God, he's reborn

Lin Zhao fell asleep crying in Qin Muyang's arms.He didn't sleep soundly. In his dream, he cried cold and hot, and from time to time he called "Daddy" twice in a crying voice.

Qin Muyang stayed up by his side, acted as a quilt when he was cold, pretended to be an air conditioner when he was hot, and hugged him tenderly when he called "Dad" in a crying voice. Say "Don't be afraid, I am here."

It's a pity that Qin Muyang's tenderness gave the wrong time. He was gentle for most of the night, but he squinted for a while when the sky was about to dawn, and then returned to the pre-liberation—Lin Zhao didn't know when he left His arms, and woke up a meter away from him.

Qin Muyang: ...

Lin Zhao looked at Qin Muyang on the other side of the bed, annoyed that he had once again lost a great opportunity to eat tofu: "Good morning."

"Morning." Qin Muyang sat up and asked, "Did you sleep well last night?"

Only then did Lin Zhao remember what happened last night, and suddenly a thunderbolt hit his forehead.He must have lost his mind while soaking in the hot spring, and he actually told Qin Muyang all the shit in his heart.

The moonlight on tm is beautiful, tears and snot dripping from crying, what a beauty!

"Do you still want to sleep?" Qin Muyang asked again seeing that Lin Zhao had not moved.

"No, no, I'm not going to sleep." Lin Zhao sat up, took the clothes on the bedside table and changed.He wanted to explain what happened last night to Qin Muyang, but he didn't know how to speak.

Because of something on his mind, Lin Zhao has been unable to concentrate.

Qin Muyang waved his hand in front of him: "What's wrong with you, you were absent-minded early in the morning?"

"No, it's nothing." Lin Zhaoqian smiled, "The meat buns here are really delicious haha, I'm sorry about what happened last night, I didn't control my emotions well, forget about it haha."

Lin Zhao: ...What should I do if I feel more embarrassed?

Qin Muyang stopped what he was doing and looked at Lin Zhao: "Why do you have to apologize?"

Lin Zhao lowered his head, not daring to look into Qin Muyang's eyes: "I always feel like I'm spoiling the fun by saying so much."

"I don't feel disappointed. On the contrary, I'm very happy because you are willing to tell me what's on your mind. Friends are for talking. Although I can't help you, but if talking to me can make you feel better, I will I would love to be your listener."

Lin Zhao was a little happy to hear Qin Muyang say this, and couldn't hold back from talking about another problem that had troubled him for many years: "But I feel that, as a man, he has been brooding over such a trivial matter for so long, it seems It's too hypocritical."

"It may be a trivial matter to others, but it is not to you as the person involved. As a bystander, we can analyze this matter rationally and objectively and find a solution, but you don't The same. What we see is that the father has no money to pay the tuition for his son, but what you feel is that the father who depends on each other has given up on you."

As Qin Muyang said, Lin Zhao's heart knot that had been entangled for many years was instantly untied.

"However," Qin Muyang changed the subject and continued, "It's okay for you to be brooding, but it's too unreasonable for you to degenerate yourself. Using your own future to punish others is just to make loved ones hurt and enemies quickened. "

In fact, it's not that Lin Zhao has never thought about this problem. He also wants to study hard, get ahead, and then go back and "slap" Zheng Xiufen in the face.

But when he thought that even if he was admitted to university, no one would pay his tuition fees, he became discouraged. He had already been hurt by that person once, and he didn't want to be hurt by him a second time.

"Tuition is not a problem at all," Qin Muyang analyzed, "There are student loans for college students now, and you can apply for one when the time comes."

"Student loans for college students, and this thing?" Lin Zhao didn't know about it because he never thought about going to college.

Qin Muyang nodded, and introduced the details of the student loan to Lin Zhao. By the way, he also talked about the part-time jobs that can be done in the university and the university's scholarship system.

Lin Zhao listened carefully, and his admiration for Qin Muyang rose to another level.

Also a sophomore in high school, Qin Muyang has thoughtful plans for college life, but he is still complaining and depraved because his family does not pay the tuition fees.

"In this way, your college tuition and living expenses will not be a problem. Even if your family cuts off your financial resources, you can still finish college smoothly." After Qin Muyang finished speaking, he picked up the soy milk on the table and drank it Take a sip.

Lin Zhao nodded thoughtfully, and had a new plan for the future.He raised his head, looked at Qin Muyang, and said seriously: "Qin Muyang, thank you, I know what to do."

The word "thank you" is often on his lips, but he has never said it so solemnly.

Qin Muyang smiled and shook his head: "I can only give you advice, and you still have to walk the next road by yourself."

"I know, but thank you anyway."

If it weren't for you, my whole life might be like this.Graduating high school—or not waiting until high school—finding a dead-end job that involves drudgery, working from dawn to dusk and barely supporting myself.Because of my special sexual orientation, I can't even find someone to live with like ordinary people.Living in a numbness every day, I can't see hope, and I can't see the future.

Thank you for letting me stay away from that kind of life, thank you for letting me see the dawn of the future.

After breakfast, Lin Zhao suddenly thought of something when he was walking out with Qin Muyang: "By the way, Qin Muyang, how do you know so much about student loans?" He doesn't look like someone who needs a loan.

Qin Muyang's movements obviously paused, he looked into the distance, expressionless: "Be prepared."

Lin Zhao thought of Qin Muyang's mother's big belly, and then thought of Qin Muyang's father's lukewarm attitude towards him, and suddenly understood: Qin Muyang must have a bad relationship with his father, and maybe wait until his mother's belly. If that came out, he would be abandoned just like himself.

Thinking of this, Lin Zhao looked at Qin Muyang with pity.With a second child, the first child becomes a cabbage.He is like this, Liu Weiwei is like this, I didn't expect Qin Muyang to be like this too.