Peek into the Heart [Unlimited]

If what Song Tayun once said was true, he shouldn't have seen his father here.Yu Yan reacted in an instant, rushed over and grabbed the man, and the world began to be deconstructed and reorganized as expected.

When seeing the familiar steering wheel, Yu Yan was still a little dazed, always feeling that he still hadn't escaped that reincarnation.But Song Tayun next to him is real, at this moment he is leaning on the passenger seat, sleeping deeply.

Yu Yan took off his coat and covered Song Tayun's body, then got out of the car lightly and walked out, he needed to be alone.

On the event square, a few family members accompanied the patient for a walk.A few people who hadn't heard of Yu Yan's resignation greeted him with smiles.Without the overwhelming cage, he really returned to reality.

It has been nearly ten years since he first came to this hospital, and it is almost like a snap of a finger.It is located in a corner of the suburbs, it has not been renovated for several years, and it is completely isolated from the hustle and bustle of the city.So much so that every time Yu Yan went home and saw row upon row of high-rise buildings, he always felt like a person in the peach blossom garden who "doesn't know the Han or the Wei and Jin".

Getting along with patients, especially mental patients, is also a great psychological test for doctors.Compared with those doctors and nurses who have to face the same patients for years, Yu Yan's special situation is much better.But even so, when he returned to the city, watching the people around him come and go, he would unconsciously commit occupational diseases, magnify every slightly weird behavior of passers-by, and even start to imagine the inner world of others without authorization.

But in the future, these problems will be solved slowly, and I will finally leave this hospital. Yu Yan's heart is not happy, but she is not reluctant either. It just feels unreal, just like when she decided to come here same time.

"Doctor Yu."

Yu Yan turned around, Song Tayun was still wearing his coat on his shoulders, standing in the sunlight and looking at him with a very calm expression in his eyes.

"Wake up." Yu Yan stepped forward and helped him wrap his coat tighter, "Soon, you will be able to go through the procedures for discharge from the hospital, maybe we can leave together."

"Oh." Song Tayun nodded, without any emotion on his face, "What does Doctor Yu want to do in the future?"

The decision to resign was so impulsive that Yu Yan really hadn't thought about it seriously. He pondered for a while and said, "Maybe I might consider going back to take the postgraduate entrance examination. To be honest, I quite like my major. What about you? What to do?"

Song Tayun raised his eyes and looked at him: "I don't know... I feel like my life is just beginning now, and I don't know which direction to go."

Yu Yan gently took his shoulders: "Do as you like, don't be afraid, I will try my best to be your most solid backing."

Song Tayun's body stiffened for a moment, and he lowered his head without saying a word.

The signature of the attending physician was required for the discharge procedure, so Yu Yan accompanied him back to the hospital.After finishing everything, Yu Yan couldn't help but went to the assistant's office. Fang Xuhai was leaning on the swivel chair in a daze. When he saw him coming in, he turned his face away as if he didn't want to look at him.

"I'm sorry Xiaohai..." Yu Yan sat down opposite him and said softly.After he resigned, Fang Xuhai probably had to find another way out, and he might be scattered all over the world in the future and return to a relationship with strangers again.

"Brother Yu, you don't need to apologize to me." Fang Xuhai shook his head, "I just, just need a little time to digest myself, you understand."

As he spoke, Fang Xuhai's voice choked up.Yu Yan stretched out her hand and patted him on the back lightly, without saying a thousand words.

Before leaving the office, Fang Xuhai suddenly stepped forward and handed him a photo.In the extremely low-resolution picture, Professor Lin is holding a little girl in his arms and smiling gently at the camera.

"This is my sister. Some time ago when she was packing up her old mobile phone, she found this photo. I tried to print it out. I wanted to give you a copy and give one to Sister Wanyin..."

Yu Yan solemnly put the photo in her pocket: "I think... now she can see her father without a photo."

"Yeah." Fang Xuhai turned his face away.

Everything went well, Yu Yan drove the mother and son back home.Along the way, the atmosphere in the car was very gloomy. Song Rui couldn't see the slightest joy on her son's recovery.

Song Tayun's home is located in an old community in the old street, the roads are extremely narrow and crowded, it is simply a big test for Yu Yan's driving skills.After Kaikai stopstop finally sent the two of them downstairs in the community, Yu Yan let out a long sigh and began to deal with the seemingly more difficult way back.

Cars are the slowest means of movement on this street.Twenty-eight big bars passed beside him flexibly with bells ringing, and he had to stop at the same spot, hoping that the woman on the electric bike in front would negotiate a good price with the fruit stand owner on the side of the road earlier.

The window of the car was knocked suddenly, Yu Yan turned his head, and Song Tayun was bending over and standing in front of the window.

"What's wrong?" Yu Yan rolled down the window and asked.

"I want to go out and sit."

"Come up then."

After Song Tayun got into the car, the two of them kept silent.It wasn't until a woman not far away bought oranges at a satisfactory price and rode an electric scooter all the way away that Yu Yan stepped on the gas pedal and said by the way, "Did you not get along well with your mother?"

"No." Song Tayun shook his head, "I just want to meet you."

Yu Yan's mood suddenly became very good, and she didn't feel impatient when she saw the crowd in front of her: "Okay, I should be free during the exam preparation period, we can meet anytime."

"By the way...did I like you very much before?"

Suddenly a "ghost probe" appeared in front of him, and Yu Yan was so startled that he stepped on the brakes quickly. The two of them leaned forward according to the inertia. Yu Yan still had lingering fears in his heart, so he took a deep breath and said, "We will sit down and talk slowly."

The two randomly found a tea restaurant on the side of the road and sat down. Yu Yan unconsciously tapped the rim of the coffee cup with her fingertips, and said with a heavy expression, "Song Tayun, what did you mean by that sentence just now?"

"You know, I feel amazing now. I have all the memories and emotions of my illness, but, I always feel that it belongs to another person, and I can't understand why I did and thought that way at that time..."

"You can't understand why you liked me back then, right?" Yu Yan couldn't help interrupting him.

Song Tayun nodded, then shook his head again: "No, I'm sure I like you. It's just... I may need a little time to digest and understand it."

Yu Yan buried her head and gently stirred the coffee with a long-handled spoon: "Do you still have the desire to spy on other people's secrets?"

"It's gone at all, and it seems that even the most basic interest in others has disappeared."

In the past, after the patients were cured, they would leave the hospital quickly, and some of them would come back to thank QFZL after a long time.But Yu Yan never had a deep understanding of what kind of mental journey they would have when they first became normal people, how to accept and adapt to the abnormality of these years.

And Song Tayun in front of him seemed to have changed back to his most authentic appearance.It looks indifferent and alienated, which is the complete opposite of before.

"I'm thinking about one thing..." Song Tayun raised his hand and rubbed his hair, looking a little tangled, "Will you still like me like this?"

Emotion is a wonderful thing, and it doesn't make sense to sprout or disappear.There can be thousands of reasons for liking someone, or there can be no reason at all.It's like being forcibly connected together by Cupid's arrow. At some point, you will wonder why you like each other, but you will never doubt your feelings for each other.

Yu Yan looked at him seriously for a long time, as if meeting him for the first time.At that time, he wanted to confirm Song Tayun's heart, but now, he wanted to confirm his own heart.

After finally getting the answer, Yu Yan nodded: "Do you know, I saw 'me' in your inner world, and he asked me in surprise how I fell in love with you, and I couldn't answer it. But I I'm sure, I just like it, no matter what you become, that love will not be shaken."

Song Tayun looked at him, and suddenly smiled, not the kind of smart, arrogant and shy smile, but the first time he saw it, a smile from the heart.It reminded Yu Yan of the ID photo that was about to cast a psychological shadow on her. At that time, she should have had this kind of smile on her face. After all, Song Tayun still hadn't lost her childishness as a student.

On the way back, in order to avoid taking one step and taking three steps, Yu Yan simply parked the car where it was and walked Song Tayun home.

The old street is crowded with people, full of human fireworks, the pavements on both sides are scrambling to yell, and occasionally there are loud disputes between neighbors, and there is a bit of human touch.

The two walked and bought all the way, as if they had just been released from prison, seeing everything new.Song Tayun ate the cakes in the paper box earnestly, with a bag of snacks hanging from his elbow.Yu Yan carried two bags of fruit in both hands, and planned to take them home with him later.

Seeing that he was about to reach the gate of the community, someone grabbed Yu Yan's trousers suddenly.When he lowered his head, an old lady in ragged clothes was sitting on the ground looking at him, as if asking for money.Yu Yan patted his pocket in embarrassment: "Sorry, I didn't bring cash."

Now beggars are also keeping pace with the times, and hang up the QR code for payment, but unfortunately this one doesn't seem to be there yet.Yu Yan thought about it and left her a bag of fruit.

The old lady didn't even look at him, she was still holding on to his trousers stubbornly, and she was still muttering something vaguely.Yu Yan bent down and listened carefully, as if calling a name.

"She's not a beggar. She lives at the end of the street. Occasionally, she would sit by the side of the road. She heard that her son was lost here, and then she went crazy." Song Tayun explained.

Yu Yan bent down to look at her, feeling that the old lady was trying to express something, but unfortunately the accent was so strong that he couldn't hear a word clearly, but he could clearly feel the eagerness in her eyes.

"Doctor Yu." Song Tayun smiled helplessly when he saw his concentration and perseverance, "I think your postgraduate entrance examination plan may have to be postponed again."