Good day and beautiful scenery

Shen Yan stood still like a fool, but I'm sure he heard it, because apart from his face, even his ears were red, showing a little pinkness towards the light, suddenly he was still the young boy I liked.

Time stood still in this room.

I even began to suspect that the person in front of me and everything that happened tonight are just the product of my wild thoughts after staying alone for a long time.Although I don't want to admit it, I think I may be a little neurotic again.

I looked at each other in silence until the pain in my heart became clearer and I had to close my eyes.The corners of the eyes were sore, and warm liquid slowly dripped down.

I don't want to cry.But from the day we broke up, there were always times when we couldn't control ourselves.I curled up my body under the blanket, and now it is the only one that can give me the pitiful warmth in this bone-chilling late autumn night.

A corner of the blanket on my body was suddenly lifted, followed by a piece behind me. The cold air that was drawn in instantly made me shiver, and the bed sank down, and the next second I was surrounded by a fiery embrace.

Shen Yan hugged me, put her chin on my shoulder, and sighed in my ear, but before she opened her mouth, she smiled softly, and said with some guilt: "I was really scared just now."

I didn't speak. Apart from the pain, the bumped nose was also a little sore.I'm also afraid, afraid that I'm actually crazy but I don't know it.

Shen Yan moved a little closer to me, and pressed his naked upper body tightly against my back, so tightly that the temperature of his body could still be clearly transmitted through the wet material.

"Xiaojing, I miss you." He arched in the crook of my neck like a child, "Do you miss me?"

"Do you want to?"

"Xiaojing..."

I grabbed his hand around my waist and bit down hard on his wrist. I really didn't retain any strength, so there was a hint of rust between my lips and teeth.

I don't speak, but I can't fool him, let alone myself.

I miss him, but I can't say such words no matter what, just like when I slapped him in the face, I also can't ask him whether he loves me or not.

There was hatred and pain in my heart, pain and unwillingness, like being slowly fried in hot oil, all kinds of emotions were twisted together and stuck in my throat, and in the end I could only resort to force.

Shen Yan didn't cry out in pain, and he didn't even breathe in the slightest. He said, "Xiaojing, bite it, it doesn't matter if it's heavier, I deserve it if you bite it off, as long as you don't get angry."

In the end, I gave it away, looked down at his wrist, and suddenly there was a tooth mark, several places were indeed broken, and there were reddish bloodshots.I pressed these wounds with my fingers. Although my heart ached, it was more of the tiredness after resolving the hatred.

"Shen Yan, don't have a next time."

Shen Yan hugged me tightly, kissed my ear, and then my face again. He kissed me carefully, with infinite tenderness, and said: "Trust me, Xiao Jing, there will never be one."

We did it naturally, putting aside all distracting thoughts, just like any long-lost couple, there was only one thought left in our bodies and minds, as if we wanted to completely knead each other into our own flesh and blood.

It was already afternoon when I woke up, Shen Yan was not there, I closed my eyes and lay down for a while, got up and saw the note he left on the bedside table, saying that there is a case to be held today, but I will come back as soon as possible.I also received a text message from him on my phone, asking me if I was awake, and there was porridge he bought in the thermos cup on the table when I was hungry.

I looked at the note and the text message for a while, but didn't text him back.

When I got up and got out of bed, my legs were still weak, and my lower back hurt.I knew it was the result of my indulgence last night, and I didn't care. Who knew that before I took two steps, my eyes suddenly went dark. Fortunately, my instinct was still there, so I reached out to grab the edge of the bed and didn't fall off.

When it was getting dark, Shen Yan came again, I opened the door for him, his expression was still a little surprised, he probably thought I didn't make things difficult for him at all, so he kept laughing after entering the door.

I sat back on the sofa and saw him happily barely wagging his tail at me, and my mood improved a lot.I didn't say a word, and continued to lean on the backrest to read when I had read enough.

I actually don’t want to read it, I’m still lazy and have no strength, but I’m supposed to go back to work after tomorrow. After all, I’ve rested for too long and I don’t know what to do. I can only find some professional books to comfort myself.

Shen Yan had already changed his clothes, went to wash his hands again, came out while wiping his hands, and expressed his dissatisfaction to me while reading a book as usual: "Why don't you lie down and rest, I saw you had a low-grade fever when I left in the morning, and now your face is pale. Still not good."

As he said that, he came to snatch my book. I sideways avoided his hand. He didn’t give up. He knelt on the side of the sofa and leaned over to snatch it from me. After a long time of tugging, he finally turned into a big man who was almost 1.9 meters tall. All over me.

The book had already been taken away by Shen Yan and thrown aside, but he still didn't let go, he clasped my wrist and raised it above his head, his bright eyes looked at me, I was not to be outdone, no one said a word during the gap between our eyes.

I'm lazy, but Shen Yan seemed to be enjoying such an almost ambiguous atmosphere, he lowered his head and kissed the tip of my nose, seeing that I didn't object, he boldly put his mouth in his mouth.He was not in a hurry, but licked gently, with a hint of provocation.

Shen Yan's kissing skills are very good, and she has enough patience. Often when I don't want to, I will always be led by him to make any insistence become a joke, and then I will completely forget myself between his lips.

The atmosphere was getting closer and closer to the burning point, and our entangled breath became more and more urgent. I arched my body to face him, wanting to get more comfort and comfort from him.

Shen Yan is no more reserved than me, his hand has already slipped in from the hem of my clothes, reaching the most shameful place with a fire-like temperature.

"Shen Yan..." I panted and called his name, unable to tell the meaning of the urgent invitation in my voice.

"Xiaojing, call me."

"...Shen Yan..."

His fingers tightened suddenly, pressing somewhere and I couldn't control the shock. He laughed out of satisfaction, and asked me with a long tail on purpose: "Xiaojing, what did you call me?"

"...Shen Yan...ah...Shen..."

"Think about what to call me again." The damn guy actually applied to me the way he asked only one question over and over again in court, "Say, what do you call me?"

Of course I won't give in so easily. After humming twice, I bit my lips tightly and didn't speak.He has the ability to make people confused by asking questions, but he has no ability to make a dumb person speak.

"You don't want to scream, do you?" Shen Yan looked at me with a smirk on her face, and the hand that was under her body suddenly moved to the front, rubbing the place where I gradually stood up, and laughed again with a hoarse voice, "Do you want to scream? "

I turned my eyes away from him.

Shen Yan mischievously rubbed me a few times, I couldn't take it anymore, and was about to scold him, but he suddenly held my mouth, and tossed and teased me again, until I was almost out of breath, he let me go, still wanting more He smacked my mouth and said resignedly, "I'll do it, I love you, husband."

It was like another flash of white light, maybe it was really thunder, and it hit me impartially. My eyes widened, my body trembled uncontrollably, and then I let out all my energy in his palm.

Damn, even if I close my eyes, I can still see the narrow smile in Shen Yan's eyes.

"husband……"

"To shut up!"

"……husband……"

I became angry from embarrassment, bent one leg, and kicked him off me while he was smiling smugly.