Good day and beautiful scenery

There are not many people in the company who are still sticking to their posts. Even the boss himself did not come the day after the meeting with me, saying that he was already on the flight to travel somewhere with his family.

Allen is still there, coming on time every day, but not leaving after get off work.When I met him at the elevator entrance, he had just bought a cup of coffee and walked out of the elevator while drinking.

He stopped when he saw it was me, glanced at my hand, frowned and asked me: "You still have a computer? Are you going home to work overtime?"

I didn't speak.Instead, I remembered that many of my colleagues secretly laughed at Ai Lun, saying that he was more of a boss than Lao Liu, not to mention anything else, but this face was a bit colder than others, and he always looked like he was doing everything.

Such a sudden collision, at first glance, is really interesting.

"It's just a habit." I said, and asked him casually, "Are you still leaving?"

Allen narrowed his eyes and asked me, "Why, want to be with me?"

I glanced at him indifferently, a little embarrassed and a little discouraged by the teasing smile in his eyes.This guy will never have a good time to talk.

While the elevator was coming down, I stepped in, and the elevator door closed, but I saw him still drinking his coffee, standing there with a half-smile.

I went to Xiaodang's house.

It was dinner time, but the store was deserted, with two or three tables of guests sitting here and there.Uncle Li was standing by the counter, talking to the little girl at the cash register.

I haven't seen that little girl before, probably newly recruited, she looks to be in her early twenties, her hair is tied up into a ponytail, revealing a smooth and full forehead and a face with light makeup.The person is quite beautiful, not to mention that when she looks at people, she still blushes slightly, and looks very focused like a student.

I didn't go over to say hello, I chose a seat by the window and sat down, looked at the menu for a while, and finally chose the signature set menu here.

Uncle Li came over after my food was served. He squeezed my shoulder gently, pulled the chair opposite me and sat down.He leaned back on the back of the chair, found a comfortable position, smiled and lifted his chin at me.

"It's rare to see you come over at night. Are you finally done?"

I looked around the store and smiled: "Yeah, I'm done with work. It's only a few days before the Chinese New Year, and most of our company colleagues have already left."

"That's right, not many people came to eat in the past week. I was wondering if I should also take advantage of the office shop to rest for a few days, just to see if your Uncle Yun has any places you want to go for a walk."

"Uncle Yun, is he okay?" I couldn't help but put down my chopsticks and looked at Uncle Li.

I was a little sad, which is to be expected.

In fact, the word "New Year's Eve" may be the most joyous thing for anyone else. Fathers and sons, couples, relatives and friends, even if they are separated from each other, they always have to spend these few days of the year, regardless of the migratory birds. The hard work of migration, traveling thousands of miles, just for reunion.

But for Uncle Yun and Uncle Li, this kind of feeling that every day we pass, the days we spend together will inevitably be one day less, I am afraid that no one can understand it without personal experience, even me...

I shook my head slowly, smiling bitterly to myself.How can I understand.At least no matter how hard I try, I can't do what they do, and be so calm in the face of life and death.

"It's not bad recently, and the headaches don't seem to be so frequent."

Uncle Li suddenly stretched out his hand, bent his fingers and tapped lightly on the table, smiled, and said with some reproach: "I said, what expression do you have? Don't you know your Uncle Yun? With a bitter face. A few days ago when he came to the store, he said a few words to the new girl over there because of this incident, and he almost didn't cry."

I laughed too, knowing that Uncle Li said that just to comfort me.In fact, based on my understanding of Uncle Yun, even if he really doesn't like or is unhappy, he will never embarrass anyone in person.

It is precisely because of Uncle Yun like this that I can't bear to even think about that possibility.

"Is he in the back?" I asked.

Uncle Li shook his head: "It's still there in the afternoon. I didn't let him stay for too long, so I sent him back to rest."

"That's it."

"Don't worry, I will tell him that you came to see him specially." Uncle Li smiled knowingly, paused, and then asked me, "What about you, are you still celebrating the New Year here today?"

"I don't know yet." I really didn't think about it.

Recently, my mother would call almost every other day. Although she didn't tell me to go back, the meaning behind the words was already obvious.She said that in the past few years during the Chinese New Year, she always cooked a lot of dishes. In the end, she and my dad were two people, and no one looked at each other when they were on the table.

"What does that mean?"

I nodded: "My family let me go back."

Uncle Li sat up straight, laughed heartily, and said, "This is a good thing! Why, are you afraid of going back?"

"……too long……"

"Stupid boy!" Uncle Li looked at me helplessly, and said with a sigh, "But it's normal to be afraid, and it's a good thing to be close to the hometown, let alone your situation. But then again, it's better not to go home. Coward, manly man, it’s nothing to get a few more sticks at worst. I still don’t believe that your old man can do it.”

My dad didn't know what to do, and I really didn't know what to do.But I am not afraid of being beaten. After all, I have been beaten by him since I was a child, and I already have antibodies in my body.

In the final analysis, what I am afraid of is that it may be a little crazy to say it, but I am really afraid that they will suddenly treat me well.

This is the first time I have talked so much with Uncle Li.He is different from Uncle Yun, and his way of comforting people is also the same as his people. He is straightforward to the point of being a little rough, but every sentence is reasonable, so I can only cry and laugh but have no way to refute.

Before saying goodbye, I took out the scarf I gave to Uncle Yun from my bag. I saw it by chance when William dragged me to the mall some time ago. It is made of pure cashmere, light and warm, and it is the best gift for Uncle Yun.

Uncle Li looked at me, but he didn't refuse too much, so he took it.

After thinking about it for two days, I finally made up my mind to go home.Fearing that I would regret it, I even bought the ticket for the New Year's Eve.

Before going home is the most leisure time. There is nothing to do in the company. I will still check in when I am bored. In the afternoon, I even ran out leisurely to get a haircut.I didn't realize it before, but after I cut my hair short, I looked in the mirror and realized that I was a little too thin. The skin on my face was pale and dry, but the shadows under my eyes were thick, and I looked a little horrible.

Unexpectedly, she bumped into Shen Yan like this.

I really can't blame me for being troublesome.I just wanted to buy some gifts for my parents before going home, so I went to the shopping mall near my home by myself.

Thanks to the fact that there are fewer people everywhere at the end of the year, my efficiency is quite high this trip. In less than an hour, I have already bought a woolen long coat for my mother and a pair of suede leather shoes for my father. .

Thinking about it, I haven't been home for so many years, and I always feel that I don't buy enough.So I went to the video store to look again, and finally chose the one that was said to be the best.Maybe it was because I was quick enough to spend money, even if the big guy went out of the market again, they agreed to deliver the goods to the door the next day.

But buying a stereo is really not a temporary idea on my part. I secretly thought about it when I was very young, because I knew that my mother loved to sing, and she sang very well, better than many stars on TV.Although my dad doesn't sing, he may have been infected by my mom. In my impression, he also loves to listen to opera.

After buying everything that needed to be bought, I stumbled across a men's clothing store on the escalator. It was a brand that Shen Yan liked very much and had been wearing all the time.

I watched from a distance, but was stunned, remembering that the last gift I gave him was a shirt of this brand.

We broke up in a fit of anger that day, and didn't even have a chance to see him put it on.Later, when I was insane and drunk, I called the phone over in a daze, and even recognized him as a man who didn't even see what he looked like, and even fell in love with his shapely, slender and vigorous body wrapped under that shirt like a nympho...

People's hearts are so realistic that they don't even want to put on a little disguise. Just after putting on some unnecessary things, this body immediately becomes heavy.

My current state is like this, obviously I haven't been shopping for a long time, just over an hour, how can it compare to being dragged by Shen Yan for a whole day when I was crazy before, and I don't feel tired.

Like an old man sitting on a bench in the aisle of a shopping mall, he hangs his head feebly and gasps for air.

I know that it is naturally unwise to compare with the past, but the facts do not allow me not to sigh and sigh.Today is different from the past, what I have lost is not only the lingering obsession at that time, but also my declining physical strength.

But what came out of thin air was only hallucinations.

No.20 nine, accident

Closing and opening his eyes, he was finally sure that what he saw was not an illusion.

Shen Yan's shoes are shiny at all times, and his suit trouser legs keep the midline straight all the time.He pays attention to image, all the time.

In front of such a heavy feast, wrapped in a heavy down jacket, with a dry and pale face, I was so sloppy that even I was tired of it.But there is no way, it was an accident to run into him.

"Why are you alone?" Shen Yan's voice exploded above my head.In fact, the volume is not loud, and it is a bit cold, but it just sounds in my ears, and it becomes inexplicably abrupt.

Knowing that I couldn't escape, I could only raise my head, adjust my heartbeat and look at Shen Yan.Different from the smile on my face, Shen Yanru's expression still looked a bit ruthless the night he met at the bar.

"Why yourself?" He stressed impatiently.

I took a deep breath, leaned back on the back of the chair, found a support for myself without any trace, then looked up at him with a funny face: "What's so strange about me being alone?"

I would like to ask, he, Lawyer Shen, actually came out to hang out at this time.But thinking about it again, I asked this, other than appearing jealous, it was meaningless.

Couldn't help laughing again.

Shen Yan stood in front of me, her feet were motionless, her eyes were condescending on my face, she seemed to have a lot of advantages and confidence over me, so it was always him who kept a straight face.

In fact, the Shen Yan I know never used to be so stern.Although he is not happy like a fool all the time, at least, in the eyes of others, and deep in my memory, his face has always been gentle, calm and steady.

So the world is not completely unfair.It's just like time and time, which has eroded my life beyond recognition, and it is willing to forget anyone.Shen Yan's demeanor remained in the past, and the one in front of me, projected in my eyes, was only strange.

Gradually, looking at each other becomes empty.I couldn't laugh, I looked away and got up to leave.

Shen Yan followed behind me.Strangely, he didn't reach out to stop me, and he didn't even say anything for a long time.I don't know what mood he followed me.Unwilling?Or is there still a little nostalgia for our past?But no matter which one it is, it's just as sad to think about.

Walking lazily, standing behind the crowd and waiting for the elevator, unable to get up two or three times, only to realize that there are still many people in the mall, and as far as the eye can see, everyone is talking and laughing.

New Year's Eve.Joy enveloped the world around me like a poisonous mist.

In the end, I took the escalator down the stairs and out of the shopping mall. I belatedly realized why there were so many people in the shopping mall suddenly.It's raining, mixed with snow particles, pattering, continuous.

It was still sunny when we came out.

I hate everything that comes without warning, such as this winter rain, and the uncontrollable bad emotions that burst like a flood in my heart.

The more annoying reality than Shen Yan's appearance is that I didn't drive a car, and I didn't even bring an umbrella. Although I wore a down jacket with a hat, I didn't have the confidence to rush out against the wind and rain.All he could do was to blend in with the noisy crowd and stand blankly.

Crowding to my left is a couple.

There are quite a few couples in the crowd, but this one is especially young, with the faces of junior high school students, wearing a couple sweater with a hat, holding hands and resting their heads on their shoulders, talking in a low voice, and can't help but feel happy when they talk about it. They looked at each other, smiled, kissed each other, and didn't care about the eyes of others.

I am not petty.Well, maybe yes, the smiles on their faces are shining, and I, only in the flash of memory, can't help thinking of my happiest time.

Shaking his head, he forced himself to close his ears, his eyes fixed on the front.The rain in winter is different from that in spring and summer. There is no new green on the branches, and the vegetation in the flower beds is withered. It is depressing to watch.

There are more and more people hiding from the rain around me.In fact, they talked and laughed like this, as if the rain didn't stop, it didn't matter to them.I'm the only one who is upset.

Sneezed untimely.Then another one, too late to dodge.

The young couple next to me glanced at me at the same time. The boy frowned, but the girl was more tolerant. She just glanced at me with a hesitant expression, and then turned her head away.

Another sneeze.

I quickly covered my nose and mouth with my hands and said sorry.

His shoulders suddenly sank.It was Shen Yan, who probably couldn't understand my weakness, squeezed through the crowd and put his windbreaker on me, and pressed his hands on my shoulders.

I close my eyes.If not, I am afraid it will reveal even the last bit of secret in my heart.I don't want to act in front of Shen Yan as if I can't live without him.

Compared to being embarrassed enough to make him sympathize, I rather be far away because he is jealous because I live happily.Just like that night, when William was by my side, Shen Yan's hand stretched out to me, only to leave angrily at the last second.

He has Zhou Yue himself, so he thinks I have someone else. This logic is impeccable.

"What's the matter with you?" Shen Yan's voice fluctuated in my ear.

I'm a little dizzy.The air in the crowd, and Shen Yan's familiar warm breath enveloped me, making me feel suffocated.He shook his head silently.

"Bring me something." Shen Yan said again, her tone was much more relaxed than when they first met, "Is it cold? Wait a little longer, and go out when the rain is less."

I opened my eyes and looked at the boundless rain and fog, really wondering when it would stop.Turning to look at Shen Yan, he met his focused gaze.Even though he hadn't been exposed to rain or washed, he seemed to be a different person, the same Shen Yan I was familiar with before, with deep and gentle eyes, dry and full lips with a slight smile.

By the way, looking at it from such a close distance, you can still see the little scar left above the corner of his right mouth last time.

"Did you get into a fight?" I heard my own dry voice.

Shen Yan looked at me suspiciously: "Huh?"

I look away from his mouth.

Forget it, I myself think this question is too stupid.Is it concerned?But everyone knows it's too inappropriate.Or ridicule, ridicule because you care?

Really stupid!

The accident happened at the moment when my mind was floating.

There was a sudden loud noise from behind, followed by the sound of glass shattering, screams of fear, crying, and panicked running.

explode!The brain makes such a judgment instantly.

It was true, because with that loud noise, the floor under my feet shook and shook.The gathered crowd suddenly panicked, yelling and running, the children were frightened and cried, those who couldn't run fast couldn't drag their legs, and those who were slow, cursed...

"Everyone, don't panic, run as far as possible, go to an open place, and be careful not to step on people."

Shen Yan had hugged me tightly to his chest at some point, and led me quickly to the square on the left side of the gate.His voice was very loud, and it sounded particularly calm and powerful amidst the panic and panic.

It rained harder and harder.It was as if the thunder just now not only shattered the glass and frightened people, but even the sky was shaken out of such a big hole, and the rain column fell from the sky.

But compared to the danger of losing their lives for no reason, no one in the square cared whether they were drenched or not, and no one cared about the stranger who hugged him because of fear.

I was hugged by Shen Yan in a daze, he was so forceful that I suspected that something was wrong with my internal organs, everything was displaced, and every one of them was tightly clenched and painful.

Through the rain and fog, I couldn't see the situation inside the shopping mall clearly. I could only vaguely see many figures pouring out of the gate, and some people rushed inside in a hurry, regardless of life or death.

I looked up at Shen Yan, his furrowed brows, tensed jaw muscles, and pursed lips, every subtle expression showed that he was actually very nervous.Maybe it's because of worry.

I suddenly thought, although Shen Yan is scumbag, he still has his mercy after all.