Reborn as a little director

After hanging up the phone, Xie Siqing threw away the phone and sat motionless on the ground by the foot of the bed.

He still doesn't know why he has tears—it seems that after learning the truth, all kinds of emotions in his heart need to be vented, otherwise they will accumulate in his chest.

After an unknown amount of time, Xie Siqing got up and walked out numbly.

He is going home.

He wants to see Zhong Yang.

Moreover, if you stay here for too long, Zhong Yang will be worried.

Pushing open the corridor door, the sun is very dazzling.

Xie Siqing cried just now and couldn't help squinting her eyes.

Then, he found that Zhong Yang's car was still parked where it was.

In a remote corner, no one will pay attention.

Although I told him to go back, he never moved.

Xie Siqing stood in front of Zhong Yang's car door.

Zhong Yang opened the car door and got down, looked at Xie Siqing carefully, and asked, "Have you ever cried?"

"..."

Zhong Yang was a little surprised.

He hasn't seen the other party cry yet - not at all for whatever reason.

This person seems to respond with a slow "Oh..." no matter what happens, he doesn't seem to have any mood swings, he just simply expresses "I see", and then goes to deal with it.

Now this kind of being stuck in a certain emotion, at a loss, was something he had never seen before.

Zhong Yang asked again: "Are you okay?"

He didn't ask "what's the matter with you", but "are you okay" - because he knew that the other party might not say what happened.

"Zhong Yang..." Xie Siqing looked at him and asked, "You haven't changed, have you? You're still the same as before."

Suddenly, Xie Siqing's previous understanding of himself, Shao Yu, and even Chi Wenyue all changed.

"of course not."

"..."

Zhong Yang pulled Xie Siqing into his arms, "I don't know why you're crying...but, no matter what happens, I'm still here, by your side, and your movie is about to be released, so it's not that bad, is it? ?”

"..."

Isn't it bad?Xie Siqing didn't know.

He buried his head in the other party's neck, and breathed in the other party's scent.

After a while, Zhong Yang heard another sob from the person in his arms.

Zhong Yang hugged the person in his arms even tighter.

"You can't love someone like this..." Xie Siqing put his arms around Zhong Yang, his voice was a little erratic: "Both of them are..."

Zhong Yang didn't speak.

"It's so weird... what they're doing is so weird."

Zhong Yang sighed.

He did not know who "they" were referring to.

"...Zhong Yang." After a while, Xie Siqing suddenly raised his head and asked, "In your opinion...if a and b switch bodies, a's memory is in b's body, b's memory is in a's body, So, which one is a and which is b?"

Zhong Yang was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "This... Different people probably understand it differently. In my opinion, which one should be remembered is the person. Or both, but the one with the memory occupies the most. A larger portion."

"..."

"what happened?"

"……thanks."

"...?"

"Hello..." Xie Siqing said, "There's one thing you've always wanted to know? Something about my past."

"Ah."

"I tell you."

Zhong Yang looked at Xie Siqing quietly.

Xie Siqing still didn't know what would happen if he told Zhong Yang, and whether he would become someone he didn't know.

However, this time will come sooner or later.

So let's talk now.

Otherwise, if a person admits this matter, he will really be unable to bear it.

"Before that..." Xie Siqing said again, "There is a sentence that I want to say again."

"Ok?"

"... Zhong Yang," Xie Siqing said, "I love you very much, very much, and I'm not lying about this."

"I know."

"You...don't forget this. Even if you can't accept what I said later, please don't deny the beauty that once existed."

"I can't think of anything that I can't accept."

"..." Xie Siqing didn't answer, and said to Zhong Yang, "Then, let me tell you about that."

"Ah."

Xie Siqing gently pushed Zhong Yang away, looking past him into the distance: "How should I put it... Actually, I... am Xie Siqing. It can also be said that since Xie Siqing died three years ago, I have changed became him."

"...?"

"Well, yes." Xie Siqing seemed to confirm this point, "I... am Xie Siqing, or, the incomplete Xie Siqing."

"...What do you mean?" Zhong Yang was a little puzzled.

"It's literally." Xie Siqing smiled bitterly, "There was one thing that only two people knew at the time, that Xie Siqing would soon die of illness. Then... just when Shao Yu was unwilling to accept the result, Yao Shunyu was willing to sacrifice In his body, Shao Yu killed Xie Siqing and transplanted Xie Siqing's memory to Yao Shunyu."

"... What did you say?" Zhong Yang seemed completely unable to believe it.

"It's true." Xie Siqing turned his eyes back to Zhong Yang's face, "Shao Yu has confessed to me, you can call him and ask him."

"...No need." Zhong Yang seemed to be shocked, "What's going on?"

"..." Xie Siqing took a deep breath, and repeated exactly what Shao Yu said just now, but he withdrew the last paragraph that Shao Yu said.

"So," Zhong Yang confirmed again, "You... are Xie Siqing?"

"……Um."

It should be Xie Siqing, or, not exactly Xie Siqing.

Xie Siqing didn't obviously feel that he was different from before, sometimes a little bit, but generally speaking, everything was similar to before rebirth.

The genes and brain structure of Yao, Shunyu will be affected, but there is not much difference. The cognition, thinking and personality that have been used to in the past 30 years do not seem to be changed so easily.

Regarding memory transplantation, the scientific community has also discussed this form of "immortality", or "immortality" jointly produced by memory transplantation technology and cloning technology.However, Xie Siqing thinks that if this kind of technology really appears, the governments of various countries will probably explicitly ban it. After all, it is too unethical. If it is not banned, there will probably be chaos soon. After all, this thing is too tempting.

Over there, Zhong Yang seems to have spent a long time digesting this information.

The person I love to the bottom of my heart is actually that annoying guy?

"You..." Zhong Yang asked again, "After changing your body, has your personality also changed?"

"No." Xie Siqing thought for a while, "Maybe genes have a little influence, but I didn't notice it. After all, I'm already familiar with the way of thinking and dealing with things before, and I remember how to deal with certain situations. , has already become a habit."

"……Um."

"...Zhong Yang." Xie Siqing said, "So, I am such a...very abnormal existence."

"..."

"I am Xie Siqing...the person you hate very much, but it is not complete. I have the memory of Xie Siqing and the body of Yao Shunyu."

Having said that, Xie Siqing paused for a moment, then gritted his teeth, and said to the other party again: "Are you willing to continue to be with me?"

Zhong Yang didn't speak, but looked away.

Xie Siqing felt her heart sinking.

Then Zhong Yang reached out to pull the car door.

It's the driving side.

he's leaving-

Xie Siqing looked at him, his eyes blurred again.

He wanted to hold Zhong Yang and tell him that he was just kidding him.

No, this is too fake.

So beg him?Beg him not to leave.Maybe not useful...but what if?

Thinking of this, Xie Siqing scolded herself severely.

Why are you so cheap?

Every time I saw someone like this in the past, I felt particularly unreasonable.

Xie Siqing stared blankly at Zhong Yang, as if wanting to remember the last moment.

Maybe in the future, I won't be able to see him so closely.

I have to say that Xie Siqing was very disappointed with Zhong Yang's reaction.

But he couldn't blame anything.

In a relationship, even a marriage, if one party wants to break up, it's okay to break up, for any reason, or even no reason at all.When you are together, you need the consent of two people. When you break up, you only need one person to want it.To put it bluntly, either party must be happy, and if someone feels unhappy in a relationship, he has every right to opt out.

Moreover, my own affairs are so strange——

Not only does he have memory transplantation, but he is also someone Zhong Yang hates very much.

He wants a relationship with no knots in his heart, that's... understandable, right?He can choose a very normal lover.

Xie Siqing thought and took off the ring.

He took one last look.

Very simple style, with body temperature on it.

It's really weird.

Ever since I heard the truth, my hands and feet have been cold, but this thing is still warm.

Over there, Zhong Yang had already opened the car door, looked at Xie Siqing who was standing there blankly, and frowned: "What are you still doing?"

"...?"

"Get in the car and go home, the door has already been opened."

"..." Xie Siqing immediately got in, as if he was afraid that Zhong Yang would go back on his word.

After starting the car, Zhong Yang asked Xie Siqing, "What are you holding in your hand?"

"……ring."

"What's the use of taking it down? What are you going to do if you lose it someday?"

"..." Xie Siqing said, "I thought I would return it to you."

"...?"

"I thought you couldn't take what I said."

"What is unacceptable." Zhong Yang's tone was no different from usual, "The person I love is you. If you are Xie Siqing, then Xie Siqing is the person I love the most."

"..." Xie Siqing said softly, "Thank you."

"It's just a trivial matter." Zhong Yang said again, "I can't think of anything that would make me decide to give up."

Xie Siqing said again: "Thank you."

"...so don't be stupid."

"No..." Xie Siqing explained, "Because I asked you just now if you would still be with me, but you didn't make a sound but opened the car door to leave."

Zhong Yang frowned: "I didn't hear your last sentence."

"Then what are you doing?"

"A group of people are coming this way. So I said get in the car and go home. Don't you see them at all?"

Xie Siqing shook his head: "No."

He didn't even bother to look elsewhere.

"If you didn't see it, then you didn't see it." Zhong Yang said again, "They are still a hundred meters away."

"...What are you in a hurry for a hundred meters away?"

"What?" Zhong Yang said quite reasonably, "Isn't it normal to notice me from a hundred meters away?"

"..." Zhong Yang's narcissism is really...

"By the way," Zhong Yang asked again, "What should I call you from now on?"

"...anything is fine." Xie Siqing thought for a while, and then, as if he wanted to prove something, overturned what he said just now, "I think, you can call me 'Xie Siqing'."

"Okay." Zhong Yang nodded, "Although it's a bit awkward."

"..."

After being silent for a while, Zhong Yang said again, "So... Shao Yu did this."

"Yeah." Xie Siqing said, "He planned to keep it a secret for the rest of his life, and let me treat this as a soul traversal and live happily and heartlessly for decades."

"Is he that sure it will work?"

"He said... This operation is different from other operations. You can transfer memory bit by bit for experimentation, and it will not lead to an irreversible situation if you fail one move. Yao Shunyu was woken up several times in the middle, By stimulating the more transferred part and letting him say what he recalled, Shao Yu confirmed that those were indeed Xie Siqing's experiences. If he didn't recall it, Dr. Feng would declare failure and restore the two skulls together... At that time, for me, I can probably just say that something fell and hit my head, so in order to perform an operation, it will be fine."

"He really is..." Zhong Yang paused for a moment, then continued, "Paranoid."

"Yeah." That's right, paranoid, who would do anything for what he wanted to be perfect.

After waiting for a while, Xie Siqing asked, "If it were you, what would you do?"

"Me?" Zhong Yang looked straight ahead, "I will find all possible ways to save you, but I don't want to do anything to you behind your back. As long as you want, I will help you get it. If , what you want is to 'not accept something', and I will definitely live up to you. Although I will always persuade you to choose to accept...but...I think...I should not force you to You do things you never want to do, or force you to be people you never want to be."

"...Well." Zhong Yang has always been like this, giving him everything he wants.

Xie Siqing thought about it, if Shao Yu had asked himself at that time, he would definitely not have agreed to this kind of practice - life, old age, sickness and death are the natural principles, and sometimes it is helpless to omit the word "old".He never thought of going against the sky and moving the memory into another body.As Dr. Feng said, that is already the domain of God.If you don't agree to him, you will really die, and you won't have "this life".

Zhong Yang asked again, "So, are you going to call the police?"

"...I don't know." Xie Siqing said.

"If you plan to call the police and are afraid of telling the truth, you can tell me the version Shao Yu told me. I think Shao Yu will definitely cooperate with you."

Telling the truth is too scary, Xie Siqing will definitely be involved in troublesome things.

And Yao Shunyu's family.Yao Shunyu's last wish is to hope that someone will play a role for him in front of his family. If everything is announced to the public, Yao Shunyu's family will probably be more unacceptable than Xie Siqing.

And, just maybe, more people will want to try this stuff.

"But it doesn't make sense." Xie Siqing thought much more about what happened that day than Zhong Yang did, "Shao Yu killed me, but the body was removed, he must have an accomplice, should I say it was me? ?”

"Right."

"...I haven't thought about whether to report to the police."

"Ah."

"What do you think?"

"Me?" Zhong Yang was stunned for a moment, "I don't know either."

"Oh?" Zhong Yang rarely hesitated.

"From the perspective of the law, you should definitely call the police. The current standard for killing is cardiac death. Shao Yu's killing of Xie Siqing certainly meets this standard."

"...Hmm." Shao Yu did something crazy, no one can deny it.

"However..." Zhong Yang smiled wryly, "Although I can't agree with his actions, I probably have no position to criticize him. Because of what he did, the biggest beneficiary should be me."

"..."

"I object to his approach, but it's not that I can't understand his thinking-in fact, it's quite easy to understand."

Xie Siqing said again: "...I don't know."

After returning home, Zhong Yang asked him: "What do you want to eat?"

"I don't really want to eat." Xie Siqing said in a low voice, "I want to try to fall asleep. Maybe it's to escape, I don't want to be constantly shocked by this thing again."

"Yeah." Zhong Yang said to Xie Siqing, "Then I'll change the thick quilt for you."

"it is good."

However, Xie Siqing couldn't sleep.

He took some sleeping pills and finally fell asleep.

In the dream, it was still all the scene at that time.

Myself, Shao Yu, Yao Shunyu, Doctor Feng...

Some things with Shao Yu in the previous life.

Something about Zhong Yang in this life.

He dreamed that there was a large river with reeds planted on both sides. Shao Yu was among the reeds and disappeared as he walked.

When he woke up at night, Xie Siqing found that Zhong Yang was hugging him.

"..."

Looking at Zhong Yang's face, Xie Siqing remembered that he had thought that death was not bad countless times before.

Thinking like that, is he qualified to say with certainty that he doesn't want to be reborn at all?

Before being killed, the answer is yes.

But now, everything has happened.

"I don't want to be reborn at all" can no longer be said.

Having benefited from something that he was very opposed to, Xie Siqing no longer knew how to treat himself.

After thinking about it, Xie Siqing fell asleep again in a daze.

This will sleep until the next morning and not wake up.

Chi Wenyue's company issued an announcement.

Due to personal reasons, Shao Yu started to withdraw from the entertainment industry today.

This was completely unexpected before.

All of a sudden, major media and celebrities have speculated about what this "personal reason" refers to.