start learning to love you

They quarreled fiercely. After my sister said it was all my fault, the room fell into a terrible silence. After a long time, she took out a stack of papers from the drawer under the TV cabinet, and she put the thick document on the coffee table helplessly. She smiled and said to her sister: "You have been messing around these past few years. I don't know, but I have never said anything. Is it possible that Jinyan's relationship for so many years will be caused by a person who has no courage to face it and chooses to run away?" Fall apart?"

"you investigate me"

"I don't. Your business is too big and too good. It is inevitable that there will be people who don't like it. Most of these are given to me by your opponents, and some of them are given to me by Wu Man."

"You also said that you have no contact with Wu Man"

"Jin Yan, as long as I have an impure relationship with Wu Man, I will not have a showdown with you in my own home today. Jin Yan, do you know how afraid Jin Se is to let you down, she has worked very hard She is going to achieve the goal you set for her, but she is not you, she is not as shrewd and capable as you, in order not to embarrass you, she has rashes all over her body, and she didn’t tell you, even me, if it wasn’t I woke up in the middle of the night and saw her secretly changing her dressing in the bathroom, and I was still kept in the dark. Jinyan, I know that after the death of your uncle and aunt, you will have to bear the burden of the whole family. Xiaoya and I have walked with you step by step, we have all gone through the hardships and helplessness here, haven't we?"

"Jinse... is she serious... I've been too busy recently to take care of her. That little bastard is in a state of being mad at you all day long. When I see her, I can't suppress my anger and go straight to my head."

"Let's stop arguing. It's time for Jinse to come back. Are you going to eat here or go home?"

"Eat here, I told Xiaoya before I came here to deal with things and you come here."

"In that line, sit down and I'll cook. You can throw away all the waste paper. It's useless for me to keep it."

"You really……"

"Jinyan, I think we should cooperate, so that you can enter the field of wood processing, and I can also learn from you how to do business."

"Let me think about it"

"Okay, I'll go cook. When Jinse comes back later, remember not to get angry."

"understood"

Shi Jing went to the kitchen to cook, the two of them probably wouldn't have thought that I entered the house as early as 10 minutes, but they just shrank in the hallway and didn't enter the house.After changing into slippers, he put down his backpack and walked to the living room, "Sister, you are here."

"Well, I found a job."

"Well, found it."

"what do"

"Warehouse manager, [-] a month, [-] subsidy if you don't live in the dormitory."

"What do you say you are doing, warehouse clerk, I paid so much money for you to study, and in the end you found such a job."

"The manager said that if you work hard, there is a lot of room for appreciation. Many employees have been transferred to the supermarket before, and this is only temporary."

"No matter how much you get promoted, you're just a waiter. What career prospects do you have? Are your teacher certificates and lawyer certificates useless? Why don't you find a suitable job? Why are you so stupid when you talk?" Temper doesn't mean that if you can suppress it, you can suppress it, so it's getting hot again.

"You forced me to take the exams, none of which I like."

"What do you like to do, eat, play, what else."

"I'll come and see what delicious food I brought, spicy crab, come and get it." When sister Xiaoya entered the door with a delicious spicy crab in high spirits, I was scolded by my sister twisting my ears, I heard Miss Xiaoya whispering to Shijing, "Why Jinse has provoked Jinyan again, this eyeball is about to burst into flames."

"Jinse found a job as a warehouse manager, and Jinyan felt dissatisfied."

"That's not an easy job, Jinse can do it."

"Well, I was quite surprised at first, but it's been more than a week, and I'm getting more and more energetic."

"This girl, I don't know what will happen in the future. Jinyan is just too anxious. Who can eat a fat man in one bite?"

The two elder sisters watched the excitement by themselves and no one came to rescue me. I begged for a long time before I escaped from the palm of my elder sister. I ate and I ate more to replenish my strength.During the meal, I ate three big crabs by myself, which made it hard for me to go upstairs, "Look at her, she knows how to eat except for eating, she looks like a worthless person."

Still ignoring her still angry sister, she went upstairs alone. Her waist was in excruciating pain, and she tore off her clothes indiscriminately and got into bed.

"Have you taken a shower yet? Get up and take a shower."

"I can't wash it anymore. I sprained my waist today, and I can't get up because of the pain." After I finished speaking, I tilted my neck and was speechless. Seeing the sweat on my head, I got up seriously and bent down to check my injury.

"Hey, what are you doing, it hurts to press it lightly, do you know?"

"I haven't tried hard yet, it hurts like this, or go to the hospital."

"I won't go, I hate going to the hospital, I won't go."

"Then I'll call the doctor to come to the head office."

"Well, this is fine." Shi Jing called a doctor she knew, and about an hour and a half later, the man showed me my waist, "It's nothing serious, it's a muscle, you press here for her and it's ready tomorrow morning." "I listened to the words of this miracle doctor and thought to myself, I'm going to die of pain, and you just say that it's okay to solve it, a quack doctor will definitely do it.

"Come on, hold on, I pressed it." Shi Jing sent the doctor away after greetings, and she directly rode on me with both hands around my waist and pressed down vigorously.

"Ah...it hurts...huh...it hurts..." Before I fell asleep, I felt a chill on my back. I guess Shijing applied ointment to me. Hehe, isn't this something to be proud of? Well, she didn't want me.

Because of my back pain, I took the vacation of the rotation. I was lying at home and started tossing around when I was bored. Jar of paper cranes in glass jars.Open the lid of the polished box, there are several cards, photos, and two diaries inside.Thousand paper cranes are common, but they all have the words "I like you" written on their wings without exception. That's the handwriting of Shijing, and I recognized the author's original body at a glance.

What is hidden here is Shijing and Wu Man's past, their past youthful years. I resist in my heart, but my fingers have already opened the yellowed diary.

XX XX XX

I suddenly found that I had feelings for Wu Man beyond friendship. Did I really like her who is also a woman? I was so afraid that she would find out my abnormality.

XX XX XX

I accidentally kissed her on the face today, and my heart beat so fast, what does it feel like, is it emotional?

The first diary is the anxiety and hesitation written by Shijing in the initial stage of love, and the second diary is the words written by them after their passionate love and separation. There are lingering and reluctant, but the most critical complaints and resentment.

In one of them she wrote:

My dear, how are you doing now? In the days without you, there are many people around, including a very interesting child, but none of them can occupy your vacant place in my heart.It’s raining here today, I’m very cold, I really want you to hug me, I like to curl up in your arms and listen to you hum a little song to me, come back soon, I’ll wait for you, I will love you forever territory.

I didn't continue to read all of it, my heart is not strong enough to read the love monologue written by Shijing to Wu Man, the affection in the text is so strong, and the love between the lines is so lingering.Is the very interesting child she described me, and if so, did I occupy the place vacated by Wu Man? I have to wait for her curtain call before I can go on stage, I don't want such an arrangement.Is it true that you don’t have her anymore in your heart? That’s why you wipe the iron box every day before going to sleep. When you are in a bad mood, you will open the iron box and put it inside. I looked at your previous group photo a few times. At that time, you looked very refreshing with short hair.