Good day and beautiful scenery

"If you say something, why don't you nod your head? No, nodding must hurt. You still blink to let me know that you understand. Brother, we can't be so stupid in the future, you know?"

While Zhou Jingwen was talking, he had already slid to the chair in front of the bed and sat down, resting his forehead on the back of my hand, looking rather pitiful.

"There's no next time," I said, trying to smile at him, but my head ached. I couldn't help but hiss, and said, "There's no next time, don't fight with others..."

"Fuck!" Zhou Jingwen suddenly raised his head and cursed violently, but within a second he turned into a stern face, and lowered his voice, "I didn't scold you. I was so scared that day. I just wanted to see how you were doing." , I can't control anything else, otherwise you can see that I can't kill him!"

"Wenwen!"

"Okay, okay, don't worry, I know what you're thinking, I haven't touched him yet, I'm waiting for you to wake up in the hospital every day, so I don't have time to think about that. But I," Zhou Jingwen said angrily, Teng thumped the edge of the bed with his hand, and said angrily, "I can't let you suffer this for nothing, you don't know, I'm so fucking afraid, what if you..."

I shook his fingers with my backhand, because of the slight trembling I felt, my heart was also sore and warm, and it was completely soft.

I endured the pain and smiled at Zhou Jingwen, but he stared at me like a fool, and after a while he raised his hand to block my eyes in embarrassment, and said, "Stop laughing, it makes me uncomfortable."

Zhou Jingwen drank some water for me with a sippy cup, and pulled the quilt for me to let me sleep for a while. I turned my head to look outside the ward, and he also looked over, with a look of shame and anger on his face: "School Duan exam is coming soon, they are very busy! Go to sleep, huh?"

Two days later, my mother finally came in the evening, followed the attending doctor into the door, and when she saw Zhou Jingwen, she lowered her face and scolded him a few words. Zhou Jingwen got impatient, kicked the corner of the wall, and said: "Mom, are you annoying or not? How many times have you nagged me? I know when the exam is."

"Know? Know that you still..."

"You and my dad just look at the scores. I'll give you a better one." Zhou Jingwen interrupted my mother, turned his head to look at me, and looked back at my mother, "My brother It’s all like this for me, can I not watch here?”

"What's the use of looking at you? You're a doctor?" My mother was very angry when Zhou Jingwen robbed her, but at least she stopped arguing with him. She glared at Zhou Jingwen with a sullen face, and walked slowly behind the doctor to wait for the examination As a result, he asked in a low voice: "Doctor Wang, how long do you think he will stay? The college entrance examination time is tight, and I'm afraid he won't be able to catch up."

Dr. Wang didn't turn to tell my mother until after the examination and told me to lie down, "The wound recovery was slower than expected, but the concussion symptoms have basically disappeared today. I expect to be discharged from the hospital in another week or so. There should be no problem." "

"One more week?" My mother was so startled that her voice became louder, "His studies..."

"What is there to learn, Mom, the most important thing for my brother now is to take good care of his body, nothing else is important!"

"You still say! If you didn't take your brother to watch the football game, would such a thing happen?"

"What can I do if something happens?" Zhou Jingwen lowered his head, his voice suddenly dropped, "I'd rather take that stick myself, so my brother won't be lying here."

"Don't say silly words." I cut him off in a low voice.

In fact, ever since my mother came in, I never had a chance to intervene. If I don't speak now, my mother and Zhou Jingwen will start arguing again.They give me a headache.I smiled and comforted my mother: "Mom, don't be angry, I will let Wenwen go back to class. I have nothing to do here, so I don't need him to watch."

"elder brother!"

I shook my head at Zhou Jingwen, and said with a smile, "Go back to class. The doctor has said that I will recover after I rest. I still have to listen to you when you are here. How can I sleep?"

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, Zhou Jingwen came early in the morning and went through the formalities for me. He packed up all the things and carried them with one hand while he put his arms around me in the other. I was afraid that I would fall down again after not walking for a long time.

"It's not seventy or eighty." I laughed at him angrily.

"It's better to be seventy or eighty years old." Zhou Jingwen grinned, "Brother, you are my brother, right, so you must be older than me, but don't worry, no matter how old you are, I will never despise you."

When I got home, my parents were not there. Zhou Jingwen half-coaxed and half-forced me to put me on the bed, and he sat on the chair in front of my desk, peeling apples for me clumsily, and talking stupid things about my parents. He felt the happiest when he was not at home.

I leaned against the head of the bed, facing him looking up at me, and smiled at him unconsciously.In fact, he acted so happy, I was more or less infected, and felt warm in my heart.It's just that while I was laughing, I couldn't restrain the greed and anxiety faintly rising in my heart.

My parents treat me differently than they treat Zhou Jingwen.

Zhou Jingwen promised my mother to get good grades in the test, but in the end, he really got the highest score ever, which almost blew away their No. 2 age score by more than ten points.My mother was so happy that she couldn't close her mouth from ear to ear for several days.Although my dad didn't say anything, his good mood showed on his face.

That night Zhou Jingwenlai refused to leave my room, with an exaggeratedly sullen face, saying that as an older brother, I didn't give him any encouragement of love.

I was drinking water and nearly choked on every sip.I asked him, "What encouragement do you want?", and said, "You can take whatever you like, but you have half of the things in this room."

"I can do whatever I want?" Zhou Jingwen sat on my bed at some point, with his long legs crossed, the quilt wrapped around his body, squinting and smiling at me.

"Okay." I said.

I lowered my head and continued to do my test paper. After a long time, I finished the test paper and suddenly realized that I didn't hear what Zhou Jingwen wanted. When I turned to ask him, I found that he had already fallen asleep with my quilt rolled up.

But no matter how I screamed, I couldn't wake this kid up, so I had to go to bed and squeeze him in the same bed.I woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, being suffocated.This guy Zhou Jingwen didn't sleep well. He didn't know when half of his body was on top of me. I pushed him a few times, but he muttered "Don't make trouble", turned over and fell asleep again.

I also fell asleep, and I had a strange dream while I was half asleep and half awake. I vaguely remembered being kissed on the mouth in the dream, and when I woke up, I was left with a vague and strange feeling that seemed real and not real.

Woke up again in the middle of the night, awakened by the pain, as if the stick I received a long time ago was no longer just the stick on the back of the head, but was beaten all over the body as if someone had taken it for something, and it hurt everywhere It's amazing.

The medicines I brought back were all in the next room, I didn't want to get up to get them, I would rather bite the quilt and endure it.It really got better in the morning. I broke out in a cold sweat, but I still felt cold even though I was wrapped in a thick quilt.

Hearing the sound of knocking on the door, my mother poked her head in through the crack of the door and called me softly a few times. I didn't want my mother to know anything, so I kept still and pretended not to wake up. After waiting for a while, my mother closed the door and walked away.

The knock on the door sounded again, after I was dizzy for a while, I couldn't pretend to be asleep anymore, I got out of the quilt, put on my clothes, got out of bed and opened the door.It's not my mother.

I tightened my clothes and looked at Shen Yan, and then looked into the living room from behind him, but I didn't see my mother, wondering if I had already gone to my uncle's house.It's just a little strange, why didn't they wait for me when they went to my uncle's house.

"Happy New Year Xiaojing!"

Shen Yan seemed to be sleeping well, and she had just washed up, her face was no longer tired from yesterday, but rather radiant.It's just such a bright smile that made me feel dazed for a moment, and I almost couldn't tell whether I was in a dream or reality.

"Xiaojing?" Shen Yan approached me and called me with a smile, "You were in a daze early in the morning, didn't you sleep well?"

I moved aside to avoid his hand, and at the same time I came to my senses, the person in front of me who called me Xiaojing was Shen Yan, not Zhou Jingwen.But probably because I was still in Zhou Jingwen's room, I suddenly felt very uncomfortable hearing Shen Yan's "Little Scene".I always remember that Zhou Jingwen called me this name ingeniously.

"What's wrong?" Shen Yan asked with concern.

I shook my head and asked him, "Aren't my parents here?"

"I went to your uncle's house." Shen Yan looked at me with a smile, "I heard your father said that you don't want to go, so I told them that I want you to take me around, and they agreed. You don't want to go Uncle’s, right?”

I really don't want to go, one is the fear of blind dates, and the other is that I am also afraid of facing the curiosity of my aunt and her family.Besides, I really didn't intend to leave Shen Yan at home alone.

"I'm going to take a shower." I turned sideways and squeezed past Shen Yan.

Shen Yan smiled and nodded: "Hurry up and don't catch a cold. Breakfast is ready, waiting for you to eat together."

Coming out of the shower, Shen Yan sat on the sofa, looked up at me, the expression on his face looked a little weird, like a smile, but not like it.He opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he just said, "Go get dressed."

The breakfast prepared by Shen Yan was porridge, fried dough sticks and side dishes bought from downstairs. I had no appetite, so I only took a few mouthfuls of porridge and drank it, but when it fell into my stomach, it sank like swallowing a weight.

"Why don't you eat more?" Shen Yan didn't move his chopsticks much, and asked me across the dining table, "Is your stomach uncomfortable?"

I didn't speak, I looked at Shen Yan for a few seconds, and I made up my mind to pay attention, and asked him if he drove here by himself.

"Where do you want to go?" he asked me.

I shook my head: "Let's go back."

Shen Yan was obviously puzzled: "Go back?"

"Go back to City S."

"But isn't it just the first day of junior high today?"

I frowned and asked Shen Yan: "What day do you want to stay?"

"It's not that I want to stay until the first day of the month, I just think you just came home, will you leave so soon..."

"Could it be something?" I pushed back the chair and stood up, going back to my room to pack my things.Just like when I came, I need to take as much as I need.

After all, I still can't take away what I can't take with me in the past.

It's a surprise that Shen Yan didn't follow up into the room to persuade me. When I pushed the box out, he had already put on his windbreaker, with an unlit cigarette in his hand, and lit it in the palm of his left hand. .