Good day and beautiful scenery

This is the second time I've slapped him.I didn't expect that I would do anything to him, and Shen Yan stared at me with disbelief.For another moment I thought he was finally getting annoyed too, and I waited sullenly for him to either punch me or we'd break up.

Unexpectedly, this guy became insane after drinking too much alcohol. First he frowned, showing a look of grievance, but then slowly raised the corners of his mouth, and even his eyes shone brightly.He came up slowly and took my hand.

"Xiao Jing, Xiao Jing, look at you, you still care about me, right? You are worried that I will have an accident when I drink and drive... You still love my Xiao Jing..."

"Shen Yan!"

The sudden surge of fear in my body made me weak for no reason.I lowered my face and growled at him, shook my hands violently, and then pushed with both hands. I saw him take several steps back, but I didn't feel well at all, my feet were so soft that I almost couldn't stand up.I lowered my head and bent over, propping my knees up and gasping for breath.

Shen Yan called me hesitantly: "Xiaojing?"

I gritted my teeth, got up, and slowly retreated to the wall to lean against, without looking at him, I just waved my hand wearily: "You don't want to die, it's your own business, I don't want to care about it at all, and I don't want to know."

Shen Yan was silent for a while, just when I thought he probably understood that I was trying to chase someone away, he strode up to me and wrapped me into his chest without any explanation.

"Xiao Jing, I'm sorry, it's my fault, I didn't think about it that much at all. I just miss you so much, I can't wait to see you soon, so... But look, I'm fine, really, I won't drive next time OK?"

I shook my head weakly: "That's your business."

"Don't talk about Xiaojing like that, you will be angry, I'm even a little happy, but I don't want you to be so sad. Forgive me this time, please, let's stop arguing."

Shen Yan hugged me tightly, buried his face in the crescent of my neck, his nasal buzz sounded extraordinarily aggrieved and cautious.

He begged me not to quarrel, but why would I want to quarrel with him again.

Being separated for such a long time is enough for me to understand a lot of truths.I suddenly felt tired, and the kind of discouragement that seemed to be drilled out of the bones made me not want to say a word.

I closed my eyes, and after gathering some strength, I broke away from Shen Yan's hand little by little.I didn't even look at him.Whether he wants to stay or leave, I don't have the strength to care about him anymore.

Walking weakly towards the bedroom.I need to sleep.Only by sleeping soundly without thinking about anything can I maintain my increasingly unbearable physical strength.

I walked slowly, and Shen Yan was right behind me. When I stopped, he stopped too. I turned around but he didn't move. His eyes were full of undisguised expectation when he looked at me.He is waiting for me to ask him to stay.

But I said: "Mr. Shen, please close the door for me when I go out later."

"I'm not going," he said, with a stubborn tone like a child's.

"Whatever you want." I turned around giving up.

"Xiaojing, Zhou Jingchen, you can't just let me go, I love you so much."

I didn't know that I had retreated to this point, yet Shen Yan became drunk again without warning.He usually goes to the gym a lot, and he has a lot of strength, but he has more brute strength after drinking alcohol.

As long as he pulled a little, I didn't even have the slightest strength to parry. I was pulled back by him so unexpectedly, and my two heads bumped into each other without any accidents, making a dull sound.

The most unlucky thing was my nose, which only bleeds during the day, and it hit me right now, and the pain made my eyes go black, and when I raised my hand, there was already sticky warm liquid in the palm.

Damn it, the one named Shen really came to kill me.Dazed and unable to stand, I could only weakly grab a little of the clothes around his waist to keep from falling.

Nosebleeds flowed down my throat, and my mouth was fishy and sweet. I pursed my mouth and dared not speak, but I couldn't stand anymore, so I had to ask him for help.I said weakly: "Shen Yan, I feel dizzy, can you let me sit for a while?"

Shen Yan heard me say that I was dizzy, so she let go of her hand in a panic, and looked down at me nervously, as expected, she was so frightened by the mess on my face and hands that her expression changed, and she asked me what was wrong in a trembling voice, Tell me how to get a nosebleed.

"Bumped..." I said.

Shen Yan was flustered and didn't know what to do, he just kept wiping the blood with his hands, while still remembering self-examination: "It's all to blame, I didn't notice, I was too strong just now, what should I do now, Do you want to go to the hospital..."

I couldn't spare enough energy to listen to him, so I waved feebly to him to help me to sit on the sofa, seeing that he was more dizzy than me, and felt more and more exhausted.

"Shen Yan, please, get me a quick towel for me."

"Oh ok, I'll get it." He finally understood what I said, turned around and ran to the bathroom, and after a while he came back and squatted at my feet, holding a towel to help me wipe my face.

I turned my head away, took it from his hand and wiped it myself.This time it seemed to be more bleeding than in the morning. It was all over the clothes in my hands. The original white towel was also dyed quickly and turned into a red towel. It really looked a little shocking.

I didn't know I could still bleed so much.Fortunately, after pressing it with a towel for a while, the flow stopped, but my head became more dizzy, I couldn't even open my eyes, and my body fell to the side uncontrollably.

I still feel annoyed when I am groggy, I hate this state very much, it seems that everything is out of my control, Shen Yan is, even myself.

Slowly, even the last bit of consciousness drifted away, but after hearing a series of anxious voices in my ears, my consciousness was pulled back with all my strength, I opened my eyes, but it didn't work.

I just felt the sofa beside me sink, and then a hand passed through the back of my neck, and then hugged my shoulder.I knew it was Shen Yan, and there was a voice in my heart saying no, but in fact I had lost my voice for a short time and could only be manipulated by others.

It felt like Shen Yan moved my head to lean on his shoulder, and put his face against the top of my head, but only for a short time, he suddenly got up, and then hugged me.

Sensing a dangerous change, I immediately opened my eyes and stared at him, and my body began to struggle angrily: "Shen Yan, let me down."

Instead, Shen Yan tightened her arms, and said in a dull voice, "Don't move Xiaojing, I'll take you to the hospital."

"I'm not going to the hospital." I growled.

Shen Yan lowered her head and kissed my forehead, coaxing me like a child: "The nose is bleeding so much, let the doctor take a look at it so you can rest assured."

I don't even dare to shake my head now, so I can only close my eyes and curse in a low voice out of breath: "Don't you understand me if I say no?"

I don't know if I acted resolutely enough, or because Shen Yan couldn't handle the pain from my nail pinch, he hugged me and stood silently for a while, but he couldn't resist me after all, sighed softly, and said helplessly: " Forget it, don’t go if you don’t want to. Don’t get excited, I’ll take you into the house and lie down.”

Shen Yan put me on the bed, pulled the blanket over me, and walked away without saying anything.I didn't open my eyes, and I didn't have the energy to think about what he was doing.But it would be best if he left.

Obviously I was lying on the bed, but I felt that my body had already floated up, and I was so dizzy that I couldn't get down to it.

Just as he was worried that he was going to float away with the wind, he was suddenly awakened by the abnormal touch on his body. He subconsciously reached out to block it, but a warm hand clasped his wrist.

Shen Yan's deliberately lowered voice sounded very gentle: "Be good, Xiao Jing, I'll wipe your sweat off your body, and then change into clean clothes, or you'll catch a cold again if you fall asleep like this."

I did not move again.I can't move, and I don't want to.I didn't even open my eyes, I just lay there like a piece of unconscious wood, letting the towel in Shen Yan's hand swim around my body.

First the hands and face, and then the body under the clothes. From the back to the chest, he wiped it very carefully and rubbed it lightly, as if he was wiping something fragile.

Finally, his hand came below my chest and abdomen with a moderate temperature, and I could feel his movements stagnate for a moment, for one second, five seconds, and then he started to move again as if he had just woken up from a dream.

My consciousness has returned to clarity, and I opened my eyes to face Shen Yan's slightly red face covered with sweat, only to find that he was helping me wipe my body with his eyes closed.

Xu felt my gaze, Shen Yan stopped suddenly, and opened his eyes suddenly. When his eyes met mine, his blushing face instantly turned red again, as if all the blood was about to break through in the next second. his skin.

"Xiaojing..." His expression looked a little embarrassed, and he spoke incoherently, "I, I'm going to wash the towels, no, let's change clothes first, can you do it yourself?"

I looked at his bewildered look, and my heart was sore and painful, but the pain was not enough, and there was some elusive sweetness in the vagueness.I couldn't look away in a daze, but I saw Shen Yan was sweating profusely, and I jumped up and wanted to run away.I stretched out my hand barely enough to catch his little finger.

He stood stiffly with his back, and after a few seconds he slowly turned his head and looked at me uncertainly.

"Shen Yan." I called him.

"I……"

I closed my eyes, as if the scene had changed before my eyes, we went back to the house we lived in before, the light in the bedroom was dim, he was leaning on the head of the bed, I rested my eyes on his legs and closed my mind.We don't talk, but even in a quiet space, the air is full of tenderness.

Suddenly I miss that time very much.

I know that I suddenly craved those trivial days again because of my physical discomfort, and decided to indulge my short-term greed and weakness.

I heard my trembling voice say: "Shen Yan, I'm cold."