do not like

But Li Yuanlai at least sent me a piece of news—Ms. Shi loves rice noodles from the cafeteria.

I decided to save the country with curves, first grabbing the man's stomach—no, Mr. Shi's stomach is too fragile, so I need to use the verb "hold".

Under the wise leadership of the principal, Liuzhen Middle School is in line with modernization and has opened an online opinion wall.So I signed up for an account.

[Yunhu Buxi: Excuse me, is the cafeteria owner there?May I ask how to make Shiquanshimei Rice Noodles? ]

[Boss: Sorry, the ingredients and method of rice noodles are kept secret. If you want to taste them, you can come to the leftmost window on the first floor of the cafeteria. ]

[Yunhu Buxi: No!My wife used to be from Liuzhong, but now it is not convenient to move, I want to go home and make it! ]

[Boss: Got it, is your lover pregnant?Then recommend another kind of rice noodles, and I will chat with you privately. ]

[Yunhu is not happy: ...]

In short, after talking with the cafeteria owner, I finally got the method.He ran to Shi Min's house with a stern face, and cut out, deleted, and deleted the recipes for the ingredients recommended by the doctor.

"You came here in such a hurry just to cook a meal at my house?"

Shi Min looked at me incredulously, and stayed where he was while I spread the ingredients on the dining table.

"That's right." I said, "You should be fine if you wait for half an hour—haven't you eaten the meal I cooked for a long time?"

After waiting for a while, I heard Shi Min say: "That's right, it's been a long, long time."

I didn't dare to speak, so I could only continue to chop vegetables.

Shi Min can't eat heavy food, so I decided to switch to light food myself.When discussing adding a few spoonfuls of salt, I reduced a spoonful myself.

I suddenly noticed Shi Min looking at me, and asked him what was wrong.

"It's nothing, I'm just thinking, obviously the taste is easy to change, but why, at the beginning, we can't fight over the matter of 'how much pepper and salt to add to the dish'?"

Looking back along Shi Min's line of sight, I saw him smiling bitterly.

I don't know how to answer this question, maybe as Teacher Shi said, there is far more than one question between us.But I didn't dare to speak, I was afraid that he would say something "inappropriate" again, so I could only laugh and make jokes.

"I was... an asshole!" I laughed, "But an asshole can be a good one, right?"

As he spoke, he beat an egg and put it in a bowl, and stirred it with chopsticks, "Look, this egg yolk is very full, and it's a good egg."

Shi Min shook his head helplessly, "Speaking of which, he is still a small person, can you be a little more formal?"

"Okay, yes, yes!" I immediately packed all the ingredients and started cooking.

When the water boiled, Shi Min took his book nearby to read.

I want to spend a little more time describing this scene because it is so beautiful.

The chopping board was filled with red and green vegetables and lean meat, while Shi Min was wearing white clothes.The color doesn't have much impact, but it just hits my palette.

Shi Min was very thin, and his hands were also well-articulated. They rested on the chopping board and tapped irregularly, as if they were playing a piano.

In just a few seconds, I used my best imagination, from his appearance on the podium to his gentle voice, I went through my mind over and over again.

Out of nowhere, I moved closer to him.

Shi Min didn't hide or respond to me, and kept his head bowed.I can see some fine lines on his face, and his hair is not as dark as before, but I think these traces and colors are the most lovely things in the world.

"Shi Min, if you like to eat, I will make it for you often in the future, okay?" I looked at him and said.

Our distance is very close, so close that I can do things I want to do but dare not do if I get closer by one centimeter.But I can't really kiss him, I'm afraid he will run away and let such a beautiful moment go to waste.

Shi Min shook his head and said, "No need, you've had enough fun, you should go back to work."

"I can stay for at least a month..."

"So long? Isn't overseas projects very important?" Shi Min raised his head in doubt, "When will your company be able to take such a long holiday?"

Borrowing the courage I gave at night, I squatted down and leaned my head on the back of the chair he was sitting in, in a very ambiguous posture.

"It's impossible to take such a long vacation..." I touched my nose.

"Aren't you going to resign?" Shi Min frowned.

"I don't know either. I'm still talking with personnel. I plan to suspend my job for a while, but they probably won't agree. If it doesn't work, I might not be able to go back to Ningcheng. When the time comes, will you take me in?"

Shi Min's tone returned to his usual lukewarm tone: "Take in? With your qualifications, even if this job is gone, you won't suffer a lot if you apply for social recruitment."

After that, I added: "Look, it's not that I don't understand the job market at all."

That's another bastard thing I said before that hurt him.

I had to bow my head and say sorry.

"I don't mean to turn over old scores." He said, "I just want to tell you, don't be so naive. Don't you like this job very much? There is no need to quit."

After listening to it, I suddenly felt like a lifetime away.

In the past, neither of us understood each other, and we always expressed dissatisfaction with each other's work. I just thought he couldn't see my value, but now he can understand me and is more vivid, but I feel that my heart aches.

Fortunately, Shi Min didn't intend to continue chatting with me, and waited quietly for the meal to be ready.

I was afraid that the soup would hurt his stomach if it was too hot, so I soaked it in cold water through a bowl before serving it.

"You've learned how to take care of people," he said. "You're really smart. You can do whatever you want."

That means, I used to ignore his feelings just because I didn't have the intention to value him.

I bowed my head and went on to say sorry.

"Why is this sentence again." He sighed, "I don't want to blame you. Say something else, okay?"

So I racked my brains to make him happy, scraping up jokes I'd heard from colleagues.Shi Min's smile was faint, occasionally the corners of his mouth would curve wider, but he quickly retracted it.

He just listened to me while drinking soup and eating vegetables, looking up at me from time to time.

When I was stared at by him, I would panic for a while, just as nervous as when I was found sleeping secretly in high school.

"Your colleagues are quite interesting." He said, "You usually have dinner together, and your skills have improved a lot."

I nodded and told him that sometimes the conditions of the expatriate were not good, we would share bread and biscuits together, and if we were not used to the dishes outside, we would cook them ourselves.

"That's great." He put down the bowl suddenly, and looked out of the window. I couldn't find what he was looking at, his eyes were not focused.

"It would be great if I knew about this earlier." Shi Min said, "Did I miss a lot?"

I had a sore nose, for fear that he would say some self-defeating words again.

"It's not too late now," I said.

Perhaps this warm atmosphere gave me too much courage. I even moved my head from the back of the chair to his lap, sat on the ground, and tightly clutched the corner of his clothes.

"Life is so long, we have only been together for eight years. There are still many eight years, and I want to walk with you. It doesn't matter if... not as a lover."

Probably the night will be very hypocritical, and I feel the person on the pillow trembling slightly.

I started to cry, and I was afraid that Shi Min's clothes would be uncomfortable if he got wet, so I had to wipe it off with the back of my hand.

Shi Min didn't push me away, nor did he hug me like before, just pretended that I didn't exist, and continued to drink the soup in the bowl.

I leaned on his lap and asked softly: "Teacher Shi, give me a chance, please. Give me a chance to let you hurt me. I will stay here this time. I won't leave. Let me see you go." "

Shi Min paused for a moment, and soon returned to normal.