[Xie Do Chanbaek obeys] Exchanging tenderness

Shou noticed him now.

Bai Xun endured all the grievances and joys of being stuck in the mud and being thrown into the clouds for a while, and he was also very upset-this guy was actually jealous, as if he liked someone else.

Waking up and looking at the sleeping face naked, it hurts again.Because of liking someone, it must be hard for me to compete with myself.

Bai Shou said to himself that Xie Daocan is gone, and he wants to completely like this person who is very similar to Xie Daocan.However, his liking cannot be completely separated from the past.

He paid attention to what he said to Xie Daocan, not to mix with his past habits, so he didn't have much to say.Try not to look into Xie Daocan's eyes, for fear that what he sees in his own eyes is "that person". Only when Xie Daocan is asleep, can he take a good look at him for a while.

In this way, the two almost fought coldly.

If you really miss it, go to Aunt Jiang's soup and rice shop and sit alone for a while.

One day Xie Daocan came to find him - he knew this shop from those days when he watched his small island from afar.The two swallowed a meal of soup in silence.

Xie Daocan slept on the sofa that night and disappeared at dawn without leaving any clues.

Bai Shou thought, he was not a very good master, and the kitten became a homeless kitten again.However, when the kitten is brought back, everything will start all over again.

Father sent a message, saying, come back to accompany your mother when you are free.

Literally calm and composed, only Bai Zun knew that this was a call for help.

He went home that night.

The mother took the son's bag and coat, asked a few routine questions, and went into the kitchen.

Bai Shou stood in the entrance for a while, and saw his father standing in the half-open study door looking at him.

My father said that it was the former prosecutors who came to catch up on the old days. Seeing that he was getting better every day, he persuaded him to go back to the Seocho Prosecutor's Branch Office.

As soon as I talked to my mother, my mother hid in the room and cried for a while. I haven't talked to my father for two days.

The dinner is not rich, but it is all my father likes to eat.

I only made one extra dish, mixing kimchi, potatoes, and ground beef together, kneading them into small pancakes and frying them. They were only as big as a child's palm, and they were the food that Bai Zun always looked forward to when he was a child.After growing up, his mother didn't make this kind of small cake for a long time, and he almost forgot.

Father called out, Yingshu.

The mother didn't answer, and came back after a while, and added a bowl of clam soup to the father and son.

That night, Bai Shou was in the study, reading a few pages of poems to his father, and finally couldn't help asking: "I used to have an awkward fight with my mother, how did you make up?"

The father thought for a while, and said with a smile: "If your mother is not angry, won't you reconcile?"

Bai Shou also laughed, and said, "Then you haven't been angry with your mother?"

Father stopped talking.

After saying good night, I said, I owe your mother too much for the rest of my life.

Bai Shou didn't say anything, and turned off the light for his father.

The father leaned against the head of the bed and did not lie down. He asked, have you and the child encountered any problems?

Bai Shou stood in the darkness, facing his father.

How much does his father know about his relationship with Xie Daocan?How do you understand?

Father said, I can understand.If you have made a decision, take Dao Chan back home, I will know, and I will talk to your mother about it.

☆,—33—(final chapter)

Bai Shou understood what his father said.

After four days of field work, the messages sent to Xie Daocan were always written and deleted, and he hadn't figured out how to tell him.

Besides leading him home, what else could I promise him?

It was late at night when we returned to the apartment. Xie Daocan's windbreaker was hung on the locker. Bai Shou lightly hung it on the hook, and looked down to see his shoes and socks.

The little wild cat entered the house barefoot.

Bai Shou leaned over, picked up Xie Daocan's slippers, and walked to the living room.

As soon as the floor lamp came on, Xie Daocan was sleeping on the sofa, looking a bit haggard.

Bai Shou put away his slippers, sat down on the edge of the sofa, reached out and touched Xie Daocan's forehead, it wasn't hot, it seemed that he was just tired.

That hand grabbed Bai Zun's hand and rubbed the back of his hand against his face.

Bai Zhou let him do so, and sat quietly for a while.

"miss you."

Wrapped in sleepiness, Xie Daocan said vaguely.

"Is it true that only those who remember you can say that?"

He opened his eyes and looked at Bai Zun calmly.

"I can say it anytime." Bai Shou said softly, "I miss you too."

Xie Daochan smiled.

I regret it a little.He said, at the beginning, if he didn't meet you through Xie Daocan's relationship and chase you like a stranger who likes you, it would be fine.

Bai Zun said that I also borrowed Xie Daocan's relationship, if he didn't let you remember me, there are so many good-looking people in the world, how could I have such good luck to meet you.

Xie Daocan looked at him, raised the corners of his lips, and closed his eyes again.After a long time, she said like in a dream: "That's not luck, next time, I'll still like you."

"And next time? Are you not afraid that I will think about you?"

Xie Daocan shook his head slowly.

"How many times you have to do it again, how many times you have me, I will love you."

It seemed that he was really too tired, so he just lay on the sofa, refusing to wash up, Bai Shou came out from the bedroom with his pajamas and blankets, changed into his pajamas, just nestled in the blankets and fell asleep again.

I didn't see Xie Daocan early the next morning.Bai Zunshi found a small white pill under the sofa.He wrapped the pills and took them to the forensics department.

The result came out in the afternoon, and the forensic department said it was a painkiller.They said that the drug was quick and long-lasting, and that it was probably given to patients with unusual levels of pain.

On that day, each department reported its work quarterly.Bai Shou sat in the back row of the synagogue, restless for a while, got up and opened the door, walked a few steps, gradually started to run, went downstairs and hailed a taxi, and went to Santa Maria Hospital.

St. Mary's Hospital is a church hospital. Doctors and nurses in monk's and nun's clothes recognized this face and greeted Bai Zun humbly.

I didn't see Nurse Eunji that Xie Daocan mentioned.Bai Shou respectfully returned the salute all the way, thinking up his excuse for looking up Xie Daocan's medical record.

He said that the insurance company can only pay compensation after assessing the level of injury, and it needs to refer to the copy of the medical record.

The nurse on duty led him into the medical record room, raised his head, tiptoed, looked between the file racks for a while, and found Xie Daocan's medical record.

The nurse went to call Xie Daocan's attending doctor.Bai Zunshou sat down at the old desk in front of the window.

The medical records are very thick, and the inspection data, prescriptions, etc. are recorded by date, and the extent of the condition cannot be seen at once.

The door was open, and someone knocked lightly.

When Bai Shou raised his head, the attending doctor looked at him, like a father looking at a child who came home suddenly.

"It's always been a pity. Because when Xie Jun was discharged from the hospital, he couldn't find the cause of his amnesia."

The attending doctor sat down opposite Bai Zun.

He said that although he thought Xie Jun would not come back, he entrusted many friends and finally found some clues.

He said that a friend served in the U.S. Army and mentioned a drug that was used to treat psychological trauma for special forces.Soldiers have performed extreme missions, and the psychological impact is too great. In order to live a normal life in the future, the doctor will advise them to wash away the memory of performing that mission.

The doctor in charge said that the side effects are very serious, the dosage of the medicine must be precisely controlled, and the psychological guidance must also be used, otherwise, it is possible to lose all memories or repeated amnesia in a lifetime.

"Won't the use of this medicine be restricted in the medical field?" Bai Shou asked.

He thought that if only a few hospitals could import this drug, and only a few doctors could write a prescription for this drug, he could find out who gave Xie Daocan this drug.

The attending doctor understood what he meant: "The field of civilian medicine is contraband, and if there are military hospitals, they are also private."

The implication is that it is not so easy to trace.

After a while of silence, the attending doctor asked, "Does Xie Jun still have headaches?"

Bai Zun did not answer.

He remembered what Aunt Jiang said that her little cat ran away from home once because she swallowed too much hair when grooming, and got a stomach problem. She thought she was going to die, so she ran away to hide in the alley.Reluctant to go home, she ran back from time to time and stood at the door to take a look.

When Xie Daochan disappeared, was it because of a headache?

"Does Xie Jun have any family members?"

The attending doctor's question interrupted Bai Zun's thoughts.

"If you have a severe headache, or suddenly get lost, and lose your ability to express intermittently, you have to tell your family that there is a danger of losing your memory again, so they can be prepared."

No matter how many times you do it again, how many times you have me, you will always like you.

Bai Zun suddenly understood the meaning of this sentence.

The doctor who implanted the artificial heart valve for Bai Zun is now the director of cardiac surgery. In addition to the consulting room, he also has a separate office.

As soon as he entered, someone was sitting on the swivel armchair behind the desk, rocking from side to side.

The director of cardiac surgery could completely distinguish this guy from his patient, Bai Zun, without careful distinction.

He didn't mind Xie Daocan taking his place, and sat directly opposite him, on the chair prepared for visitors.

"If Prosecutor Bai's illness recurs in the future and he needs surgery, I will definitely do it for him. But for such a big matter, shouldn't Xie Daocan discuss it with him first and get his consent?"

Usually with Uncle Feng, Ren Tae, and Eun Ji, they would chatter and drink together, but when he heard the doctor use honorific words, Xie Dao Chan's heart seemed to be gently covered by a palm, as if someone had been like this before. Warm him.

The "big event" that doctors refer to is organ transplantation.

A few months ago, this young man who looked very similar to Bai Zun came to him and asked him if the success rate of organ transplantation would be higher if his face was similar.

He said he was overdosed with drugs that destroy brain tissue and could develop a variety of brain disorders before his body aged.In the event of brain death, it is hoped that the heart can be left to a particularly important person.

He did a genetic matching test and filled out an organ donation voluntary form. Apart from leaving the heart to that person, he voluntarily donated his cornea and other organs to the hospital.

It's just that the surgeon who completed the heart transplant has not been confirmed. He has come to this office several times, and if he has nothing to say, he just stays and doesn't leave.

But today is a bit different, Xie Daocan leaned back in the armchair, with a document on the desk.

Xie Daochan said I would come and sign a memorandum with the doctor.

He said, I don't have a good memory, if I turn my back on it, refuse to give my heart to that person, or even say that I don't know him, you must come to me with this piece of paper.

He will be buried on his island.

Bai Shou got out of the taxi, it was evening, he called his father in the car, and arranged everything.

He stood on the square in front of the apartment building and dialed Xie Daocan's phone number - he saved the number, the name was Little Wild Cat.

He figured out how to tell him.

Let's meet, I'll be right here waiting for you.

Come home with me, dad misses you, mom wants to cook for you.

I have had so many memories with that person that there seems to be nothing left.But the future time is all yours, we have accumulated a lot of memories together, more memories than him.

When Xie Daocan received this call, it was just sunset.

He stood at the intersection of many alleys, not knowing where it was, as if he had traveled far, far away.

He ran towards the evening, in the light that fell during the day.

Bai Shou could still call him to his side with a single phone call.

He had something to say to him, but he didn't know how to use the words.

He knew that this was only a temporary separation, that in eternity of time and infinite space, they would and would be one.

One day, they trekked through thousands of mountains and rivers, and finally stood side by side in front of Death, who had to tell him the ending of the story in advance—they won the final victory.Book