childhood sweethearts on chrysanthemum

Before tomorrow, he was still a good friend who talked about everything, but in just half a year, he became what he is now.

The more Su Ran thought about it, the more annoyed she became, so she had no choice but to respond, reached out to take the cigarette on the bedside table, put it in her mouth, and just about to light it, Ji Jingyan snatched it: "Stop smoking, it's not good for your health. "

Su Ran was taken aback, Ji Jingyan's familiar tone awakened his memories that had been dusty for half a year, the scenes of the two of them getting along kept flashing through his mind, as clear as it happened yesterday, every time he thought about it, They all carry the laughter and tears of the past, beautiful but fatally sad.

Su Ran took the cigarette from his mouth, pinched it skillfully between his fingers, lowered his head and murmured: "But I'm uncomfortable, Ji Jingyan, I'm so uncomfortable, what else do you think I can do besides smoking? "

Ji Jingyan choked for breath, he didn't expect Su Ran to confide his heart to him so directly, he didn't know how to answer it for a while, and looked at Su Ran in a daze.

"Did you just say that? No matter what I say tonight, you won't care, so I'll say everything," Su Ran still looked like a rogue, took a deep breath, her voice was hoarse, just like she was in the past Love words softly whispered in his ear: "I miss you, Ji Jingyan, in the past six months, I have never stopped thinking about you."

Ji Jingyan widened his eyes and looked at him in disbelief.

Now almost the whole world is preventing them from being together. Hasn't Su Ran given up yet?What is he expecting?What is it worth for Su Ran to persist for him until now?

Su Ran took the lighter from Ji Jingyan's hand, lit it skillfully, took a deep breath, and then said, "Actually, I'm addicted to smoking. I used to restrain myself because you were by my side. Now that you're not by my side, Why should I hold back?"

All my principles are made for you, now that you are no longer by my side, there is no need to continue to abide by those indifferent rules.

Ji Jingyan turned his head, his eyes were sore and uncomfortable, he sniffed and his voice was a little hoarse: "Su Ran, the two of us really won't have a future."

"I know that."

"Then what are you still looking forward to?" Ji Jingyan was a little excited, and his voice gradually rose, with a little trembling: "We have no future and no hope, what are you still insisting on!"

Su Ran smiled wryly, as if mocking her stubborn self: "I don't know, I want to give up, I want to forget you, I want to forget everything that happened between us, but I really can't do it, I What else can I do?"

"Before I saw you, I thought I didn't care about you anymore. I thought I could still be ordinary friends with you. But when I saw you again, I realized that nothing has changed in the past six months."

"You may not know the feeling of missing. So even after half a year, I still like you, I still can't forget you, and I still...want to be with you..."

Even though the road ahead is dark, I still want to be with you.

Ji Jingyan's eyes were red, and his heart was as uncomfortable as if he was crossing a river.

How could he not know?How could he not know the taste of lovesickness?From the day he decided to be with Su Ran, while cherishing the few happy moments, he was planning the future retreat of the two of them.It's not that he doesn't want a future with Su Ran, but that he doesn't dare to hope for his future at all.

Ji Jingyan is timid and cowardly, and he dare not face the questioning eyes of the society, so he cherishes that hard-won happiness more than anyone else.

"Ji Jingyan," Su Ran called him hoarsely, with a touch of bitterness in her tone: "I know we won't be together anymore, but I still want to ask you a question," Su Ran turned her head, with reddish eye circles It seemed that he could see the depths of Ji Jingyan's eyes, and asked affectionately: "Have you ever liked me?"

Su Ran wanted to figure out Ji Jingyan's heart, whether the real Ji Jingyan was the one who stood on the corner of the street and kissed her lips without any scruples after the college entrance examination, or the one who set a trap when filling out the application form and wanted to escape from her side completely that he...

Even though this question has become meaningless now, Su Ran is still desperately looking for an answer, an answer that does not disappoint his youth.

Have you ever liked me?

These words directly hit the softest corner of Ji Jingyan's heart. He lowered his head and tried his best to hide the tears that were about to burst into his eyes. His fists on his knees were gradually clenched. After struggling for a long time in his heart, he finally said it in a hoarse voice. The only answer in my heart: "I like..."

I have always liked, not liked...

Not just then, but now, and for many years to come.The name Su Ran will always be the only tie in his heart.

Su Ran took a breath, looked at Ji Jingyan's slightly trembling lips because of depression, after a moment of silence, he kissed them.

Ji Jingyan's answer ignited the extinguished torch in Su Ran's mind.

He still...doesn't want to give up on Ji Jingyan...

Su Ran attacked step by step, gradually breaking through all the defense lines on Ji Jingyan's body.

Ji Jingyan raised his head, trying to kiss Su Ran back, feeling the long-lost temperature on his lips, he slowly closed his eyes, tears slid down the corners of his eyes, with scorching temperature mixed with suffocating despair, falling To the bottomless abyss.

Su Ran, I really, really like you...

Cheng Haoran looked at Gu Anyuan who was sleeping on the bed like a dead pig, and wrapped the quilt around his body several times before lying down beside him with peace of mind.Looking at the ceiling above his head, he glanced at Gu Anyuan who was sleeping beside him from time to time.Gu Anyuan slept soundly, with a slight cry, and even smelled of alcohol on his body, this scene caused quite a ripple in Cheng Haoran's heart.

Cheng Haoran suddenly thought, if he met Gu Anyuan before Shen Muyan, would Gu Anyuan accept his feelings?

Just thinking of this, Gu Anyuan suddenly groaned twice, then turned over.Cheng Haoran was startled, and hurriedly wrapped the quilt tightly around his body, but Gu Anyuan just babbled, stretched out his hand and pulled the collar of the sweater, rushed towards Cheng Haoran with his drooling face, and fell asleep again.

Cheng Haoran looked at the saliva at the corner of Gu Anyuan's mouth, and then suddenly realized: If it wasn't for Shen Muyan first, and if it wasn't for his very similar lip shape, then he would be nothing in Gu Anyuan's eyes, let alone the next one. A series of entanglements.

But then again, Cheng Haoran frowned, and looked at the large water stain beside the pillow with disgust: How could Gu Anyuan be so disgusting while sleeping?He obviously looks fair and clean, but why does he drool all over the place when he sleeps?

Cheng Haoran still remembers that when he and Su Ran competed to learn English in the third year of high school, Gu Anyuan borrowed Cheng Haoran's book once.Because he was too sleepy, he pressed Cheng Haoran's book and fell asleep, and Cheng Haoran didn't pay attention when returning the book at night.It wasn't until he got home from school that Cheng Haoran took out his English book and found out that Gu Anyuan had drawn such a large "Map of China" in his English book, it was the kind with several pages...

Thinking of this, Cheng Haoran pursed his lips and laughed. The third year of high school had his most cherished memory and his most indulgent youth. Cheng Haoran thought, and his gaze towards Gu Anyuan began to soften.He turned sideways, put his hands under his head, and looked at Gu Anyuan's side face seriously, his eyes swept across his tanned skin, high nose bridge, sexy lips, and even the saliva at the corner of his mouth .

It would be great if we could really be together, Cheng Haoran looked at Gu Anyuan's face greedily, his eyes full of infatuation: It would be great if Gu Anyuan could really like him...

Before Cheng Haoran could take back his eyes glued to Gu Anyuan's face, Gu Anyuan, who had been sleeping soundly, suddenly opened his eyes. His eyes were shining with a little light in the dark night, and he stared at Cheng Haoran who was already sluggish without blinking.

The night was very quiet, Cheng Haoran could clearly hear the sound of his own heartbeat, Gu Anyuan's bright eyes fell on him, making him a little at a loss.

"Cheng Haoran." Gu Anyuan's hoarse voice was particularly clear in the darkness, calling Cheng Haoran's name also brought a little different taste.Cheng Haoran's heart tightened, he stared at Gu Anyuan motionlessly, and swallowed nervously.

Gu Anyuan slowly stretched out his hand, and touched Cheng Haoran's slightly parted lips in surprise with blurred eyes.

Cheng Haoran felt the temperature on his lips, memories flooded his mind, he didn't even have the strength to struggle.

Gu Anyuan, it turns out that I still like you so much...

Cheng Haoran settled down, stretched out his hand and slowly held Gu Anyuan's hand. At this time, he had already fallen into Gu Anyuan's gentle eyes and couldn't extricate himself.He said softly: "Gu Anyuan..."

Before he finished speaking, he heard Gu Anyuan's next words——

"I want to pee."

what?

Cheng Haoran was taken aback for a moment, the warm words that were brewed next got stuck in his throat, and he couldn't speak anymore.

The author has something to say: Because the prototype of the main cp is my friend, this is a very good article!Very!Very!Qing Shui's text doesn't even have a little bit of flesh, apart from kissing, there is really only kissing left! ╮(╯▽╰)╭

Forgive me for not being able to use my friends' faces to imagine, and then write something shameful (￣O￣)

And if the two of them accidentally saw it, the two of them might really fight!die!I! -_-|||

So this is really meatless~╮(╯▽╰)╭

Finally, I would like to thank the little angels who read my article, thank you for your support (╯3╰)

Chapter 40

There was a "wow" sound of flushing water from the bathroom, mercilessly washing away the little tenderness remaining in Cheng Haoran's heart.Cheng Haoran sighed deeply outside, looking at the dark living room, more than once he had a feeling of lovelessness.

Cheng Haoran began to possess Mrs. Xianglin in his heart, complaining continuously: I am so stupid, really!How could I still have expectations for Gu Anyuan, how could I still have the desire to confess my love to Gu Anyuan?How can I be so stupid...

Thinking of his useless performance just now, he really wanted to slap himself twice.

When Cheng Haoran was constantly regretting at the door, the bathroom door opened with a "click". Cheng Haoran turned around instinctively, straightened his back, and stood in a military posture unknowingly.

Gu Anyuan frowned, glanced at Cheng Haoran who was obediently standing in a military posture, and then looked him up and down in disbelief, then asked hoarsely: "What are you doing standing in a military posture at the bathroom door in the middle of the night? Are you crazy?"

Only then did Cheng Haoran come to his senses, his face turned red, he moved his shoulders unnaturally, and muttered: "I'm used to standing..."

Since Cheng Haoran entered the military academy, he was always punished to stand in a military posture, so now he will unconsciously stand in a military posture when he is nervous.

Gu Anyuan chuckled lightly. In the dark night, his laughter was extremely seductive, with a deceptive taste.He took a step forward, wrapped his arms around Cheng Haoran's waist, and said in a low voice, "Let's go, let's go back to sleep!"

Cheng Haoran almost jumped up when he heard this.Gu Anyuan hasn't sobered up yet?Who can tell him what's going on with this old couple's way of getting along!Does this mean he is regarded as Shen Muyan again!

Gu Anyuan glanced at Cheng Haoran, who was full of surprise, and explained all the doubts in his heart: "Although I haven't completely sobered up, my consciousness is extremely clear," he slowly approached Cheng Haoran, and the hot breath he exhaled when speaking It hit Cheng Haoran's earlobe, adding a little ambiguity.He said in a soft voice, word by word: "Now I know better than anyone else that you are Cheng Haoran, the person I like the most."

It is the one that can take me out of the darkness and make me believe in love again——

Cheng Haoran.

Cheng Haoran's eyes widened, unable to react for a while.

Gu Anyuan's confession came unexpectedly, leaving him unprepared.He suddenly took Gu Anyuan's hand from his waist, and said in a low voice, "You've drunk too much, go back to sleep!"

After speaking, he quickly quickened his pace and walked to his bedroom.

Gu Anyuan looked at the back of Cheng Haoran who was leaving in a hurry in the dark, pursed his lips and chuckled, and followed him slowly.

He is not in a hurry, if Cheng Haoran is really the right person in his life, once he grasps it tightly, he will never let go.

When Gu Anyuan returned to the room, Cheng Haoran was wrapping himself tightly with his back to him, Gu Anyuan smiled, and slowly took off the watch on his wrist.

Cheng Haoran heard the sound of the door opening, but he didn't see any movement from Gu Anyuan for a long time.Puzzled, Cheng Haoran quietly turned his head to look at Gu Anyuan, only to see that Gu Anyuan was taking off his shirt with his back turned to him.

Gu Anyuan has a good figure, the muscles on his back are strong and beautiful, and the muscles are evenly distributed.He undressed very slowly, as if he was deliberately seducing Cheng Haoran.

"Gu Anyuan!" Cheng Haoran suppressed the desire to spray nosebleeds, hurriedly sat up, and shouted regardless of his image: "Why are you taking off your clothes!"

Gu Anyuan was shirtless, with an innocent face: "Sleep..."

"Take off your ass clothes when you sleep!"

"Because I don't have pajamas and I'm used to sleeping naked."

Gu Anyuan looked rascal, and Cheng Haoran had a mouthful of old blood choked in his throat, neither spit nor swallowed, so he had to hold back silently.

Seeing Cheng Haoran's deflated look, Gu Anyuan suppressed the smile in his heart and sat down on the bed.However, as soon as he sat on the bed, Cheng Haoran kicked him unceremoniously, accompanied by his "Cheng's roar": "Don't go to bed——"

Gu Anyuan was taken aback when he heard the words, and then looked at Cheng Haoran innocently: "I don't sleep on the bed, so where do you want me to sleep?"

Cheng Haoran looked at Gu Anyuan, who stared at him with watery eyes, and looked at him purely, and a mechanical voice sounded in his mind:

Cheng Haoran, KO——

What thefuck!

When Gu Anyuan lay beside him, Cheng Haoran couldn't help tightening the quilt tightly, with tears in his eyes: Mom, after tonight, your son's innocence may really be gone...

Cheng Haoran suddenly wanted to write a poem to commemorate his dying chrysanthemum.

Gu Anyuan lay on the bed, looking at Cheng Haoran who shrunk himself into a ball.He obviously had a terrible headache, but he still didn't feel sleepy.He put his hands under his head, looked at the dark ceiling, and said, "Cheng Haoran, are you asleep?"

After a long time, there was a muffled sound: "Sleeping."

Gu Anyuan grinned: "Then I'll continue, you can listen to it or not."

Cheng Haoran thought in his heart: Fart!Can I close my eyes so I can't hear you!Are you stupid!

Gu Anyuan didn't care about Cheng Haoran's rich and colorful inner world at all, and began to talk about the memories he had avoided for many years: "Shen Muyan and I grew up together. He is the son of my father's driver, and we played very well."

Cheng Haoran buried his head in the bed, and paused when he heard Gu Anyuan's words.

What is this God unfolding?Have you drank too much and started to reminisce about the glorious past?But he didn't want to hear it at all!

Gu Anyuan's voice carried memories of the past: "My feelings for Shen Muyan began in junior high school. At that time, I didn't even know what liking was. Until a girl mentioned her feelings for me in a love letter, I suddenly realized that I had fallen in love with him a long time ago."

Cheng Haoran felt sour in his heart, and just about to interrupt Gu Anyuan, he heard Gu Anyuan continue: "At that time, I thought it was easy to be together, as long as I liked him and he liked me, we could be together. But the truth is never It was as simple as I imagined, but it was my simplicity and stubbornness that killed Shen Muyan."

After saying this, Gu Anyuan fell silent, but Cheng Haoran's curiosity was completely aroused by him.After waiting for a long time without seeing Gu Anyuan speak, Cheng Haoran turned his head cautiously, trying to make sure if Gu Anyuan had fallen asleep.However, as soon as he turned his head, he saw Gu Anyuan looking into his own eyes with a smile in the darkness.

Before Cheng Haoran could turn his head away, Gu Anyuan came forward with a smile and said, "Didn't you fall asleep?"

Cheng Haoran blushed, and stammered to defend himself: "You, you woke me up..."

Seeing that Gu Anyuan still didn't speak, and his whole face was covered with the three big words "I don't believe it", Cheng Haoran pursed his lips, and decided to find a way for himself: "Why? Why do you think you will be the one who hurt Shen Muyan? "

Gu Anyuan grinned and said, "What? Want to hear a story?"

Cheng Haoran nodded reluctantly, he didn't want to hear the Qiong Yao story between him and Shen Muyan at all, he wanted to sleep!

Gu Anyuan moved closer to Cheng Haoran again, and said in a low voice: "I'll tell you a story, how about you promise me a condition? It's not too much, and you can definitely fulfill it."

What Gu Anyuan said was very sincere, Cheng Haoran could only nod his head.

Anyway, agreeing does not mean that he will definitely go and do what he said...

"My dad is gay." Gu Anyuan's words were not surprising, and Cheng Haoran, who was pretending to be dead, was calmed down by the first sentence he just said. He stared at the calm Cheng Haoran with wide eyes: "What did you say?" ?Can you say that again!"

"I said," Gu Anyuan looked into Cheng Haoran's eyes, and said word by word: "My father is gay, and he and my mother are in a physical marriage."

Cheng Haoran opened his mouth halfway, unable to digest this shocking news for a while.

Gu Anyuan's eyes gradually dimmed: "When I was in elementary school, I just remembered that my father and my mother didn't have a good relationship. The way they got along was that every day my mother would question my father hysterically, and my father would just talk about it every day. A day of silence. I thought there was no relationship between the two of them until I was in elementary school and when my father died in a car accident, my mother cried for many days. Only then did I know that my mother actually loves my father."

"Maybe because of my dad, my mom hates all homosexuals. So when she found out that I like Shen Muyan, my mom got very emotional and started to stop me from meeting Shen Muyan. Actually, it didn't help , Our relationship is still gradually warming up."

Cheng Haoran stared at Gu Anyuan blankly. This was the first time that Gu Anyuan took the initiative to talk about his past, and it was also the first time that he began to open up to Cheng Haoran.

"We really confirmed our relationship in the first year of high school. As a result, just after the end of the second year of high school, our relationship was discovered by my mother. At that time, I was fined for fighting at school and suspended from class. I went to the hospital for two days. When I was discharged from the hospital, I was told that Shen Muyan...had a car accident..." When he said this, Gu Anyuan's voice trembled a little: "That was the last time I saw him, lying in the intensive care unit, His face was terribly pale. I can't believe it, I had an appointment to eat barbecue with me two days ago, why am I lying on the hospital bed and can't get up now..."

Cheng Haoran stuck his head out of the bed, and from his angle, he could just see the tears in Gu Anyuan's eyes.For some reason, he suddenly felt sorry for the young man who pretended to be strong in front of him.

He stretched out his hand and slowly but firmly grasped Gu Anyuan's tightly clenched fists.

Gu Anyuan sniffed hard, and came out of the great grief: "I know that Shen Muyan's death was my mother's hand and foot. Although her original intention was to teach Shen Muyan a lesson, she can hardly shirk the blame. In the following In days, even if she no longer objected to me liking boys, I couldn't find anyone worthy of my liking."

"And you are the first one." Gu Anyuan turned his head and looked at Cheng Haoran, his tear-stained eyes seemed to be full of stars: "You are the first person I want to try to like."

Cheng Haoran was suffocated, and he heard his own heartbeat like thunder.

Gu Anyuan held his hand with his backhand, gradually intertwined his fingers, and said the next words in a hoarse voice: "I didn't play with you, nor did I play with your feelings. For the past six months, I have been pursuing you seriously. I I don't want you to accept me very quickly, I just hope you can face up to my feelings for you and stop evading."

"That's my condition."

There was too much information in these few sentences, and Cheng Haoran's head suddenly short-circuited.

The person I had been secretly in love with but was not ready to be with suddenly confessed to me. At this time, Cheng Haoran's mood was really not ordinary complicated...

After thinking for a long time, Cheng Haoran's head was full of the toilet, as if only sitting on it could calm down his chaotic brain.

He slowly pulled out the hand that was held by Gu Anyuan, stood up and said in a low voice, "I'm going to the toilet to calm down."

Gu Anyuan was taken aback for a moment, and then responded.

Cheng Haoran got out of bed and ran out of his room as if fleeing for his life.

The author has something to say: The line of the sub cp is over, can the main cp be far behind ╮(╯▽╰)╭

Chapter 41

Cheng Haoran sat on the toilet, looked at the yellowed tiles in front of him, and began to think about his life with a vicissitudes of life.

He likes Gu Anyuan, he used to be, and it hasn't changed now.Facing the person he likes to confess to himself, it is impossible to say that he has no heart, but now he is very entangled, entangled in whether he should accept Gu Anyuan or not.

After all, I decided to forget him.

Cheng Haoran leaned back, and kept thinking about the scenes that he and Gu Anyuan had experienced since they met, as clearly as if they happened yesterday.

Gu Anyuan is cynical, he looks chic, but he has deep affection for Shen Muyan, so that when Shen Muyan has been gone for nearly two years, when Gu Anyuan mentions his name again, his voice is still trembling.

Cheng Haoran has never doubted Gu Anyuan's feelings, but Cheng Haoran is afraid, he is afraid that Gu Anyuan just misplaced his obsession with Shen Muyan on himself, he is afraid that Gu Anyuan has never liked himself, he is afraid of Gu Anyuan The so-called "association" just kept looking for the shadow of Shen Muyan in him.

Cheng Haoran slowly bent down and buried his head between his arms, on the verge of collapse.

Su Ran held Ji Jingyan in his arms, looked at Ji Jingyan's familiar side face, a smile gradually formed on the corner of his mouth.

"Su Ran," Ji Jingyan said hoarsely, his tone full of despair: "I still can't forget you, what should I do..."

No matter how hard I try, no matter how I numb my heart, I still can't convince myself that I don't love you anymore.

Su Ran's arms gradually tightened, as if he wanted to rub Ji Jingyan into his flesh and blood.He kissed Ji Jingyan's forehead, and said softly, "Let's be together!" Su Ran lowered his head, and bumped into Ji Jingyan's surprised eyes. He collected himself and repeated it more firmly: "We Let's be together! Like after the college entrance examination."

No matter whether someone blesses you or not, since you have identified each other, don't hesitate to be together bravely.

Ji Jingyan's eyes widened, and he looked at Su Ran's serious face and it didn't look like he was joking. He was stunned for a while, and finally lowered his head, pursed his lips and said anxiously: "I can't, I can't..."

"Why?" Su Ran asked him back, "Why can't you do it? Your happiness is in your own hands, not in someone else's mouth!"

Ji Jingyan closed his eyes, shook his head in despair, and said in a low voice, "I'm no longer afraid of other people's strange eyes, Su Ran. I'm just worried that my mother won't be able to accept it, she only has me..."

Su Ran's arm stiffened when he heard this, and gradually lost the strength to hold Ji Jingyan's shoulder.

He and Ji Jingyan will never be able to walk together in a logical way. There was only a thin layer of window paper between them before, but now there is an insurmountable ditch between them, a ditch of family affection and love .

Ji Jingyan's voice was urgent, and he tried to comfort Su Ran's no longer calm heart: "Isn't it good for us to maintain our current relationship? We can still be together, we can still do what we have always wanted to do, we don't have to tell ourselves parents!"

"Maintain the current relationship?" Su Ran sneered, and his dark eyes seemed to be able to see into the depths of his heart: "I meet secretly every day, and bury my sexuality in the darkness. Then in a few years and A woman she doesn't love gets married and has children, while taking care of the whole family, while chasing the love she really yearns for. Ji Jingyan, is this the kind of happiness you want?"

Su Ran spoke so quickly that Ji Jingyan couldn't get in.But in the end Ji Jingyan could only look into Su Ran's eyes in a daze, unable to say a word.

There was another silence between the two.

Ji Jingyan lowered his head, carefully savoring what Su Ran said just now.He was right, he really couldn't accept other women, and he couldn't give his future wife all his love.Instead of this, it would be better not to get married, so as not to impose pain on others.

But if he really never gets married for the rest of his life, Shen Wanyan's face flashes in Ji Jingyan's mind, how should he face Shen Wanyan?

Su Ran saw through Ji Jingyan's worries at a glance. After thinking for a while, he held Ji Jingyan's hands firmly and slowly, and whispered in his ear: "Ji Jingyan, people always have to live for themselves." Su Ran Ran opened his mouth, and just as he was about to continue, the phone rang unexpectedly. He pressed the answer button, and Xia Qing's voice came over there: "Su Ran, where are you?"

Su Ran looked down at Ji Jingyan in her arms, and replied casually: "At home."

"Are you home?" Xia Qing couldn't hide the excitement in her voice: "Then it's convenient for me to go to your house to find you now? My mother wants me to give you something."

Su Ran sneered, knowing without thinking that this was a lie made up by Xia Qing.What does Xia Qing's mother want to give him and must give it in the middle of the night?Just wanted to see him.

Su Ran gradually grasped Ji Jingyan's hand, and said with a smile, "Okay, come here now, I'll wait for you at home."

After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Hearing what Su Ran said, Ji Jingyan got up quickly and asked in panic, "Is anyone coming from home? Should I hide?"

Seeing Ji Jingyan flustered, Su Ran grinned, sat up and gradually approached Ji Jingyan's lips, with a deceptive voice in her voice: "You don't need to hide, just do me a favor."

"What..." Before Ji Jingyan finished speaking, Su Ran's lips pressed up mercilessly, extremely domineering, leaving no room for him to retreat.

Ji Jingyan raised his hand, clasped Su Ran's head, and kept deepening the kiss Su Ran dedicated to him.

Cheng Haoran lowered his head and walked back to his room with heavy steps.

He sat on the toilet for so long and thought about his life for so long, but he still didn't think about what kind of answer he would give Gu Anyuan.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw Gu Anyuan sitting on the bed with a sunny smile on his face: "You're back?"

Cheng Haoran nodded weakly, and as soon as his butt touched the bed, he said, "Gu Anyuan, why do you like me? Why are you with me?"

What you care about and appreciate is the shadow of Shen Muyan in me, or the unique Cheng Haoran in this world.

Cheng Haoran doesn't need to care about other things, but he must understand this matter, and he must understand it too!

Hearing Cheng Haoran's question, Gu Anyuan was stunned for a moment, but he quickly realized and looked into Cheng Haoran's eyes: "At first it was because of Shen Muyan, I don't deny it, but later it was because of you, because of you It's Cheng Haoran."

Cheng Haoran was taken aback for a moment, and then heard Gu Anyuan whisper: "Because you are the only light that can make me get out of the haze of the past."

Ever since Shen Muyan left him, Gu Anyuan had never expected that he could have love again, and he no longer had any expectations for same-sex love, including when he knew Su Ran's feelings for Ji Jingyan, he also had a relationship with her. Most people think that they will not have happiness.Later, when Cheng Haoran appeared in his life and brought him all the beautiful fantasies about love again, he began to gradually walk out of that closed world.

Therefore, Cheng Haoran is the only light in his dark life.

Cheng Haoran opened his mouth halfway, unable to recover from what Gu Anyuan said just now, he looked at Gu Anyuan's eyes full of sincerity, and murmured: "Gu Anyuan, you really have a way of talking about love..."

Gu Anyuan pursed his lips and smiled, and looked at Cheng Haoran more intently: "Because the other party is you."

Cheng Haoran felt that he had been sucked away by Gu Anyuan's beautiful eyes.

Sure enough, in this world, looks determine everything!

It wasn't until Gu Anyuan slowly approached his lips, and his warm breath sprayed on Cheng Haoran's lips, that Cheng Haoran suddenly reacted, hurriedly hid back, and stammered, "You, what are you doing?" ?”

Gu Anyuan didn't move, tilted his head and smiled angrily: "Kiss you!"

Cheng Haoran really doesn't know who gave Gu Anyuan the confidence to make him say this so naturally.However, before he could say the next sentence, Gu Anyuan rushed forward and blocked his lips.

Cheng Haoran's eyes widened, and he struggled vigorously, leaned back when his center of gravity was unstable, and fell heavily on the bed, Gu Anyuan also pressed up unceremoniously, fixed Cheng Haoran's hands on the bed, and began to slack Savor his taste carefully.

Gu Anyuan's lips were very soft, but they still carried a domineering aura that was exclusive to men.Gu Anyuan was not in a hurry, and slowly sucked Cheng Haoran's lips. From the tossing and turning at the beginning to the gradual deepening, Gu Anyuan took off all Cheng Haoran's defenses step by step, broke through all his psychological defenses, and felt the deepest part of his heart. desire.

In this way, Cheng Haoran slowly fell into Gu Anyuan's gentle world and was defeated.

Gu Anyuan's slightly hoarse voice was mixed with the incessant panting: "Cheng Haoran, do you still like me?"

After a while, Cheng Haoran's extremely suppressed voice came: "Mmm..."

I love you, from the first time I saw you.

Su Ran straightened up from Ji Jingyan's body, looked at her "fruits of labor", and nodded with satisfaction.

Ji Jingyan's face was flushed, and he turned around to look for his clothes, his voice was still a little hoarse: "Su Ran, are you crazy?"

Su Ran reached out her hand to stop him, and said with a satisfied face: "I'm not crazy," he smiled, "I'm sober."

Ji Jingyan glanced at him with crazy eyes, ignored his obstruction, and just as he was about to put on his clothes, Su Ran snatched them and threw them far away.

Ji Jingyan was a little angry, he frowned, and said in a more serious tone: "Su Ran, what are you going to do?"

Su Ran gradually approached him, wrapped his arms around his thin waist, and whispered in his ear: "Don't be in a hurry to put on your clothes, or I've been working so hard for nothing."

what?

Ji Jingyan was confused.

At this time the doorbell rang suddenly, and Su Ran felt Ji Jingyan's body stiffen. He smiled lightly, and squeezed Ji Jingyan's waist comfortingly: "Come on, let's open the door." After speaking, he took Ji Jingyan's hand and said to him Go to the living room.

Keeping in the dark, Ji Jingyan had no idea what Su Ran's purpose was for doing these things, so he could only follow behind Su Ran in a daze.

Su Ran walked to the entrance and opened the door. Ji Jingyan saw a girl with a pretty face and a smile standing at the door. She held a plastic bag in her hand and said with a smile: "Su Ran, my mother asked me to come... "

The next words were stuck in her throat, because she saw Ji Jingyan who was held in Su Ran's arms, and the upper bodies of the two were full of paleness.