sun washed by spring rain

30. (22)

Zhang Ke's vomiting problem became more and more serious.

In the beginning, he just felt nauseous when he smelled the smell while cooking, but now, basically the first thing he does when he wakes up every morning is hold the toilet and retch.

Retching in the morning is relatively comfortable, at least he didn't eat anything, and what he vomited was only sour water, but at other times, as long as he ate something, he would vomit it out again after a short time.

The food that has just been eaten and has not had time to be digested is naturally not good-looking when it is spit out. The food is mixed with stomach acid and rushed out of the stomach and across the throat. Every time Zhang Ke's eyes are covered with bloodshot eyes, stomach and throat It's also hot and spicy.

Zhang Ke has always been careless, and never cares about these minor disasters and illnesses.His physical condition has always been good, and he does not take injections or medicines when he is sick. He usually lasts for two days and he gets over it by himself.

This time he is the same, thinking that stomach flu is not a big problem, since he vomits after eating it, he just doesn't eat it.

In this way, Zhang Ke tried for two days, did not eat, and continued to cook and work, but this time he seemed to overestimate his physical condition. After delivering the food today, he was so weak that he couldn't even ride a bicycle.

Zhang Ke stopped his bicycle and sat on the tiles by the side of the road.

After a busy day, Zhang Ke really didn't have much energy left. Zhang Ke rubbed his swollen head and sat on the side of the road, staring at the passers-by on the road in a daze...

Seeing Yan Qianming's new girlfriend that day, Zhang Ke couldn't tell what he felt... After that day, Yan Qianming also went to him again, but he didn't mention the girlfriend, and the two of them were tacitly silent.

It was also from then on that Zhang Ke felt what it meant to be truly self-deceiving... Standing next to them, he always seemed like a superfluous person.They seem to have two styles of painting, and the self who forcibly entered this picture seems so out of place.

And then...they didn't go crazy mechanically when they met like a while ago.Zhang Ke didn't mention it, and Yan Qianming didn't ask... They seem to have resumed the relationship between old friends, familiar and strange again...

There was some soreness in the lower abdomen, which made Zhang Ke unable to lift up his whole body.

Is your body really not as good as before?

It seems that this minor illness is not as easy to overcome as before, but it is getting more and more serious. Although he thinks it is not a big deal, he now feels nauseous when he cooks, and he has to wear a thick mask every time. Continue to do it... This has more or less affected the work, the face of the proprietress has changed in the past few days...

Thinking of this, Zhang Ke's complexion also changed. He is not in the mood to get sick now, but it won't get better if he insists on it like this. After all, it is not a solution.

Forget it, get off work, go check and check...

Zhang Ke stood up slowly and rode the bike.Even going to see a doctor is afraid of delaying work and causing trouble for others...

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It was still early, and the sky had already become a bit gray.The days are getting shorter and shorter, it seems... It's almost autumn again...

Zhang Ke came out of the hospital gate in a daze with the medical examination form from the hospital. The scene just now still made him unforgettable for a long time...

It was just a routine checkup, but somehow the nurse told him to transfer to the obstetrics department... However, when he was still feeling cold because of the words "obstetrics class", the doctor had already got his physical examination form in his hand .

He didn't understand what the doctor meant by positive, but he understood in layman's terms...he was pregnant...

Zhang Ke shook his head, as if he still couldn't accept this fact.

pregnant?So... he just vomited every now and then?Can't eat... Can't sleep well, and sometimes the lower abdomen is sour?

It may be because the last pregnancy was careful enough, and every period was taken care of so well that Zhang Ke didn't have any pregnancy reaction from the beginning to the end.At that time, someone helped him remember all the moments that should be paid attention to. He was almost at the mercy of others, so he never paid attention to it...

Zhang Ke sat on the flower bed by the side of the road again... He looked at the inspection report in his hand in a daze, and then unconsciously covered his lower abdomen with his free hand.

Being pregnant again, he really never thought about it... Having sex with Yan Qianming is really a kind of vent because he can't get it.

Yan Qianming has always refused to accept men with a fertile physique... And Zhang Ke seemed to automatically block this information when he was with him, and he was confused by impulsiveness, sadness, loss and wishful thinking... I just remembered that the few times he and Yan Qianming had met again, it seemed that he had never done anything... He himself had forgotten all of these...

This child...is his and Yan Qianming's child, Zhang Ke held his belly and smiled lightly.

He thought that in this generation he would be alone and helpless.

He thought that if he didn't get Yan Qianming's love, he would never feel any love again...

Now, he had a child, a child that was all his, his own...

"Brother, I have wronged you these days, but don't worry, I will never treat you badly again..." Zhang Ke raised the corner of his mouth slightly.How could he have known that the little embryo in his belly would be a boy or girl, but this was the first time he greeted this child, so he wanted to call it that, because he felt that he would definitely treat his child as a good friend in the future Get along with the form, not as a strict father.

"It's so good...it's so good..."

31. (23)

Ever since he knew of the existence of this child, Zhang Ke began to hide from Yan Qianming intentionally or unintentionally.

For nothing else, Zhang Ke just wanted the child to be born smoothly.

Yan Qianming has always been unable to accept a man with a fertile physique, Zhang Ke is very clear about this.

After their first relationship, Yan Qianming's first words were about this.After that, Zhang Ke asked this question again before leaving as a surrogate... The other party's position was very clear. Zhang Ke still remembers what he said at that time, and he dare not gamble...

Maybe, because of this child, the relationship between him and Yan Qianming will be completely broken, but Zhang Ke can't take care of that much anymore. This child has formed a firm support in his heart, which makes his heart, which is almost ashamed, regain confidence. There are some signs of resurgence, and now he is not without a way out... At least, at the end of the retreat, there will be this child who will accompany him, and he will not blindly give and get nothing...

Apart from Yan Qianming, Zhang Ke didn't intend to tell anyone about his having a child. He is a big man who is not afraid of any gossip, but he wants to avoid everything that might hurt the child.

Zhang Ke began to be more careful, and tried his best to recall all the things that needed attention during the last pregnancy.

In the previous examination, the doctor said that his condition was not very good. He had an abnormal pregnancy before, had a pregnancy reduction operation, and then had a cesarean section because of dystocia.Although the recuperation was very good afterwards, it also had some impact on the palace body, coupled with the recent period of overwork and malnutrition, Zhang Ke's health is also good, otherwise this child is really not good. Know if you can be healthy.

Zhang Ke was a little scared after hearing the doctor's words. He began to increase his food intake. Even if he vomited it out after eating, he would still force himself to eat more. As for being too tired...

At present, he can't stop working. It's one aspect to prevent Yan Qianming and others from being suspicious, and another aspect.

He still has to work, he needs money, and he may need more after the child is born. He can't let Yan Qianming know, and maybe he will hide for a while... Zhang Ke thought, he would work until his stomach became obvious, and then hide stand up……

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Yan Qianming hasn't seen Zhang Ke for almost two months.He could feel that Zhang Ke should be avoiding him...

Zhang Ke would still come to deliver food every day, but it would be different from Yan Qianming's time of entry and exit every time. He would no longer bring out an extra portion for Yan Qianming, nor would he wait for Yan Qianming.

After a long time, Yan Qianming will naturally feel strange. He called Zhang Ke, but the other party was either unable to connect, no one answered, or he answered the phone and said a few words before hanging up.

But just like that, Yan Qianming couldn't feel that Zhang Ke was dismissing him.Every time the man answered the phone, he kept apologizing to himself. The reasons he said were reasonable, and even though he was cold, he couldn't get angry anymore.

That person seems to be busier than himself...

From then on, Yan Qianming didn't seem to see Zhang Ke directly. Every day when he got off work at noon, all he saw was the figure of that man riding a bicycle away. He seemed to be in a hurry and wouldn't stop for a moment...

For some reason, Yan Qianming felt a little empty in his heart... He was also surprised that he couldn't meet each other like this, shouldn't he breathe a sigh of relief?Zhang Ke didn't say anything, and he didn't have to go to Zhang Ke frequently.No need to worry about Zhang Ke telling him when he wants to go to bed.Don't worry about being awkward when you meet Zhang Keying...

Why, when it’s time to stop using it, I’m actually a little bit lost… a little sad…

……

Yan Qianming worked overtime very late again that day, and Zhang Keying had already started preparing for graduation in advance, so he seldom came to see him recently.Yan Qianming smiled, saying it was preparation, but in fact it was just a show. Zhang Keying should not have to wait until graduation to come to the company for an internship. Her father has already paved the way for her to go, just like herself back then.

Yan Qianming shrunk his neck while walking on the road, time really passed by quickly, and the weather started to get cold again...

A cool breeze blowing by your ears is always refreshing, especially at night.Yan Qianming was walking on the side of the road, and unknowingly came to the familiar dumpling restaurant... At this moment, there was a sound in his stomach because of hunger, and Yan Qianming laughed at himself, and walked in.

Over the past few years, the dumpling restaurant has been renovated and completely changed its appearance, but the dumplings still taste the same.

Yan Qianming sat by the window.It was very late, and there were no other customers here except him.The old TV in the dumpling restaurant hadn’t been replaced yet. The boss turned on the TV after serving his dumplings. The rustling sound of the old TV was accompanied by the steaming dumplings in front of him, which seemed to bring back memories one after another.

"Boss, bring me some beers!"

Yan Qianming shouted.The more the dumplings are paired with the wine, the more delicious they are, but now, he doesn't want to have them. He just wants to get rid of those images that are constantly playing back like movies in his mind.

32. (24)

When Zhang Ke received the call and rushed to the dumpling restaurant, he saw such a scene.Yan Qianming lay on the table and fell asleep soundly, while the owner of the dumpling shop stood by and watched, helpless.

Zhang Ke really couldn't laugh or cry.

This person drank too much here, unexpectedly fell asleep here, the owner of the dumpling restaurant couldn't wake him up even after calling him for a long time, so he had no choice but to take Yan Qianming's mobile phone, and dial the most frequently contacted number Passed over and asked the person on the other side of the phone to come here to pick him up.

Zhang Ke was also speechless. I don't know why he received a call from Yan Qianming in the middle of the night. He thought it was something urgent at such a late hour, but when he got through, it was not Yan Qianming who called, but asked him to pick him up.

……

"Sorry to trouble you." There was no other way, Zhang Ke could only laugh with others, settled the bill again, and helped Yan Qianming out of the store.

In my impression, this is the first time Yan Qianming has been drunk?Zhang Ke couldn't remember clearly, he only knew that this person would cause trouble for himself every time he was drunk, and he was never an exception...

Zhang Ke supported Yan Qianming, the two walked crookedly, Yan Qianming was drunk, his feet seemed to be stepping on floating clouds, limp, Zhang Ke put his arms on his shoulders, and walked forward with difficulty.

Zhang Ke was a little taller than Yan Qianming, and when Yan Qianming's arm came up, Zhang Ke had to bend over unconsciously.

He was not drunk this time like the previous few times, he would say a few words in a daze, crying and howling. Zhang Ke took it away.

After all, Yan Qianming was an adult man, and he was taken away so dizzy that almost all of his weight was on Zhang Ke's body.

The two were walking like this, Yan Qianming's knees suddenly bent again, and he fell to the side. Zhang Ke didn't support him, and he just fell to the side of the road with his upper body leaning against the flower bed.

"Hey..." Zhang Ke looked at Yan Qianming and sighed loudly.

"When will you save me some trouble..."

Zhang Ke squatted down and looked at Yan Qianming who was lying there, then straightened up and looked at the side of the road.

It was very late now, and the location of this road was very remote, and there were no vehicles or pedestrians passing by for a long time.There are only the two of them here, and the dim street lights...

"I really want to just throw you here, and let you taste what it's like to be frozen on the street all night!"

Knowing that the man can't hear anything now, Zhang Ke still complained while crossing his arms.

The scene now is so familiar... It reminded him of that winter, that year's Christmas... He waited in front of the venue with a concert ticket that cost him a month's salary I stayed with this person for half a night, but I didn't wait... When I wanted to go back, the street was just like now, without any vehicles, and no one was there... And I just slept on the street all night, without a single person. people intervene...

"Some people are really born with good luck..." Zhang Ke shook his head, then fixed his eyes on his almost four-month-old belly.

"Look at you dad, I'm really blind...why, I can't ignore him..."

Zhang Ke sighed again, Yan Qianming had already slept into a puddle of mud, it was probably impossible to help him up and let him walk, Zhang Ke thought about it, pulled Yan Qianming up from the ground, and carried him on his back superior.

"You said that the owner of the dumpling restaurant is really strange. Why did you call me? Why didn't you call your girlfriend..." Zhang Ke walked slowly while talking behind Yan Qianming's back. The tone of these words was a bit yin and yang, and he coughed twice in embarrassment.

"Can you f*ck stop drinking...how can you pretend to drink like shit? It happens every time! What troubles do you encounter again? When will the problem of using alcohol to relieve your worries be changed? Do you think there will always be someone around?" Are you following your ass to clean up the mess? Heh, I...is also ridiculous..."

Zhang Ke walked all the way and talked all the way, as if he wanted to say everything he wanted to say while Yan Qianming couldn't hear it, as if if he didn't say it now, he would have no chance to say it in the future.

"Zhang... Ke... Zhang..." Yan Qianming muttered a few words on his back, as if he was talking in sleep again, and couldn't hear clearly, but Zhang Ke was taken aback.

"Are you...calling her? Or...I...don't be like this, it's easy to be misunderstood, I'll think you're calling me." Zhang Ke smiled wryly, the future is really unknown, for this Son, maybe everything between him and Yan Qianming is over.

But don't give me hope until it's over...

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Yan Qianming woke up with a hangover headache, surrounded by an unfamiliar environment, looking around, he was the only one in the room, it was not difficult to recognize that this was just an ordinary chain hotel...

Pressing his painfully painful head, Yan Qianming tried his best to recall everything about yesterday...

He went to the dumpling restaurant after working overtime, and his mood suddenly became a little weird.Then, he ordered a lot of beer, and then... seemed to feel a spacious and warm shoulder...

Yan Qianming was dumbfounded for a moment, then quickly took out his mobile phone and checked the latest call.

Last night, at a time when he had no memory of it, the first one on the phone call was indeed that person's number...

"Zhang Ke, Zhang Ke." Yan Qianming yelled twice, but no one answered. He was sure that he was indeed the only one in the room.

Then... did I actually call that person before I was completely drunk?

Yan Qianming laughed at himself with a hint of imperceptible bitterness at the corner of his mouth.I owe him again...

The phone was still fiddling with in his hand, and the number was placed first in the call log, which was particularly conspicuous.

Why did Zhang Ke start avoiding him recently?He wanted to know, but... he was not qualified to ask.