Peek into the Heart [Unlimited]

Song Tayun guessed right, Yu Yan said that he was incompetent, but his heart was softer than anyone else, especially not seeing the elderly suffer.The agreement to send Song Tayun home turned into taking the two of them to Yu Yan's house together.

Without anyone's permission, the unlicensed doctor went to see the doctor privately. Of course, he also dragged Song Tayun into the bandit boat, although the latter was obviously voluntary.

The adventure went well this time, and the old lady's mind finally returned to normal, and she no longer dragged Yu Yan to keep nagging.It's just that she looks depressed and miserable, still thinking about her lost son.

Yu Yan suddenly understood that she could cure her illness, but not her heart.Some things cannot be forgotten when the mind is normal. It has been wedged in the bottom of my heart for a long time. If it cannot be completely eradicated, no one can tell which is better, sobriety or madness.

He suddenly thought of Song Tayun.

The next day, Yu Yan asked Song Tayun out again.It was late autumn, and he was wearing a light-yellow thin fleece sweater. He looked in good spirits, strangely youthful.In contrast, Yu Yan's wardrobe is plain, a long white trench coat, at first glance one might think he's wearing a white coat.

"Doctor Yu." Even if Yu Yan resigned, Song Tayun still liked to call him that, "Why did you suddenly think of calling me out?"

"I want to talk to you about something." Today I changed to a slightly higher-end coffee shop, but I still ordered the same content. Yu Yan casually stirred the coffee, focusing on the person opposite, "Do you want to go find Is your dad?"

Song Tayun was burying his head in cutting the triangular cake, when he heard this, his hand shook, and the corner he had just picked up fell back into the plate, and he replied after a long while: "Thought about it."

"For a stranger, you can clearly investigate the [-]th generation of the ancestor..." Yu Yan paused, and seemed to feel that his words were a bit inappropriate. Seeing Song Tayun's unchanged expression, he continued. Going on, "Then it shouldn't be difficult for you to search for your father's whereabouts. Why don't you try?"

Song Tayun suddenly became extremely cautious, shrank his whole body into the sweater, and said in a voice almost talking to himself: "I dare not."

Yu Yan stopped what he was doing and watched him for a long time.If it wasn't in public, he really wanted to hold Song Tayun in his arms.

"It's only natural for a son to meet his father." Yu Yan's tone was very firm.

In the end, Song Tayun couldn't stand the persuasion, and entered the name Jiang Yong into the computer for the first time.He has pryed into the privacy of many people without guilt. Although he is also driven by illness, whether he is awake or sick, he dare not investigate the slightest bit of his father, even if it is the strongest curiosity in his heart.

A middle-aged man with no concept of privacy protection is not difficult to find.In less than an hour, all Jiang Yong's information was called out, including a judgment document, even though it was just a civil lawsuit of no importance.

But on this, Jiang Yong's current residence is written very clearly.The verdict was issued two years ago, no accident, Jiang Yong should still live there now.

"Want to take a look?" Yu Yan suggested.

Song Tayun didn't respond, and looked at the wall without focus.After a while, he suddenly turned his head and threw himself into Yu Yan's arms, as if looking for support.

Yu Yan raised her hand to wrap him in her arms, always feeling that Song Tayun might not have grown up yet, staying on the day his father left.

As soon as he said he would leave, the next morning, Yu Yan drove Song Tayun along according to the above address.Song Tayun was very quiet throughout the whole process, leaning sideways on the passenger seat, looking at the same high-speed scenery outside the window.

From Longyuan City to the neighboring city where Jiang Yong is located, it is only more than two hours away.This short journey has separated them for ten years.If Yu Yan hadn't forced it, it might have been a lifetime.

In the end, the two found a dilapidated residential building.Song Tayun stood in front of the dark corridor, with rare fear on his face, Yu Yan gently squeezed his hand: "I'll be with you."

In the corridor with poor lighting, it is impossible to distinguish between day and night, and there is a musty smell of years in the nose.When patiently accompanying Song Tayun to Jiang Yong's door, Yu Yan was going to knock on the door, but after thinking about it, he withdrew his hand.

Song Tayun seemed unusually nervous. He stood for a long time as if he was being punished, and finally moved a little, but he turned around suddenly and bumped into Yu Yan's arms.

Yu Yan stretched out his hands to hold Song Tayun's shoulders, and pulled the two of them a little apart: "It's okay, once you take that step, you'll know there's nothing to be afraid of."

"You don't understand, he..."

Song Tayun had just spoken halfway, when the sound of unlocking the lock suddenly came from his ear.The two of them were instantly nailed to the spot, not daring to let out a single breath. They watched the door slowly open from the inside, and a middle-aged man with gray hair poked his head out.Although his face was covered with traces of time, it is not difficult to imagine that his appearance was very handsome when he was young. He looked at the two with doubtful eyes: "You are..."

Yu Yan didn't respond, just looked down at Song Tayun.Song Tayun was seen as confused, so he could only turn around a little bit, not daring to lift his head.

"Tayun, is that you?" Jiang Yong recognized at a glance, this son who was almost carved out of the same mold as himself, he opened the door wider, "Come in and have a seat."

The three of them sat around on the sofa, each having their own concerns.Jiang Yong poured a glass of water for the two of them with a little embarrassment: "How did you find it?"

It must be inappropriate to say that it came from an online survey. Seeing that Song Tayun had no intention of answering, Yu Yan helped and said, "We found a way to find out."

"Oh." Jiang Yong didn't have much doubt about this, but instead focused his interest on this strange man, "May I ask, are you..."

Yu Yan was thinking about how to describe her, the former doctor?friend?still--

"My boyfriend." Song Tayun finally spoke the first sentence.

Jiang Yong instinctively opened his eyes wide, and blinked twice in bewilderment, as if he was slowly digesting this sentence.It took a while to show a blunt smile: "Men...men, it's pretty good."

Apparently, that "it's pretty good" sounded too forced.

Seeing that Jiang Yong was uncomfortable, Song Tayun relaxed as if he had suddenly cast away his inner demons, and finally looked straight at his father: "You... how are you doing?"

"Come on, that's it." Jiang Yong scratched his head uneasily, "How about you, how is your mother?"

"Not good, we are not good."

This was originally a polite question, but after receiving a thoughtful answer, Jiang Yong began to fidget again.This son, who was always taciturn in the past, seemed to have suddenly become a thorn in the side, and he didn't know how to respond to every sentence he said.

Although he never said a few serious words to his biological son.

"It must be difficult for your mother to raise you up alone, you must be filial to her..."

"Then do you love me?" Song Tayun interrupted him involuntarily, and threw out another sentence that people couldn't answer.

Jiang Yong fell into a long silence, his eyes filled with fatigue, facing Song Tayun's aggressive gaze, he sighed: "I'm sorry for you."

"Oh." Song Tayun replied angrily, "I have nothing to say, I'm leaving."

Jiang Yong was still sitting where he was, and didn't intend to hold back Song Tayun's getting up, but turned his head slightly, staring at the calendar on the wall in a daze.

When walking all the way to the door, Song Tayun suddenly added: "I will never come to you again, don't worry."

In fact, when a person says forever easily, it often means that he is not mature enough.Jiang Yong didn't respond, perhaps this was exactly what he wished for.

After the two returned to the car, Yu Yan dared to speak: "It's not your fault, I hope you don't punish yourself with your father's mistakes, no matter what, at least you took this step..."

"You don't need to comfort me." Song Tayun raised his hand to cover the back of Yu Yan's hand in an anticlimactic manner, with a relaxed expression, "I figured it out, really. In fact, I have always known the answer to that question, and I have never dared to face it before. Yes, it doesn't matter now. So I'm very happy, I don't think about him anymore, just like he never cared about me."

Yu Yan opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a word.

"Doctor Yu." Song Tayun suddenly stretched out his hand, wrapping his arms around his neck, the tip of their noses almost touching, "I met my dad, do you want to see my mom again—I I mean, more formal."

Yu Yan tilted her head and kissed him lightly instead of answering.

For parents of this tradition, it is impossible not to care that their son is gay.Jiang Yong, who doesn't care about his son at all, reluctantly uttered the sentence "It's also very good".Yu Yan's mood was even more nervous than the college entrance examination at the moment. She was carrying a variety of gift boxes, her hair was specially sprayed with hairspray, and her mouth was pursed into a straight line, afraid that she would spit out the heart that jumped into her throat when she opened her mouth.

When she opened the door, Song Rui was obviously taken aback. She didn't quite understand the situation in front of her, but she still invited people into the house as politely as possible.Song Tayun sat on the sofa in a relaxed posture, with an expression of eating melons and watching a show.

After putting down all the gift boxes, Yu Yan declined Song Rui's request to let him take a seat, stood still and cleared his throat, and said solemnly: "Aunt Song, I am not here for the hospital this time, but for... me and Your son's private business."

This is obviously not an excellent opening remark, Song Tayun smiled and couldn't help turning his face away.Song Rui obviously still didn't quite understand: "What's wrong with you guys?"

Yu Yan took a deep breath, and acted desperately: "I like him, I want to be with him, I will definitely take good care of him, please...accept my request."

It's quite ironic that Song Rui's dumbfounded blinking looks like Jiang Yong's husband and wife.She licked her lips, then turned to look at Song Tayun: "Are you serious?"

Song Tayun got up and walked to Yu Yan's side: "Mom, we are very serious."

Song Rui was silent for a long time, her eyes filled with disbelief, she shook her head after a while: "I disagree. Doctor Yu, take your things away."

Although it was the expected answer, Yu Yan still found it hard to accept.He stood still at the same spot, as if he hadn't heard Song Rui's eviction order.

"Mom, I have grown up, I hope you can respect my decision." Song Tayun stepped forward and said.

Song Rui supported the table, as if unable to stand, stumbled back and sat on the chair, and sneered: "You and your father are really not the same thing as the other."

"I went to see my dad." When Song Rui heard this, she looked up at him in surprise. Song Tayun looked straight into her eyes and continued, "I don't want to judge my dad. Right or wrong, but Mom, do you even think about it from my standpoint for a second?"

Song Rui lowered her head without saying a word.

Song Tayun continued: "It doesn't matter if you agree or disagree. In fact, I'm not here to ask for your opinion, I'm just here to inform you. Your son is gay, whether you accept it or not, it's a problem. changing facts."

"Get out." The words in a flat tone sounded like Song Rui had exhausted all her strength.

Song Tayun grabbed Yu Yan's hand and turned around and rushed out.

After returning to the car, Yu Yan suddenly felt that he was not a man. In that situation, if his brain short-circuited, he would just stand there stupidly.

He was just about to apologize, but he saw Song Tayun smiling inappropriately brightly, leaning his head on Yu Yan's shoulder: "Doctor Yu, can you elope with me?"