After being scum, I sent the scum to the crematorium

This questioning tone.

It's just a box of matches, but the reaction is so big.

When Zhou Xun was washing clothes, he found a small card in the other party's pocket more than once, and smelled an unfamiliar perfume on the cuff.

But he never asked.

Because he believed in Qin Yusheng.But it seems that Qin Yusheng doesn't believe in himself that much.

Zhou Xun bent down to pick up the matchbox: "It's from the restaurant..."

He didn't want the other party to think too much, so he concealed the matter of the fortune-teller.

"The restaurant I went to work overtime a few days ago. I thought the box was pretty, so I took it back."

Qin Yusheng frowned: "Just do such petty things. You don't smoke, so why take it back?"

Zhou Xun's expression softened, and he said with a smile: "It's just handy. And I think you may use it."

"With this gift?"

Qin Yusheng sneered, "Forget it..."

Zhou Xun knew clearly that Qin Yusheng naturally disdained to use this kind of thing.

He gripped the matchbox tightly: "The high-speed rail is about to be late. I'm leaving first..."

"and many more……"

Qin Yusheng stopped him again, "Remember to come tonight..."

Zhou Xun: "I will do my best..."

"It must be..." Qin Yusheng interrupted, "I already told them that you will go."

Zhou Xun was silent for a while, then replied, "Okay..."

He closed the door and left the house.

Qin Yusheng has always been like this.Self-esteem, domineering.

Your own opinion, your own thoughts are never important.What the other party decides must be done.

Zhou Xun is used to it.

If you want to be together longer, you must run in with each other.Qin Yusheng is flamboyant and presumptuous.Then he is willing to be the shadow of the other party.

Even if the opinions are contrary, he will suppress his thoughts and follow Qin Yusheng's wishes.

Only this time.

Walking out of the building, the biting cold wind blows in front of you.Zhou Xun pulled up his collar.

Only this time, he was slightly unhappy.

Zhou Xun left the door in the morning, and it was almost noon when he arrived at his mother's house.

When I went upstairs, I passed the takeaway boy in blue.

He stepped aside.

Mother's house is on the fifth floor.After not coming for a long time, he couldn't remember the house number.

The mobile phone sent a message: [Mom, I'm almost there.What's the house number? 】

There was no immediate reply.Zhou Xun thought that the other party might be cooking.

Taking the last step, he reached the fifth floor.

At this time, the door directly opposite opened.A woman came out to take out the trash.

Zhou Xun immediately recognized the person: "Mom..."

The woman froze for some reason, then raised her head.Although it is over fifty years old, it has been properly maintained and still retains its charm.

"Xun Xun, it's so early."

Zhou Xun stepped forward: "I will help you..."

He Xing dodged: "No, no, you're tired from the car ride, you go in and rest first."

Zhou Xun watched the woman go downstairs.

When I entered the house, there was already a table of dishes on the table in the restaurant.The color is bright, very nice.It's just that the original shape can be seen without being placed on the plate.

The takeaway box is square.And the garbage that the woman threw downstairs just now was also a takeaway bag.

Zhou Xun put down the gift in his hand.

Compared with the unhappy breakup many years ago, the woman is very enthusiastic today, pouring water and picking up vegetables, and she can't put it down to the gift from Zhou Xun.

"How do you know your mother so well? I've wanted this jewelry for a long time. And this! This skin care product is used by ladies, I've mentioned it to my family for a long time, but I can't bear to buy it for me. It's better for my son... ..."

Zhou Xun smiled.

Ever since he was a child, it was the first time he heard his mother say "Hi son".

He couldn't help feeling that today might really be a chance to repair the relationship.

My mother was not good at cooking.He used to cook when he was at home.I ordered takeaway today, it must be to let myself have a good meal.

"Mom..." Zhou Xun was about to say something, but the woman sighed heavily.

He Xing put down the jewelry: "Tell me, why is Xinxin not as sensible as you. After studying abroad, she won't recognize me as a mother, and even making a phone call is annoying."

Hearing his mother mention the daughter born to his stepfather, Zhou Xun's smile froze.

He Xing didn't seem to notice at all, Lala Zaza complained a lot.Finally, I talked about my current husband.Said that her husband is not what he used to be, he doesn't care about her at all, and travels all day.Can't get in touch with anyone at all.

She is obviously a woman with a husband and children, but she stays at home every day as a widow.

Zhou Xun remained silent.

The woman spoke very quickly, and the last sentence followed the next sentence, making it almost impossible for people to get in.

The food was getting cold, but no one went to eat it.The original bright color gradually became dull and dull.

He Xing finally finished complaining about her own affairs, saw that there was almost no shortage of food, and picked up some chopsticks for Zhou Xun.

"Eat, why don't you eat?"

Then he put down the chopsticks again, "By the way, Mom has a friend. Her daughter is about your age, and she hasn't had a boyfriend yet. I've seen photos of her, she looks cute. It's also close to where you work. Do you have any friends?" Time to meet and talk."

She laughed and said, "Young people, you should talk more. Mom, I want to hug a grandson too."

Zhou Xun clenched his hands unconsciously.

What is this talking about.

Introduce him to a blind date?Knowing that he is gay, he still has a boyfriend?

The more He Xing spoke, the more excited she became: "Wait a minute, I'll contact her and send my daughter's WeChat!"

"Mom..." Zhou Xundao, "I have a lover..."

Hearing this, He Xing put down the phone.

The atmosphere suddenly became a little stiff, and the air seemed to freeze a bit.

"Son..." He Xing asked, "You haven't cured your illness yet?"

"Snapped……"

The chopsticks were broken and fell to the ground.

He Xing was startled, and stood up suddenly: "Scared, what are you doing!"

Zhou Xun lowered his head, the veins on the back of his hands popping up.

"Mom, do you know what day it is today?"

"What day..." He Xing was stunned, "Today, isn't it the weekend?"

"weekend?"

Zhou Xun repeated it in a low voice, and raised the corners of his mouth, "Yes, it's the weekend."

Zhou Xun left the woman's house.

When I came, I was carrying big bags and small bags in my hands, but when I left, my hands were empty.

Mom... He Xing doesn't remember his birthday.He was called here purely out of loneliness.

The daughter is studying abroad and has a rich and colorful life, so she doesn't want to talk to her mother.

The husband sleeps out on business trips every two days, rarely responds to her messages, and sometimes doesn't even answer her phone calls.

So, I thought of his son.

Zhou Xun stopped and looked up at the sky.

Today is cloudy and very cold.

But for some reason, he felt inexplicably warm before going upstairs.But now, it was as if he had entered an ice cellar, it was extremely cold from head to toe.

It was almost 18:[-] when we left the station.It gets dark quickly in winter.It was still evening, but it was already dark.

Zhou Xun got in the car and went to the meeting place.

Honestly, he just wants to go back and take a hot shower right now.But if you don't go, it will be more troublesome to deal with Qin Yusheng later.

It's better to show your face in the past, and then leave early.

[I'm back, I'll go there now]

After sending such a message, Zhou Xun leaned on the back of the car seat, closed his eyes and rested his mind.

An hour later, we arrived at our destination.

Zhou Xun turned on his phone, and unexpectedly found that Qin Yusheng had returned his information.

【304】

It's the box number.

He came to the third floor and quickly found the location.

The meeting place is at the biggest hotel in the city, and the price is not cheap.The floor is covered with thick carpets, and the decoration is resplendent everywhere.

The box door was ajar.As soon as they approached, they heard laughter coming from the door, and they seemed to be chatting happily.

Zhou Xun put his hand on the doorknob, but couldn't go in immediately.

The moment the door is opened, maybe everyone will look over.And what expressions will those people show when they see themselves?

Just imagining it makes me feel a little suffocated.

Zhou Xun took off his glasses and rubbed the bridge of his nose.After adjusting his mentality, he put on his glasses again and prepared to open the door.

At this time, I heard the conversation of the people inside.

"It's been so long, why hasn't Zhou Xun come here yet?"

An overly sweet male voice.

Zhou Xun didn't remember most of the people in high school, but he was the only one who was deeply impressed by this boy.

Because the other party had pursued Qin Yusheng.

"Don't you get lost?" The other person laughed, "Bai Chang is so old, he can't ride a car alone?"

It's Fang Cheng.The guy I met at the company that day.

The room roared with laughter, chatting about the funny things Zhou Xun did in high school.

Even Zhou Xun himself didn't remember these things.

"Okay..." A low magnetic voice sounded, "What are you talking about?"

"That's right, brother Yusheng doesn't want to hear about that person, right?" the sweet man said.

"That's not what you mentioned first." Fang Cheng smiled, "By the way, Brother Qin, I heard that you are living with that bastard Zhou Xun now?"

There was a brief silence in the room, followed by an exclamation.

"No way?"

"Brother Qin, don't you hate that follower!?"

Sweet male voice: "What do you guys know? It must be that person who wants to pester Brother Yusheng with shamelessness. Brother Yusheng is so kind, it's impossible to let that person wait outside to die."

"Are you right, brother Yusheng?"

Zhou Xun: "..."

He didn't push the door to go in, nor did he just leave, but stood quietly outside the door.

He wanted to hear how Qin Yusheng would answer.

After a while, the man snorted lightly.

"Yeah..."

"Hahaha..." Fang Cheng laughed loudly, "Mu Bai, let's smack the horse's ass!"

"To shut up!"

Fang Cheng ignored it and continued: "Brother Qin, although that kid is annoying, he should be very obedient."

"obedient?"

The flame ignited, and the man seemed to light a cigarette, and sneered, "It's quite obedient. Free nanny, how convenient."

"pat..."

Hearing the door knock, someone looked out the door and rubbed their eyes unconsciously.

The person next to him asked, "What's wrong?"

"No, I saw someone standing over there just now." The man smiled, "I guess I misread it."

Zhou Xun left the hotel.

But instead of going home, he walked aimlessly on the street.

December 12th, Christmas.The streets are full of couples.It seems that even the air is filled with a sweet smell.

But it has nothing to do with Zhou Xun.

He seemed to be isolated from the sea of ​​people, lost his soul, and only a skin remained in this place.

He didn't know where he came from and where he was going.

To that woman, she was a liability.I can't wait to get rid of it, and only recall it when I'm bored.

For my lover, I am a "free nanny".

Zhou Xun has been numb his emotions.No matter what Qin Yusheng did or said, even if it made him feel uncomfortable, he would not be angry.

Because he believed that Qin Yusheng loved him and was the only person in the world who cared about him.So he can be tolerant and patient.

Besides, he also loves Qin Yusheng.In this world, can two people who love each other be together, is there anything more luxurious than this.

So he hypnotized himself, paralyzed himself.

He is very happy.

But the dream is just a dream after all, sooner or later one day you have to wake up.

Although he already had guesses in his heart, he was unwilling to face them.To this day, Qin Yusheng tore apart the dream with his own hands, revealing the bloody reality behind.

To Qin Yusheng, I was just a nanny, and it was free.

There may be other nouns.Free secretary, free friends with benefits.

Zhou Xun stopped.

Zhou Xun's life for more than 20 years has been pleasing others.

When he was a few years old, he courted his alcoholic and domestic violence father.As a teenager, he courted his mother, stepfather and their daughter.And now, he pleases his "lover".

He thought so, love.

"Christmas cake sale, only the last one left. First come, first served!"

The clerk yelled in his ears.Zhou Xun turned his head and looked over.

A few minutes later, he bought the last piece of cake in the store and came to a nearby park.

It was almost midnight, and the park was empty.The north wind blew, and the swing swayed and creaked.

Zhou Xun sat on the wooden chair and put the cake on it.

open the lid.The cake is chocolatey, covered with biscuits and chocolate chips.The bag comes with a bonus candle and dinner plate.

Zhou Xun took them out and arranged them one by one.

The phone was on silent, but he didn't take it out to look at it.No one would contact him anyway.

"... "

Qin Yusheng might.Ask him why he missed the appointment.

Zhou Xun looked at the candles on the cake and found that the fire was missing.

He took out the beautifully wrapped box of matches and opened the lid.Matchsticks with red round heads are neatly arranged inside.

There were white catkins falling down and sticking to the surface of the cake.Zhou Xun looked up, only to realize that it was not catkins, but light snow.

The snowflakes are so small that they turn into water as soon as they touch the ground.

"The Little Match Girl".

This story resurfaced in Zhou Xun's mind.

In the story, it is snowing heavily.The little girl lit the matches one by one, and saw the most beautiful illusion in her life.

Zhou Xun lit a match.

The star-point flame was instantly ignited.The inside is blue flames, and the outside is red fire.In the dark park, this is the only light.

Zhou Xun's eyes reflected this light.

Unlike the little girl, he saw nothing.

I didn't see roasted chicken and ham, nor did I see my deceased grandma come to greet me.

The fire transitioned to the candles.

You can make a wish on your birthday.And he hasn't celebrated his birthday in eight years.

If possible, he would like to exchange these eight times for one.

Zhou Xun stared at the flames.The fingers holding the match turned white from the exertion.

Birth cannot be chosen, but there is one person who can hide from it.

If time can be repeated.

He would rather never meet Qin Yusheng again in his whole life.