from high school and repeat classes shared their vacation travel photos and selfies in Moments. Lao Xiao became a clear stream. I clicked on the photos he posted, and it turned out that a Colored plaster puppy.

Judging by the color and craftsmanship, it must have come from Lao Xiao who is lame. I don’t know when he acquired such a hobby. Don’t think it must be for Lu Yuan.

Love, you are a real person who makes people change themselves willingly, and makes Lao Xiao who is in love more and more motherly. I give Lao Xiao a thumbs up.

It was as if Lao Xiao had installed surveillance in his Moments. He sent a message to find me as soon as I liked it.

--How about it?Have you made any progress with Chen Jiu?

-- none

--Can you take the initiative to create more opportunities?

--I still don't take the initiative under the same roof?

-- Wait until you sleep in the same bed before you take the initiative!

-- You didn't say that in the morning...

--Men and women are different. Men are the product of desire, sometimes just an impulse, you understand.

In fact, I think what Lao Xiao said has some truth. Boys of our age are indeed very sexually impulsive.

I lay on the bed for a while, and felt that my throat was a little dry. I don't know if it was because of the heat or eating barbecue at night.

I was going to go out to pour some water, but I couldn't find the water dispenser in the living room after looking around.

Chen Jiu was probably disturbed by the sound of me walking around, and he raised his head and glanced at me.

Just as I was about to say I was sorry, I realized that there was still some paint on his face, his eyelashes were long and thick, and he looked at me with a sense of alienation.

This reminds me of what I just did in the bathroom.

I immediately coughed and said I want to drink water, is there a water dispenser?Chen Jiu pointed to the refrigerator.

I opened the refrigerator door and leaned my head in to cool down. I felt that the energy was going down, so I took two bottles of water out.

This day is full of ups and downs. Should I find something to consume my energy? I don’t know if there is a Sanda gym nearby.

The picture of a naked girl on the easel in the living room is no longer the picture of a naked girl. The outline looks like a fruit. It is probably not difficult for him to draw this, so when I handed the water to Chen Jiu, he still had one hand to take it.

"What time do you go to bed at night?" The clock on the wall has pointed to 11:[-].

"No way."

As Chen Jiu said, he unscrewed the mineral water bottle with one hand.

I pulled a chair and sat next to him, "Is your body able to handle staying up all night?"

"got used to."

He twisted the water bottle and put it back on the ground, and continued to draw on the paper. The sound reminded me of the time when I was repeating the reading, and everything seemed to be gentle again.

"I think the sound has a hypnotic effect."

Originally, I didn't feel sleepy in the room, but now the small wind from the ceiling fan was blowing, and the sleepiness also hit me.

"You can sleep in the living room."

"Really? Then can I make a floor in your room."

I yawned and made an inch of it.

"can."

Chen Jiu said that he had smoked the cigarette case and put a cigarette in his mouth, and then continued to draw.

This answer was really unexpected. When I said this, I was already a little sleepy.

But his answer brought me back to my sanity. In order not to give him a chance to regret, I got up immediately after hearing this sentence, and hurried back to the storage room to pack the mattress and bedding that I just laid this morning, and hugged me Go directly to Chen Jiu's bedroom.

To say that the structure of this house is really strange, I thought one bedroom and one living room wouldn't be that big, but I didn't expect Chen Jiu's room to be really big.

The layout is also very simple, a large Simmons double bed, next to it is a computer desk with a bookcase, and then there is a row of large wardrobes, with a clean mirror in the middle.

In the end, I put the floor on the side without the cabinet, and took the remote control from the bedside table to adjust the temperature to 26 degrees. Of course, I am not so self-disciplined, mainly because I am worried that Chen Jiu will be cold when he comes in to sleep at night.

When I put the remote control back to its original place, I saw "Art Theory" on the bedside table. I remember we bought this book together at the bookstore this winter, but Chen Jiu brought it with me.

I turned a few pages to gain insight into Chen Jiu's spiritual world, but I didn't expect to fall asleep after reading it.

When I woke up in the middle of the night from urinating, I sat up and rubbed my eyes to look at the bed, but it was still empty.

I touched my phone, it was already 4 o'clock in the morning.

I opened the bedroom door lightly, and coughed as soon as I opened the door, choked by the smell of smoke.

"Are you awake?" Chen Jiu looked back at me through the smoke.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" I walked up to him, and the painting had turned into a luxuriant orange tree, and I could even see the water droplets on the orange.

"Customers are in a hurry."

I understood almost instantly why Chen Jiu agreed so readily when I proposed to sleep on the floor, because this person's work and rest schedules are completely different from ordinary people, and I'm sure he would readily agree if I asked to sleep on the bed at that time.

After I went to the toilet to fill the water, I was more than half awake. I passed by the living room and watched him draw for a while, "I'll go shopping tomorrow, don't worry about it."

Anyway, I had nothing to do during the holidays, so I paid for grocery shopping, so that he could sleep a little longer.

I saw that Chen Jiu did not express any objection, so he continued to go back to his room to sleep.

In the early morning, I got up to pee in a daze again. I swore that I would never drink water before going to bed again. This time, ah... I can finally throw myself into the big soft bed after release. It’s so comfortable. So soft and ah.

Feeling the pleasant and familiar smell in my nostrils, I took a deep breath greedily, then turned over relaxedly, and put my hands aside.

This time I slept very peacefully, and it was rare that I didn't move around like an octopus.

In the morning, after I opened my eyes, something weird happened.

What catches my eyes is not the empty bed but the face that makes my heart miss. This dream is too combined with reality.

I closed my eyes and opened them again, half of my arm was numb from the pressure of myself.

Grass, not a dream.

I kept this posture still, Chen Jiu was sleeping very well, breathing very shallow, his eyelashes looked long and curled up, I looked all the way along that side face, my hands were separated by a thin quilt It's on his waist.

Damn... this is too exciting, why did I sleep next to him?

Before I could slow down, I heard him say, "Take your hand off when you wake up."

he said hoarsely.

"I...maybe sleepwalking."

I stumbled and explained, but my hands didn't work and I couldn't move them.

My breath hit Chen Jiu's neck, the distance was too dangerous.

"Chen Jiu...my hand...is numb..."

Chen Jiu closed his eyes and pulled my hand away from his waist, as if he was lifting a puppy that sneaked into bed.

I should be rushing out of bed right now, but my 'little brother' is alive and well.

No matter how lustful I was, I didn't have the guts to solve my physical problems on his bed, so I could only slowly turn my back on him and wait for my desire to subside.

Hey, this is really, I have to find a channel to vent my exuberant energy.

Not to mention that when I went shopping for vegetables, I actually found a Sanda gym near my home.

So during the period before the start of school, apart from being responsible for buying vegetables and cooking every day, I basically spent the day in the Sanda gym.

Chen Jiu's work and rest are very irregular, and it is normal to stay up until five or six in the morning.

But I haven't crossed the line to sleep in his bed since then.

I think his life has not improved compared to high school, it is still very hard, every day except work is sleeping.

Although I don't have to take care of my grandma, I still call my grandma every day.

In this way, I was getting closer and closer to the day when Chen Jiu stipulated to live until the beginning of school. Lao Xiao and Lu Yuan also returned to Jiangzhou. He even took the high-speed train for an hour and a half to find us for dinner.

Before school started, my uncle also specially asked the driver to pick me up for a meal together, and asked if he wanted to rent a better apartment for me outside the school.

I told him that I live with my friends now, and I can't use it for the time being.

Although I'm not sure whether Chen Jiu will let me continue to live, but as long as I have a thick skin, everything is not a big problem.