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"His mother died to save him. He seemed to be in a coma for three days in the hospital because of being hit on the head when he was pushed away. After waking up, he lost his memory." Qiu Wencheng has already familiarized the contents of these pages. Remember, "During these three days, his father cremated his mother's body and brought the ashes abroad. Not only did he never see his mother's last face, but at that time he didn't even know how his mother left. .”

Every word printed on the paper and every sentence Qiu Wencheng said at this time made Xiang Zheng unbearable. If he had known that this would happen, he would have to hold back Li Zihao at the beginning.

"The death of his mother had a great impact on him, and he was negative for a while. Later, he met Qu Jingtong and followed him into St. Martin's to study fashion design. He even showed extraordinary talent in design, and he slowly walked away Come out." Qiu Wencheng knew that Xiang Zheng didn't see the back, "He is famous for being weird in school, and he is obviously very talented in design, but he never touches women's clothing. No one knows the reason."

Xiang Zheng was startled, and said for a while, "I think I know."

"Why?" Qiu Wencheng had been puzzled by this for a long time, and many inquiries were fruitless. It seemed that no one knew the real answer.

Xiang Zheng remembered what Li Zihao told him in high school, "The shadow of childhood, he has a physical aversion to women's bodies."

"Damn, this is okay?" Qiu Wencheng was shocked, "No wonder everyone said he was weird. I heard that he never entered the backstage where there were female models. So that's the case."

Xiang Zheng didn't listen to a word Qiu Wencheng said. He suddenly discovered that Li Zihao, a person who wrapped himself tightly in a shell, told himself so many secrets without reservation. There are also psychological problems that he can't talk about in his life.

Li Zihao opened up to him the most real, most unbearable and most fragile self, but not only did he not protect it well, but he personally gave him the heaviest knife...

Xiang Zheng, you are really nothing!

He put the materials on the table, buried his face in his hands and didn't get up for a long time. Qiu Wencheng looked at his slightly undulating back and sighed, reached out and patted his shoulder.

"Wencheng."

"Ok?"

"I feel as though I'm about to lose him again..."

Thinking of what Li Zihao said when he looked at his eyes and the decisive back during the day, fear kept surging from the bottom of his heart. Xiang Zheng has always been fearless, and the only thing that scared him since he was a child is Li Zihao.

Afraid that he will be wronged, afraid that he will be sad, afraid that he will be unhappy, hold the person in the palm of his hand to protect him, and put it on the tip of his heart to ache.

But in the end, it was Xiang Zheng himself who hurt Li Zihao the most.

"Don't say that, it's not all your fault." Qiu Wencheng looked at such a decadent Xiang Zheng, feeling very uncomfortable, "He will figure it out, give him some time."

When he saw these materials for the first time, Qiu Wencheng understood why he looked like Xiang Zheng when he first met him. It turned out that it was all because of Li Zihao, and it took him a long time to bring him back to normal. Yes, but in the end it was because of Li Zihao that he saw the former Xiang Zheng.

"No, I can't let him go again."

Xiang Zheng stood up abruptly and was about to go out. He didn't look at anyone or the way. He tripped over the foot of the sofa and almost fell down. Qiu Wencheng quickly caught him with his eyesight and hands, "Be sober!"

"I'm sober." Xiang Zheng's eyes were red, "It's because I'm sober that I can't watch him leave me like this. I let go that time five years ago. It's enough for me to regret it for half my life. Now I can't let go no matter what. , I don't want to regret it forever!"

Qiu Wencheng was startled by the steam in his eyes, "I didn't tell you to let go, it's just that it's not the best time, he's on the boss right now, he won't listen to what you say, forced explanations will only add fuel to the fire."

Xiang Zheng was stunned, Qiu Wencheng's words were so enlightening, Li Zihao didn't respond to his explanation during the day, and was even irritated and said the following words.

"Fuck!" Xiang Zheng groaned his hair angrily, "Why didn't you say it earlier."

Qiu Wencheng said innocently, "I didn't know you were so stupid."

He's a smart guy, but when he gets to Li Zihao, he gets confused.

Xiang Zheng fell back on the sofa with a look of lovelessness, his mind is full of Li Zihao now, if Li Zihao is willing to talk to him now, let him do whatever he wants.

Qiu Wencheng became annoyed when he saw his worthless appearance, "He's going to find someone to call and ask about the situation. It's useless to play a bitter scene here, and he can't see it."

"Yes!" Xiang Zheng sat up straight, and excitedly pushed Qiu Wencheng, "Okay, you are smart!"

Qiu Wencheng glanced at Xiang Zheng who was immersed in dialing, thinking that you are too stupid.

"Hey Si Qi, is your boss at your place?" Xiang Zheng asked, obviously impatient with what was said there, "Forget it, forget it, you can continue to eat yours." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone up.

If it's not with Si Qi, then there is only Qu Jingtong, "Hi, it's me, Xiang Zheng."

Qu Jingtong listened to the music, "I knew you would call me soon, why, I lost my wife and now I'm looking for it, why did I go so early."

"I..." Xiang Zheng knew he was in the wrong and couldn't say anything, after all, his wife was still at someone else's house, "It's my problem, he is with you, how is he feeling, is he okay?"

"What do you think?" Qu Jingtong snorted. He has always regarded Li Zihao as his younger brother, but now he naturally regards Xiang Zheng as his mother's family. He naturally has no good face when his family is bullied.

Xiang Zheng choked for a while, trying not to get angry, "Then how is he doing now, is he eating properly?"

Qu Jingtong turned his head and looked at the person buried in the blanket with the ostrich in it, "Still eating? You're so full of me."

"How can you not eat!" Xiang Zheng turned up the volume unconsciously, and was suppressed after being glared at by Qiu Wencheng, "Qu Jingtong, listen to me, Li Zihao has a bad stomach and can't stand hunger, please don't worry about it How about you persuade him to eat a little."

Tsk, seeing the meticulous attention to detail, Qu Jingtong curled his lips, "Got it, you think you're the only one who knows him. He's been with me in England for four full years, no longer than you?"

After it was over, he felt that it was not enough and added, "I tell you Xiang Zheng, if you dare to make him cry again, I will snatch him back."

Xiang Zheng was stunned for a second when he heard the busy tone in the microphone, and then ran away in an instant, "Damn, try if you have the ability!" After finishing speaking, he rolled up his sleeves and was about to rush out, "No, Li Zihao is too dangerous with him, I have to Bring people back!"

Qiu Wencheng hurriedly stopped him, "Don't be impulsive!"

……

This night Qiu Wencheng insisted on letting Xiang Zheng stay, and Xiang Zheng, who was lying in the guest room of his house, thanked him for his care. At this time, he really couldn't face the big empty room and bed without Li Zihao alone.

Xiang Zheng lay on the bed and stared at the wall lamp on the ceiling thinking, did he eat, did he feel relieved, did he fall asleep, did he not have the habit of hugging himself?

The night became extremely long again, without Li Zihao by his side, every minute and every second was torture.

Li Zihao huddled under the blanket and did not fall asleep. He heard Qu Jingtong talking on the phone, and the cruel words he said to Xiang Zheng during the day kept recurring in his head, and his heart was torn apart like a sharp knife pain.

At that time, his head was hot and he said something fiercely. After he finished speaking, he regretted it. Before turning around, he saw the sadness in Xiang Zheng's eyes. He didn't look back, he couldn't stand Xiang Zheng like that.

He heard Xiang Zheng's explanation. Now that he has calmed down, he understands that the whole incident cannot be blamed on Xiang Zheng. Can follow.

He lived with that man for four years, and it wasn't until he recovered his memory that he realized that this was the person he should hate the most, but he called Dad for four years like a fool, and he hated himself even more!

He needed an outlet to vent his frustration, and Xiang Zheng, as the closest person, bore the brunt of his accumulated anger for many years.

People are always prone to speak ill of the closest person, perhaps because they know that even so, that person will not give up on themselves, such as friends, parents, or lovers.

Li Zihao shrank back into the blanket again, he realized that without Xiang Zheng's embrace, the night alone was so cold.

The night was as cold as water, and the two people who were separated by half a city had a sleepless night until dawn.

It was just dawn when Qiu Wencheng heard the door closing. He squinted his eyes and looked at the time. It was less than six o'clock, "Damn, I didn't see him getting up so early before the announcement!" After cursing, he turned over and fell asleep again.

The streets of Beijing in the morning are not deserted. There are already office workers who live far away rushing to work. Xiang Zheng drove the car very fast, reaching a speed of 120 per hour.

Fortunately, he went to Qu Jingtong's house once, and he went to pick up Li Zihao just like today, but when he appeared at the door, the person he was thinking of ran out and threw himself into his arms, but today Standing in the elevator watching the numbers approaching, he didn't know what was waiting for him when the door opened.

The doorbell rang suddenly, and Qu Jingtong, who was sleeping, was startled.

"Who the hell is this? I got up early!" Qu Jingtong opened the door without fully opening his eyes while pulling on the slippers, and said angrily, "Fuck, shit, hurry up! Xiang Zheng? !"

Xiang Zheng, who was scolded bloody when he came up, had black lines all over his face, but seeing Li Zihao's face, he held back, "It's me, I'm here to pick up Li Zihao."

"What time is it!" Qu Jing said in capital letters, there is no fucking normal person who is in love!

Xiang Zheng ignored him and went straight into the room, searching his eyes, "Where did he sleep?"

Qu Jingtong closed the door and followed with half-opened eyes, then pointed to the sofa in the living room, "Here, right here."

"You let him sleep on the sofa?!"

Xiang Zheng's eyes at this time could kill people, but Qu Jingtong ignored him without waking up, yawned and prepared to walk into the house, "What's wrong with the sofa, do you want him to share the bed with me?"

"You!" Xiang Zheng didn't want to waste time with him, and walked over to wake up Li Zihao, but his hands sank when they touched the blanket. someone.

Xiang Zheng became anxious all of a sudden, "Where are people!"

"Isn't this right here..." Qu Jingtong said while looking this way, and woke up instantly, "Why, he was here all the time last night! Go to the toilet, toilet!"

Xiang Zheng gave him a hard look, pushed him away and went to the toilet, Qu Jingtong patted his chest, mother, the baby was scared to death by getting up early.

There is no toilet, no kitchen, no balcony bedroom cloakroom, none of them.Xiang Zheng almost lifted the floor and ceiling of Qu Jing's house, and he didn't even see the shadow of Li Zihao.

"Where are the others!" Xiang Zheng hurriedly grabbed Qu Jingtong by the collar of his pajamas and pulled him in front of his face, "I'm fucking asking you about Li Zihao!"

Qu Jingtong also panicked, Li Zihao was obviously there last night, he got up in the middle of the night to go to the toilet and went to have a look, he suddenly understood, and was a little uncomfortable being pulled by Xiang Zheng, "But, maybe I'm leaving."

Xiang Zheng's hand lost strength in vain, and after a while, he turned around and rushed out the door.

Qu Jingtong coughed several times before recovering, damn it, the attack was so ruthless.

Shouting to Xiang Zheng's back, "Hey, do you know where he went!"

There was no answer, Xiang Zheng was still at the door.

The author has something to say: Happy Children's Day!Those who read my text are all babies!

Come, come, don't worry, just follow me - Nibao is my real mother, Nibao is my real mother, Nibao is my real mother.

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Thanks to Uncle Weiguo, Mianmao and Helan Xiaoqi in the previous chapter for throwing mines, I love you all!

Thanks to Uncle Weiguo in the previous chapter, Hydropower Station, Qing Xu Xiangshou, echo, Shengshi Shengshi, Xinxin, Mianmao, Canned Sardin, Ayu, Lijiu, Liangyin, super cute, and Yizhi and Ayu who made up for it specially. kisses!