After being scum, I sent the scum to the crematorium

Zhou Xun's gaze then moved down and landed on the crutches lying on the ground.

He was about to bend down to pick it up, but the boy named Xu Keran walked over first and picked up the crutch: "Qin, your grip strength should not have deteriorated, right? Why can't you hold it steady? Here."

Qin Yusheng didn't move, his eyes were fixed on Zhou Xun.

Xu Keran looked left and right, and understood.Put the crutches against the wall: "I put this here for you. I have something to do, so I'm leaving first."

Before leaving, he closed the door intimately.

There are two people left in the room.There is also the sound of the TV.

Zhou Xun only heard that Qin Yusheng was in a car accident and was seriously injured.It has been half a year now, and there is nothing wrong with the outside.

He cast his eyes on the man's loose casual clothes.

There may be more wounds hidden inside.

Zhou Xun was very nervous before coming in.But seeing the real person now, my mood calmed down.

The tone when he spoke was also very calm: "Sit down..."

Qin Yusheng finally made a move.

He stepped forward and walked towards the sofa by the window.Very slow.Perhaps because of this reason, there is no problem with the legs.

He just moved slowly to the side of the sofa.After sitting down, his gaze immediately turned to Zhou Xun again.

"Sit..." Qin Yusheng's voice was slightly unsteady.I probably realized this myself, and turned down the volume later.

"Sit down..."

——Like an elementary school student obediently preparing to be punished.

Zhou Xun also walked to another sofa and sat down.The two faced the same direction, with only a small tea table between them.

The setting sun poured in from the window, covering the figures of the two with a light layer of warm light.

Zhou Xun: "How is your body?"

Qin Yusheng: "I'm fine..."

Perhaps in order to be brave, he blurted out this sentence.

Not entirely fine.At least, he didn't intend to appear in front of the other party with his current appearance.

I can't even walk steadily, which is really bad.

He is waiting until he is completely healed and no trace of the car accident can be seen anymore.But he didn't expect the other party to find him first.

When I first saw it, I thought I was hallucinating.

During this time he had frequent dreams.In the dream, I will meet Zhou Xun.

Those dreams were not pleasant.

Because no matter what scene it starts with, the final ending must end with the separation of the two.

Zhou Xun walked ahead.

And he kept chasing, reaching forward.In many cases, it is only a short distance from grabbing the corner of the other party's clothes.

In the next instant, that figure turned into foam.

Or sometimes he saw Zhou Xun stop.When he quickened his pace, a huge black shadow bumped into the sky.

He was knocked away and lay on his side, unable to move.I could only watch helplessly as the other party turned around again and walked further and further away.

Then I woke up, already profusely sweating.What catches the eye is the familiar ceiling.

Although no matter how long it has passed, he can't feel a sense of belonging here.

Today, it was like a dream again.

Hearing the answer, Zhou Xun's eyes fell on the opponent's lap.

Qin Yusheng noticed: "They insisted on me using crutches."

Zhou Xun got up, went to Qin Yusheng and squatted down.Touching the bottom of the trousers with the fingertips, he raised his eyes and asked, "Can I..."

Qin Yusheng didn't speak, but his body became more and more tense.

Zhou Xunquan took the other party's tacit consent and lifted the other party's trouser legs up.

A crimson scar came into view, shocking.Along the calf and up to the top of the kneecap, a terrifying scar runs through.

Needles have been sewn here, and the thread has probably been taken out, leaving only the flesh and skin intertwined.

Compared with the previous "car accident" knee contusion, this is a major surgery.

And I'm afraid it's not the only place.

Zhou Xun looked up at Qin Yusheng.The other party's eyes fell elsewhere, as if he was a little restless.

This time Zhou Xun didn't ask any questions, and just opened the hem of the sweater.

The wrist was grabbed and stuck in mid-air.

However, Zhou Xun still saw it.Near Qin Yusheng's waist and abdomen, apart from the most obvious surgical lines, there were also several interlaced scars.

Qin Yusheng pulled down the hem of his clothes, then bent down and pulled down his trouser legs.

"It was an accident..." He hesitated, "This time it wasn't intentional."

Zhou Xun looked at him and stood up for a while: "I know..."

"If you got to this point for the sake of "bitter tricks", you are pretty good. "

Qin Yusheng was silent.

Zhou Xun: "Will the wound still hurt?"

Qin Yusheng unconsciously covered his stomach with his hands, and shook his head.

Zhou Xun: "What about the legs..."

Qin Yusheng: "No..."

"Then go out for a walk?" Zhou Xun said, "It's quite boring here."

Qin Yusheng did not refuse.Stand up again.

He walked very slowly, and Zhou Xun didn't rush, but followed behind him silently.

When he opened the door, Qin Yusheng walked out without a cane.

Zhou Xun glanced at the lone crutch leaning against the wall.

The other party should need this.Otherwise, you won't be leaning on it when you come back.

At this moment, it was probably to show that he was fine, and insisted on refusing to borrow tools.

The point of saving face has not changed.

Qin Yusheng couldn't bend his legs, nor could he squat down.It was fine when walking on the flat road, but when the two left the gate and were going down the steps, Qin Yusheng was obviously a little embarrassed.

Zhou Xun: "Let me help you..."

Qin Yusheng glanced at him: "It's okay..."

After all, he dragged his legs to go downstairs.

First order, no problem.

Second order, no problem.

When the last step is reached.Maybe it was too much effort, or maybe the injured leg started to ache.Qin Yusheng's forehead was covered with sweat, and when he stepped down again, he couldn't stand still.

The scenery in front of him fell rapidly, and his heartbeat suddenly accelerated.In the next second, the body was firmly supported.

Zhou Xun: "Are you okay..."

Qin Yusheng grabbed Zhou Xun's cuff, frowned and replied, "It's okay..."

"Let's go..."

Zhou Xun saw that the other party's condition was not very good, and he really couldn't go too far.

"Go and sit over there..."

He didn't seem to realize that he was still holding Qin Yusheng's arm and walked forward.

A strong force struck along the arm.Even through a layer of clothes, you can still feel the warmth from the palm of your hand.

Qin Yusheng did not shake off, but followed behind.

The green environment of the institution is very good, and even dug an artificial lake.

There are willows beside the lake.The surface of the lake is sparkling, reflecting the strange light of the setting sun.

Almost just after dinner, there were also nurses on the way bringing their patients out for rehabilitation training.

When they saw Qin Yusheng from a distance, they were a little surprised.

"Who is Mr. Qin with?"

"Obviously I never let others help me. In the past, even if I couldn't move my legs, I would do it myself."

"The person next to me seems to be here for the first time?"

Because Qin Yusheng has lived in this institution for a long time, coupled with the huge contrast between his face and temper, almost all the doctors and nurses know him.

Their unified impression of this patient is that as good-looking as his face is, his temper is as weird as it is.

Obviously never let anyone get close.Now not only accepting other people's support, but also obediently following that person?

This is undoubtedly a huge shock to institutional personnel who have already formed inherent concepts.

There is a bench by the lake.

Zhou Xun took Qin Yusheng to sit down.Then, he sat down beside him.

Compared with the closed interior, the outside environment is undoubtedly much more open.Occasionally there is a cool breeze, but it is not cold.

Looking up, you can see the vast sky.The blue sky is dyed orange by the setting sun, the clouds are lingering, and the clouds are rolling and relaxing.

The two have been chatting gossip one after another.Nothing more than recent events.

Qin Yusheng really wanted to ask why Zhou Xun came to him on his own initiative.Will it mean what I think?

But once it is denied, it seems that there is no hope, and he dare not ask.

After chatting about the recent situation, both of them fell silent at the same time.

In the end, it was Zhou Xun who spoke first.

"Come here this time..." he said, "Anyway, I have to apologize to you first."

"I was partly responsible for your car accident. So..."

"I didn't see the way myself."

Qin Yusheng immediately interrupted, "It's none of your business..."

He didn't want to take advantage of Zhou Xun's "guilt".What's more, he himself owed Zhou Xun a lot.

Zhou Xun: "..."

He half bent down, put his hands on his forehead, closed his eyes and let out a soft breath.

"Anyway, it's good that you're still alive."

When he heard about Qin Yusheng's car accident, it was really hard for him to express his feelings.

The brain was impacted by countless emotions, pulled each other, and turned into a big pot of porridge.So much so that he was absent-minded for a month during the business trip, until he heard that Qin Yusheng was sober.

At that time, he wanted to completely cut off from Qin Yusheng.There is no hypocrisy in this decision.

When he heard that Qin Yusheng was dying, he wanted to see him, and this feeling was not a lie.

Once they met, they would never break off again, and would only repeat the same mistakes—this reason firmly bound him and pressed him in place.

So in the end, no action was taken.

Whether this judgment is correct, Zhou Xun is not quite sure.But he came at last.

Because even though he didn't want to admit it, he was seen by others as still in the mud.

this is the last time.

He had to stand up and make a deal.

"Qin Yusheng..." He opened his eyes, "I want to come out."

"Whether it's the previous life or this life, the past has passed. I don't want to be stuck in it forever."

"But on my own, I can't do it." He glanced over from the corner of his eye, "You should be tired too."

Qin Yusheng didn't speak, but looked at the soil not far away.A green shoot grew there, swaying slightly in the wind.

Sure enough, it wasn't what he thought.

There are probably two reasons why the other party came here.

The first one is to look at his current physical condition.If there is no serious problem, you can let go of the big stone in your heart; the second is to say goodbye for the last time.

Otherwise, with Zhou Xun's personality, he would not remain unmoved after learning of his car accident.

Qin Yusheng could not help grasping the edge of the bench with both hands.With his head down, his voice was very low: "You really can't give me another chance?"

Zhou Xun: "If you don't learn to change, even if you get together again... it's just a do-over."

"I will change!"

Qin Yusheng was a little emotional.After saying this, he raised a hand to cover his forehead.

Frowning: "I know, I'm an idiot."

The ability to empathize is low and will not be considerate of others.I also don't understand "proactively caring" and "showing favor".

He can't save face, but also has excess self-esteem.

So he didn't even see how painful the person closest to him was.

"You're right. Even if we're together again, I might do something stupid."

Qin Yusheng closed his eyes, "So you can be the same as before. Close me, and I will do whatever you want me to do."

"Give me one more chance, okay?"

It was almost a tone of humble pleading.

I could hear cicadas chirping in my ears, but there was no response.

Qin Yusheng turned his head, but Zhou Xun didn't look at him.He panicked and wanted to grab the opponent's hand.

"That does not work……"

Hearing this, Qin Yusheng hung his hands in the air.

Isn't that okay?Even if such a promise is made, the other party still disagrees.

"... "

It must be because...

Qin Yusheng tightened his fingers.

Zhou Xun doesn't like him anymore.

"Will you be happy if you do this?"

At this time, Qin Yusheng heard the question.

Zhou Xun finally turned his head, and the two looked at each other.

"I do this..." Zhou Xun repeated, "Will you be happy..."

Qin Yusheng was taken aback, and opened his mouth: "Yes..."

As long as I can be with you.

"I'll be happy..."

Zhou Xun twitched the corner of his mouth, like a wry smile: "Wrong..."

Two people who are in love share the same emotions.When one party is uncomfortable, the other party will also be uncomfortable; when one party is angry, the other party will also be angry.

Therefore, if one party is happy, the other party will definitely be happy.

Qin Yusheng was lying.

If he imprisoned the other party as before.How can you be happy if you don't let go out and only serve yourself.

At least Zhou Xun would not.So Qin Yusheng will definitely not.

Even if you tell such a lie, the other party wants to start over with you?

Zhou Xun: "Why do you still want to get back together? Isn't it enough to make trouble now?"

This is his biggest purpose here.

He wanted to confirm Qin Yusheng's intentions.

The other party reunited with him, not out of habit, not out of unwillingness, and not out of convenience.

He wanted a purer answer.

The tone of the question was very flat, but the mood was not calm.

Qin Yusheng stared fixedly at Zhou Xun.Because of being rejected just now, the corners of his eyes were slightly red.

"I want to be with you," he replied.

But it seemed that it was not enough, and then said the next sentence.

"I like you……"

The chirping of cicadas became louder.The light-colored pupils of the young man reflected the warm light of the setting sun, shining brightly.

"You probably won't believe what I say. But how can a person like me waste time on someone he doesn't like just out of convenience or reconciliation."

For the former Qin Yusheng, Zhou Xun was a safe haven, unconditionally tolerant of everything about him.

So that later the arrogance became more and more arrogant and unscrupulous.Completely unaware that the "safe haven" is crumbling.

Even if I do it all over again, I just want to go back to the past and only care about myself.Once forced Zhou Xun to extremes.

And now he finally understood.

"Zhou Xun..." He tentatively grabbed the opponent's wrist carefully.Seeing that he didn't get rid of it, his strength increased further.

"I did say that, that you were a 'free babysitter'.But I was because of your mother..."

"Do not……"

Qin Yusheng swallowed the latter sentence.

"You just treat me as a bastard. You can speak freely, even if you want me to be your nanny for the rest of your life."

He frowned tightly: "I don't want it to end like this."

"please……"

Humble with a little prudence.

Zhou Xun was speechless for a long time, and looked away: "I don't feel happy to return everything you have done to me to you."

Rejected again.

Qin Yusheng only felt a huge stone pressed against his heart, and he was almost out of breath.But he still didn't let go of his hand, but lowered his head lower.

"So, I want to say..." Zhou Xundao, "If there is any conflict in the future, I won't keep it in my heart."

"Hate what you do, I'll tell you straight up."

"It's the same for you. Throw away your so-called self-esteem. When you are unhappy, don't just fight coldly."

Zhou Xun obviously felt that when he said these words, Qin Yusheng's five fingers were slightly stiff.

He saw the other party look up, his eyes were redder than before.The expression is unbelievable.

"Wait..." Qin Yusheng sniffled, "What do you mean..."

Zhou Xun looked at him and said nothing.Then step forward a little.He turned his head, closing the distance between the two of them.

He closed his eyes, and pressed his lips to the corner of the other's mouth.

The lake behind the bench ripples.Warm light shrouded the two of them like a halo.

Qin Yusheng didn't move.Until Zhou Xun left.

Like a superficial touch on water, fleeting.

Zhou Xun raised a hand and stroked the corner of the young man's eyes: "Your eyes are so red, why do I think you are about to cry?"

Qin Yusheng turned his head and covered his face: "No..."

Zhou Xun lost his hand: "Sorry, I kissed you outside."

Although there are intentional elements.

"No..." Qin Yusheng replied in a low voice.

This time it was not only the eyes, but also the roots of the ears that were red.

Zhou Xun looked at him for a while, then turned around and said, "I should go..."

Qin Yusheng looked over quickly.

He watched Zhou Xun stand up, hesitant to speak.In the end, I just asked: "Are you coming tomorrow?"

Zhou Xun thought for a while: "If you have time..."

"No. It doesn't matter if you don't come." Qin Yusheng said, "I will go through the discharge procedures tomorrow."

He could have been discharged from the hospital long ago.But after all, it is convenient to recuperate in the hospital.What's more, there is not much difference between living here or renting a house outside.

Now just need regular follow-up visits.This kind of thing can also be done in domestic hospitals.

Zhou Xun: "?"

Zhou Xun: "Discharged from the hospital? Where are you going..."

Ask knowingly.

Qin Yusheng gritted his teeth and replied, "Go back to City A."

"Is that so..." Zhou Xun said, "Then we may not see each other until a month later."

Qin Yusheng was stunned.

Zhou Xun: "I am here for tourism this time. I have only visited the first country, and there are five more."

travel?five?

Qin Yusheng thought that Zhou Xun had come to find him specially.

He suddenly didn't know what to say, his face was hot for a while.

Since the other party just dropped by.So could those words and actions just now be just "handy"?

He stood up uneasily, but when he saw Zhou Xun's expression clearly, he immediately knew that he had been tricked.

The other party smiled, with a hint of teasing in his eyes.

"Just kidding..." Zhou Xun said, "Although it is indeed a trip abroad. But since you are in such a hurry to leave the hospital, I will go back with you."

Qin Yusheng's mood was like riding a roller coaster.As soon as it flew to the top, it rushed down violently, and then reached the high valley.

Qin Yusheng: "Go back with me?"

Zhou Xun: "Hmm..."

Qin Yusheng: "Go back to City A?"

Zhou Xun: "My company is over there."

Qin Yusheng: "The two of us?"

"Hmm..." Zhou Xun thought of something, "But I have to tell Fang Sicheng and Gu He first. Let's see if they continue to play or go back."

It turned out to be with those two.

Qin Yusheng's mood was complicated, but he knew that he had no position to complain or be jealous.

"Come on, I'll help you."

Zhou Xun stretched out his hand.

"I can walk by myself..."

Having said that, Qin Yusheng still held onto Zhou Xun tightly.

The two walked forward together.

The setting sun cast a long shadow on the two of them.Because of the angle, the shadows almost seem to be stacked on top of each other.

There is me in you, and you in me, inseparable.

Zhou Xun is against Qin Yusheng.Qin Yusheng was against Zhou Xun.

Perhaps for them, apart from each other, it is impossible to imagine that other people will accompany them and spend their lives together.

half year later……

In a blink of an eye, it entered the winter solstice.It snowed lightly in the sky, and the eyes were covered with silver.

Pedestrians are in a hurry on the street.Zhou Xun pulled up his collar and walked past the pedestrians.Suddenly, he saw a familiar figure beside the road.

He walked over and stood in front of him: "Hello..."

5 minute later.

The fortune teller muttered something, and rubbed the crystal ball on the desk with his palm.

In the end, his eyes glared, and the result: "I saw it!"

She raised her eyes to look at Zhou Xun, and said with a heavy tone, "It seems that your marriage is not very happy."

Zhou Xun: "How to say?"

"You are not valued in your family, and you have suffered repeated setbacks in your career. You have wasted a lot of time. If you want to change, you have to cut the roots..."

Zhou Xun: "You let me kill someone?"

"No, no, no!" The fortune-teller panicked, "I want you to let go of everything. You are still so young, it's not too late."

Very familiar dialogue.

"Thanks for your advice."

Zhou Xun paid the money and got up to leave.

"Wait..." the fortune teller stopped him and handed him a box of matches, "You are the first customer I came to open for business. This is for you, please accept it. Light it up when you are in a bad mood, it will be useful .”

The face of the matchbox is printed with exquisite runes.It was exactly the same as Zhou Xun's memory.

Zhou Xun took the matchbox.

This is the one thing that changed the trajectory of his life.At first I thought it was something special, but I just heard what the fortune teller said.

It seems that in the previous life, the other party was probably completely mistaken.The lines are exactly the same.

"No need..." Zhou Xun returned the matchbox and said with a smile, "When I'm in a bad mood, I'll take care of it myself."

He left the fortune-telling booth and went to the cake shop to pick up the pre-ordered cakes.Drive back to the apartment.

As he stepped out of the elevator, he received a call.

"When are you coming back?"

A low male voice came from the other end.

Zhou Xun walked back and said, "There are still about ten minutes."

The avatar on the phone breathed a sigh of relief.

Zhou Xun: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing..." the man said, "Take your time, don't rush."

Zhou Xun hung up the phone and just stood in front of the door.

He inserted the key into the keyhole and turned it.As soon as the door was opened, there was a loud bang and bang from inside.

Zhou Xun sighed.

"I am back……"

He entered the door.

"You, didn't you say there are ten minutes left?"

Zhou Xun: "I want to see what you are doing." He looked around, "What's wrong? Did the cake fail?"

"... "

Zhou Xun: "I told you to buy it. You tried so many times but failed."

The other side clicked: "Don't you want to eat something made by yourself?"

Zhou Xun put down the cake: "It's okay, there are substitutes."

"Oh..." His tone was a little low, "You bought a cake..."

"No, what I mean is..." Zhou Xundao, "Since you can't eat what you made yourself, let someone replace it."

"!"

With a bang, the entrance door was completely closed.

Whether it is the voice that is blocked in the next second or the overlapping figures, they can no longer be seen.

Outside, the snow is still falling.

The world is dyed white.And the rays of the setting sun sprinkled on the piled up snow, it seemed that the earth was blushing.

The author has something to say: It’s the finale, there will be another episode tomorrow