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27. (19)

Yan Qianming's work was not going well all afternoon, and he couldn't help but think over and over again about what happened at noon.Zhang Ke's disappointed eyes... I may have gone too far...

Yan Qianming didn't know what was going on with himself, he lost his composure at noon, he was afraid that Zhang Ke would embarrass him and look down on Zhang Ke?If that was the case, he couldn't have become good friends with Zhang Ke when they were in high school, and how could they be entangled until now... But he couldn't deny that it was still his self-esteem that was at work.

Since those things happened one after another, Yan Qianming's life has plummeted, and his heart has inevitably become very sensitive. He cares about other people's eyes all the time, he is afraid of being looked down upon by others, and he is also afraid that others will secretly discuss it behind his back. he……

It may be because of this sensitive psychology that when he saw Zhang Ke and his colleagues in that place at the same time, he instinctively wanted to escape. He knew in his heart that in the hearts of those colleagues, he had always been useless and could only Relying on the relationship, but because of the face of the boss, no one dared to speak out.

He was afraid that those people would use Zhang Ke to laugh at him... It would be a kind of harm to Zhang Ke... But maybe his way of doing things was not right, and he did have a little fear of embarrassment in his heart, so he didn't blame Zhang Ke Would say that about him today.

Yan Qianming felt very sorry. Although he was strong, he was not the kind of person who would not admit that he made a mistake.He has always cared about Zhang Ke.

It wasn't once or twice that he bowed his head in front of Zhang Ke. Yan Qianming had nothing to be ashamed of. He was ready to go to Zhang Ke after work and apologize to him.

Yan Qianming knew Zhang Ke's current residence, and he was always the first to tell Yan Qianming about his movements, but this time he hadn't had time to tell about his coming out to sell food.

Yan Qianming carried a large bag in his hand and searched for Zhang Ke's address for a long time before he found Zhang Ke's current residence. He looked at the surrounding environment and couldn't help frowning.

Here is a group of tube buildings, the building is a bit dilapidated, it must have looked old, he walked up the steep stairs, found one of the tube buildings, and knocked lightly on the door.

The door opened very quickly, almost the moment Yan Qianming finished knocking, he saw the person inside the door.

Zhang Ke should have just left work not long ago, and he hadn't taken off the takeaway work clothes he was wearing when he saw him at noon. He was stunned when he saw Yan Qianming outside the door, and then said expressionlessly, come in.

Yan Qianming didn't say anything, just nodded and followed in.This room is very small and old, basically there is nothing else except a bed, a table and chairs and a bathroom. Seriously, the room was tidy and almost spotless.

"Why are you here? Don't you dislike the person who lost you in this small place?" Yan Qianming came in, but Zhang Ke didn't greet him, and sat on the bed by himself, even talking with his back to the person , obviously the anger has not subsided.

Yan Qianming knew he was in the wrong, so he wasn't angry. He put everything in his hand on the table before talking to him.

"Don't be angry. I admit that I was wrong this time. I lost my temper and caused you difficulties... But all these years, when have I looked down on you and thought you were ashamed? I am really stressed now. You have also seen the attitude of those people towards me, I..."

"You always have so many reasons for me to believe you..." Zhang Ke replied weakly, he didn't understand Yan Qianming, but today he really felt wronged, the kind of wanting to be ignored, The grievance of being dumped.

"Then you trust me, don't be angry..." Yan Qianming smiled, but Zhang Ke's uncoordinated words made him confused.

"Do you miss me?" Zhang Ke's voice was talking, without any tone, he didn't turn his head, and still turned his back to Yan Qianming.

"I... I miss you, of course I miss you, and I've always missed you the year you left." Yan Qianming's expression was taken for granted, nothing special.On the contrary, Zhang Ke suddenly stood up and approached Yan Qianming, his eyes locked on him tightly.

"You know what kind of thinking I'm talking about! You know what I want to ask! You know what my feelings for you are! Do you want me or not?!" Zhang Ke was no longer calm before, his words said I was so excited that even looking at Yan Qianming's eyes turned red.

"I... Zhang Ke, don't do this..." Yan Qianming stepped back subconsciously.Yes, he knows, he knows everything, but he really has no way to respond to Zhang Ke's feelings for him, and he also regrets that they had a relationship before... But, he thought, after a long time, they separated again For more than a year, Zhang Ke has let go, they are still good brothers...

"Don't be like this... Then what do you want me to do? Do you still pretend that nothing happened? You have a new girlfriend, don't you need me anymore? Can she satisfy you?" Zhang Ke growled , Almost just for a moment, he hugged Yan Qianming and kissed him hard.

"You, calm down." Yan Qianming pushed Zhang Ke away forcefully, panting a little unevenly, he looked at him, trying to calm himself down.

"Zhang Ke, before, it was my fault and it was all my fault. You can beat me and scold me if you want, but we are buddies, and we are both men. How can we have such feelings?"

"Why not? What's wrong with men? Men can have children now, what else can't they do?!" Zhang Ke was pushed away violently, and his mouth left Yan Qianming's lips, still a little sour.

"Yes, but, have you considered my feelings? I... have always regarded you as a buddy, how can you make me fall in love with you?" Yan Qianming was also anxious, and he also yelled at Zhang Ke .Zhang Ke's sudden kiss just now was a bit violent, and he hasn't reacted until now.

Zhang Ke took a few steps back in a daze, blinked his red eyes, and then said as if talking to himself: "Then... it's okay to have no feelings, no feelings... I don't ask for your feelings anymore , let’s just be □□.”

"What did you say?" Yan Qianming was stunned, and couldn't believe his ears.

"I said, I don't ask you to like me anymore. If you don't have feelings, let's be sex. We only go to bed and don't talk about feelings." Zhang Ke twitched the corners of his mouth, smiling bitterly. If you can't get your heart, you can get your body. up.

"Do you know what you're talking about? Although...although we have done...but, if we have always had this relationship, then..."

"I'm not a fucking saint. I have done so much for you, and now I want you to repay me! That's right, haven't I never done it before? Didn't I make you comfortable?" Zhang Ke's mind was blank now, he just Wanting to keep Yan Qianming, he no longer knew what he was talking about.

"You, don't force me... Are you trying to make us unable to be friends?" Yan Qianming's eyes were also red, but he had never seen such a paranoid Zhang.

"Don't do it if you can't do it. I will give you two choices now! Either, you can return the 50 yuan I gave you now, and we will never communicate with each other forever, or we will still Friends, or buddies, but we are the first, you sleep with me! You choose." After finishing speaking in one breath, Zhang Ke took a deep breath, and he almost collapsed on the ground like a deflated balloon.

"You forced me! You actually used money to force me. You know that I haven't come out yet... Heh, I really thought you were so kind and really didn't ask for anything in return." Yan Qianming shook his head and looked at Zhang Ke. There was also some anger in his eyes.

"Since you can't get it out, choose the second one. Why are you so naive? How can there be people in this world who do things without expecting anything in return?" Zhang Ke smiled almost to tears.

"Oh, okay, since you want to be raped so much, then I will satisfy you!"

28. (20)

Both of them seemed to have suppressed it for a long time, and this time they were both exhausted and sweating profusely.Zhang Ke supported his sore waist with both hands and sat up slowly. The stains on the sheets were already unsightly, and the hot fluid flowing from the bottom of his body when he straightened up a little bit was enough to reveal the madness they had just experienced.

"Go and clean it up, or you will have diarrhea..." Yan Qianming, who was lying next to him, seemed to have seen this exciting and confusing scene. He turned around and lay on his side with his back to Zhang Ke, unable to hear the sound. What is the tone.

Zhang Ke glanced at Yan Qianming's sweat-covered back and hummed, then propped himself up on the bed and tried to stand up, but his buttocks had just left the bed, and seemed to be involved in some sore spot, so he fell back down with a hiss.

Zhang Ke's entire facial features frowned, and Yan Qianming, who was next to him, also heard the sound, sat up and turned his head, with an expression of neither tolerance nor reluctance.

"You... Did you satisfy you this time? Are you happy?" Yan Qianming was still angry in his words. He originally cared about Zhang Ke's uncomfortable look, and he wanted to ask, do you feel pain? ?Did I hurt you?some type of.But after thinking about it again, isn't it all the fault of this person for making it into what it is now?Thinking of this, the taste of the words will change when they come out of the mouth.

"Yes, it's cool, aren't you cool too? Seeing that you have been holding back for so long, that young lady probably hasn't let you touch it yet?" Zhang Ke snorted softly, but Yan Qianming heard this The gunpowder-smelling words made him choke, and he even annoyed himself that he still wanted to care about him just now.

Yan Qianming was angry, the room was quiet for a while, only the sound of him breathing in, his eyes drifted back and forth uncomfortably, and once again noticed the more obvious scar on Zhang Ke's lower abdomen because of sitting.

"How did you get this work injury?"

At the first time, Yan Qianming noticed the new long scar on Zhang Ke's lower abdomen, and asked about it a long time ago, but Zhang Ke's answer at that time was just haha, and only said that this was his scar at that time. Suffering a work-related injury, he was in a hurry to do that kind of thing with Yan Qianming, and seeing his anxious look, Yan Qianming was also annoyed at the time, and made love with Zhang Ke fiercely, so he didn't mention it again. But this scar is really an eyesore, like a rough gully formed on Zhang Ke's smooth skin, which makes people have to pay attention, and it really destroys the beauty.

In fact, Yan Qianming knew in his heart that Zhang Ke got so much money in just one year, and he must have suffered a lot. He was grateful to Zhang Ke in his heart, and worked hard to let the funds be used in his own hands. The biggest effect is that after earning money, he will double and several times return it to Zhang Ke to compensate Zhang Ke, so that his suffering will not be in vain... As for the debt of favor... Yan Qianming thinks he can definitely do it too He helped Zhang Ke unconditionally, but he never thought of repaying it with emotion... But what he never expected was that he owed Zhang Ke, and after that, he couldn't figure out how to pay it back...

"Didn't you say that last time? It's the work-related injury. It looks serious. Otherwise, how could we get so much compensation?" Zhang Ke explained vaguely. He didn't let Yan Qianming see the panic in his eyes, and hurriedly The clothes that had been pulled aside were put on to block them.

"What kind of work injury? How did you suffer? What kind of work did you do? Why didn't you tell me clearly?" Yan Qianming looked at Zhang Ke's dodging behavior and felt uncomfortable. After all, the injury was for him. He should know.

"What? Do you feel sorry for me? Then repay me well in the future."

Zhang Ke put on that stubborn look again, Yan Qianming cast a glance at him, feeling helpless in his heart.

"Okay... I will repay you well."

"It's just that you can't repay with emotion, right? Then I... still lose money..." Zhang Ke smiled wryly, and the voice hit Yan Qianming's heart, making him feel even more sorry.

"Why do you want to humiliate yourself? Isn't it good for us to be good brothers? Don't you know what a twisted melon is not sweet?" Yan Qianming was in a hurry. He really didn't understand what Zhang Ke's head was thinking, and he never I thought he would be so paranoid and stubborn, but what about Yan Qianming himself?Wasn't she also defeated by his paranoia, following him around, doing things that only have desire but no emotion.

"I know, so I won't force you anymore, we just need sex." Zhang Ke said righteously, but in his heart he held a broken attitude. Their relationship will never go back to the past no matter what. It's gone... So it's better to be like this, to be frank and reveal the public, and save yourself from pretending to each other and embarrassing each other.

"You—!" Yan Qianming sighed, not knowing what to say anymore.

……

It's still the same chicken shredded clear soup noodles. Yan Qianming hasn't eaten it for a long time. It's very fragrant, and it still tastes like the one in memory...

"Don't stand there selling boxed meals in the future. It's hard work. I'll count the number of people who need to order meals in our company, and then you can deliver them directly every day..." Yan Qianming took a sip of the noodle soup and said slowly, He didn't look into Zhang Ke's eyes, he didn't know how long their strange relationship would last...Zhang Ke was kind to him, he seemed to be used to it...

If Zhang Ke was a woman...or if he hadn't been his good buddy from the beginning...then, it's possible to be together, right?

Since when did I feel less disgusted with the relationship between men?I even thought...if it wasn't for the deep-rooted feelings for Brother Zhang Kehao, then it would be okay to be together?Yan Qianming was taken aback by his own thought, and shook his head severely.

Zhang Ken let out a hum, but he also didn't dare to look up at Yan Qianming, he just lowered his head to pick up the noodles in the bowl, without any appetite for a bite.

29. (21)

The business of the small restaurant is gradually improving, especially the orders for takeaway are increasing.The proprietress no longer has a sad face all day long, and the store also specially recruited two work-study college students to do the delivery work.

Now Zhang Ke started to move to the kitchen again most of the time. Even the old teacher and father in the shop had to praise Zhang Ke's craftsmanship and started to learn from him.

Although the business is getting better and better now, and Zhang Ke is always busy researching and matching various dishes in the box lunch, he personally delivers the orders from Yan Qianming's company every day, rain or shine.

Because there are a lot of orders, all the ingredients that will be used today were prepared in the kitchen early in the morning. Zhang Ke also went to work early, and started the work at hand almost as soon as he arrived, but Zhang Ke may have gotten up a little late today. , rushed to the store in a hurry, the teacher and father had already processed almost all the ingredients, and it was almost cooked.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm late." Zhang Ke took a few breaths, because he was in a hurry, and he ran this part of the way. For some reason this morning, he was a little dizzy. When he woke up, he took a look. Alarm clock, it's almost eight o'clock.

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm ready, you can just copy it, the young man has overslept, have you had breakfast?" During this time, Zhang Ke got along well with this gentle teacher and father, handling the ingredients He didn't get angry after doing all the work, and he didn't forget to care about Zhang Ke.

"Oh, not yet. I overslept today. It's okay. I'm not hungry. Let's eat after cooking." Zhang Ke rubbed his head in embarrassment. His stomach is empty now, but he doesn't want to eat at all.

"Young people don't like to eat breakfast, okay, let's do it quickly." The teacher said and continued the work in hand. Zhang Ke nodded, changed his work clothes, washed his hands and started to work.

One of the characteristics of Chinese food is that there is a lot of oily smoke. Zhang Ke put the cut meat into a gorgon. For some reason, he smelled the fishy smell of the meat and felt a little nauseous. He thought it was because he didn’t eat breakfast in the morning and didn’t care. Putting the vegetables into the frying pan with a single brain, unexpectedly, before copying a few times, the strong smell irritated his nose, and a gust of sour water surged up from his stomach, Zhang Ke swallowed, trying hard to suppress the nausea I felt it, but the sour water seemed to have rushed to the throat, Zhang Ke couldn't help covering his mouth any longer, turned off the fire, ran to the trash can in the corner and retched loudly.

"What's wrong with you?" Teacher and father were also taken aback. Zhang Ke's veins popped, his stomach was empty and he couldn't vomit anything for a long time, but his face had already changed color.

"Hmm—I don't feel well in my stomach, it must be a stomach flu..." After a while, Zhang Ke finally patted his chest and straightened up.

"It's because you young people don't eat well, and almost half of you have stomach problems. Is it okay? Why don't I do it today." Zhang Ke's face was frighteningly pale, and his condition didn't look good. Teacher and father put down his hands I asked him about his job.

"It's okay, so many copies, how did you come here alone? I'm fine, but the smell makes my stomach a little nauseous. I'll go get a mask and put it on." Zhang Ke rubbed his convulsed stomach due to excessive force, The smell of cooking fumes in the kitchen could not dissipate for a long time, and I didn't feel any better after vomiting for a long time.Zhang Ke was a little puzzled, he had been a chef for several years, and he had already gotten used to the smell of oily smoke, how could he be so uncomfortable just smelling the smell of meat today?

Maybe drink some hot water and eat your stomach.Zhang Ke nodded at this thought, and went out to get the mask.

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When Zhang Ke goes to deliver food to Yan Qianming's company, he may not be able to see him every day.Zhang Ke usually put down his meal and left, while Yan Qianming basically went out to eat with Zhang Keying every day, so there was not much chance for the two to meet.

The quantity of boxed meals in the order is just right, but Zhang Ke will bring an extra one every time he delivers it, thinking that if Yan Qianming is there one day and wants to eat his cooked rice, he will bring it directly to him, but basically every day The one that I brought more than once was taken back intact.

Today is still the same, without seeing Yan Qianming, Zhang Ke delivered all the meals ordered by this company, and then tied the empty take-out box back to the back seat of the bicycle by himself, and there was still a portion left in the box. The one he brought to Yan Qianming.

Just when Zhang Ke got on his bicycle and was about to leave, unexpectedly, he heard Yan Qianming calling him. Zhang Ke was stunned for a moment and got out of the car.Sure enough, not far away, Yan Qianming was trotting towards him.

"Oh? Why are you here today? I didn't see you just now..." Zhang Ke asked strangely, but there was a happy smile on his face.

"Oh, I'm working late today... I just came out, thinking that you haven't left yet, is there anything else?" Yan Qianming smiled and pointed to the box in the back seat of Zhang Ke's car. Zhang Ke would prepare more for him every day He knew about making a copy, and he also told Zhang Ke that it would not be so troublesome, but Zhang Ke would still prepare it every day.He was indeed working late this morning. Looking at the time, it was almost noon, but Zhang Keying hadn't come to him yet, thinking that he probably wouldn't come today.

Zhang Keying didn't come today, and Yan Qianming happened to see Zhang Ke who was carrying a suitcase and was about to leave. He thought that Zhang Ke wouldn't be disappointed every day, and he didn't have an appointment at noon today, so Yan Qianming ran downstairs to chase him out.

"Yes, yes, it's still hot!" Zhang Ke laughed, and hurriedly untied the straps, and took out another copy from the box.

"Okay." Yan Qianming nodded and took it. He looked at Zhang Ke who was so happy because he took this lunch box, and suddenly felt a little sour in his heart.

"Hey, Qianming, you came out and waited for me. I'm sorry I'm late today!" Zhang Ke and Yan Qianming were both taken aback by the sudden voice. The short skirt ran to Yan Qianming's side and hugged his arm all at once.

Both Zhang Ke and Yan Qianming were stunned, and finally Yan Qianming came to his senses first, he smiled awkwardly, looked at Zhang Keying, then at Zhang Ke, not knowing what to do.

"Oh? Who is this handsome guy?" Following Yan Qianming's gaze, Zhang Keying finally noticed Zhang Ke who was still standing stupidly by the side.

After she finished speaking, she looked around. Zhang Ke was wearing work clothes, a bicycle was parked next to her, and there was a lunch box in Yan Qianming's hand. : "Oh, it turned out to be the little brother who delivered food. Oh, Qianming, I asked you to wait for me. The food outside is not clean, so don't eat it casually."

After Zhang Keying finished speaking in one breath, Yan Qianming became even more embarrassed. He twitched the corners of his mouth, looked directly at Zhang Keying and said, "He is the little brother who delivers food, but he is my friend. We have known each other since high school..." Yan Qianming said to Zhang Keying Then he looked at Zhang Ke again, scratching his head, not knowing how to speak to him.

"She is……"

"Oh, so you are Qianming's friend. I'm Zhang Keying, Yan Qianming's girlfriend." Zhang Keying introduced herself to Zhang Ke proudly. She didn't let go of Yan Qianming's arm, and she didn't want to go Shake hands with Zhang Ke.

Zhang Ke was stunned again, since the girl in front of him appeared, he had already guessed her identity, but Zhang Ke still couldn't get used to the fact that she was Yan Qianming's girlfriend from the girl's mouth.

"Oh... hello, my name is Zhang Ke..." Zhang Ke slowed down, and introduced himself in a daze. He didn't hear Zhang Keying's name clearly just now, and all his attention was on the word girlfriend. there.

"Oh? Your name is Zhang Ke...? Oh, what a coincidence?"

Zhang Ke didn't notice Zhang Keying's name, but Zhang Keying noticed it all at once, her expression suddenly became a little strange, she sneered, and looked at Yan Qianming with a puzzled look.

"Why... looking at me like that?" Zhang Keying looked over suddenly, Yan Qianming was a little terrified by her stare, he didn't pay attention to what these two people said just now, he was in an embarrassing empty state.

"Oh, it's nothing, this delivery guy is your friend, I'll remember, let's go, let's go eat!" Zhang Keying smiled charmingly, which made people puzzled.

"Ah? But I..." Yan Qianming glanced at the lunch box in his hand.

"I'm sorry, we're going out to eat, we're wasting your kindness." Zhang Keying smiled and took the lunch box from Yan Qianming's hand and stuffed it back into Zhang Ke's hand, and then, without waiting for the two of them to say anything else, she threw Pull away Yan Qianming.