Male heart trembling

When Mr. Tang wants me to act like a baby, I won't.Now we parted, but I acted like a baby because I was reluctant to part, but at this time, he obviously didn't need me to act like a baby.

The so-called lack of rhythm refers to this situation.

After leaving Tangla Yaxiu, he took me around and bought a full set of Apple products, including mobile phones, tablets and notebooks.These things are expensive, I never thought about it before, but he bought them all for me like buying cabbage.

Before breaking up, he gave me a sum of money as usual, not as much as last time, but it was quite considerable.

"Don't let yourself be haggard, I like you in the past, study hard, don't go to work." He said.

"kindness……"

This weekend is over, whether and when I will see him next time is unknown.Looking at the figure of his luxurious car speeding away, my heart is empty.

I really like this man, and this time we got together, I didn't think about money at all.But when he bought me something and gave me cash, I still accepted it because I had a little concern.

I understand that a playboy like Mr. Tang stays with me purely for fun. I make him comfortable physically and mentally, and he makes me comfortable physically. continue for a period of time.

However, if I don't want his money, he will definitely think that I am fishing for big fish with a long line, and will pester him. In this way, it will definitely make him a playboy who is just playing around. It's natural. Just stop contacting me.

Therefore, if I want to get together with Mr. Tang a few more times, I must ask for his money. Only in this way, will there always be a pure transaction between us, and such a transaction will not bring him any burden or trouble , you will choose to play more times.

I can also see more times.

It's a sad reality, but I still yearn for it.

It was a rewarding experience again. I caught up with the material level of most of my classmates, and even slightly surpassed them. The savings I kept silently were also quite relaxing.

In the past, I could live frugally for four years, but now I can spend four years with a little indulgence. If I still have the opportunity to spend weekends with Mr. Tang, I am afraid that if I come again two or three times, I can spend four years squandering.

In the days that followed, I still didn't choose to call Mr. Tang. Although I missed him day and night, I just didn't dare to call.I was afraid that he would feel that I was pestering him, and that he would resist me.

My worry was not superfluous, and he didn't call me on the days when I didn't dare to call him.

Until one day, I couldn't bear it anymore, and finally dialed the phone. It is no exaggeration to say that I dialed the phone tremblingly and tremblingly, as if the person who answered the phone was a tiger, who could pass through the phone line and bite swallow me up.

The phone rang for a while, and Mr. Tang's voice came. He said he was very busy and asked me to call later.When I called later, there was feasting background music.

After that, I called a few times, but he was always socializing and didn't have time to talk to me.Every time he will only give me two options, one, call him later.Two, he'll call me later.

But he never called me, and I lost interest in calling him.

Life has to go on, so I decided to use the coupons Mr. Tang gave me to get in touch with my classmates.

In the stable school life, I gradually recovered my body, became whiter, fatter, and stronger.I have a good face, a good figure, and I can study well. Except for my height, I should be considered a high-quality niche student.

This directly led to the admiration of several girls for me. Of course, I can't accept their admiration, but I don't want to appear cold, so I can only act stupid, so stupid that I don't understand feelings.

But in my heart, a man has already lived in.