Dr. Rin

I think I was heroic, because I was able to change a few strokes of the established ending.

I am very happy now, because I finally defeated the so-called master personality in my soul, and also cleaned up the fragile and soft sub-personality.

In every sense, I am now the master of this body.

I am Jiang Lin, the Jiang Lin who regained all sanity after Shen Li committed suicide, the Jiang Lin who has always liked cliffs and deep seas.

On the way to country I, I kept thinking about why I kept disguising myself as a psychologist in my mind, as if imitating Shen Li’s life trajectory, imagining all the people who appeared in my world They are all my friends, imagining that what I have been facing is a person with multiple personalities, imagining that I am a person who has the ability to protect him.

The conclusion can be summarized into a paragraph—if you like someone, you will want to get him, and the most direct way to get his attention is to attract his attention, and there are many ways to attract his attention, and the most direct and effective way is to get him. The safest thing to do is to be like him.

This is perhaps the basis of all my fantasies.

So I naturally lived in Shen Li's life after his death. I vividly imagined a lover. My lover has multiple personalities. Sometimes he is very possessive, and sometimes he is weak and helpless. I try to stand From Shen Li's point of view, what kind of mood did he have when he faced me back then.

But the problem is that I am not the creator of the story. All my fantasies come from everything that happened. I do know Zhou Zixu, Zhang Zhaoran, Zhou Yikai and all other people whose names I can think of in my mind. Unfortunately, they never They are not my friends, they are Shen Li's friends from the beginning to the end.

Of course, I can also remember all the details related to Shen Li and me, from breakfast to lunch break to late night lingering, but those all have fixed roles, that is to say, I remember everything that happened, and so never I can't make up stories that haven't happened.

I thought, maybe this is the reason why I suddenly woke up at this moment, because all the stories between me and him had ended the moment Shen Li jumped into the deep sea, so my memory ended here until.

At this time, I have already arrived in country I, and I drove all the way to that piece of sea, the piece of sea that Shen Li once jumped into.

I remember that he is afraid of the cold and doesn't like water very much, so I am obliged to help him, although so far I don't know how to help him.

In fact, the road is not far, that is, two hours away, I arrived at the coast.

It is now sunset, and the sky is gradually dimming at a speed visible to the naked eye. Coincidentally, today is the same bad weather as the day when Shen Li jumped into the sea. I took off my shoes and coat, and walked towards the sea step by step. go deep.

I don't know if it's an illusion, because I seem to see Shen Li in the middle of the sea, that face and figure I haven't seen for a long time, seems to be waving at me in the water at this moment.

I was a little rejoiced in my heart, glad that he was not angry with me, maybe he knew my embarrassment, after all, I really didn't have the ability to swallow my master personality immediately, he was so much stronger than me too much.

Fortunately, the result was good, and I finally lived up to his hope. I became the real me, a Jiang Lin who does not need to share her body with other personalities, a Jiang Lin who is qualified to choose how to embrace Shen Li.

The sea water gradually submerged me, and the distance between me and Shen Li was getting closer and closer. I saw him seem to take a few steps towards me, and stretched out his right hand, just like he pulled me up when he was down and out, and took all my life with him. yearning smile.