Yamaishi

The family building of T Courtyard is the same style as the school, decorated in European style, Shen Zhuoqing was allocated a sunny house in a good location, the area was not small, it was more than enough to accommodate three people.

Wang Xia was doing odd jobs in a nearby supermarket, and Shen Cong helped her look at the tailor shop downstairs.Everything was separated from the original cramped and depressing environment, as if nothing had happened a year ago, only in the weird atmosphere after Shen Zhuoqing "unintentionally" mentioned N City, could one see the clues.

On the night when he bought the ticket to N City, Shen Zhuoqing was still staring at the list of freshmen in a daze until midnight.

He was familiar with almost all the people on the list, but after counting their names several times, there was one person he had never seen before——the name was very nice, and his name was Lin Wanyi.

Shen Zhuoqing went to the Academic Affairs Office to inquire about the situation, and the news he got was that this girl might have to change her major.

Today's students really dare to think and do, which is quite different from when I was in college.

Shen Zhuoqing didn't want to worry about these things, so he began to calculate the balance on hand.After all, if he wanted to see his boyfriend, he had to prepare for a long trip—just the idea of ​​"going to N City" was enough to make him excited for a long time.

Naturally, Wang Xia couldn't see this kind of excitement. On the Friday before leaving, Shen Zhuo said without changing her face that she was going to the neighboring city to gather folk songs.

Therefore, I didn't even bring a few pieces of clothes, I just carried a bag and went on the road.

The start of the train seemed to lift the mood.The journey should be faster than expected. After the railway is completed, there will be no need to take the bus to get motion sickness.

The trees and houses fell back quickly, but Shen Zhuoqing kept staring out of the window, muttering: "Why so slow?"

The girl on the opposite side also looked at him, laughed out loud when she heard this, and asked him if he was in a hurry to see his girlfriend.

"Go to see my lover." Shen Zhuoqing remained motionless, but his tone was raised.

The panic started after crossing the river.

Looking at the increasingly familiar scenery, Shen Zhuoqing knew that he stayed up all night excitedly yesterday, so he should catch up on sleep at this time.And more and more clips flooded into my mind, and as soon as I closed my eyes, there was a picture of Li Fangqian crying and saying not to break up.

Will he lose weight?tanned?How to be low-key and intimate when we meet again?

This damned train car smelled of smoke and sweat.He doesn't like the smell of cigarettes, so it doesn't mean he doesn't want to hug me, does he?

Shen Zhuoqing was a little envious of those girls who carried small mirrors with them, at this moment he really wanted to see if their hair was messed up.

As the train gradually slowed down, the panic became more intense.His heart was beating so fast that Shen Zhuoqing found out that he hadn't told Li Fangqian about his arrival when he got out of the station.

But if you want to come to Li Fangqian to do experiments, you probably can't get away.Shen Zhuoqing then turned off the phone, and simply got on the bus by himself.

The beating heart finally returned to normal, but he began to regret that the meeting time would be postponed for another half an hour.Forget it, let's give him a surprise.

The moment I got off the car, the word "like a lifetime away" instantly appeared in my mind.

Shen Zhuoqing walked on the tree-lined avenue that he had described countless times in his dreams, imagining the couple walking hand in hand, the road from the Faculty of Arts building to the Faculty of Earth Sciences building took him only 8 minutes.

When running wildly, Li Fangqian pushed open the door of the laboratory and saw his surprised and dazed expression in his mind.

Will Li Fangqian cry with joy?Shen Zhuoqing thought about it.

Whether that person would, he didn't know, and now he was so excited that he wanted to cry.

The door lock of the Academy of Earth Sciences building is a bit rusty, you need to pull it out first, and then turn the handle to open it.

Shen Zhuoqing panted and ran to the door, as if he had demonstrated it thousands of times in his heart, he opened it with ease, imagining the laboratory on the 6th floor that Li Fangqian had mentioned on the phone.

Push it, and the door stays still.Push it again, still no response.

Shen Zhuoqing became anxious, pushed it more than a dozen times without opening it, and then looked at the dust accumulation under his feet, it was clear that no one had been there for a long time.

With a "buzz", many ominous guesses flashed through Shen Zhuoqing's mind.

I also called before leaving, and Li Fangqian said that he was in the laboratory and it was impossible to leave without knowing that he was coming.how... how...

Shen Zhuoqing found a lot of reasons for the locked door, but he still didn't give up and knocked on the door while turning the handle, because it was too hard, the sound even attracted some onlookers.The soreness blocked the chest cavity, and the desire to cry just now gushed out.

"Don't shoot, the Academy of Earth Sciences has already moved out." A young girl with a green face kindly reminded.

moved away...

Shen Zhuoqing's mind went blank, and it took him a while to remember what Li Fangqian had mentioned——

Both the Academy of Earth Sciences and the Academy of Liberal Arts had moved to the new campus, and in ecstasy and apprehension, he walked back to the old campus with muscle memory.He had no idea where the new campus was.

At this moment, Shen Zhuoqing finally realized what the long separation meant.

In the passage of time like a frog boiled in warm water, he only felt a dull pain—at worst, he was thinking about it but not seeing it. Anyway, after getting used to the pain, layers of blood scabs would protect his heart.

And at this moment, he realized that he didn't even know the way to find Li Fangqian.

More than a year is actually not long, but in the days and nights that can be divided into 365 days, many small changes happened to the two of them respectively.

They are far apart, relying on untimely phone calls to announce good news but not bad news.But they didn't realize that the change was getting bigger and bigger.So much so that when I suddenly discovered it, I couldn't accept it for a while.

Shen Zhuoqing was still turning the handle mechanically, even though he knew that there was no one inside.In fact, after returning to his sanity, he can find that this building has only 4 floors.

But it wasn't until he lost his strength that Shen Zhuoqing slowly squatted down, let go of the doorknob, and slid to the ground against the wall.

That Shen Zhuoqing who had been pouring tears into his heart finally cried wantonly in front of an old building where no one responded.He turned his face to the wall, his eyes were blurred by tears, and he could not see clearly what words were carved on the mottled wall.

I can't explain why, at the station, at home, at University B, in countless more intense scenes, Shen Zhuoqing managed not to shed tears.But these weathered letterings are more poignant than those touching images.

Shen Zhuoqing stroked the wall with his hands, weeping uncontrollably, but suppressed his voice so that passers-by could not hear him, his whole body was trembling.

When the phone rang, Shen Zhuoqing's hands were covered with water, trembling and didn't have much strength to press the keys.

"Zhuoqing, I've been at the station for a while, why didn't I see you? Did you get off the bus?" Li Fangqian's tone was relaxed and expectant.

Shen Zhuoqing covered her mouth, trying hard to swallow the whimpering sound back into her stomach.

"Clumsy?" Li Fangqian immediately noticed something was wrong, and asked vigilantly, "What's wrong with you? Where are you!"

In order not to worry Li Fangqian, Shen Zhuoqing finally opened his mouth and gave a direction.The voice was intermittent, with a strong crying voice.

The station is not far from the old campus, Shen Zhuoqing sat on the dusty steps for about 10 minutes, and then saw Li Fangqian who came in a hurry.

Wearing the white sweater that Shen Zhuoqing is familiar with, and striding along the tree-lined road, the whole world shakes.

During these 10 minutes, concerned about Shen Zhuoqing's emotions, Li Fangqian never dared to hang up the phone, and sat in the taxi to report to Shen Zhuoqing, which shops he passed, how many sweet-scented osmanthus trees were open, and probably How soon can we see you.

Every time a number is reported, the heart beats faster.Until he got out of the taxi and ran all the way from the school gate, Li Fangqian could hardly even hold his cell phone.

About 1000 meters away from the old Academy of Sciences, Li Fangqian recognized the lonely figure on the steps.Sitting in the wind with his hands on his knees, his head buried very low, his eyes were fixed on the mottled wall, not knowing what he was looking at.

At 500 meters, when he heard footsteps, Shen Zhuoqing quickly stood up, patted the dust, and looked at the person coming.That kind of look is so eager, as if he wants to swallow the longing for more than a year and make up for it.

At 10 meters, Li Fangqian was obviously doing the same thing. After a long and careful look, the two of them didn't know how to speak.

"Clumsy..." In the end, it was Li Fangqian who broke the silence. I haven't seen him for so long, and the fiery fire and eloquent talk of my fantasy did not appear.

Now Li Fangqian was actually cautious, stepped forward hesitantly, and stretched out his hand to Shen Zhuoqing.

Almost at the same time, the two remembered the situation when they parted.That hand that stretched out but didn't dare to shake, that heart that couldn't stick together, that despair that even cared about it...

Shen Zhuoqing was stunned for a long time before suddenly grabbing Li Fangqian.The temperature of each other is exchanged from the palm of the hand, this long-lost touch makes the heart feel sore and swollen.

Shen Zhuoqing endured the sore nose, held Li Fangqian tightly and said, "You're thinner, and you're still dark."

"Well. You've lost a lot of weight, but you're white."

Li Fangqian couldn't hold back for a moment, and the moment he opened his mouth, his eyes were also red.What I finally heard was no longer the distorted voice passing through the earpiece, but the real lover standing in front of me.

490 Four days of longing, untouchable, melted, disappeared, all shattered in the sweet eyes of the dead.

Shen Zhuoqing's expression of holding back tears was distorted, but he forced out a smile from the bottom of his heart.

If it was normal, Li Fangqian would definitely ask a few questions, why didn't he call after leaving the station?Why don't you ask where the new campus is?But now, the stupid thing about missing the pick-up is thrown out of the blue.

Time is too tight.

In the only 48 hours, there were too many thoughts that I couldn't speak.

In broad daylight, he was still worried that someone he knew would gossip with Ruan Linlin.It took Li Fangqian a lot of effort to resist the urge to hug.He leaned against Shen Zhuoqing, and tightened his strength in his hands until the blood of both of them was hot in the palms of their hands.

After getting in the car back to the new campus, Shen Zhuoqing realized that he was not the only one who used to reserve his seat.

Li Fangqian naturally sat on the left, and never let go of his hands. Even if they met the surprised eyes of strangers, they looked back openly and boldly, just like on the rainy night two years ago.

Maybe they never lack bravery, but when faced with those gentle fetters, bravery is almost vulnerable.

Along the way, Li Fangqian's heartbeat never calmed down.Although he was able to point out the window as usual, introducing the renovated Drum Tower and the newly opened dim sum shop, the corners of his mouth could not help but reveal his psychology.Shen Zhuoqing felt secretly happy when she heard her boyfriend's obviously depressed and excited voice.

"Oops, why did I forget this—" Li Fangqian stopped suddenly when he was introduced to the dim sum shop, and pointed out the window in frustration, "I wanted to take you to that sweet-scented osmanthus honey shop, but it just passed by."

Shen Zhuoqing looked in the direction of the finger, but only saw images that were constantly regressing. There was no snack shop.He smiled and nodded Li Fangqian's eyebrows, and said, "I still think it's a big deal. Now that you are in front of me, who cares what you eat?"

Li Fangqian was still depressed, looking back reluctantly.

"Stop looking, don't you want to look at me more?" Shen Zhuoqing stretched out his hand and turned his head around, making a grimace.

Li Fangqian smiled immediately, and the gloom faded away, like the sun breaking through the clouds.How can I not want to see you, I just want to never leave you every minute and every second.