[mouse cat] doll

The real person in my heart

Su Hong kept looking at the changes on his face, resting her slender fingers on the softly curved jaw, she smiled a half-smile. "About the marriage, you don't need to rush to answer me, although my grandma cares more, and even sent a gift." She took out a black silk velvet box from her bag and opened it. Inside was a pair of pearls and sparkling diamonds. Platinum necklace inlaid with flower petal pendants. "This is MIKIMOTO's new style. As you know, my grandma has always been fond of pearls." Su Hong raised half of her eyebrows and shrugged, calling the waiter to order.

Bai Yutang nodded slowly. MIKIMOTO, the most well-known jewelry brand in Japan, has always focused on the design of pearls. Su Hong’s grandmother lives in Japan all year round, and she is full of obsessive appreciation for Japanese pearls. It is completely within his expectation that she would choose this brand of jewelry.

This was a signal for Grandma Su Hong to urge her to get married. However, his mood was very complicated and strange—a feeling of guilt and understatement at the same time that he wanted to stay out of the matter.

"Very beautiful." Bai Yutang's answer was very general, it was a point of view that a stranger would express when he saw beautiful jewelry, but it should not be given to his girlfriend.But Su Hong didn't say anything, and put away the jewelry box with an attitude that didn't notice Bai Yutang's subtle state of mind.

"When I saw this necklace, I thought of Baileys, but it's a pity that there is no one here, otherwise I would really like to have a drink." She squinted her eyes and said lightly. The most common way to drink that wine is to slowly pour VODKA along the side of the glass Irish cream whiskey, and then ignite the vodka floating on the surface with a lit match, and the flames presented to people are jumping and erratic white, flickering dimly and flickeringly.

"Red wine is also good." After the waiter brought the order, Bai Yutang gently shook the red wine in the tall crystal glass and took a sip. "But I don't understand. Is there any relationship between Baileys and that necklace?" He looked at Su Hong suspiciously.

Su Hong's nails touched the cherry red lips, and then she held up the wine glass to observe the state of soaking in red wine. "VODKA is crystal clear in color, not sweet, not bitter, not astringent, full of flame-like stimulation, but after being fused with Baileys, it instantly changes into another rich and fragrant taste; diamonds always proudly show off their luxurious brilliance , but the warm pearls endow it with a dusty and elegant appeal, and they are things that can never meet."

When she said these words, she seemed to be very casual, with a slight smile. "To be honest, there's no need to put pressure on marrying me." Shaking her head lightly, Su Hong said charmingly, "So what? It's not that things that can't be combined in the first place can't be combined, right? ?You can care about someone you really want to care about, whether it's the first one in your heart or the second one." She blinked thoughtfully, with a pun in her words. "All that matters is what you think, and what I value is what you think I am, and you have to give me an answer."

Bai Yutang looked at her, she looked at him with such penetrating eyes, as if she already knew something, he would be invisible from head to toe, from inside to outside.In Bai Yutang's eyes, Su Hong at this moment is like a monster with insight into people's hearts. "Of course a person can only love one person in a lifetime. Loving two people is asking for trouble." After he was stunned, he gritted his teeth and frowned. "Su Hong, what are you talking about?"

"I'm asking you for an answer!" Su Hong smiled, "I asked you what's not happy, and you deliberately avoided answering. To be honest, although we have known each other for many years, when you look at What was going on in my mind when I was with you..." She looked at the ceiling, paused, then shrugged and said, "I just feel that it has nothing to do with me whether you are happy or not, or what you want."

"Who said no..." Bai Yutang paused in the middle of his sentence, showing an unnatural expression.He paused, his brows furrowed even tighter, and he looked at Su Hong with contradictions in his eyes. "Don't you think it's wrong to have two people in your heart?"

Su Hong shook her head, and looked at Bai Yutang strangely, making him even more uncomfortable. "What the hell are you looking at?"

"There is someone in your heart." Su Hong stared and thought for a while, then said in a reproachful tone: "Don't you know it yourself? There is someone in your heart, but it's not me."

"Don't talk nonsense!" Bai Yutang was slightly startled, "When will I..."

"Bai Yutang, I know your character too well. When will you think carefully about the question of whether two people are 'right'?!" Su Hong shook her finger, "Don't try to justify, when we used to You never said anything like that in any of the issues you talked about. Now you subconsciously feel that 'there are two people in your heart' is not right, not because I told you to get married. Our nominal relationship has also lasted for several years Now, don't you just now think that I am your girlfriend, will we get married? If you have the heart, you should remember that I told you that two people don't necessarily have to get married when they are together. Have you forgotten? "

She looked at people with weird eyes, and felt helpless for Bai Yutang's "not paying attention". "It was never real between us, you are falling in love with someone you really want, and you think about that person a lot, and you can say something like 'it's not right to have two people in your heart', it can be seen That person holds a lot of weight in your heart."

Hearing this, Bai Yutang's mood was suddenly shaken, and then he was at a loss.He's already in love with someone else?Who is he in love with?Bai Yutang seemed to be dreaming. Although he wanted to help Su Hong at the beginning, he had never thought about other things carefully in these years. Could it be because of that person that he realized that he and Su Hong could not sublimate their childhood sweethearts to a real relationship?He wanted to give that person a complete heart. Who did he... fall in love with?Bai Yutang muttered to himself, a figure suddenly flashed in his mind, his heart beat wildly, how could it be possible?How could it be that person?He suddenly felt that his spiritual world was in chaos, leaving only the feeling of not knowing what to do.

Su Hong looked at Bai Yutang's absent-minded appearance, and comforted her with some reluctance: "I just want you to recognize your own heart and give me an explanation." She shrugged emotionally again. , "In my heart, I only care about what the person I want thinks of me." This doesn't mean no regrets, people like her never do, it's just because she is a very simple and honest person about feelings. A neat woman.

This is different from Bai Yutang's thoughts on feelings, he is a person who demands and wants everything.He will not only ask that person to be around, but also ask for fit, understanding, communication, and finally ask himself to be the person he needs most.

Su Hong showed a look of rejoicing and complacency, "It's okay, I don't have to marry a man who doesn't love me, even though I know he has always been nice to me. It's a pity, it's still different after all." Walking out of the restaurant After that, she snapped her fingers nonchalantly, looked at Bai Yutang and smiled. "I'll call my grandma later and tell my grandma that the two of us broke up."

Bai Yutang watched people silently, not knowing what to say.

Before leaving, Su Hong raised her eyebrows, and curled her lips to reveal a charming look. "You, go back and forth from where, get that person back, otherwise your soul will never be complete."

From where to where?

……

Su Hong must have colluded with his fourth brother.

Bai Yutang felt a little dazed, a little restless, a little lost.

But after talking with Su Hong, he felt a sense of relief. As for the other things, he didn't want to delve into it for the time being. As for the feeling in his heart that was about to come out and was deliberately held down, he left it to Tianbianyue to get a glimpse of it for the time being. Bar!

I counted the time with my fingers, I haven't seen Zhan Zhao for a long time, I don't know how he is...

It's all false to say that you don't miss it or worry about it.

But doing is different from thinking. It is difficult to be calm and open-minded when thinking about a person.

Knowing that Zhan Zhao is still on a business trip and has not returned, Bai Yutang opens the door he hasn't entered in almost three months.The property management company hires people to clean the stairs and aisles every day, and the door and the external glass are also cleaned, so the door is very clean.

The room where Bai Yutang slept remained intact.Before Zhan Zhao left, he covered the beds and furniture in the two rooms with cloth to block a lot of dust.But after all, it is a house that has been unoccupied for several months, and the unsheltered living room is still covered with a layer of dust.

On the day I came back, the weather conditions also changed rapidly.The sky was fine in the morning, but in the afternoon it began to be cloudy. When he was looking for cleaning tools to clean the house, the wind and rain outside the house became more and more severe. Same.Turn on the mobile phone and browse the news online. The weather forecast reminds that tonight is strong convective weather with heavy precipitation and strong wind.

Bai Yutang snorted, it was a late warning.At this moment, the electric light chirped a few times, and then suddenly the whole room went dark—it happened that the house leaked continuously, and it was impossible for the circuit box of this kind of advanced community to leak, but other accidents could not be avoided!

All in all, a piece of crap - blackout.

I called the property company to report for repairs, saying that the wind is too strong now, and I have to wait for the rain to stop before I can come here.Based on the idea that it is better to save oneself than to wait for others to save him, Bai Yutang decided to toss the circuit box by himself.When I got out, I found out that the electrical appliances in a house downstairs were careless, and the circuit tripped, causing power outages on the upper and lower floors.Turn off the power supply of that house, connect the blown fuse, and then turn on the switch again.

When the room was bright again, there was a "cracking" sound like broken glass or ceramics falling from the floor-to-ceiling windows of the balcony facing south.Bai Yutang remembered that there were several potted plants there, but there should be no strong wind blowing in that place at the moment, so why did there suddenly be the sound of debris falling?And it doesn't sound like it slipped down naturally.

Is anyone on the... balcony...?

After thinking about it, Bai Yutang walked over, opened the French windows and turned on the lights on the balcony. The bonsai that had been placed on the balcony was indeed broken on the ground.At this time, there was a "boom" in the sky, and the lightning flashed, and something in the white light jumped up suddenly, bringing along the shattered tiles on the ground, and he grabbed the thing by feeling, "Wow...crack...meow -"

Meow?Bai Yutang was taken aback, was Zhan Zhao's cat hiding on the balcony?However, after picking it up, he looked at the thing in surprise—it wasn't Zhan Zhao's white cat Binky, but a milk cat that might not be full moon, only the size of a palm, with gray fur.Looking cold and hungry, he nestled in Bai Yutang's arms and let out a slight "meow".

"Little guy, how did you come in?" Bai Yutang raised his eyebrows, turned around and entered the door to find a towel to wrap the little milk cat and put it on the sofa.Where did this cat come from?Originally, he didn't like cats very much. When he saw cats, he felt stomachache, toothache, spine pain, and body pain...

But now... this little kitten looks really pitiful.

Bai Yutang dried the kitten's body with another towel, and planned to wait for the rain to stop before going to buy some cat milk powder and other things to raise it.The kitten looked at Bai Yutang with very obedient eyes, and meowed softly. "You don't need to thank me." He scratched the kitten's jaw, "If you want to thank me, just thank Zhanzhao!"

After cleaning the potted soil and debris from the balcony, the moment he was about to dump the trash into the trash can, Bai Yutang caught a glimpse of the contents of the trash can—there were two white medicine bottles in the garbage bag that was still clean.He picked it up suspiciously and saw that the two medicine bottles were exactly the same, both of which were Valium medicine bottles.

It was sleeping pills, of course Bai Yutang knew about it.

His heart sank suddenly, what happened to Zhan Zhao when he was not around?He knew that Zhan Zhao had never slept well, but since when did he have to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep?

His heart was suddenly very chaotic, and Bai Yutang didn't care about the jet lag at this time, he couldn't help but took out his mobile phone and dialed Zhan Zhao's mobile phone. He knew Zhan Zhao's contact information, but Zhan Zhao never knew his.In order not to expose fourth brother's lies, Bai Yutang never used his communication tools in front of Zhan Zhao.

"Hey?"

It was almost noon when Zhan Zhao was there, and he didn't expect it to be Bai Yutang's call at first.

"Zhan Zhao, I'm Bai Yutang..." Bai Yutang opened his mouth. He originally wanted to ask Zhan Zhao about sleeping pills, but he couldn't say anything when he got to his mouth.Holding the two medicine bottles tightly in his hand, he was silent for a moment before saying word by word: "... I heard that you have been away on business for a long time, when will you be back?"

Hearing Bai Yutang's voice, Zhan Zhao was really stunned for a long time. His silence was longer than Bai Yutang's, but luckily it wasn't too long. "Four more days."

"Okay, I'll wait for you to come back." Bai Yutang suppressed all the thoughts in his heart, took a deep breath, "Be careful, do you need me to pick you up?"

"It's okay." Zhan Zhao's question came from the other end of the phone, "Bai Yutang, why did you think of calling me?"

"Is it strange?" Bai Yutang asked him.

"No..." Zhan Zhao replied, "I'm just not used to it." He seemed to be a little uneasy all of a sudden, "You don't have to... worry..." He whispered the word "worry", Can feel it very clearly, because he was surprised.

Bai Yutang felt very awkward, and the indescribable feeling of irritability surfaced in his heart again. Although Zhan Zhao didn't clearly show that there was anything strange about him, he couldn't help being happy anymore.He is very concerned about Zhan Zhao's feelings now, because he knows that he is sensitive and depressed by nature, and it is too easy to kill his own mood because of various situations or because of others.

He will not take the initiative to fight for anything, he will just do his duty safely, and never think of other things that can actually be changed.

Bai Yutang suddenly felt distressed.

The two hung up the call without saying a few words.

Zhan Zhao on the other end stared at the phone for a few moments, then turned to look at the hazy world outside the window.A layer of white mist, so vast that the outline of the sky can't be seen, this kind of weather can easily stir up the silent loneliness in people's hearts, as well as some dusty memories or moods in the bottom of my heart.

He originally thought that it would be impossible to meet Bai Yutang again, when he finally managed to forget that person.

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