Good day and beautiful scenery

Without waiting for my reminder, Shen Yan had recovered, wiped her face with her hand, turned her head to look at me, raised her hand to pull the windbreaker over my shoulders a little higher, and covered my head.He didn't speak, but naturally put his arms around me and took me to the side of the road to wait for the car.

But now is obviously not the best time to wait for the bus. It is raining heavily, and the explosion in the shopping mall has driven a large number of people out.

Shen Yan and I are not people who like to fight and grab, not to mention the old man waiting for the car beside us. He had already been robbed of two cars before, and now he was trembling like he was about to collapse.Shen Yan didn't ask me, and very consciously stopped the car and sent the old man up.

The rain was so fast that there had never been such a heavy rain in previous winters.I stood for a while wearing Shen Yan's windbreaker, and finally leaned towards him a little bit, pulling him under the clothes.

Shen Yan was only wearing a thin vest over his shirt, and he was already drenched, probably because of the cold, and I could feel his tense body from a little distance away.

None of us spoke, and we were a little cautious, afraid of destroying the hard-won peaceful atmosphere between us.

After waiting for about ten minutes, an empty car finally came, Shen Yan opened the back door first, and after I sat on it, he also followed without saying a word.

He is going back with me.

I glanced at him sideways. He was lowering his head and shaking the wet windbreaker in his hands. He probably sensed my gaze, so he also looked over. His expression was a little subtle, as if he was nervous and slightly expectant.

He moved his lips, but laughed silently first.

I didn't stop him when I got off the car, and let him follow behind into the elevator and go upstairs.The last time we were in this elevator, we didn't even care about the monitoring, we hugged and gnawed anxiously, and then...

I stood a little ahead of Shen Yan. From the elevator wall, I caught his gaze without any surprise. It was no longer the nervousness just now, but an obvious smile.

I didn't find slippers for him when I entered the door.I've thrown away everything he's used since last time.He didn't care, took off his shoes and socks, wiped off the water on the mat at the door, and came in barefoot.

As soon as I poured a glass of boiling water from the kitchen, I saw him standing in the bathroom door with his trousers rolled up, his hands still splashing water, and he pointed his head and said to me: "Drink it quickly, drink it and take a hot bath. Don't catch a cold again."

Shen Yan acted so naturally from the beginning to the end, as if we had never quarreled or broken up at all, at most he was on a business trip for a few days and now he is back.

He looked down at his trousers, they should have been twisted and crumpled, not at all as bright as it was an hour ago.

"You don't have any clothes here." I held the cup to warm my hands.But I still couldn't help shaking a little.This rain is coming, among other things, I don't know how much income it will generate for the hospital.

Shen Yan didn't seem to hear my words, walked over and took the empty cup from my hand, pushed me into the bathroom, and said: "You wash yours, and I'll bring you the clothes."

I looked back at him, because the bathroom was a little higher than the living room, and I was standing at a higher position. His gaze from the bottom to the top seemed so pitiful to me.I had mixed feelings when I saw it, so I had to use the sliding door to keep him out.

The scalding hot water wrapped the body, and the blood that was about to freeze under the skin also warmed up a little bit.I leaned against the wall, stroked my chest and slowly regained the ability to think.

I know very well what the situation between Shen Yan and I is now. To put it bluntly, it is no different from having an affair.He had Zhou Yue, but he showed up at my house, and I acquiesced that things were a little bit off track.

Everything looks like it was premeditated.

I washed for a long time, until I was dizzy from the heat, so I hurried out wrapped in a towel.Shen Yan said that she would bring me clothes, but she seemed to have forgotten about it.

Sure enough, there was no one in the living room, but there was still a small water stain on the leather sofa he had sat on.I froze for a while, didn't wipe my hair, took a towel and went to the kitchen to take a look, and then my bedroom.Of course, Shen Yan was nowhere to be seen.

It turned out to be gone.

I sat down on the couch where he had been, with the towel twisted in my hand, too tight, and that's when I felt a little pain.But in fact, the pain in the hand is not enough to feel the oppressive feeling in the heart, which makes people feel uncomfortable and want to cry but have no tears.

Impatiently leaning on the sofa for a while, until I felt cold, my heart finally calmed down again.He bowed his head and smiled silently. In fact, it was the best choice for him and me to just leave like this.

He brushed his hair once and for all, and while wiping, he held his hand in front of his eyes, it was this hand, held by Shen Yan for so long, it was it, and he still remembered the temperature in his palm.

Suddenly he felt sad, even more sad than when he just found out that he had left quietly.Only this time but only for myself.At this point, why the hell am I still disappointed.Whenever I feel sad, I feel cold, and my body and mind are also chilly, and it is fitting that a series of sneezes immediately follow.

What a fucking cold!

He staggered back to his room and changed his clothes, still feeling uncontrollably cold, shaking like he was shaking, went to the kitchen to boil water and almost knocked over the kettle.

After lighting the fire, I put my hands together, so close, my skin was so hot that it hurt, but I still felt cold.

I watched the kettle bubbling, watched the overfilled water overflow from the lid and sizzle on the fire, flickering and struggling to go out.

I smell a pungent smell.

I was awakened by the sound of the doorbell. I was stunned and blinked before I came to my senses. I hurriedly turned off the fire, turned around and went out to open the door.

It's Shen Yan.

I looked at him a little surprised, but he shook the umbrella in his hand towards the door, looked back at me, and asked with a smile, "Did you finish washing? Do you feel better?"

"How does it feel?" I asked numbly.

"Aren't you sneezing all the time, you're probably going to catch a cold." Shen Yan had already walked in, put the umbrella on the shoe rack, and shook the bag in his hand to me, "I'm going to buy you cold medicine. I only found painkillers at home. Why do you keep so many painkillers at home?"

I held this arm and looked at the back of Shen Yan who walked in. Before he could speak, he suddenly rushed into the kitchen in a hurry, came out after a while, heaved a sigh of relief, and asked me: "Do you smell it? Strong smell of gas."

I shook my head, sniffed, and calmly walked into the kitchen from in front of him, poured a glass of freshly boiled water into the cup, took a sip carefully, and said to Shen Yan by the door: "I have a cold, my nose seems a little does not work."

Shen Yan nodded solemnly: "Then don't use fire. I'll do what you want."

I looked at him from the mouth of the cup, and I couldn't express what feeling I felt, the joy of regaining what was lost?It's not without it, but it's just wrapped in an increasingly heavy heartache, which can be ignored at all.

He said that he would let him come, as if he and I still have a lot of future.

Obviously it was stolen.

I didn't say anything, but when I saw that Shen Yan brought back some clothes, I knew that he had made up his mind to stay, so I asked him to take a shower first.I caught a cold, but I don't want him to be the same, and I caught it in the end.

Shen Yan was not in a hurry, and hurriedly took out the medicine from the bag.He bought several kinds, flipped through the box and read the instructions first, finally chose a box and opened it, and picked out two white pills for me.

"Eating this, the effect may not be so strong, but there are not so many side effects."

I sat on the sofa, didn't even look at it, just swallowed it with the water on my head, and then drank more than half a glass of water.The water temperature was a little hot, and my head was sweating slightly.

Shen Yan smiled with satisfaction: "I'm going to take a shower, you go to bed and sleep for a while."

But I sat without moving: "I don't want to sleep."

"Okay then. I'll get you a blanket."

When Shen Yan was taking a shower, the sliding door was not closed tightly, and the sound of hula-la-la-la water could be heard clearly.I leaned on the sofa and turned my head to look at the blurred shadow on the frosted glass.

I don't even know if I have thought clearly about anything, probably not, because my mind is still muddy at all.The sound of running water was quieter.I forced myself to regain my senses, and took the remote from the coffee table to turn on the TV.

I changed a few channels in boredom, and finally scanned the local news, and there happened to be a scene of an accident in a shopping mall.No wonder, in such a big shopping mall, and it was New Year's Eve, it was not surprising that such a big event would alarm the leaders and the media.

According to reports, no one was injured in the blast.This is a very mysterious statement.In a place with so many people, the incident happened so suddenly, and the conclusion that there were no casualties sounded more ridiculous than Shen Yan saying that he hadn't cheated.

Enduring nausea and watching for a while, it turned out that the person who created this sensational incident was a middle-aged man in his 40s. Because of the company's operating problems, he was heavily in debt outside, and his wife divorced him with their children. It was hard to think about it, so he had the desire to take revenge on the society. idea.

I turned off the TV and sat silently for a while, feeling a little pain in my body.This kind of pain often visits me recently, and I can bear it at first, but slowly, I can barely suppress it only by taking painkillers.

After returning to the room and taking out the medicine, Shen Yan suddenly made a noise at the door, and asked anxiously: "Xiaojing, why did you take it again, did you already take the medicine?"

I sat on the edge of the bed, looked up at Shen Yan, and felt pain in my heart from the worry on his face.I smiled at him and said, "It's not cold medicine."

"What's that?" He walked in, sat down next to me, and looked at me sideways.

"Guess." I said.

Shen Yan looked at me helplessly, still worried: "Don't take medicine indiscriminately."

"how come."

I still laughed, and my eyes slowly moved down from his face to his chest still wet with water.This man didn't know what was going on, maybe he was addicted to boxing, and there were so many large and small scars on his body, some of them had healed early, and some had just scabbed with blood, although it was not serious, it looked strange.

Shen Yan felt a little embarrassed when I saw it, and said with a smile: "Don't look at me like that..."

"I can't see?"

"What nonsense." He was a little annoyed.

When I saw him like that, I felt as if my heart was on fire. I got up and tore off the towel around his waist, and then pushed him into the bed while he was staring blankly.

"Lie down."

I slapped his butt maliciously, looked at Lixian's palm prints, and said to him with a sneer, "Didn't you want to know what medicine I took, I'll tell you now."