After being scum, I sent the scum to the crematorium

This was probably the first time Gu Xinghe met Zhou Xun after the confession incident on Valentine's Day.

He was leaving the country at that time, and due to the rush of time, he only had time to make a phone call to say goodbye.

"... "

No, it's just an excuse.

If he really wanted to see him, he could take a detour to see Zhou Xun.But at that time, I was just rejected and realized that I had caused so much trouble to the other party.He didn't know what expression to put on.

In the past few years now, Gu Xinghe thought that he had already left the past behind.But when the real person appeared in front of him, he subconsciously avoided it.He didn't dare to meet Zhou Xun's eyes.

Seeing Gu Xinghe's timid quail-like appearance, Fang Sicheng frowned, got up and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Gu Xinghe: "Huh?"

He didn't have time to stop him, and watched Fang Sicheng push the door open.

"Wait..." Gu Xinghe Erkang held his hand.

He was answered by a knock on the door, which slammed shut.

The room fell silent.Only the bubbling of the Japanese-style hot pot can be heard.

"Fang Sicheng is easy to rely on."

At this time, Gu Xinghe heard Zhou Xun speak.He looked over carefully, and the other party's eyes fell on the door, only the side face could be seen.

"Although she looks indifferent, she is actually very nosy."

Zhou Xundao, "Like an old lady."

Gu Xinghe laughed out loud: "Indeed..."

He has a personal account for outsiders.

Since he debuted in high school and entered the entertainment circle, he hardly has any friends outside the circle.Therefore, I will post to Moments like writing a diary.

Usually no one likes and replies.And when he sends some complaints, such as insomnia and poor appetite, Fang Sicheng will reply with a solution below.

The tone is stiff, like asking a doctor.

If things go on like this, Gu Xinghe always asks Fang Sicheng the first time he encounters any problems in his life.The other party seemed to know a lot, and he didn't want his mother to worry.

Fang Sicheng replied very slowly, and every time he answered, he would continue with [check it yourself next time].

But when Gu Xinghe asked him again, he would still answer seriously.

Zhou Xun: "He doesn't bother to talk to people he doesn't like at all. But he will take care of his friends very much."

He turned back, "So, even though what he said just now is not familiar to you, don't take it to heart."

Gu Xinghe was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said "hmm".

The slightly awkward atmosphere eased down.

Gu Xinghe suddenly felt that he didn't need to think too much.The reason why he likes Zhou Xun is because he is a very good person.

Once upon a time, Zhou Xun was the person he admired.And on top of that, was his friend.

If you stop dating just because of one rejection, you will definitely regret it for the rest of your life in the future.

"I forgot to mention just now..." Zhou Xun picked up his wine glass, "Long time no see..."

"Also, welcome back."

Gu Xinghe also picked up the cup.Amber eyes slightly curved: "I'm back..."

A meal is over.Fang Sicheng handed the car keys to Zhou Xun: "I'll wait for the waiter to come and pay the bill. Go get the car first, and I'll wait for you downstairs later."

Zhou Xun agreed.

After Zhou Xun left, Fang Sicheng asked Gu Xinghe: "How do you get there? Do you want to see you off..."

Gu Xinghe shook his head: "No, my manager will pick me up later."

He put his hands on his chin, half sighed and half enviously said, "I heard that you have started a company with Zhou Xun in the past few years. That's great..."

There are many memories between the two that he does not know.And it seemed that Zhou Xun trusted Fang Sicheng a lot.

Fang Sicheng: "..."

Seeing that his expression was not quite right, Gu Xinghe asked, "What's wrong?"

Fang Sicheng: "You didn't notice it, did you?"

Gu Xinghe: "No?"

He thought for a while, "Oh, you mean Zhou Xun? He seems to be less talkative than before, and tends to be distracted."

Later, in the middle of the meal, the topic was often left behind.The other party has to take a while to pick up.It's hard to say that there is a lack of interest, but it is indeed different from before.

Fang Sicheng: "Today is not bad."

Gu Xinghe came to his senses and frowned: "Did something happen to him?"

Fang Sicheng was silent for a moment, then looked down: "I forced him to make a decision."

Perhaps originally, Zhou Xun needed more time to think.

But at that time, he couldn't bear to see the other party's look forward and backward, so he said those words.

Zhou Xun chose the path he expected.However, after such a long time, he began to have doubts again.

Whether everything I did was really for Zhou Xun's good.

Gu Xinghe didn't know exactly what happened.Seeing that Fang Sicheng was silent, he didn't ask any more questions.He just said, "Is Zhou Xun busy these days?"

Fang Sicheng: "What?"

"Everyone has been confused." Gu Xinghe put his hand on his chest, "In fact, I already have the answer in my heart. But because of various worries, I can't make up my mind."

"Zhou Xun once pushed me."

Gu Xinghe laughed, "Then now, it's time for us to push him."

"travel?"

Hearing this, Zhou Xun looked away from the document.

"Yes..." Fang Sicheng said, "The company is almost stable. You should give yourself a vacation."

Zhou Xun was speechless for a moment, and continued to look at the data on the file.When he saw half of it, he was pulled away by Fang Sicheng.

"Did you hear me?"

Zhou Xun: "Now it's not..."

"When is now not the time to rest?" Fang Sicheng interrupted, "You want to reward yourself for rest when you are seventy or eighty."

"And to be honest..." he said, "I've long wanted to take a vacation, too."

Fang Sicheng's annual leave accumulated for many days to no avail.

Zhou Xun understood: "Then you submit the application and I will approve it."

Fang Sicheng pressed the file.The desk shook three times.

"Is this the problem." He leaned on the table with one hand and looked down, "If you want me to take a vacation and leave you to work, do you think I will have fun?"

Zhou Xun: "You don't have to worry about it..."

Fang Sicheng: "I will..."

He stared at Zhou Xun for a while, then moved his hand away.

"Gu Xinghe's itinerary has already been arranged. I asked my secretary to book the flight ticket, so you have to go if you don't."

Zhou Xun: "So tough..."

It was the first time he was forced to go out to play.

It was indeed something Fang Sicheng would do.Just like before, he will be forced to eat, sleep and exercise.

"Did you know..." Fang Sicheng stood up straight, "I will pick you up tomorrow, remember to pack your luggage first."

He dropped this sentence, then turned and walked out the door.Stopped halfway, turned around and said: "If you forget, you can buy it over there."

The door is closed.

Zhou Xun sat in his original position without moving for a long time, and touched the back of his neck for a while.

This trip is an overseas trip.

The leader is Gu Xinghe.The other party has been developing overseas over the years, and is much more familiar with the external situation than they are.

As for why he had to go out to play soon after returning to China, Gu Xinghe's explanation was: he wanted to act aggressive in front of them.

"Just leave it to me to lead the way and introduce you." Gu Xinghe patted his chest, "I promise you will return home satisfied."

As a result, the "tour guide" was recognized by foreign fans on the first day, and the street was blocked.

So much so that the three of them stayed in the hotel for the next few days.

"No, logically I wouldn't recognize it." Gu Xinghe was distressed, "I made a disguise and even put on a beard. It turns out that going out like this is no problem."

"That was when you were alone." Fang Sicheng said coolly, "You 'tour guide' talk too much. "

Gu Xinghe's voice is very distinctive.If you are a senior fan, you will definitely recognize it immediately.

First, I doubted the voice, and then looked at the face, which became more and more similar.So it was exposed.

"Learned a lesson this time." Gu Xinghe said, "Next time I go out, I won't talk."

So is your "tour guide" still meaningful?

Fang Sicheng slandered in his heart, but he didn't say it out of his mouth.Turning to look at Zhou Xun.

The other party is watching TV.Foreign news was played on the screen.He seemed to hear something, and his brows frowned.

Fang Sicheng looked over.It's about Qin's report.

This group has entered overseas in the past six months, but it has developed impressively.

He picked up the remote and changed the channel.

The news stopped abruptly.Zhou Xun paused and turned his gaze to Fang Sicheng.But in the end, he didn't say anything, and went back to watching the singing program on TV.

Fang Sicheng changed the channel again.

Zhou Xun lowered his eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Any search on the group news website will find..." Fang Sicheng said, "Do you want me to check it for you?"

Zhou Xun was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head: "No..."

"Really..." Fang Sicheng looked at the TV screen, "I thought you cared a lot."

Zhou Xun was speechless for a while, then whispered: "No..."

Fang Sicheng didn't continue to ask, but said to Gu Xinghe: "Have you been hiding for the past few days? Can you go out tomorrow?"

"Of course..." Gu Xinghe said, "You can't go out for a trip and just stay in the hotel."

"I rented a car, and I won't go to the city center tomorrow. I'll take you to the suburbs."

The country is vast and sparsely populated.Except for the relatively dense population in the city center, there are basically no buildings in the suburbs.It takes a long way to see a house.

But the scenery along the edge is beautiful, the trees are overgrown and the grass is luxuriant.

When Gu Xinghe stayed here, every time he felt depressed, he would come out for a ride.

Halfway through, he slowed down a little and opened the sunroof.The cold wind rushed in immediately.

"You can stick it out here to see..." Gu Xinghe said, "Do you want to try it?"

Zhou Xun thought that Fang Sicheng would immediately retort that it was dangerous.As a result, the other party not only didn't say anything, but instead looked over, as if signaling him to try.

Zhou Xun: "?"

He pointed to himself, "Me?"

Fang Sicheng: "I don't want to try, it's stupid."

"How stupid!" Gu Xinghe looked at the rearview mirror, "Zhou Xun, try it, it's really cool. It's best to open your mouth wide."

He said with a smile: "The appearance of the mouth being deformed by blowing is also very funny."

Zhou Xun imagined that scene, and couldn't help laughing.Since Gu Xinghe would say that, he must have tried it himself.

"All right……"

After all, it is the kindness of a friend.Zhou Xun stood up.

Outside the car, there is a suddenly wide road.

I don't feel it when I look in the car, but when I look at it from the first perspective, I feel that the front is extremely wide.

The cold wind is blowing backwards.Zhou Xunxu rolled his eyes.The skin was a little sore from being scraped, but it felt a little cool in the scorching heat of summer.

The car sped away in the driveway, and the road spread in the distance, boundless.After getting used to it, Zhou Xun slightly opened his eyes.

Then, the scenery along the way flooded into my mind.

A stretch of green trees, occasional traffic passing by.The boundary line is connected to the sky, and looking up, it is an ever-expanding blue sky.

This feeling is somewhat magical.

Obviously aware that he was galloping.But no matter how fast he was, he still seemed to be motionless to the blue sky above.

The sky is so wide and he is so small.

It's as if all the troubles are just a drop in the ocean.

He raised his head, and his bangs were blown away by the wind.The blue sky was reflected in his eyes, and his heart beat faster.

Sit back in the car and the zenith closes again.

Gu Xinghe asked: "How is it?"

Zhou Xun's intensified heartbeat has not slowed down at this moment, and he nodded: "It's a bit like riding a roller coaster."

Fang Sicheng: "Have you refreshed yourself..."

Zhou Xun: "Very cool..."

Fang Sicheng: "That's good..."

Zhou Xun paused: "Are you taking me out to relax?"

It was very strange when the other party suddenly proposed to travel abroad.Now ask this question again, let him be more sure.

He looked away: "Sorry for bothering you."

"But I let it go, I really don't need it in the future..."

"Zhou Xun..." Fang Sicheng interrupted, "I have eyes..."

Zhou Xun: "..."

Fang Sicheng: "Do you consider us friends?"

Zhou Xun opened his mouth: "Of course..."

"Really..." Fang Sicheng twitched the corner of his mouth, "It seems that you are quite good at talking."

Unexpectedly, upon hearing this, Zhou Xun couldn't help but freeze in place.

Fang Sicheng: "Whether it's me or him, you know our most embarrassing side. When we encounter difficulties, you will take the initiative to help."

"But it's just that, you can't be called a friend. It's just that you are unilaterally selling favors."

Zhou Xun: "Selling favors..."

Fang Sicheng: "The first step in getting a good relationship is "self-exposure". "

"You know everything about us, but you always avoid talking about yourself."

"What are you thinking about, what difficulties do you encounter, what do you want to achieve—you never tell."

"Because..." Zhou Xun's body stiffened slightly, "I don't want to cause trouble for you."

"Cause trouble?"

Fang Sicheng asked, "If we ask you for help, will you find it troublesome?"

Zhou Xun clenched and loosened his five fingers: "No..."

Fang Sicheng knew a long time ago that this was Zhou Xun's inherent problem.

Perhaps because of family education, the other party clearly distinguishes "self" from "others".

Don't hesitate to help others.But he always avoids showing favor to others actively.

I don't want to have contact, I don't want to owe favors, and I don't want to cause trouble to others.

Even though he had been with Zhou Xun for ten years, the other party still put him outside the cordon.Say nothing to him.

Therefore, when Zhou Xun approached him to start his own business, he was very happy.That was the first time Zhou Xun asked him for help.

He believes that the relationship between the two parties can take this to further.However, he didn't notice at the time that Zhou Xun had already entered a dead end.

Even if he realized it later, he could only watch helplessly as the other party walked further and further away.

So this time, he didn't want to "let go" Zhou Xun.He wanted to force this person to open his eyes wide, to see everything clearly.

There is a deep-rooted defect in the body that leads to the essence of all these consequences.

Fang Sicheng: "Going into a dead end by yourself will only make those who care about you sad."

"No one is a roundworm in your stomach. You don't tell us about many things, and we don't know."

Zhou Xun lowered his head.

"I can only guess..." Fang Sicheng said, "I can guess some things, but I can't guess some things."

Zhou Xun couldn't help clenching his hands on his knees.Shaoqing raised his hand and covered his forehead.

"Is it my fault..."

He did not say anything.

In his previous life, he never made demands on others.No matter who.

What's more, it's that high-ranking Qin Yusheng.He longed to chase after him, he could give everything, but he couldn't ask the other party to do something for him.

Originally, he didn't care, as long as Qin Yusheng "loved" him.

However, the ten years of getting along with each other made him shake and doubt involuntarily in his heart.Until I finally heard that sentence.

And so, everything fell apart.Burned in that match.

The hard work and hard work so far are nothing but illusions.The truly cruel reality is in front of you.

——That is, Qin Yusheng never "loved" him.

【"Is it my fault..."】

Fang Sicheng only heard this sentence.He didn't understand the whole picture, and didn't know exactly what Zhou Xun was asking.Just answer according to your own thoughts: "There is no right or wrong personality. You can be a little willful."

Zhou Xun slowly put down his hands.

Fang Sicheng looked at him: "Say what you want, and pursue what you want. Until you have no regrets."

Zhou Xun: "What if we repeat the same mistakes?"

"Nothing can be smooth sailing..." Fang Sicheng said, "but the key point is to find and solve problems."

"The biggest difference between humans and other animals is that they can "understand" and "communicate". "

The car moved forward.Zhou Xun didn't speak for a long time, and Fang Sicheng didn't say anything more.

In the afternoon, when he went around the suburbs and was about to return to the city, Zhou Xun finally said, "I think..." His voice was slightly hoarse, "Go ask him..."

Zhou Xun didn't say "his" name, but Fang Sicheng already understood.He took out his phone and sent a message.

After Zhou Xun's cell phone vibrated, he found that he had received a string of addresses.The region of the address is this country.

Zhou Xun raised his eyes and looked over in a daze.

Fang Sicheng: "Give it a try, I'm not sure about the address either."

"thanks……"

Zhou Xun squeezed the phone tightly.

After a few minutes, the car stopped.A figure opened the door and left in a hurry.

Gu Xinghe put his hands on the steering wheel, watched that figure go away, and pushed up his sunglasses: "Obviously, I can send him there directly."

"Forget it..." Fang Sicheng said, "I don't want to do this for that person."

That person was referring to Qin Yusheng.

Originally, in his opinion, it should be the other party who came to find Zhou Xun on his own initiative.Even if there was a car accident, it has been more than half a year, and he should have been discharged from the hospital long ago.

Gu Xinghe sighed: "I always feel that during my time abroad, a lot of things have happened here."

Fang Sicheng was silent for a moment: "Who knows..."

What exactly happened, it is estimated that only those two people understand.

"What you said just now was really good." Gu Xinghe said, "Just do whatever you want, without leaving any regrets."

He laughed and said, "So I confessed my love right away. Although I was rejected, it's all over."

Fang Sicheng glanced over.

Gu Xinghe saw that his eyes were not friendly, and he was slightly stunned: "What's wrong?"

Fang Sicheng: "Did you confess?"

"Yeah..." Gu Xinghe scratched his head, "Didn't I say..."

Fang Sicheng couldn't believe it: "Then don't you feel embarrassed when you come back?"

"It's embarrassing..." Gu Xinghe said, "But I don't think Zhou Xun cares anymore, and it's been so long, it should be over long ago."

"Ah..." He reacted, "Didn't you confess your love?"

Fang Sicheng: "..."

Gu Xinghe understood.Suddenly do not know what to say.

Obviously when educating others, he speaks clearly and clearly.And he had to discover his feelings for Zhou Xun earlier than him.In the end, not only did he never confess, but he also pushed his sweetheart to others?

Gu Xinghe commented: "It's really bearable..."

Fang Sicheng: "Shut up..."

When Zhou Xun arrived at his destination, it was almost dusk.

He checked the address again, and after making sure he had gone the right way, he closed the door and got off the car.

This is a high-end private hospital, next to the rehabilitation institution.

Patients who lie in bed for too long usually develop muscle atrophy and may not be able to walk alone for a long time.Concomitant rehabilitation is required.

Zhou Xun only knew that Qin Yusheng was transferred to another hospital after living in China for a month.As for how long he was lying in a foreign hospital, he did not know.

Due to the high price, the environment inside the institution is very good and there are not many people.

Zhou Xun looked around.

Although Fang Sicheng gave him the address, he didn't get the exact ward number.

He can only ask the nearest nurse.The nurse showed him the way.

Taking the elevator upstairs, Zhou Xun quickly found the room pointed by the nurse.The door was ajar.

He was clearly prepared mentally, but when the destination was close at hand, he suddenly began to hesitate.

He wanted to see Qin Yusheng, but was also afraid of seeing Qin Yusheng.

He came here on impulse, not sure if he was doing the right thing.

"... "

But even if it was to end, he had to ask clearly.

Zhou Xun raised his hand and knocked on the door lightly.

no respond.

He put his hands on the door again and pushed it open.

The scene inside the house unfolded before my eyes.The TV was on, and the program was playing chirping.The beds were neatly folded.

The lights were not turned on, and the sunset light fell in from the window and sprinkled on the carpet.

Someone was there, but it wasn't Qin Yusheng.

The other party looked about the same age as himself.It has curly hair and is stuffing snacks into its mouth.

Seeing someone come in suddenly, doubts appeared on his face.

Got it wrong?

Zhou Xun said "Sorry" and was about to leave.

However, the man remembered something instead and jumped up with a loud cry.

Zhou Xun was startled and couldn't help taking a step back.

"No, no, wait!"

Curly left the snack bag and chased after him, "Are you Zhou Xun?"

Zhou Xun: "You know me?"

Curly with akimbo: "Of course I know, I'm Qin's best buddy."

Zhou Xun didn't know this person.No matter in the previous life or in this life, it was the first time I saw it.

"Hello..." Curly was about to reach out to Zhou Xun.He also realized that his hands were full of snack residue, so he wiped it on his clothes twice at will.Reach out again.

"My name is Xu Keran, I am 25 years old. Cancer—"

Suddenly, I started introducing myself.

But halfway through, he was interrupted by an impatient voice.

"Why haven't you left yet? The girl teased came to the hospital?"

Familiar tone.

But it is also a long-lost tone.

Zhou Xun paused and looked sideways.

It was Qin Yusheng.

His hair was cropped and he was dressed casually.Leaning on crutches in one hand.Obviously others will show a bit of weakness.But when it comes to Qin Yusheng, it seems that he was on crutches because of a fight.

Especially that hostility.It is incompatible with the "hospital" itself.

And the moment he saw Zhou Xun, the man with angry eyebrows froze suddenly.

"Clap" sound.

The crutch in his hand fell to the ground.