When the double black penetrates the if line

Zhong Yuanzhong was also really angry.

Osamu Dazai knew this clearly.

When they were young, especially when the two of them first formed a partner, Nakahara Nakahara often found Dazai Osamu a bastard, and Dazai Osamu's mouth was poisonous enough to bloom a flower, so Dazai Osamu did not It is less likely to be beaten by the Central Plains.

But with the passage of time and the changes of the years, both of them have matured a lot, and have their own identities and status, so they seldom fight like before.

Although Nakahara Chuya always said that he would beat Osamu Dazai to the hospital every time, and his ice blue eyes were beautiful and indifferent, but in fact, he seldom did it.

Especially after Osamu Dazai defected, the two met again after many years, and the relationship was separated by a layer of estrangement that was neither far nor near.

And now Zhongyuan Zhong actually came to beat him up, it is conceivable that he was surprisingly angry.

why?

Osamu Dazai fell heavily on the ground, but his brain seemed to be unable to feel the pain, thinking lightly.

Is it because I drugged him?Because I didn't greet him in advance before acting?

Or... just purely annoyed by the fact that "I let down my guard against Osamu Dazai so easily and almost let him knock me down"?

Yet neither feels right.

Osamu Dazai sighed almost in his heart, without any resistance or struggle, he just raised his eyes and looked into Nakahara Nakaya's icy blue pupils.

...What are you thinking?

Zhongyuan Zhongye has always given people the impression that he is easy to understand, transparent, without any obscurity in his mind, and his frankness is amazing.

Osamu Dazai has been able to guess his inner thoughts thousands of times just by relying on Chuya Nakahara's gaze, raised eyebrows, and slight movement of expression.

However, at this moment, unexpectedly, he was unable to see through Nakahara Nakaya's innermost being. The complicated emotions were entwined like vines, covering up all peeping gazes from the outside to the inside.

"What are you thinking?" Nakahara grabbed Osamu Dazai's collar with one hand, and violently pulled his upper body off the ground, while bending one knee against Osamu Dazai's abdomen.

His forehead was pressed against Osamu Dazai's, and the tips of their noses were so close that they almost touched each other.

The anger in Nakahara Chuya's heart is obviously far from over. The anger of being left behind, the anger of being drugged, and the attitude of almost contemptuously contemptuous of Osamu Dazai, and yet he was actually caught by Dazai with this attitude. Zhi was so easily deceived by the uncontrollable shame and even puzzlement... All emotions are like magma boiling in a volcano, surging in his body, making him feel irritable and restless.

And he knew that the culprit of all this was the man in front of him who looked like a dog, but he didn't know how many serious ex-partners he had in his heart.

Nakahara Nakaya looked ferociously like a wild beast, stared straight into Dazai Osamu's eyes, and spat out the words fiercely: "Why are you... Are you listening to me?! I don't I need your so-called protection, and I don't need you to leave me behind alone, and I don't want to hear your so-called bullshit words to protect me! You know as well as I do, this is all Nonsense, it's just an excuse. After so many years, I thought you would improve, I thought you would change, I thought—"

Having said that, he took a deep breath, his voice was so hoarse that he almost trembled, and he ended the last sentence hoarsely as if vomiting blood.

"I thought—that there would be a change in our relationship."

Dazai didn't speak.

"Why..." As if tired, Nakahara Zhong also gently closed his eyes, making his forehead look like it was resting on Dazai Osamu's forehead, "Why do you always distrust me?"

In fact, Zhongyuan Zhongye already had an omen in his heart.

Ever since Osamu Dazai said the words "I don't allow you to see me in this world" to him, he already had this vague feeling in his heart.

Both he and Osamu Dazai knew that with Chuya Nakahara's strength, he could be said to be invincible in this world.However, Osamu Dazai did everything possible, first to obstruct him verbally, and later to put sleeping pills in his water on his own initiative, almost forcefully trying to keep him in the so-called "safe" armed detective agency and not let him participate in the investigation. any action.

Even since four years ago, when Osamu Dazai encountered that accident, he didn't even want to call Nakahara Chuya, and when he turned and left resolutely, he had already revealed the relationship between the two hidden under the water like a flash in the pan. An unstable factor as huge as a glacier.

The relationship between the two has entered a freezing point since Osamu Dazai defected from Hong Kong gangsters four years ago. The previous tenderness in the Armed Detective Agency is not so much a manifestation of their good relationship, but a sudden change in time and space. The sudden arrival of an unfamiliar environment made the two of them return to the time when they had only each other in their lives four years ago.

The interlacing of time and space makes the trust and intimacy four years ago seem to be on the wrong track. After four years of blank time, the fragility and instability continue to appear in the two people.

However, the fragile ice surface shattered at the touch, and now, Zhongyuanzhong also watched it shatter in front of his eyes, thousands of strands of ice crystal fragments flying around.

Will this stick back?

Can this still be glued back?

Zhong Yuanzhong also felt suffocated for a while. Although the burning anger was still burning in his heart, the coldness had already spread from his fingertips bit by bit.

"No, you made a mistake." After a long silence, Osamu Dazai finally spoke.

He raised his eyes slightly, staring at Zhong Yuanzhong's face distorted by anger, and the flickering and bewildered flame deep in his eyes.

Osamu Dazai's voice is very soft, so soft that it is almost impossible to connect with him who is poisonous and sharp.

"It's not that I don't trust you, Chuya."

"I'm just really, wholeheartedly, trying my best to—"

"Protect you."