I heard you still love her

——If you want to come back, you must have your own home.

What Xiao Ruoyan said was as plain as the chat just now.

However, it was undoubtedly a blockbuster bomb that knocked out several people at the scene and created a billowing wave.

The soup spoon in Zhang Wei's hand trembled and dropped on the table. Lan Lan was stunned for a moment, blushed excitedly and hugged Xiao Ruoyan thickly: "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Well, you want to come back?! Ahhhhh!!!"

Her world-class soprano voice made the whole restaurant tremble, and everyone looked at her.

Xiao Ruoyan was so strangled that he couldn't breathe, "Let it go, let it go, if you hug me to rub your nose again, I will reconsider."

"No, I can't!" Lan Lan immediately took a tissue to dry her nose, her happy eyes were as bright as a cat's, "Ah, I'm so excited!!!"

She stood up and hugged Xiao Ruoyan and turned around in a circle. Xiao Ruoyan's aloof image was gone. Under the bright light, the blush on her face was as bright as a flower, spreading to her neck behind her.

The flowers are blooming.

She is coming back.

Zhang Wei watched the two laughing non-stop, she went to see Xiaoyan.

Yan Zhilan lowered her head, her hand holding the chopsticks turned white, and ripples appeared in the soup.

Zhang Wei sighed faintly, she turned to the side, and hugged Xiaoyan into her arms.

Yan Zhilan retracted into Zhang Wei's arms, her tears rolling down.

She didn't know what she was crying for.

Happy, excited, mixed with a touch of sadness and grievance.

It was as if after ten years of waiting, ten years of forbearance, and ten years of joy, anger and sorrow, she had finally waited for an answer.

Xiao Ruoyan just looked at her like that, tears streaming down his eyes in rows.

Zhang Wei patted Xiaoyan's shoulder lightly, didn't say anything to comfort her, but felt sad for a while.

There are many injustices in this world. The boss is witnessing how much they hurt each other. To be honest, Zhang Wei feels that their love is deeper than that of her and her husband. Created a touching love story of "you will never leave me", and was blessed by relatives and friends.

But what about them?

The road ahead is long, but they can only find light in the cracks.

After a while, the emotions of several people gradually recovered.

They are not young people anymore. When they first heard the news that Xiao Ruoyan was coming back, they were all so happy that they were in a mess. Now that they have calmed down, there are many objective realities in front of them.

Zhang Wei looked at Xiao Ruoyan: "The house..."

Buying a house in such a city is no small matter, even the down payment on a loan is not a small amount.

Although they have worked for a long time, young people, especially girls, who don't spend on beauty, dressing, beauty and skin care, how much money can they save?

Xiao Ruoyan took a sip of water, and she had already arranged everything: "I bought it near the Conservatory of Music. I had my eye on a lot, and I went to see it during the festival."

Yan Zhilan sat beside her, looking at her obediently.

Lanlan and Zhang Wei glanced at each other, isn't this just going to the fourth child?It was premeditated.

"What about work?" Lanlan is concerned about this. She knows how much Xiao Ruoyan has put into her work these years. Xiao Ruoyan seems to have thought about it a long time ago, "There is a branch here, and Mr. Xu knows me well." Zhien, she knows something about me, and I will communicate with her well."

Zhang Wei: "What if I don't let go?"

You can leave anywhere in the workplace.

Xiao Ruoyan smiled: "Then start from the beginning."

Knowing everything, how could she leave Xiaoyan alone?

Is there anything harder than leaving her again?

She doesn't know what the future holds.

But Xiao Ruoyan knew that she could no longer leave her alone.

The three of them talked about it in full swing, the boss and Lanlan even decided to help Xiao Ruoyan decorate and warm the house together, and they were all happy for the second and fourth children in their hearts.

Yan Zhilan did not speak from the beginning to the end, perhaps because the happiness came too suddenly, she always had an unrealistic sense of erratic.

Until Xiao Ruoyan handed over the hot water: "Drink it."

Yan Zhilan was dazed, she took the cup and held it in her hand, it was very warm.

After all, the boss is newlyweds, the honeymoon is a week later, she has a lot of things to deal with, so she went back first, Lan Lan has a good eye, ever since Xiao Yan confessed to her that she wanted to sleep with Ah Yan, she instantly became their lover The number one CP fan, "I'll go back and get ready, see you tonight."

It disappeared quickly now.

Xiao Ruoyan looked at the time, it was almost nine o'clock, "You also go home and make arrangements."

She knew about Xiaoyan's family.

At the wedding scene yesterday, Xiao Ruoyan noticed a man in a black suit secretly watching her from a distance, probably arranged by the Yan family.

Xiao Ruoyan tidied up the clothes on her wrist, and just about to leave, Yan Zhilan grabbed her hand, "Where are you going?"

Ever since she came back, Xiaoyan has been worrying about gains and losses all the time, always wanting to hold her in her hands, as if she was afraid that she would disappear all at once.

Xiao Ruoyan patted the back of her hand: "Don't you want to go home?"

Yan Zhilan looked into her eyes and repeated: "Where are you going?"

Xiao Ruoyan replied patiently: "After all, it's no small matter to come back. I'll talk to my parents when I get home."

Yan Zhilan stared at her with anxiety and worry in her eyes, Xiao Ruoyan stroked her hair: "Don't worry, it's fine, I'll go to your dormitory at noon to find you and have dinner together, huh?"

After hearing this sentence, Yan Zhilan's tense heart relaxed a little bit. She lowered her head and remained silent for a while, then asked softly, "How do you know that I'm separated into a dormitory?"

Xiao Ruoyan, who was drinking coffee, coughed, and she tilted her head: "Hey, didn't Lanlan tell me?"

Yan Zhilan looked up, looked into her eyes and smiled: "Then I'll wait for you, you didn't have a good rest last night, don't squeeze the bus, take a taxi."

Xiao Ruoyan stared at the question mark on her forehead.

How does she know that she always takes the bus to save money, and how does she know that she didn't sleep well last night?

Yan Zhilan hooked the corners of her lips, imitating her tone: "Hey, didn't Lanlan tell me?"

Xiao Ruoyan: ...

Yan Zhilan watched Xiao Ruoyan leave all the time, and everyone disappeared. She was still standing on the busy street, smiling foolishly by herself.

Once, she was tired of the world, everything.

Seal up your heart, don't show it to anyone, and even live in fantasies and dreams, not knowing where it is going.

Now, her Ah Yan has returned, as if a pair of warm hands were handed to her from outside the barrier.

Only she can lead her out of the siege.

Yan Zhilan called Boss Qin before going home, "Boss Qin."

On the other side of the phone, Mr. Qin's voice was a little lazy, "Mr. Yan? It's so early, and it's because of your Ah Yan?"

……

Half an hour later, Yan Zhilan arrived at home.

Bright lights.

As soon as she opened the door, she smelled a strong smell of smoke.

In the living room, Yan Zhilan's father, Yan Feng, was sitting on the sofa in a black suit, with a cigar in his hand, smoking one bite at a time, with a gloomy expression.

Yan Zhilan walked in, changed her shoes generously, and sat opposite him.

The servants at home didn't dare to show their air. Over the years, the grandfather and the second young lady had always quarreled, and they were fearful and frightened.

Yan Feng raised his head and glanced at Yan Zhilan lightly.

There are two sisters in the Yan family, the elder sister's facial features are like the father's, and the younger sister's facial features are like the mother's.

Sometimes, looking at Yan Zhilan, Yan Feng would think of his dead wife, and feel distressed.

Yan Zhilan stared at her father with her dark eyes for a while, then said calmly, "Dad, she's back."

She doesn't have so many twists and turns, she simply goes straight.

Yan Feng didn't say a word, his sharp eyes stared at Yan Zhilan under his sword eyebrows.

This decade.

My daughter has changed a lot.

I still remember that at the beginning, when he found out about them, he flew into a rage and slapped Yan Zhilan.

She looked at him stubbornly, with tears rolling in her eyes, but she didn't say a word of admitting her mistake.

From childhood to adulthood, Yan Zhilan was personally taught and cared for by him. He always thought that the elder daughter was more stubborn, while the younger daughter was his little padded jacket. She usually spoke softly and softly, and he didn't even look at who she was with. blushing.

But what about later?

She would not eat or drink, and was locked in the house for a week and refused to be separated from her.

If she hadn't heard that Yan Feng had arranged for his subordinates to move the Xiao family, she still refused to soften.

In her third year of high school, her daughter was bullied on campus in California. Yan Zhilan kept holding back and refused to talk about it. When she couldn't bear it anymore, she passed out and went to the hospital. Seeing the injuries all over her body, Yan Feng knew what her daughter had gone through.

He was so angry that he went to the school police station to sue those bullies. His sister Yan Zhiyi also kept wiping away her tears, but Xiaoyan was lying on the hospital bed, covered with a quilt, her face was pale, and even her lips had lost the color of her lips. She cooperates with the police but not with the school, she doesn't say anything to anyone who asks her, she hardly eats or drinks, and she doesn't even have any expression, like a doll that has lost its soul.

They were terrified.

Yan Feng and Yan Zhiyi took turns guarding her until the dawn of November.

Yan Zhilan suddenly struggled to sit up, she said she wanted to eat cake.

Yan Feng and Yan Zhiyi naturally followed her and went to buy cakes early in the morning.

The cake is back.

Yan Zhilan put a candle on it, put the cake between her legs, folded her hands together, and slightly closed her eyes.

"Ayan, happy birthday."

At that moment, her always dull face finally had an expression.

she cried.

……

It was also at that moment that Yan Zhiyi began to change. She even went to persuade Yan Feng: "I see that my sister and the others have a deep relationship, and you can't separate them. Dad, how about—"

"What do they know when they are so young?"

Yan Feng has worked hard in the business field for so many years, but he has never seen anything.

Later, he discovered the agreement between Yan Zhilan and Xiao Ruoyan.

He unbelievingly used some tricks to destroy them from the root. He thought that after four years of college, there was no way for them to get in touch.

But the price was heavy, and he almost lost his daughter.

The blood in that bathroom still often appears in his dreams like a nightmare.

Heavy sniffing out the smoke.

Yan Feng leaned back on the sofa and kissed his daughter: "What do you want to say?"

Yan Zhilan stared straight at Yan Feng, her red lips slightly parted: "Don't hurt her, including her family, otherwise I will never forgive you."

His heart seemed to be stuffed with a stick, Yan Feng said coldly: "For her, you treat Dad as an enemy."

Yan Zhilan's eyes were red, she looked at Yan Feng gently: "I don't want to, Dad, I want to get your blessing..."

hide tears.

Xiaoyan stood up, ready to leave, she still had to go shopping, and made an appointment to have lunch with Ah Yan.

Seeing that she was about to leave, Yan Feng asked in a low voice: "Aren't you afraid that your relationship will be exposed and affect your position in school? Are you not afraid that your students will know that the teacher they admire is actually gay?"

Xiaoyan's dream since she was a child was to be a teacher. For this ideal, she has paid a lot.

She is not her age anymore, she will be thirty soon.

Yan Feng did not believe that she would not waver at all.

Yan Zhilan's body paused, she was silent for a moment, then turned her head to look into Yan Feng's eyes: "I'm not even afraid of death, what else is there to be afraid of?"

Throwing down a sentence lightly.

She resolutely left.

Yan Feng took a deep breath, his expression became even uglier, and the veins on his temples throbbed slightly.

……

Xiao Ruoyan's return home was not very smooth.

The second elder was very happy to see her come back, but when she heard that she was going to transfer back to work, Xu Nian was so excited that he wanted to take medicine.

But when Xiao Ruoyan proposed to buy a house, both Xiao He and Xu Nian were full of disbelief.

Xu Nian trembled: "You... Where did you get so much money?"

Xiao Ruoyan's long eyelashes fluttered, "Save slowly, it will always be enough."

She didn't mention a word about the past.

"Are you doing business again? Mom said, don't work so hard outside. You ask Zhang Wei to give us some health care products every year. It's very expensive for your father to find someone to check on the Internet. , how much do you need to save to save so much money?"

A trace of surprise flashed across Xiao Ruoyan's eyes, health care products?Boss?

Xu Nian was very distressed, but she also knew her daughter's character. For so many years, she has always kept her word: "Buying a house is not a trivial matter, has the place been settled? Is the money enough? Parents have it here, we—"

She was still rambling, but Xiao Ruoyan said concisely: "I don't need your money, the place has been fixed, next to the Conservatory of Music."

In one sentence, the warm illusion was torn apart, and the family quickly fell into silence.

Next to the music school...

over the years.

Although the two of them have not contacted Yan Zhilan, they have also heard that she has become a teacher of the vocal music department there.

No wonder.

The daughter suddenly said that she would come back.

Ten years later, she still hasn't let go.

"I'm just talking to you guys."

After Xiao Ruoyan finished speaking, she picked up her coat and put it on, "You don't need to tell your relatives about my return, or you will lose face."

……

Get out of the house.

Xiao Ruoyan let out a heavy breath.

She stood under the locust tree in front of the door for a while, took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and called Zhang Wei.

The boss answered quickly, and said in a soft tone, "What's the matter, second?"

Xiao Ruoyan cut to the chase, "My parents said you bring them health care products every year, what's the matter?"

Zhang Wei seemed to be disconnected all of a sudden, "Just... Auntie's heart is bad, isn't it? I have a foreign friend, and I ask her to buy some every year."

"Friends from abroad?"

Xiao Ruoyan's heart seemed to be splashed with sulfuric acid, dripping with pain: "Is it Xiaoyan?"

……

The phone was hung up.

Xiao Ruoyan walked towards the Conservatory of Music with heavy steps. Along the way, her heart was full of twists and turns.

What embarrassing things their parents said to them back then.

——I will not allow you to approach our daughter again.

Miss, homosexuality is a game played by rich people, please, let my daughter go.

……

Xiao Ruoyan's eyes were covered with tears.

She didn't know how long she had been gone.

Finally got to the music school.

From a distance, Xiao Ruoyan saw Yan Zhilan in front of the vegetable stall.

Yan Zhilan got a cart from nowhere, and bent over to pick vegetables professionally. She was wearing a long white dress, gentle and virtuous, and she was picking the kale that Xiao Ruoyan loved to eat. The proprietress knew her very well, and she asked with a smile, "Ms. Yan, why did you come to buy vegetables in person today? Did you have a friend?"

There is a canteen in the school, and the teachers eat there all the time.

The proprietress is very hard-working, the children at home are very young, and her husband sports a sports car. When she buys vegetables, she often pushes a large cart of vegetables from the market by herself.

In winter, the road was slippery, and she accidentally fell down when she was pushing the cart across the ice. Yan Zhilan came to help her, helped her arrange the vegetables and pushed them back together. Later that year, when Yan Zhilan came to buy vegetables, she and The proprietress asked for advice on cooking skills, and the two got to know each other after going back and forth.

The proprietress has a good impression of this gentle and unassuming teacher.

The wind blew, Yan Zhilan raised her head, her eyes were filled with a happy smile, she looked at the proprietress, the corners of her lips raised: "It's not a friend, it's my lover who's back."