I will die the day I want to die

It rained heavily in the evening, and when he got home, he was drenched and looked like a drowned rat.

The garage at home is underground. It stands to reason that he should have been in the car from the company garage to home. I don’t know why...

I watched my aunt hurriedly bring him a towel, and shouted in surprise if something happened to my husband.

He stood at the door and shook his head, still dripping water. After taking the towel, he thanked his aunt, and then began to wipe his hair.

I got up and walked over to get closer to him. He rubbed his hair and looked at me in surprise, "Shu Shu?"

Feeling shy, I reached out to take the towel in his hand and wiped his hair. He was very obedient and only looked at me with wet eyes.

I returned the towel to my aunt and took him to the bathroom.

Turn on the warm light first, and then turn on the water for him.When I finished this and looked back at him, he was still standing at the door of the bathroom, looking dazed and bewildered. I sighed in my heart, so I could only pull him in, close the door and undress him.

He still looked at me with an indescribably dazed expression.

"Why is it so wet?" I took off his suit jacket and asked in a low voice.

He blinked, then suddenly took the coat from my hand, reached into his pocket and took out something and handed it to me.

"Didn't you clamor for me to buy you Lilac's new blind box yesterday?" He laughed, a little helpless, and threw his coat into the laundry basket beside him, and began to take off his shirt and pants again.

I looked down at the packing box, which was half wet in my hand, and suddenly felt a sore nose when I saw the handwriting "Loveiscourage" on it. I opened the box, and inside was Lilac's new Courage Cup - about half the size of a palm, double-layered There is an image of Mount Fuji, which is crystal clear and looks extraordinarily gorgeous under the warm light.

There are eight types of lilac blind box cups. I don’t know how many this person smoked, and he wrote such a tacky sentence by hand.

My nose was so sore that I couldn't hold the cup steady, so I had to put the cup back into the box and carefully put it on the sink.

He had already taken off his clothes and sat in the bathtub, his eyes were even more wet from the mist, and he looked up at me slightly as if he was flattering me.

I got closer and crouched down.

He said, "You remember me."

I looked up at him, didn't answer him, just raised my hand and pinched his earlobe.

Very soft and very hot.

He has been a person since high school, and whenever he is happy, his earlobes will turn red, and he is unshakable.

I suppressed the pain in my heart and nodded, "I remember."

He smirked twice after hearing this, and kept looking into my eyes, and I looked into his, and suddenly he burst into tears.

He is still laughing.

I just felt more pain in my heart, and raised my hand to wipe his face, "In the future, I won't forget it, I will try my best to treat it, and take medicine well, okay?"

He grabbed my hand and rubbed it gently on my face, his lips trembled violently, and the sound of teeth chattering could still be vaguely heard.

"Thank you."

He blinked hard the tears at the corners of his eyes, and responded with a cry.

I leaned in and kissed him, and whispered: "Thank you for giving me the courage."

I came out before him, and my aunt was cutting vegetables in the kitchen. I asked my aunt to go home first, and I planned to make dinner by myself.

There is not much to do, three dishes and one soup are all his favorites.

I had a great time doing it.

He changed into pajamas and went downstairs, I brought the last soup to the table, he took the initiative to undo my apron, and served another meal.

When he was about to feed me, he paused, looked up at me, and was stared back by me.

"It's fine to take advantage of it on weekdays." I pouted.

He nodded quickly, "I'm used to it."

I brought him food, but he looked at me with red eyes, as if I had never served him food, and his face was aggrieved like a little bear who had been bullied.

I had no choice but to joke: "...Do you want me to take the initiative to serve you later, Brother Xie Ji?"

He froze for a moment, and looked at me like he was choking.

I raised my eyebrows, "Brother Xie Ji?"

He: "It's hard."

I:"……"

Hard as it is!Why say it!

After a while, he asked weakly again, "...are you serious?"

Angrily, I kicked him under the table, "Yeah! You have to give me a stroke, don't you?"

His face turned pale in an instant, and his eyes turned red again, "Nonsense!"

I knew it was wrong when I said it, and I was a little bit at a loss seeing his expression so bad. Although I knew he was taboo about it, I didn't expect him to be so afraid just when I was joking.

He looked at me and said again, "Nonsense!"

"...Well, I was wrong, I was talking nonsense." I saw that his hands were shaking badly, so I got up and walked over to hug him, kissed his face, and whispered: "It's my fault, don't be sad, okay?"

He was shaking all over, which shocked me a lot. I wanted to make a phone call, but instead I was hugged by him. He buried his head in my chest and cried out in a very low voice.

The vague words came into my heart, and I froze in place, trembling with pain.

"I built a big storage room for you, specially used to store your cups... woo... I also bought the ones that were broken before, and I bought them for you if you like them, okay..."

"I can also eat hot pot with you... I have enrolled in a cooking class, if you like delicious food, I will make it for you..."

"I was wrong, I was wrong... I made you sick..."

I hugged him again and hugged him with all my strength.

I love him.He loves me too.

I hugged him and he hugged me.

I probably, maybe, will never forget him again.

After all he loves me so much.

And so scared that I'd forget him.

I kissed him, touched him, felt his pain.

"Shu Shu." He suddenly sniffed and called me.

I said "huh?", looked down at him, and bumped into his eyes looking up at me.

"If I could go back to the age of 16," he stood up, looked at me, and choked up, "I will definitely tell you that you are the only joy and peace in my life."

I didn't know that he had such a seductive appearance when he spoke sincere love words. In addition to being moved, he was also funny, so I could only pretend to be serious and leaned closer to bite his earlobe.

Then tell him gently, "Your love is my courage to love you. Similarly, this love will make me never forget you."

So, give me love, I will always remember this love, never forget this love, and will always love you, my love.

—End—

April 12

My wife said I wanted to eat apples today, and I went to buy two boxes of apples after get off work to take home, but he beat me up.

The wife is really getting more and more fierce.

Fortunately, I made it back tonight.

But he doesn't seem to like eating apples with the bottom.

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Interrupted a sentence that Yun Shu hadn't heard clearly before.

"The quality of the jade pendant you bought is too bad...it doesn't shine anymore!"

—It’s really gone, I’m done writing, I’m gone, I have no regrets in this life—