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On the seventh day after his death, Aunt Bai gave me a box, which looked familiar.

I didn't think about which box it was and opened it directly. Inside was a voice recorder and a SLR.

"He asked me to give these to you four years ago. I bought that SLR yesterday. It should last for a long time. He gave me that pen four years ago. There are things he wants to tell you in it, no If you know if it can still be used now, please listen to it, Auntie is leaving first."

After finishing speaking, Aunt Bai left the room and closed the door.

I carried the box to the sofa by the window and sat down, looking at the pen for a long time.

Remember what I said four years ago!

Isn't this box the box on his coming-of-age birthday?Later, this box contained the photo album of Changbai Mountain, and it was placed beside his pillow for a long time.

He was ready for these?

My hands were shaking, but I took out the recorder and pressed play.

Fortunately, the recorder was not broken, and he was talking.

"Wei Qing, I'm sorry, I can't go see the world with you. I always knew that you were afraid of death and that I would leave, but I'm sorry, I still have to leave. Don't be sad, and don't be sad for me, everyone has His life, my life, is very good and complete, I am very happy. I think later I should not be able to speak or move. Don’t think I’m in pain or sad. I don’t care. I really don’t. I was afraid, you must have read something to me next to me at that time, I like it very much, listening to this, this life is enough. My only regret is that I can’t complete the agreement with you. I will give you this recording together. There is a SLR, just treat it as me, as my eyes, take me to see the outside, take me to fulfill those promises." The voice fell silent when it reached here, but it didn't stop, and the time was one second One second passed by, and after a long time, I heard a very soft and low voice: "How much I wish there is tomorrow every day," followed by a self-deprecating laugh, which continued silently, and finally, ushered in The last sentence: "Take me to Changbai Mountain, I want to go to Changbai Mountain with you."

The recording stopped, and everything he had at the end came to a complete stop.

I hugged the box and cried out silently. I huddled into a ball on the sofa and cried for a long time together with my thoughts of him.

He didn't sit on the other side of the sofa to wipe my tears, he didn't come to comfort me, he has disappeared from home for many days, will he come back?Come back and see me.

Probably not, I'm crying like this, he didn't even come, and I won't in the future.

Huo Song, it's only been seven days, and I already miss you so much, what should I do in the future?

Thinking of this, I feel that all the strength in my body is gone, even the strength to breathe has been taken away. This feels very good, because I seem to see you in front of me.

Just when I felt like I was about to pass out, I saw the black SLR.

By the way, there is also a SLR, you said you are going to Changbai Mountain, not only Changbai Mountain, we have also agreed on many places.

Thinking of this, I hurried home with this box in my arms, and ran to those books.

Yes, I ran down the corridor again.

My room is now full of books, looking at the full album, I feel some direction and motivation.

This book, all have to go for a walk, the first stop, let's go to Changbai Mountain.

Thinking of this, I went to look through the photobook of Changbai Mountain, which he liked for a long time.

Looking at the familiar cover, I feel at ease.

"I took the Changbai Mountain book, let's read this one."

With that said, I opened the book.

"Now it's the first page, it's covered with snow, and it says in the upper left corner: stay together until we grow old."

After reading, I suddenly froze.

Stay together until the end of life, yes, I have said this sentence many times, but I didn't realize it until now.

Fortunately, I reacted.

I want to go to Changbai Mountain with you, and I want to stay with you till the end of my life.

Is this what you mean?

How much do you think there is tomorrow every day.

Now, are you giving me all of tomorrow?

This may be his support, his hope.

Also, do you also like me very much?do you like meYou kissed me that day, not impulsively, you also wanted to kiss me, right?

Huo Song, you like me, you just like me.

But he can no longer answer me, nor can he say the phrase "I like you".

I haven't said this to you, so do you know that I really like you, love you so much.

We, like each other, have never even been a couple for a day, which is ridiculous.

It doesn't matter, starting today, you are my boyfriend and my partner, we will always be together.

We will go to Changbai Mountain, just like in the photo album, we will stay together till the end of our life.

The next day, I took that SLR and set out on the road. The first stop was Changbai Mountain.

Later, we went to many places one after another, and took many photos, all of which were on the DSLR that was now painted and scratched.

We will go to many more places.

Today, he has been gone for three years, but I will take him to the end.

My love is not lost, my love is eternal.

The author has something to say:

Thanks for reading, after thinking about it, I decided to end it here, and the rest will be regarded as a side story.