I will die the day I want to die

I brought a bouquet of flowers to Xie Ming's cemetery today, and a photo.The words Xie Ming gave me were written on the back of the photo, and the handwriting was a bit blurred.

Xie Ming's cemetery is in the cleanest place in the cemetery, and there is a century-old tree growing beside it. I put the bouquet in my hand in front of her grave, and suddenly I didn't know how to speak. After thinking about it, I put the photo on the Flowers below.

"……haven't seen you for a long time."

"Your brother has always refused to let me come to see you, always saying that I intentionally hurt you, and that I am smiling in front of you. This person is simply making trouble... Don't take his words seriously, I don't have a smiling face, I just feel too uncomfortable...I It's so uncomfortable, uncomfortable..."

"I used to go to the temple for fortune-telling. The fortune-teller said that I would live to be seventy-eight years old... I never thought that your brother always wanted me to die." I sat cross-legged on the ground, watching the breeze gently blowing the petals, "Your brother really loves you, Xie Ming. Although it's not very good to tell you this, but besides you, who else is closest to Xie Ji..."

"He abused me for several years because of you, and asked me to pay for your life, hahaha." I thought back, the pain in my chest was unbearable, and after a long pause, I found my voice, "Look, I I told you that I am not a good person, not only do I not want to die, but I also come to you to sue him, hehe."

"How can you like a piece of trash like me?"

"...How could your brother treat me like this..."

I paused for another moment.

"Forget it, let's not pour bitter water, let's talk about something happy."

"What kind of teacher did I take the test for a while ago? After passing it, I will be the founder of the education industry in the future, even though I teach primary school students hahaha... Well, I want to separate from your brother for a while."

"The primary school is in another city, a very remote small town. I heard that there are no trains, and there is only one bus a day. I think the sky there must be beautiful."

"Xie Ming," I stood up, looked at the photo of the girl on the tombstone, and suddenly became more enlightened. I smiled at her that I could finally smile from my heart after so many years, and said with a long sigh: "I also want to be safe in this life." Joy and carefree.”

I really want to.

Back in the city in the afternoon, I hesitated for a few seconds when passing by the company by bicycle, and decided to visit Xieji.

He hasn't come to trouble me for the past few days, he hasn't responded to me, and he hasn't responded to the messages he sent, maybe he's awake again?I don't think it's worth being half-kind to someone like me, so I'm going to be the superior Mr. Xie again.

Let it go, let him go, I'm leaving anyway.

When his secretary saw me from a distance, he turned around and ran to his office in small steps, as if I was like a scourge, and she hurried to report to the knight in her heart.

Damn, that's funny, I must be out of order.

No one stopped me when I was about to enter Xie Ji's office, which surprised me a bit. After all, Xie Ji had already kicked me out last week—he has always been like this. It's commonplace, but now I'm more willing to deal with him perfunctory than Baba's.

As for why I was kicked out last time, it was only because I didn't buy him new tea leaves.

To be honest, I didn't buy it because I didn't have money, but I wouldn't buy it if I had money, and I had to save it for Evening Star.

Xie Ji was flipping through the documents, while his secretary was whispering something beside him. After I entered the door, I was deliberately disturbed by the corner of the sofa. Sure enough, he finally looked up at me.

This person is too bad, so I imitate his posture and put on airs.

I raised my eyebrows and smiled at him, "Good afternoon~"

Miss Secretary looked at me with her eyes wide open as if she had been frightened. I didn't pay attention to her, but only looked at Xie Ji. Although the man didn't stare at me, his expression was not good, he just looked sullen and low-spirited. cloth around.

I feel boring in my heart, but this is a farewell, and I have to save enough time for 2 minutes, right?Otherwise it would be too outrageous.

"I have something very important to tell you, can I ask Miss Secretary to avoid it for a while?" I leaned closer and said with a playful smile.

Hearing what I said, he didn't like to talk to me, so I had to let people out. After the people went out, he immediately got up and grabbed my collar and threw it on the sofa, causing the back of my head to hit the wooden armrest, knocking out a big bag.

I was busy holding my head, and shouted in a panic: "Wait! Don't hit me!"

He froze for a moment, as if surprised, "Does it hurt?"

Nonsense, try it.I cursed, covered my head and moved aside, he is really a person, I am in such a miserable situation, he still wants me to die faster as if nothing had happened.

"Don't hold your head, you can't see your face." He stretched out his hand suddenly, I was afraid that he would really beat me, so I quickly put down my hand, and I closed my eyes tightly but didn't dare to shrink back.

The air was much quieter for a while. His office floor is high, and there are generally not too many noises except for the wind.I listened to his breathing in my ear and calmed down slightly. He seemed to sigh a long time. Before I had time to think about it, he suddenly reached out and covered the big bag I just knocked out, and rubbed it gently.

"..." I half-closed my eyes and looked at his expression, which still looked gloomy.

Think about it or close your eyes.

"That's enough, stop pretending, rub it too, and quickly take off your pants." As a result, someone's voice was thunderous—yes, literally.

"It's amazing." I muttered meanly, while bending over to take off my pants, I fumbled for lube and condoms in the drawer under the sofa.

"Yeah." Seeing how fast I moved, he actually smiled and agreed, what a fart.

If it weren't for the sake of leaving the day after tomorrow, I wouldn't break up with him, even though we broke up 800 years ago.

However, it's okay to eat grass once in a while.

After all, I don't really want to wait anymore, whether he is crazy or dead, I'll run away first.

If he regrets one day and wants me back, I will go crazy and show him, hahaha.

If I die by then...

Then you don't know anything.