[full-time master] bitter lovesickness

The road to the car was actually very long, but they walked very slowly. Even though the heavy rain drenched both of them, no one suggested that they walk faster.Ye Xiu didn't want to talk, Ye Qiu couldn't speak at all.

His world is all silent and silent. He can only see the back in front of him and feel the warmth of his palm. He remembered that when they were about six or seven years old, they once went home holding hands like this. Holding a popsicle, looking left and right because of shyness instead of looking at the other person's face.

These scenery made him smile with tears in his eyes every time he thought about it later.

He suddenly believed what Ye Jiu said, he believed that it was Ye Xiu, the warmth he gave was so real, that he could recall everything back then.

Ye Qiu suddenly burst into tears.In fact, in his heart, whether Ye Xiu will love him or respond to him is not important anymore, the important thing is that he is alive.

When Ye Qiu got into the car, he suddenly thought that going home this time was finally different from before. He turned to look at Ye Xiu next to him, and the thousands of words that had been stuck in his throat miraculously disappeared, leaving only One sentence:

"Welcome back."

Ye Xiu also looked at him, and finally leaned slightly to touch Ye Qiu's forehead.

"Thank you."

When the two arrived home, they found that Ye Huan had just taken off his rain-soaked coat, and the three of them stared wide-eyed for a while.

In the end, it was Ye Qiu who came to his senses first, first glanced at Ye Xiu next to him, then at Ye Huan, and wanted to say something, but Ye Xiu just patted his arm, and Ye Qiu obediently didn't speak again.

Ye Huan knew what day it was today, so it wasn't surprising to see that neither of them was at home, but he was not used to this slightly awkward and weird atmosphere.

"What are you two doing standing there stupidly? Sit down and talk if you have something to say." Ye Huan poured some tea in front of both of them, "Drink some hot tea. For play."

Seeing that the two of them were still motionless, Ye Huan felt a little strange, "I said, why are you two stuck here like wooden stakes today?" Ye Xiu also rubbed his hands back and forth nervously, and said after a long time, " I have something I want to tell you."

……

"It's ridiculous, really." Ye Huan touched his forehead with his hand, then turned to Ye Qiu and asked, "Do you believe it? What can you prove?" Ye Qiu just wanted to speak, but Ye Xiu said, "Yes, he believed it." Yes. Because between the two of us... there are still some memories that only belong to the two of us. But I tried hard to find some secrets that belonged only to the two of us. In fact... quite few, maybe the only ones that can be considered unique , before I went out that day, you still told me that you want me to bring you two packs of cigarettes."

"In fact, I have been homesick for so many years. But after all, I always think about some miscellaneous things, and I have never been able to come back. Later, I died once, and when I think about it again, I feel that I was really a grandmother before. Damn, there's no need to make yourself so sorry."

"I used to think that even if my choice was not correct back then, because of the glory, I might not regret my decision. But now I find that it may not be the case at all, I will regret it, and I will think about what happened if I If you don't leave, there are actually many ways to play Glory, there is no need to make this family incomplete after so many years."

Ye Xiu laughed as he spoke, with tears in his smile, "Dad, I'm sorry, I was wrong."

Ye Huan knocked over the teacup in front of him all at once.

He had never heard a soft word from this little bastard in his whole life, so he never knew that it was the end of the day, when the love was over, but he got this inexplicable sentence, leaving only the mixed emotions buried in the hearts of the two during those years.

He suddenly choked up and couldn't speak.He used to think that Ye Xiu was too much like him, although on the surface he was smooth and transparent, but in fact he had a stubborn temper and refused to admit defeat. He was always worried that he would be too rigid and easy to break.Because he had suffered because of his personality when he was young, he always wanted to tell Ye Xiu some of his experiences, but he still couldn't learn the art of language for so many years, so in the end he had to use real violence.

Later, Ye Xiu ran away from home, and time and hardships made him grow into what Ye Huan expected. Ye Huan was very happy, but also very disappointed. He kept reflecting on his past, and he felt that maybe his way was really wrong. Right, he thought maybe the father and son really needed a long talk.

Then there is no chance.The pain of losing a child, no matter how others understand your grief, is definitely not something that can be deeply felt.That is your blood, your son, he died, as if your connection with this world has been cut off, and the whole world is a stranger to you.

He really thanked God for giving back his son.

That night, Ye Qiu and Ye Xiu slept in the same bed, and it had been almost 20 years since the last time they did this.Ye Qiu was so excited that he refused to sleep, and kept talking about useless things. In the end, maybe he was tired. He turned to look at Ye Xiu, "Brother, do you know that I like you?"

Ye Xiu hesitated for a while, and finally nodded.

"Then do you think I'm disgusting? Do you hate me?"

"You are so stupid, didn't I tell you that I am your brother, so anything can be forgiven by me."

"Then... can I kiss you?"

Ye Xiu glanced at Ye Qiu, "Don't push yourself too hard, you."

"I'm just talking." Just as Ye Qiu finished speaking, he saw Ye Jiu's overly delicate face suddenly enlarged in front of his eyes, and felt the warmth of his lips on his forehead.

It turns out that this day is really possible, it turns out that one day he can really tell Ye Xiu and get such a small response.

"Ye Xiu, I like you."

"Ah."

"I really like it."

"Ah."

"Really like."

"Ah."

The road ahead is long, and I am glad they can still walk together.

After staying at home for two days, Ye Qiu recovered almost, and had to go back to work, and Ye Xiu had to return to the team, but this time there was no sadness about parting at home, Ye Huan seemed to hesitate a bit when sending Ye Xiu away, In the end, he raised his hand and slapped Ye Xiu on the back of the head, "Stinky boy, I didn't say anything when I came back. I want to piss you off, am I? I will handle the household registration for you early. Well, be honest with me, and don't cause trouble for me casually."

The years are quiet.

Ye Xiu was actually the last one to return to the team, and the next season was only about a week away. Chen Guo used the excuse of Ye Xiu to invite guests, and it was also counted as cheering for the next season. Xin's momentum is constantly improving, but in fact, they all know that this may be the last season of An Wenyi, Baozi, Mo Fan, and even Qiao Yifan. What is certain is that after the seventeenth season, Xingxin will face a complete change.

It is inevitable that there will be some sadness.

Old Wei Baozi and Fang Rui both drank too much. In the past, when they were eating at the tavern near Shanglinyuan, they might be able to walk back home singing old-fashioned songs, but it's different now. In the past, I had no choice but to fight back to the club with a sober one helping a drunk one.

Before, Ye Xiu really didn't know that Fang Rui's wine was so bad, he kept talking nonsense, and the weight of his whole body was on Ye Xiu.Finally, he helped Fang Rui back to the room, but Fang Rui desperately held his hand and refused to let him go. Ye Xiu was too embarrassed to force the drunk, so he had to sit by Fang Rui's bed in the end, planning to wait for the drunk to fall asleep. After watching him go.

But who knew that Fang Rui was drunk, but he didn't sleep, just kept staring at Ye Xiule, Ye Xiu looked at Fang Rui for a while, and thought it was funny.

"Ye Xiu..."

Ye Xiu didn't hear clearly, so he leaned forward, "What did you say?"

"Ye Xiu... why are you back?"

"I..." Before Ye Xiu could say anything, Fang Rui's hand lightly touched Ye Xiu's cheek, "It's hot."

"Are you still alive?" Ye Xiu looked into Fang Rui's eyes, there seemed to be stars in them, shining a light that Ye Xiu had never seen in Fang Rui's eyes since he was reborn and met Fang Rui.Suddenly, he remembered the complicated emotions in Fang Rui's eyes when Ye Xiu was mentioned in the office more than half a year ago.

Ye Xiu pursed his lips, "Yeah, I'm still alive, who said I'm dead."

Fang Rui smiled, "Yeah, that bastard told me, I'll cut him off." As he spoke, he put his entire palm on Ye Xiu's cheek this time. For some reason, Fang Rui's palm The temperature was so hot that Ye Xiu's face ached, as if his tears would be scalded in the next second.

After Ye Xiu thought Fang Rui had fallen asleep and tiptoed away, Fang Rui who was lying on the bed suddenly opened his eyes.