The lost beauty

I questioned him and wanted him to change his words, but I was wrong, Jin’er was not angry, he really rejected me from the bottom of his heart, and later, he was in so much pain that he changed it to “you” in the end, he cried and begged me spare him.

I admit that I lost, I lost completely, and I swallowed the words I wanted to say. At that time, I felt disappointed and even desperate. Seeing Jin'er like this, I was helpless. I dropped the ruler and ran away.

I'm afraid to face Jin'er like this, he is my son, but he treats me like an enemy.

In the next few days, Lao Zhang and his wife also came back from the countryside, and Jin'er followed Sister Zhang to learn this and that, sometimes carefully bringing me a cup of tea and food, and milk for me at night, I think Talk to him, or reach out to hug him, and he immediately runs away vigilantly.

I know that if this continues, Jin'er will definitely have problems. He regards himself as my servant every day, and his personality has become introverted and not talkative.

I have a classmate who returned from studying abroad. His name is Chen Tianming, and he is a well-known psychologist both at home and abroad.

Once I invited him to dinner, and incidentally told him about Jin'er.

Tianming gave me advice after listening to my narrative. He said that the child was traumatized psychologically, and that my harm to him had caused him a psychological shadow.

He suggested that I let the kid change his environment, let him get in touch with more people, and slowly forget about it.

I listened to Tianming's opinion, and soon I sent Jin'er away, and I sent him to a private closed school.

I once imagined that Jin'er would be homesick after staying in school for a while, and would even call me, but I didn't expect that Jin'er had been gone for five years, and he only hit a few that he could count on his fingers. On the phone, I also chatted with Lao Zhang and the others, and did not come back during the holidays. He completely got rid of me and this family.

I was wondering who Jin'er's personality was like, and then I realized that she was as stubborn and strong as me.

I always don't know how to express my heart, just like even if I miss Jin'er very much, I will not put down my body and say to him: Son, Dad misses you.

Over time, Jin'er and I just got along with each other lightly, talked lightly, and then fell into today's irreversible mess.

My patience with him is getting less and less, and I always use violence to solve problems. He also keeps a respectful distance from me, as indifferent as ice.

Just like the day before yesterday, I waited for him at home all day and night, and I didn’t see him come home until 12:30. I asked Uncle Zhang to call but no one answered. I wandered in the living room for a long time, and finally decided to go outside and call him. get back.

I drove around half of City D, but I still didn't see Jin'er. At that time, I was thinking wildly, thinking of Xiao Fei's disappearance ten years ago, and now I'm scared. I'm really afraid of losing Jin'er again. .

After searching for a long time, I finally saw Jin'er in a bar. I saw that he was having fun with a group of children of the same age there. It turned out that staying up all night was just playful and crazy. My original worry was replaced by anger, but because of To save face, I didn't embarrass Jin'er on the spot.

It's so late, and I'm afraid that Jin'er will be in danger. Since I'm here, I plan to wait for him to go home together.

I found an inconspicuous corner, and because my heart was burning, I ordered a few bottles of wine and sat there drinking silently.

At about two o'clock, Jin'er and the group of people left the venue one after another. I followed Jin'er all the way like this. At first, I found that Jin'er was going the wrong way home, and I suddenly turned around halfway through.

At that time, I still felt uncomfortable. It turned out that Jin'er didn't recognize this so-called "family" at all.

When I got home, I pretended I didn't know anything, and I wanted to use this to teach him a lesson. After all, Jin'er's bad habit of staying out all night cannot be tolerated.

I originally only wanted to punish him with small punishments, but he made me angry again and again, and my brain was also stimulated to lose my mind.

When he said the words "Kill me to death...", my heart seemed to be whipped back hard. Doesn't he have the slightest admiration for me? I saw Jin'er's eyes Zhongsheng's expression of nothing to think about, trembling with anger at that time, my Jin'er shouldn't be like this, I just want to wake him up hard, make him hurt, and make him regret saying such words...

In the end, I still hurt him, and Jin'er fainted from the pain and was unwilling to beg for mercy. In the end, there was nothing I could do about Jin'er.