I heard you still love her

"Actually, you know everything, right?"

Mr. Xu's eyes were deep and deep, staring at Yan Zhilan.She has been wandering and ups and downs for half of her life. She has experienced divorce, starting a business, and failing to start a business. She set sail again. There are countless ups and downs. The same goes for countless people. When she saw Yan Zhilan for the first time, she had a faint premonition that this woman actually knew everything. She just chose not to speak.

Yan Zhilan didn't speak, but stared at the teacup in her hand thoughtfully.

She believed in their love, and in Ah Yan, but people sometimes have wild thoughts.

She couldn't help thinking about it.

If... just if, this time, she didn't keep Ah Yan, but let her go, and she returned to this city, and fell in love with Mr. Xu for a long time, would there be a future?

Just thinking about it, she felt her heart ached as if being run over by a wheel.

There were wisps of smoke rings from Zhu Hong's lips, Mr. Xu stared at her and asked, "Why didn't you tell her?"

From Xiao Ruoyan's behavior just now, she must not know.

Isn't Yan Zhilan afraid?

She is a businessman, only looking out for profit, isn't Yan Zhilan afraid of being trapped by her when her lover has no place?

Yan Zhilan didn't answer her directly, but said softly: "You are Ah Yan's benefactor."

Mr. Xu stared into her eyes, waiting for the next explanation.

Is it because of the benefactor?

Rubbing the teacup with her hand, Yan Zhilan said faintly, "I walked with her all the way. In the beginning, no one could understand us."

At that time, they were cautious, even in the dormitory, they kept Lan Lan and the boss behind their backs, and only dared to be intimate when they were not around.

Their feelings are magnanimous, but people's hearts are the most unpredictable, and they can eat people.

This step by step, they paid countless tears and price, and accepted many chilling words from their relatives. It is only now that Lan Lan, the boss, and the elder sister support and understand, and only they themselves know the hardships.

Xiaoyan knew Xiao Ruoyan, knew how much she longed for love in the sun, and how much she hoped that the people around her would recognize them.

"Although Ah Yan has experienced a lot in these years, her heart is still pure, and she chooses to believe that there is a warm and true relationship between people." Yan Zhilan raised her head and met Mr. Xu's moist eyes: "I don't want her to know everything behind it."

She could have chosen another way.

After Yan Zhilan was taken back from university by Yan Feng from the airport, and then threatened by Xiao Ruoyan's future restrictions, she had long been completely on guard against Yan Feng as an enemy.

She is not involved in the family business of Yan's business, but it does not mean that she is still the child who was slaughtered to control tomorrow. The company is not only owned by Yan Feng alone, it has 25% of the shares left by her mother , Yan Zhilan has no intention of managing business affairs, but in order to protect the people she wants to protect, she has put her own eyeliner around Yan Feng these years, and her sister's secret help.

From the very beginning, she knew about the connection between Mr. Xu and Yan Feng, but she just saw through it without revealing it.

What would happen if she told Xiao Ruoyan?

Her Ah Yan was afraid that she would curl up in her arms again and cry and be sentimental.

During this journey, she has suffered too much, Yan Zhilan wants to protect her well.

If those unbearable things covered in the sun have to be uncovered, let her alone know that her Ah Yan should have been white and pure. If it wasn't for loving her, by now, she might have fulfilled her dream , became a freelance musician, a guitar, a car, and her comfortable life has gone all over the world.

President Xu was silent for a long time, and she took out a bag from her bag.

Inside the bag was a pink pill.

"I also know that it's useless to keep her by my side."

She murmured: "Even if we are really together, she will only hate me forever."

Mr. Xu stubbed out the cigarette butt, looked at Yan Zhilan: "No matter what, I have to say sorry and...thank you."

Thank you Yan Zhilan for saving her last face.

When Xiao Ruoyan washed her hands and came out, Mr. Xu was waiting for her at the door, Ah Yan's eyes would become a little charming after drinking, and the broken ice melted into waves, "Why are you here, Mr. Xu? "

Mr. Xu tidied up his clothes, and suddenly stretched out his arms: "Farewell, Ruoyan."

Xiao Ruoyan was stunned, and Mr. Xu's eyes turned red when he looked at her.

This scared Xiao Ruoyan. Over the years, they have experienced a lot, and they have never seen Mr. Xu like this.

I still remember that back then, in order to cooperate with a media company, the boss of the other party obviously wanted to take advantage of it. When drinking, Mr. Xu drank a lot in order to protect Xiao Ruoyan. I can't get up anymore.

Xiao Ruoyan wiped her face with a hot towel and cooked a portion of noodles for her. She didn't know what happened that day, holding the noodles, Mr. Xu suddenly collapsed. She wept silently and murmured: "Ruoyan, actually Sometimes, it’s really tiring for a person to be strong for a long time.”

……

This is the second time Xiao Ruoyan saw President Xu cry. She stretched out her arms, and President Xu hugged her. There was a faint scent of wine and camellia on her body, "Take good care of yourself."

These were the last words Mr. Xu said to her. She patted Xiao Ruoyan on the shoulder and staggered away on her high heels.

Dim lighting.

Xiao Ruoyan was silent for a moment, she felt uncomfortable until Yan Zhilan came over and held her hand: "What's wrong?"

Xiao Ruoyan shook his head, "Actually, Mr. Xu is also very lonely."

Yan Zhilan said "Yes", she looked into Xiao Ruoyan's eyes: "She will meet someone worthy."

Xiao Ruoyan looked at Yan Zhilan suspiciously, Yan Zhilan smiled, "Let's go, Gao Yu and the others have been waiting for a long time, haven't they?"

Some things are like this, those who don't know are always the happiest and happy.

When the two arrived at the bar, they were already in high spirits.

Gao Yu booked the venue extravagantly this time, and invited all the "fans" that Xiao Ruoyan had accumulated in the bar over the years, and everyone prepared to come to a farewell concert.

Xiao Ruoyan had black lines on her face when she heard it, what kind of farewell concert, it was as if she was going to leave the world forever.

On the stage, the five little girls from 5lovein were already dancing in tutu skirts. This was a dance that Xiao Ruoyan jokingly called the Duck Dance. It had simple sand sculptures of animals and the lyrics were two hundred and five.

"Do you think I'm cute? If you're cute, just wave your hand and say hi."

"Do you think I'm pretty? If you're pretty, just wave your hand and say hi."

……

This was the first time Xiao Ruoyan took over the group, and she saw them expressionlessly below the stage performing for the first time.

At that time, the eyes of the five little girls were reddened by her training.

"If you go on like this, you will really become cute and beautiful ducks."

Director Xiao's unsmiling and poisonous tongue is full of lethality.

For so many years, she has accompanied them to grow up, protecting them all the way like raising children.

Obviously at that time, he was still immature, but as long as Xiao Ruoyan was in front of them, he was a mature senior.

The shortcoming of being young is impetuous, thin-skinned and strong self-esteem. Others can't say it, but the same youth has its dazzling side of youth, daring to fight, daring to fight and not admitting defeat.

So many years have passed in the blink of an eye.

Her "kids" are all grown up.

Xiao Ruoyan sat under the stage, holding Yan Zhilan with one arm like an old mother, and looked at the few people singing on the stage with relief.

Although it is a simple saliva song, the five of them are no longer what they used to be. Their singing skills are outstanding, which makes them sing a passionate and cute song.

It was only at the end that the five people sang cheerful songs, but one cried harder than the other. Amid everyone's applause, they bowed together and shouted into the microphone in unison.

"Master, we miss you."

This was the first time they called Master Xiao Ruoyan, and it might be the last time.

Xiao Ruoyan leaned her head on Yan Zhilan's shoulder, and secretly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Yan Zhilan looked at her, at that moment, Yan Feng's words suddenly flashed in her mind.

——Don't you like her?

Shouldn't liking someone be perfect?

For a moment, there seemed to be something surging in her chest, and the emotion came so quickly that Yan Zhilan's face was a little pale, and her heart was in pain.

She reached out to touch her pocket in a panic, but remembered that she forgot to bring medicine when she came out in a hurry.

Bear with it, bear with it, she can do it.

On such an important day, Yan Zhilan wanted to be by Xiao Ruoyan's side.

Under the neon lights, on a showy stage, Gao Yu was wearing a flamboyant pink shirt, jumped on it, and with a "wow", came the song "I can't stop loving you".

He pointed with his hand, and screamed everywhere.

——Love, love, love, can't stop loving you...

Everyone laughed and the atmosphere became active.

Xiao Ruoyan shook her head helplessly: "I'm not young when I choose this song." She looked at Yan Zhilan: "Are you tired? Let's go home."

She looked at Yan Zhilan's pale face, Yan Zhilan shook her head, "No, it's just that I'm not used to drinking this wine."

Not used to it?

Xiao Ruoyan smiled, took Yan Zhilan's hand, and led her to the bar.

Except for the company, her rare rest time is basically dedicated to her part-time job. Besides the guitarist, she is also very good at bartending.

The light was a little dim, but in such an environment, it fell on Xiao Ruoyan's body, adding a mysterious flavor to her, and the contours of her cheeks were outlined with an ambiguous soft light. It can be imagined that she was here before. How many people have to flock to it.

She curled her lips, her hands seemed to have magic power, the wine glass and bottle kept changing positions in her hands, Xiao Ruoyan raised her head and looked at Yan Zhilan, and smiled: "Is the technique good?"

When others listened, they would think she was referring to bartending skills.

But Xiaoyan heard the implication, her face blushed, and she gave Xiao Ruoyan an angry look.

In the end, Yan Zhilan pushed a glass of red wine, she took a sip, the taste was very mellow, a bit sour in the front but sweet in the back.

Xiao Ruoyan stared into her eyes: "Is it delicious?"

Yan Zhilan nodded, "What kind of wine is this?"

Xiao Ruoyan: "I tuned it for you, it's called Acacia."

On many nights, Xiao Ruoyan always felt lonely when she stood on the crowded stage and the busiest place. She missed Yan Zhilan very much.

Her hands have mixed a lot of wine for others, but she doesn't know if she can mix a glass of wine she wants for her girl.

Acacia is like the bright color of this wine, like the sourness in the front and the sweet taste in the back.

Xiaoyan's eyes were slightly red, "Ayan, what do you think—"

Before she finished speaking, Gao Yu ran down covered in sweat. He hooked Xiao Ruoyan's neck: "Hurry up, everyone is waiting for you to come up and play a song. Don't worry about love songs today. Come on." A cheerful one."

Xiao Ruoyan shook off his hand, "It's all sweat, don't touch me, what are you talking about, Xiaoyan?"

Xiaoyan shook her head and looked into her eyes: "Go and sing first."

Yep.

Also, before leaving, if you don't leave something for everyone, you will definitely not be let go. Xiao Ruoyan smiled and followed to the stage.

She is very familiar with everything in the bar, which is her home field.

Xiao Ruoyan wore a black jacket with a guitar around her neck. As soon as she entered the stage, she licked the corners of her lips, and there were cheers and shouts below.

I sang here for the last time, maybe I will have another chance in the future, but I don’t know that it is the Year of the Monkey.

Xiao Ruoyan came up and sang three explosive fast songs in one breath. The shouts on the scene were about to lift the roof, and the five girls stood on the sofa with wine bottles in their hands and jumped up. Striptease with tie on.

Yan Zhilan looked at Xiao Ruoyan on the stage, with mixed feelings in her heart.

She knows that her Ah Yan really loves this place, if...

After finishing the three fast songs, Xiao Ruoyan's forehead was wet with sweat. Her typhoon has been very free and easy, so she casually dragged the high chair over, sat on it and calmed down, "I want to give this song to me her."

As soon as the prelude sounded, Yan Zhilan was about to cry.

——When you reach a certain age, you will know that a person's life is really difficult

……

I finally waited until you were lucky I didn't give up

Happiness is hard to come by so that people will cherish it more

……

Xiao Ruoyan sang very seriously, the lights hit her face, and the tears in her eyes were only for Yan Zhilan.

Yan Zhilan also looked at her.

Everything around seemed to be gone, only two people staring at each other.

Bobo next to him covered his face with his hands, "Whoa, what kind of fairy love is this?"

Gao Yu was so straightforward, he couldn't help asking: "Goddess, have you and Ruoyan never quarreled? Hey, with a love like yours, even quarrels must be different from ordinary couples."

In addition to Gao Yu being a little coquettish on weekdays, he also has a particularly obvious characteristic, and that is the golden crow's mouth.

With his golden mouth, Xiao Ruoyan and Yan Zhilan quarreled for the first time after they met, and it was quite vigorous, to the point of tearing clothes.

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