pour my life

It's been a long time.

Liang Xusheng and Lu Ziqing dated once a week. In the beginning, both parents felt that this had stabilized, and they felt very comforted in their hearts.

But the two are just friends after all. It didn't take long for their parents to discover the secret of the two, but this time there was really nothing they could do. They couldn't really force them to get a marriage certificate, so they didn't care about them.

The two of them didn't alienate because of this. After all, they were young people who had many topics in common. They would meet up occasionally to have coffee and see art exhibitions.

Lu Ziqing knew something about Liang Xusheng and Chu Qingzhi, and she was not against this kind of relationship, and encouraged Liang Xusheng to chase him back.But Liang Xusheng just smiled lightly every time, and changed the topic casually.

time flies.This day was Liang Xusheng's 31st birthday, Cheng Yin and Lu Ziqing specially invited a few friends to Magpie Bridge to celebrate him.Liang Qi came a bit late, and as soon as he entered the door, he quietly pulled Cheng Yin aside: "Guess who I saw at the door just now?"

"It can't be your ex-girlfriend, right?" Cheng Yin joked.

Liang Qi punched him, and his face was a little ugly: "It's my brother's ex-boyfriend! That bastard!"

Cheng Yin took a breath: "I'll go, why is he back?"

"How do I know? He never came here to find my brother to reconnect with him. If he dares to have such an idea, I will definitely kill him!" Liang Qi gritted his teeth resentfully.

Cheng Yin sighed: "I hope these two people will never meet again."

Liang Qi slapped him: "Shut your crow's mouth quickly."

Facts have proved that Cheng Yin is indeed a crow's mouth.

Liang Xusheng was a little bored in the private room, so he used the excuse of going to the bathroom and slipped into the bathroom to smoke.

Just finished smoking a cigarette, the bathroom door was pushed open, he subconsciously looked up, and the face that only appeared in Huihui's dream was actually in front of his eyes.

The long separation made it awkward for both of them to meet again.

After a while, it was Liang Xusheng who spoke first: "Well... how have you been these two years?"

Chu Qingzhi was silent and nodded: "Not bad. How about you?"

"I'm fine too." Liang Xusheng's heart began to ache again, but he forced out an impeccable smile.

The two of them had nothing more to say.Liang Xusheng raised his hand to check the time, and smiled apologetically: "Sorry, I've been out for a while, and my friends are still waiting for me. Let's go first."

As he spoke, he turned his body slightly and walked past Chu Qingzhi.

But just as they passed by, Chu Qing grabbed his hand.

Liang Xusheng frowned slightly.

Chu Qingzhi opened his mouth: "You..."

"Ah Xu, why have you been out for so long..." A pleasant female voice suddenly rang out.

Obviously she has seen the action of the two of them.I probably knew what was going on in my heart, so I made a gesture like Liang Xusheng, signaling him to go in first.

Chu Qingzhi held his hand tightly, and said with some difficulty: "Your girlfriend?"

Liang Xusheng shook his head: "It's just a friend."

Chu Qingzhi seemed to be relieved, but Liang Xusheng slowly pushed his hand away: "I have nothing to do, I'll go back first."

Chu Qingzhi was stunned for a moment: "Is there nothing you want to ask me?"

Liang Xusheng turned his head and looked at him with a half-smile.With the help of the dim light, Chu Qingzhi discovered that there was a long scar from the corner of his eye to his jaw, like a tear stain.Although it is very faint, it can still be seen.

"I know how ridiculous the relationship two years ago was in your heart. I hope this matter is over. You don't need to mention it anymore, after all, it is a thing of the past."

With that said, he never looked at Chu Qing again, and strode away.

Chu Qingzhi leaned against the wall, and suddenly smiled with the corners of his mouth pulled.

Sure enough, he was too greedy, thinking that all feelings could stand the wait, greedily thinking that this person could still wait for him to come back.

Liang Xusheng returned to the private room as if nothing had happened, and Lu Ziqing also kept silent about the scene he had just seen.

The birthday party ended relatively smoothly.

When it was almost twelve o'clock, a group of people drank and staggered.Lu Ziqing and Liang Qi, two people who didn't drink, sent everyone home next to each other. In the end, Liang Xusheng was dragged by Liang Qi and wanted to be stuffed into the car and sent back to his parents' house, but Liang Qi watched as soon as he went out. There was a man standing in front of his brother's car.

Liang Qi was holding back a fire in his heart, and his tone was particularly bad: "Who am I, it turns out to be Mr. Chu."

Chu Qingzhi ignored his hostility and stared at the drunken Liang Xusheng: "Why did he drink so much?"

Liang Qi scolded: "Stop being so fucking hypocritical in front of me! My brother is spoiled by you, so I won't let you do that! What did you do earlier? Now you're pretending to be a good person?"

Chu Qingzhi was not angry, but walked over to help him support Liang Xusheng.

Liang Qi pushed him violently: "Get out! Didn't you fucking hurt my brother badly enough? He finally came out and you came to harm him again! Chu, what the hell do you have against my brother? Huh? My brother is good enough to you, right? Do you know that you almost killed him! You don’t need to put on a show now!”

Chu Qingzhi staggered: "What did you say? What happened to Liang Xusheng? The scar on his face..."

Liang Qi sneered: "As you can see, my brother has disfigured his face and suffered from the root of his illness. Are you satisfied? Have you relieved your hatred? Get out of here quickly, and don't let me see you again!"

With that said, he stuffed Liang Xusheng into the car, opened the door and sat in, without even looking at Chu Qing, he drove away.

Chu Qingzhi stood there in a daze, as if he hadn't reacted yet.

What happened during the two years he left?

Liang Xusheng went to work the next day as if nothing had happened. Liang Qi didn't know whether his brother had met that person, so he had no choice but to pretend that nothing happened.

When he got off work, Liang Xusheng left for a while, looked at the financial statements of the previous quarter, prepared the materials for the next meeting, and went out after finishing these things. It was already dark.

He squeezed his forehead and walked to the garage, where someone was already waiting.

Liang Xusheng knew who that person was just by looking at his back.He frowned and walked over, with a hint of displeasure in his tone: "What are you doing here?"

Chu Qingzhi turned around and smiled at him: "Of course I came...to chase you."

Liang Xusheng's heart was so hopeless that he softened, and he really wanted to step forward and hug him tightly.But his face was still indifferent: "Stop joking. Please make room, I'm leaving."

As if going all out, Chu Qingzhi grabbed him, pressed him against the car, and rubbed his head against his shoulder: "Ah Xu, don't do that."

Liang Xusheng bumped into the car unpreparedly, his waist hurt, and he almost forced tears.He smiled mockingly: "Chu Qingzhi, you were the one who let go first, and you are the one who asked for reconciliation now. Is I really so fucking cheap in your heart? I was really moved by you, which is ridiculous right Right? So it deserves to be trampled on by you at will?"

Chu Qingzhi hugged him in a panic: "Ah Xu, I've never felt this way..."

Liang Xusheng closed his eyes and didn't have the strength to push him away, so he just smiled coldly: "If it was two years ago, I would accompany you however you want. But now, it's too late. Chu Qingzhi, we can't go back went."

Chu Qingzhi hugged him tightly: "Ah Xu, I was wrong, please don't do this..."

After Liang Xusheng said those hurtful words, his heart was completely numb from the pain.He struggled, and the man hugged him tightly, as if he was really panicking.

After all, he has softened his heart.Sighing: "Chu Qingzhi, if you don't love me, why bother to provoke me again? Let me go, I really can't afford it."

Chu Qing buried her face in his arms and said nothing.

He even felt that the other party seemed to be crying.Something hot and humid was stuck to his chest.

"Go back to the United States, and don't come to me again." He gradually regained some strength, and raised his hand to push the person away.

Chu Qingzhi suddenly hugged him like a child and cried, apologizing while crying: "I'm sorry, Axu, I'm sorry, I really know I was wrong, please don't drive me away... Forgive me, Axu..."

Liang Xusheng was hugged by a grown man crying, and he didn't know what to do for a moment.

After a long time, hearing that his voice was hoarse, Liang Xusheng finally relented and raised his hand to pat him on the shoulder: "Don't cry, what does a big man look like when he cries like this? Let go of me first, Say something well."

Chu Qingzhi cried for a while, and the knot in his heart seemed to be relieved a little, and he didn't feel so uncomfortable anymore.When he looked at Liang Xusheng again, he felt a feeling of finding something lost.

Liang Xusheng couldn't help touching his red eyes from crying, and sighed, "You're 27, and you're still crying like a child. How can you tell me to be so cruel? You are so cruel yourself. He just left, without even saying a word."

When you love someone, you can just let it go, and you are alone in a foreign country. When you return to the nightmare, there is always that person's gentle smile hidden at the end of the nightmare.Liang Xusheng rescued him from the unbearable past, but he perfidiously abandoned the other party in his sweetness.

Chu Qingzhi also suffered a lot in this matter, but it was nothing compared to Liang Xusheng.He rubbed the man's warm hand and said, "I was wrong, I shouldn't have left you and left. Give me another chance, Axu."

Liang Xusheng slowly withdrew his hand, and opened the car door in silence: "Get in the car, and we'll talk about it when we go home."

Chu Qingzhi breathed a sigh of relief, since he said so, he would not drive away his intentions, so he quickly got into the car.