looking bald

It doesn't invade his sensory nerves, so his intelligence, memory and senses will not be affected, but that's it, it's more cruel.

I can see the disgust in his eyes as he vomits all over his body after choking on his food, I can see his eyes that never open when I dress him, and I know he may be tomorrow You can't talk to me anymore.

So why am I still going to school?I really don't want to go to school, so I just stay with him at home all the time.

I parked the car and ran upstairs. This was the first time I ran upstairs since I surprised him by running upstairs.

It was a coincidence that junior high school started that day, and high school started today.

I have the key to his house. After opening the iron door, I heard a broken sound from inside as soon as I pushed the door open.

I was terrified, and ran into the house quickly, only to see Huo Song sitting on the sofa with a face full of anger, and Grandma Wang standing beside the sofa, with a broken bowl on the floor, and rice spilled all over the floor beside the bowl.

"what happened?"

I broke the silence in the house, walked over and started to clean up the bowls on the floor while talking, Grandma Wang also squatted over.

"Xiao Song, he doesn't want to eat, loses his temper—"

"Why are you back? Didn't you go to school?"

Huo Song interrupted Grandma Wang.

"I wanted to see you, so I came back."

"Now that I've finished reading it, I'm still alive, so you can go."

Hearing his words, my chest suddenly burst into flames.

"Huo Song, what do you mean by that?"

"I mean, you can go, see what I look like! You have to take care of everything, and you have to wipe my ass if I take a shit! You go, go to school, there is only This is where you should stay! Whether it’s dating, going to an Internet cafe, or even going to fight, you don’t want to stay by my sick ghost’s side!”

Huo Song yelled suddenly, which frightened me, and I didn't care about being angry anymore, so I hurried over to pat his chest.

"Stop saying that, okay? I just want to stay by your side. I won't go to school, I just stay with you. I don't fall in love, let alone go to Internet cafes. I just want to be with you, don't drive me away , don't be angry, I won't leave."

As I spoke, I felt my eyes were sore. I didn't know whether the tears flowed, but I felt him raise his hand and touched the corner of my eyes, and he seemed to have calmed down.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't lose my temper with you. Don't waste a good life just because I don't go to school. I can't ask for it anyway. Take it for me and study hard for me."

Live well for me.

After he finished speaking, I felt as if I was really crying because my nose was out of breath.

When I was crying like this, he actually laughed and put his twisted arms around me.

I know he wants to hug me, but now he can't, he can't hug me like before.

It's okay, I can still hug you.

I stretched out my arms and hugged him tightly, buried my head on his shoulder and cried for a long time.

"Okay, let's eat quickly, it's time to go to school after dinner."

I still fed him this meal, and he ate as much as if he hadn't eaten in the morning.

"Why don't I come over in the morning, and you will get up early."

"No, I'll eat it later."

When I came at noon the next day, Grandma Wang said that he had eaten in the morning, and I was very happy to hear that.

But in the next few days, I found him more and more strange.

For example, when I fed him, his eyes became disgusted, which used to be only when he vomited, and when I bathed him, he started to dodge.

Although he can't make any big movements, I can feel that he is avoiding me, and he still has that expression on his body.

He even has this expression almost all the time.

I couldn't accept him as he was, and it terrified me.When he is brave, I still feel that everything is nothing, I just need to take care of him more.

But when he became like this, I felt as if the world had collapsed, and then I woke up. I was afraid of death outside the operating room that day, and I came back.

I don't want to see him like this, even if he is deceiving himself, I don't want to be like this.

For this reason, I hid from him for a few days, I didn't go to him anymore, and I would pass by the door without even looking at it and hastening my pace.

According to the original bet, he should come to my house for dinner, but he couldn't.

It's ridiculous to say that she was afraid of death, afraid of never seeing him again, and instead avoided him even more.

The days like this were not long, at least I was on weekends every two weeks, and I had never experienced a two-day vacation when I saw the open door on the second floor when I came home from class one night.

I walked in, and after pushing open his door, I saw him lying quietly on the bed with a box next to his head.

It was a gift box, and I suddenly remembered that today is his birthday, his birthday.

The author has something to say:

Thanks for reading, I wish you rich overnight.

Now I really feel that writing is depressing. Writing these two chapters made my chest tight, my God!