I heard you still love her

Xiao Ruoyan was some distance away from Yan Zhilan, she couldn't hear what she was talking to the proprietress of the vegetable shop, she could only see the smile on her face.

Very beautiful, the spring breeze is not as good as her.

Xiao Ruoyan's long-numbed heart unsealed little by little, because Yan Zhilan's attraction throbbed violently, just like when she was a teenager.

In high school, Yan Zhilan was a typical pampered person. Her hands playing the piano were well protected, let alone grocery shopping. When she first came to the dormitory, she couldn't do anything.

Washing clothes, doing housework, and even simple cooking of noodles, in order to protect her hands, Yan Feng would not allow her to do such tasks. He even firmly disagreed with his daughter's proposal to live in school. Can't help Yan Zhilan's soft and hard foam.

After Yan Zhilan moved in, she started to do a little work with a fake appearance. She always appeared in front of Xiao Ruoyan with the most "perfect" image, and she didn't want to discount it.

But when Xiao Ruoyan once ate her cooked noodles and showed a mysterious smile like the "indescribable" Mondalisa, Yan Zhilan was almost confessed by Xiao Ruoyan, pampered like a little princess.

Cleaning school uniforms, clothes and skirts, making simple meals, Xiao Ruoyan's hands are not only playing the guitar, but also in other aspects, even if the light in the toilet is broken, she can step on a chair to fix it by herself Well, she can also repair some small pieces of furniture, and she can read everything from the wiring diagrams she learned from Xiao He, so she is considered a half electrician.

Every time Yan Zhilan looked at her eagerly, her eyes full of admiration: "You are so good." She was also a little annoyed: "I don't know anything, I can't even cook a bowl of noodles well."

Xiao Ruoyan would pinch her face: "You are my princess, you don't have to do anything."

And now...

Xiao Ruoyan approached her slowly, seeing her skillfully picking vegetables, felt sore and distressed.

Her mind was full of that night, at the hotel, Yan Zhilan lit a cigarette with her fingertips, watching what she said.

——Ayan, you have been away from me for ten years.

……

Heart, as if being propped open by something.

Xiao Ruoyan walked slowly behind Yan Zhilan. Yan Zhilan was still chatting with the proprietress. She smelled a familiar smell, paused, and turned around in surprise, "Why are you here?"

She was holding a long purple eggplant in her hand, and her eyes were shining with joy.

Xiao Ruoyan swallowed the turbulent emotions in her heart, and smiled at her, "Do you know how to buy vegetables?"

Yan Zhilan raised her eyebrows, "Why not, hum, don't underestimate me."

In recent years, she has improved by leaps and bounds not only in grocery shopping, but also in cooking.

She wanted to give Xiao Ruoyan a hand, and hurriedly picked out the dishes to pay the bill, but the proprietress refused to take any, Yan Zhilan's face flushed red with anxiety: "You don't want it, I won't be able to come to buy vegetables in the future."

She couldn't prevaricate, so the proprietress could only accept the money. She was lowering her head and arranging the dishes. A five or six-year-old girl walked out of the vegetable shop. She was very cute, with big eyes and sniffling snot: "Sister."

Yan Zhilan stroked her hair, she took a peek at the proprietress, quickly took out a lollipop from her pocket and handed it to the little girl.

The little girl also took it quickly, and handed the little frog she made to Yan Zhilan.

When the proprietress finished finishing the dishes and raised her head, the two had already completed the "underground" transaction.

Xiao Ruoyan who witnessed everything silently: ...

"Let's go back quickly." Yan Zhilan walked in front with two bags full of vegetables, Xiao Ruoyan didn't move, and looked behind her with his hands in his pockets.

Yan Zhilan turned her head to look at her, Xiao Ruoyan raised her hand: "Give it to me."

Yan Zhilan was taken aback for a moment, then smiled, her smile was very happy, but also a little shy.

The proprietress looked at Yan Zhilan in surprise, and then at Xiao Ruoyan, with a hint of shock in her eyes.

Xiao Ruoyan looked at her calmly, did not speak, nodded politely, and left side by side with Yan Zhilan.

The little girl stood beside her mother and asked curiously, "Is that person my sister's friend?"

Yan Zhilan has always come to the grocery store to buy vegetables these years, and she is always alone, this is the first time she has brought others with her.

The proprietress meditated silently for a while, then looked at her daughter: "Don't ask children about adults, just do your homework."

……

Campus is always a place where youth is full of joy.

Xiao Ruoyan followed Yan Zhilan all the way, her face was full of youthful enthusiasm like flowers, she could feel that Yan Zhilan was quite "popular" in school, boys and girls all smiled and called "Teacher Yan" when they saw her.

They all smiled at her, they were very close and respectful to her, and they were not afraid.

Xiao Ruoyan remembered that when they were in high school, every one of them wanted to put oil on the soles of their feet and run away immediately when they saw the teacher.

Yan Zhilan introduced her around the school, Xiao Ruoyan listened quietly, she couldn't help but look at Yan Zhilan's profile, she was dressed in white and had black hair, her long hair and skirt fluttered in the wind, she was not a talkative person, But in front of Xiao Ruoyan, she had endless things to say.

"The current students are different from ours. Everyone received education earlier, and some even knew music scores in kindergarten. They are even better than you."

"It's just maybe because of the society, many creations have become impetuous. I still like the pure feeling you had in high school."

"Well, by the way, there is a student in our class who looks a bit like you, tall and cold, talented creative girl."

"The lake over there is what you like."

……

Lots and lots of topics.

After all, it was all about Xiao Ruoyan.

Xiao Ruoyan listened quietly, staring at Yan Zhilan with warm eyes, full of pampering and nostalgia.

Yan Zhilan's heart beat faster when she saw her, she lowered her head slightly, her delicate skin was stained with a layer of pink.Xiao Ruoyan carried the two bags with one hand, freed the other hand, and gently pinned the broken hair on her forehead behind her ears: "Well, don't worry, show me slowly in the future."

A "later" is like the most beautiful movement in the world.

The sun reflected on her face, and Yan Zhilan's eyes sparkled. She pursed her lips and looked at Xiao Ruoyan, with a faint smile, "Yes, there will be plenty of time in the future."

Yan Zhilan's mood became better and better, until she took Xiao Ruoyan upstairs, a teacher who knew her asked, "Who is that person? Teacher Yan is so happy."

Yan Zhilan is very popular in school, but when she encounters a naughty student who deliberately makes things difficult for her in class, the other students can't stand it any longer. Sitting still, her eyes were filled with soft light, and in the end, the most troublesome student became her number one fan.

Yan Zhilan can accompany anyone who chats with her with a smile. Some female teachers have reached this age. It got tiresome to listen to a few words, Yan Zhilan listened patiently with a smile, and occasionally, said a few words as warm as drizzle.

But it is such a person.

She didn't have any close friends at school.

She is always alone.

to the door.

Yan Zhilan opened the door first, asked Xiao Ruoyan to put the vegetables in, and went to get her slippers.

The small room was not big. Xiao Ruoyan estimated that it should be more than 70 square meters, but Yan Zhilan cleaned it very clean and very warm.

"Change your shoes."

Yan Zhilan handed her a pair of blue slippers, and she wore a pair of pink ones.

Xiao Ruoyan observed carefully, except for these two pairs of slippers and the disposable slippers next to her, there were no other shoes on her shoe shelf, and these blue slippers looked just right for her, size 37 , Men should not be able to wear it.

Unconsciously, she breathed a sigh of relief.

into the room.

Xiao Ruoyan looked around while washing her hands. The house is not big, and the decoration style is very intellectual, basically using low-key colors such as white and gray.

There is a piano in the middle of the living room.

Xiao Ruoyan looked a little lost.

I still remember when I was a teenager.

Xiao Ruoyan hugged Yan Zhilan and hummed softly, "I want to have a home, a place that doesn't need to be gorgeous... When I am tired, I will think of it..."

Yan Zhilan would pinch her nose, "In the future, what kind of home do you want?"

Xiao Ruoyan thought for a while, "It's like the lyrics say, you don't need to be too big, you have me, a piano, a guitar, and it's best to have a fat cat." She said, While hugging Yan Zhilan and shaking gently: "We are busy when we are at work. When we are off work, we cook and eat together, watch TV and walk hand in hand, and when we come home, we watch a movie together and tease the cat." ..."

Very simple very simple wish.

Xiao Ruoyan lowered her head and rubbed the tip of Yan Zhilan's nose with the tip of her nose: "What about you?"

Yan Zhilan smiled and looked into her eyes: "It's good to have you."

……

Xiao Ruoyan was lost in thought when a sharp cry of "meow" came. Before she had time to react, a meatloaf-like object hit her. She was startled, her body reacted faster than her brain , retreat quickly.

"Xiao Xiao, don't make trouble!"

Yan Zhilan yelled, walked over and picked up the cat that was like a fat yellow ball on the ground. She smiled at Xiao Ruoyan's frightened expression against the wall.

"It...you raised it?"

Xiao Ruoyan turned her head to look at the fat cat. The cat was so fat that it was comparable to Garfield. It huddled in Yan Zhilan's arms and looked at her vigilantly. Yan Zhilan touched the softness of its neck soothingly. Meat, "Okay, okay, it's a family member."

What family?

Xiaocai didn't like this, he grinned at Xiao Ruoyan, and even stretched out a claw to threaten him.

Xiao Ruoyan was also speechless, she had never seen such an arrogant and fat cat.

"Let's say hello."

Yan Zhilan's eyes were hooked on Xiao Ruoyan, she grabbed a small paw, and waved at Xiao Ruoyan: "Xiao Xiao, this is your mommy." Xiao Ruoyan: ……………

There was silence for a moment.

Xiao Ruoyan looked at the cat that was still baring its teeth fiercely at it, and felt that it was a little different from other people's meat balls that squinted their eyes and arched their hands to beg for a tiger's touch. Leaving aside the appearance, it is particularly unpleasant in terms of personality people like it.

Yan Zhilan rubbed her little head with pity, smiled and said to Xiao Ruoyan: "The first time I saw it, I felt that its personality was very similar to yours."

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

Yan Zhilan felt that her baby didn't seem very attractive to Ah Yan, she explained like a mother protecting her calf: "It's old, it's a bit old, and it has accompanied me from home to abroad and back all these years, Running around is not as lively as when I was a child."

There was silence for a while.

Xiao Ruoyan asked gently: "How old is it?"

Humans are the same as animals, apart from distinguishing age by appearance, the simplest and most direct way is to look at eyes.

Xiao Ruoyan actually saw some "vicissitudes" in this cat's eyes.

Yan Zhilan thought for a while, "I was still a baby when I picked it up, it should be ten years old now, don't dislike it."

She held her carefully, kissed Xiao Xiao's forehead, Xiao Xiao leaned against her, changed her indifference with Xiao Ruoyan just now, squinted her eyes in enjoyment, and even made a coquettish cry of "meow meow".

ten years old...

Xiao Ruoyan's voice suddenly seemed to be stuck, she walked towards the cat and the cat slowly, and stared at Xiao Xiao carefully.

She has done research on cats before. The average lifespan of a cat is 11 years old, and a ten-year-old cat is equivalent to an old man who is nearly sixty years old.

I was completely overwhelmed by the small and fierce figure just now, and I didn't have time to look at it carefully. Looking at it now, I can see that its hair has indeed become somewhat impure and faded, and its skin is also a little loose.

Xiao Ruoyan raised her hand and lightly placed it on the top of Xiao Ruoyan's soft head. Maybe Yan Zhilan was there, Xiao Xiao didn't reject it this time, and raised her not-so-clear eyes to look at Xiao Ruoyan.

"Is this what you raised when we parted?"

The word "separate" made her feel distressed, Yan Zhilan let out a "hmm", she hugged Xiaoxiao tightly without looking up.

that moment.

Nothing can describe Xiao Ruoyan's mood. Enduring the soreness in her nose, she raised her hand to hold one of its soft paws, and said softly, "I'm sorry, it's been so long before I came to see you."

Her mouth was for Xiao Xiaoxiao, but her heart was for Yan Zhilan.

Life between heaven and earth is like a white horse passing through the gap, all of a sudden.

Looking at the imprints left by the years on Xiao Xiao's body, Xiao Ruoyan suddenly felt that they had really been separated for so long.

Xiaoyan must have been lonely all these years.