Dip in fire

Early the next morning, Zhang Weilan stuffed the ointment prescribed by the doctor into Xiao Huan's trouser pocket before even having breakfast, and asked her, "Do you know where your aunt lives?"

Xiao Huan paused, then looked down at her bulging pocket: "I know."

My aunt called her last night and told her that she was staying at the best hotel in the commercial street, and that she would pick her up for lunch at noon today.

Xiao Huan pursed her lips, hesitated for a while, and said to Zhang Weilan: "My aunt said she wanted to take me to dinner at noon."

She thought about it again, and felt a little regretful. She always felt that she shouldn't have said this to her brother, so she was going to say again: "But I don't want to go, I want to eat with you at home."

It's a pity that Zhang Weilan didn't give her a chance, and directly blocked Xiao Huan's words in her throat: "Let's go now."

"...Huh?" Xiao Huan was stunned.

"Go to your aunt now, and let her take you to eat breakfast." Zhang Weilan saw that Xiao Huan's collar was crooked, revealing a small piece of her shoulder.

Zhang Weilan frowned, and gave her a tug: "There is also ointment, let your aunt apply it for you, at noon and night, let her take you with you, and come back after eating and applying the ointment at night."

"elder brother......"

"Be obedient." Zhang Weilan said flatly, "Brother has something to do today, so I can't take care of you."

Xiao Huan drooped her head and replied, "Okay."

After chasing Xiao Huan away, Zhang Weilan stood in the courtyard again, looking at the door of Zhong Ning's house, and then at Zhong Ning's window.As he was watching, a shadow suddenly swayed behind Zhong Ning's window!

Then the shadow stopped, changed from nothingness to reality, it was Zhong Ning.Zhong Ning also saw Zhang Weilan!

Zhong Ning has been in confinement at home and has been ill for a while. He hasn't seen Zhang Weilan for some days, but these days, his thoughts are all about this person.

Is Zhang Weilan okay?How about the college entrance examination?It must have been affected, is it a big impact?Is Zhang Weilan worried about herself?He was so timid, he must have been terrified.

Zhong Ning tossed and turned, thinking about all these.And Zhang Weilan's face, the mole at the tip of his eyes, is even more in Zhong Ning's mind, whether he is awake or in a daze, it never disappears for a moment.

Zhong Ning hurriedly opened the window, and Zhong Pei was still at home, so even if he couldn't say anything to Zhang Weilan, it would be fine for him to look carefully.

But the moment Zhong Ning opened the window, Zhang Weilan not only didn't come any closer, but turned around and ran away suddenly.

He ran so fast that he disappeared in a few seconds.

He hid so hastily.

Zhong Ning froze by the window, his heart suddenly dropped - a bad feeling was faintly fermented.Zhong Ning forced himself to ignore it, but it smelled too sour, he couldn't ignore it.

Did Zhang Weilan... Zhong Ning close the window, and sat on the edge of the bed, not daring to think about it anymore.

And Zhang Weilan ran home holding her breath.He closed the door of the house, leaned his back against the door, held back until his face turned pale, and then let out the breath.

He was actually afraid of meeting Zhong Ning's eyes.When I peeked, I would burst into tears, but once I met my eyes, it turned into running away.

That kind of feeling is like a person who is blind in the dark longing for light, but when he gets close to the light, his whole body feels anxious.He lingered in the dark Dead Sea, his throat filled with icy mud and bitter water, and suddenly he was thrown into the fire, and the torture was multiplied several times.

Zhang Weilan slowly squatted on the ground, shrinking herself, shrinking, shrinking again.All the bones in his body ached.His head was in his arms, his eyes staring into the narrow black hole in the crook of his arm.

Zhang Weilan lied to Xiao Huan, and nothing happened to him at all.He was just such a person who lost his soul for a day at home.

Xiao Huan came back at night and packed a bunch of delicious food for Zhang Weilan.Zhang Weilan took a look, most of them were desserts.

After all, this girl is a girl doll, I guess I'm still thinking about it—you'll be happy if you eat sweets.

Seeing Xiaohuan staring at her with big eyes, Zhang Weilan had no choice but to pick up a piece of strawberry cake and took a bite.

Only then did Xiao Huan grin happily.

After dismissing the unlucky sister with a bite of cake, Zhang Weilan put the cake down and never touched it again.

He didn't sleep a wink all night.He thought about it all night.

After thinking about it, he found that "fate" can really manipulate a person.It can manipulate everyone.

It seemed that somewhere, there was already an answer waiting for him.

All the repetitions, all the outbursts, all the tricks, seem to be the reincarnation of cause and effect, and they are all foreshadowing for this answer.

You need light and heat to live, but light and heat can't hold you.

Now, Zhang Weilan has injured Zhong Ning all over his body, put a heavy burden on Zhong Ning, and made Zhong Ning's originally happy family full of holes.

What else will he give Zhong Ning in the future?Zhang Weilan couldn't think of anything good.Betrayal?The look of contempt from others?Just like how Zhou Hang's father looked at him?

despair?anger?Exhausted?He can only give Zhong Ning these things.

Zhong Ning doesn't need to sacrifice for him anymore.

The former happiness suddenly became small, faded away, and disappeared.

How terrible.

That's the person with the apex of his heart, watching it like this, destroying it with his own hands, the guilt, the heartache, cannot be expressed in words.

Zhong Ning is a cluster of extremely hot and scorching fire. For the dark and cold Zhang Weilan, it can save lives and at the same time it is a deadly violence.

Zhang Weilan didn't dare to say "for Zhong Ning" arrogantly, this is bullshit.He has long seen through his selfish and despicable nature.

Not for Zhong Ning.He can't afford to "do it", he is not worthy of "doing it".He was afraid, because he wanted to escape.If he doesn't run away and keeps watching like this, he might as well die quickly.

It's time to wake up.What he doesn't have, Zhong Ning can't let it be because he doesn't have it.

Run away, just run away.Just be a coward and rot alone, slowly.

When the sky is just dawning, the earth and the sky are gray. When you open the curtains and take a closer look, it turns out to be an extremely clean and pure gray.It is obviously gray, but it is so pure that it cannot be tarnished.

Zhang Weilan stood by the window, looked at Zhong Ning's window, raised her hand and slapped herself.

"Crack" with a crisp sound.

Half of his face was so painful that he tilted his head with this slap, and his eyes left Zhong Ning's window.

"Brother." Xiao Huan called him at the door.

Zhang Weilan turned around and went to open the door.

Xiao Huan just woke up, her hair is messed up.Zhang Weilan looked down at her, opened her mouth and slit her throat: "Why did you wake up so early?"

Xiao Huan stared at Zhang Weilan's eyes, and half of her face was red and swollen: "I woke up suddenly, and I can't sleep anymore."

Xiao Huan asked: "Brother, what's wrong with you? Your voice is also hoarse. Did you not sleep again?"

Zhang Weilan didn't reply, he swallowed his saliva, the swallowing action made his throat hurt.He dragged Xiaohuan into the room and sat down.

Xiao Huan sat down at Zhang Weilan's desk, and suddenly didn't know where to put her two little hands.She had a hunch that her brother must have something to say to her.

——Probably talking about something silly that she doesn't like to hear.

"Xiaohuan." Zhang Weilan sat on the edge of the bed, stroking the sheets with her fingers, her voice was more dry than before, "Do you like your uncle and aunt?"

Xiao Huan suddenly raised her head and glared at Zhang Weilan.

"I'm just asking you if you like it, so don't stare at me like that." Zhang Weilan sighed, "Do you like it?"

Xiao Huan scratched her small face, and said like a mosquito screaming: "I like it or I like it, my uncle and aunt are very kind to me."

Zhang Weilan looked at her for two seconds, then opened his mouth again: "Then you..."

"You said you wouldn't want me!" Xiao Huan suddenly stretched her neck and shouted, then extinguished her anger after shouting, and said with her head down, "I like me and I don't want to leave, brother, you can't talk, don't you?" , we're all hooked."

Xiao Huan felt aggrieved: "Is it because my aunt came again? Then I won't let her come in the future, and I won't be with her when she comes..."

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

Xiao Huan immediately shut her mouth to death.

Zhang Weilan never knew what was going on in Xiao Huan's little mind.

This girl's words and deeds are too slow, and when she comes up, she can ruthlessly stab people's hearts and make people's headaches splitting.

Zhang Weilan stared at Xiao Huan without daring to blink.A few words, a few syllables, stabbed out from the throat.Zhang Weilan said with a hoarse voice, "What if brother walks with you?"

"...Huh?" Xiao Huan tilted her head.

Zhang Weilan: "I'm going to go to university there, there is a suitable school there. The university needs to live on campus, and I can't live with you, so you can live with your uncle and aunt."

"On weekends, or anytime, we can meet." Zhang Weilan supported the bed with her palms, a little afraid that she would not be able to sit still.

Xiao Huan thought for a while, and asked Zhang Weilan: "You don't want me, so we can still see each other?"

"Yes." Zhang Weilan's arms hurt, he simply bent down and put his elbows on his knees, "You can see me anytime, but we don't live together. You can still see me Grandma, grandpa."

Xiao Huan picked her hand: "Brother, can't you live with me?"

Of course not.How could Zhu Ying and Lin Boyang let Zhang Weilan in?

Zhang Weilan: "I said, I have to live on campus, so I can't be with you."

"Oh." Xiao Huan responded in a low voice.

Zhang Weilan knew that Xiao Huan would not be unwilling.There are her relatives over there, as well as herself... Zhang Weilan closed his eyes to cover up the darkness, he didn't dare to think about Zhong Ning's face at the moment.

Don't even think about it.Can't think about it.

"Brother." Xiao Huan stood up, walked up to Zhang Weilan, and pulled off Zhang Weilan's clothes.

Zhang Weilan opened her eyes to look at Xiao Huan, and heard Xiao Huan say to him: "I will miss Brother Zhong Ning."

In an instant, the world fell apart, and the years were destroyed, and the soul, body, and body were all cracked into powder, and they were thrown into the ashes of hell, leaving nothing but ashes.

Xiao Huan: "There are also grandma, Aunt Zhong, and Da Duozi."

"...Brother, what are you...don't cry..."

Xiao Huan wiped Zhang Weilan's face with her small hands. She was startled and frightened, and she opened her mouth to mourn: "Brother, what happened to you? What are you doing? Why are you crying..."

She doesn't know why.She didn't understand the reason, but she also cried for no reason.The tears and snot were a disaster, and the beggars were hooked out.

Zhang Weilan grabbed Xiao Huan's wrist with one hand, and touched her face with the other hand, her palm was hot and humid.

He just found out.

—Tears, unknowingly, fell down.