start learning to love you

"Oh yeah, it's done." Turning around and showing off to the people behind him, "Woo..." Maybe it was too superficial, the boos came, I leaned on Shijing's shoulder and secretly smiled.She took my hand gently, and then wanted to put another ring on me.Sensing her actions, I subconsciously quickly pulled my hand away from her palm, and took a few steps back to distance myself from her.

"I'm not used to wearing these things on my body, so I put them away for you." I pushed her hand holding the ring in, and she looked at the box in her hand in a daze for a few seconds before putting it away.

I really wanted to face up to the relationship between us and really didn't want to lose her, but when the ring was put on my ring finger, I felt panic again.

"What's your plan?" When she came to my sister, she asked, I looked at the buttons of her clothes with my fingers and said vaguely, "That's it, what's the plan?"

"You don't have anything to please me." My sister then gave me a hard look, turned around and entered the room, glared at me, and glared at me again. I snorted a few times with my nose and then entered the room.

"Grandma, they are bullying Jinse, woo..." Seeing the old lady start giving out red envelopes, I rushed up and hugged grandma's waist tightly, "Oh, Jinse, tell me how I can compensate you. "

"Send me a big red envelope, okay?"

"Virtue, take it for you." Grandma said and stuffed a big red lucky character into my hand. I opened the red envelope, looked at it, kissed grandma on the cheek, and said meanly: " It’s grandma who loves Jinse the most, so many grandpas.” Grandma smiled heartily and patted me on the back and said, “This bitch, I’m happy now.”

Put the red envelope in the bag and put it away, and then follow everyone around the table. There is always a New Year's atmosphere during the Chinese New Year. Before eating, my elder brother and I went out with firecrackers to set off.

"Jinse, I'm really planning to live with Shijing." Everyone in my family knows the good things about my sister and women. My sister has her own opinions on what to do and don't need them to worry about it. I'm not happy with my elder brother asking this.

"What do you mean, what do you mean by really planning? Is it possible that I am the kind of casual person?"

"You are not casual, come and light the fire, stay away."

It’s not completely dark yet, I’m especially looking forward to going to the backyard to set off fireworks with Shijing after dark when I’m having dinner, “I’m not saying you’re just having fun there by yourself, I’m just listening to you for this meal Have fun." Sister Xiaoya pushed my head when she was clearing the dinner plate, and I raised my chin and stuck out my tongue at her.

"Grandma gave it to me just now, here you are." A red envelope bigger than the one I received appeared in front of my eyes, I turned my head to look at it, took the red envelope from Shi Jing's hand, and opened it. It's really eccentric to give Shijing so much money.

"It's over, I have no place in grandma's heart."

"Take it and put it away, and store it later."

"Okay, okay" I went to put the money in my bag, and when I put the money in the past, the time was just right for my sister, second sister and elder brother to play mahjong.Go over and have a look, this card really stinks.

"Play this, you are stupid, how can you play two, ten thousand and ten thousand."

"Jinse, don't just go and stay on the other side, you've lost more than 100, Xiaoya quickly pull her away and play." The second sister said loudly holding the mahjong tiles , I stood next to Shijing and smiled, hehe, this is called blindfolding, you don't understand it.

"how much won"

"500 more"

"There are so many, give it to me, and I will buy delicious food."

"Okay, I'll give it all to you, you chicken, touch yourself."

"Oh, Shijing, you and Jinyan won this night. You two should let us brothers and sisters have a good time. Come and shuffle the cards." The second sister lost all night and finally lost her eyes. Said that if she didn't return to the book, she wouldn't go home and wasted with Shijing and her sister.

"It's all lost, you have nothing to eat." The second sister finally went home with a small purse with a smile on her face. After eleven o'clock, I took the fireworks to the yard to light them. My sister stood at the door watching the beautiful and colorful fireworks that were fleeting.I stood side by side with my sister. It was very cold and I put my hand in my sister's coat pocket. My sister held my hand firmly in the palm of my hand. It felt very warm.

"No matter what happens between me and the future, don't intervene, just do what you want, remember." In the middle of admiring the beauty, the elder sister said this sentence, and her hands increased again , I nodded and said remember, I will not participate in your affairs.

The New Year's bell rang, and the old year finally passed and the new year must begin. I went upstairs and lay down on the bed after a simple wash.

"Thank you, this is the best gift I have received in 31 years." Shi Jing spoke slowly after lying down, his gentle tone echoed in the air, turned over and stretched out his arms to hug him, leaning his head On her shoulders, she closed her eyes and said softly, "Wait for me, wait for me..."

I don't know what I want the world to wait for me, wait for me to become mature and stable, wait for me to become outstanding and eye-catching, wait for me to stop being afraid of fear.I don't know if I did this to cut off my own escape route, or if I forced the situation to stay by my side.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, I lay in bed all day and didn’t move at all except going downstairs to eat lunch and go to the bathroom. My sisters went out to visit relatives according to the custom. As a child, I didn’t want to be restrained because of my virtue. The customs are exhausting, and my parents and family members are used to it, so they don't force me to go to New Year's greetings.

"I have to go back to my parents tomorrow, are you here or go home or come with me to my parents."

"Uh, isn't there your brother?"

"My sister-in-law returned to her natal home in her second year of junior high school"

"Ah, then you are going back to your mother's house. If I go with you, wouldn't it be..."

"Uncle"

"I am dizzy"

"If you don't go there, it's better to stay here, at least you won't be hungry if you have something to eat and drink."

"Do you need to buy any gifts? I think I can take the protein powder that my second sister bought for grandma to your parents. It's more than 1000."

"It's up to you, they don't need anything and don't need to buy anything."

"How can I do that? I didn't bring anything with me the previous two times. This time, my identity is different. I have to carry it to be worthy."

"Oh, what's the difference in identity, tell me about it."

"I used to be your girlfriend, but now I'm your husband, am I their son-in-law?"

"You know so much about seniority." Shi Jing's face turned red, and seeing her blushing, I realized what I just said was right, and immediately felt my ears heat up.