childhood sweethearts on chrysanthemum

I can pretend that nothing happened, and I can chat and fight like usual.He should have known a long time ago that from the day he chose to confess his love to Gu Anyuan, no matter what the final result was, the two of them would never be able to return to the past.

His arm was suddenly pulled hard, Cheng Haoran frowned, struggled hard, and just about to speak, he heard the familiar voice: "Why are you hiding from me?"

Cheng Haoran lowered his head, bit his lower lip and said nothing.

Gu Anyuan let go of his arm, stood in front of him and asked again: "Why are you avoiding me?"

The tone was still the same as before, too strong to be rejected by others.

Only then did Cheng Haoran raise his head, took a deep breath, summoned all the courage in his body, held back all the emotions surging in his heart, looked into Gu Anyuan's eyes, and said word by word: "I'm not avoiding you, I'm just fulfilling the promise of the two of us. promise." Seeing Gu Anyuan's confused expression, he paused for a moment and then said: "You said it, there is no need for the two of us to meet in the future, since you are here, then I will go."

Gu Anyuan looked at Cheng Haoran, who was speaking very seriously, and the man in front of him, whom he hadn't seen for a month, was surprisingly strange.

Mingming felt extremely uncomfortable, but Cheng Haoran continued to say in order to be strong: "I am a relatively extreme person, I cannot be like you, and after so many things have happened, I can still be an ordinary classmate." His eyes were sore and uncomfortable , Cheng Haoran widened his eyes and tried not to let the tears flow: "Seeing your face makes my heart feel uncomfortable, and I will think of many things that I tried hard to forget. So, even if it is for the two of us, it can be regarded as a memory for me. A little retreat, please don't talk to me when we meet again, and don't say hello to me, it's best to become a stranger..."

Perhaps only by being strangers to Gu Anyuan, can the scars in his heart gradually heal, and he can gradually get out of the vicious circle he set up.

After going around for a while, he and Gu Anyuan walked back to the original point. Instead of doing this, I really hope that we will not know each other from the beginning, and we will not get close to each other.

Looking at Cheng Haoran's reddish eye sockets, Gu Anyuan raised his hand involuntarily, stroked the corners of his eyes, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.It was only when he touched Cheng Haoran's slightly hot skin that Gu Anyuan came to his senses, hurriedly lowered his head, and met Cheng Haoran's half-smiling face.

"Gu Anyuan, I'm not a fool, can you stop fooling me?" Cheng Haoran knocked off his hand forcefully, sniffed: "Since you don't like me, don't give me any hope. In your hand, I admit it, do you think I will fall three times in a pit?"

"I didn't trick you." For some reason, every word Cheng Haoran said was like a hand, constantly torturing his heart full of holes. Gu Anyuan took a deep breath, looked into Cheng Haoran's eyes and said : "From the beginning to the end, I never played tricks on you."

The forced kiss is not to tease you, and what happened after being drunk is not to tease you, but, the feeling deep in my heart can't help...

If Cheng Haoran heard these words before knowing Shen Muyan's existence, he would definitely jump for joy.But now when I hear these words again, Shen Muyan's upturned mouth is full of sarcasm and disdain.

Cheng Haoran sneered, and pushed Gu Anyuan away in front of him forcefully, his tone was so cold that even he felt strange: "Gu Anyuan, you are so fucking hypocritical." He slowly raised his arm, stretched out his fingers tremblingly and pointed to his lips: "If my mouth didn't look like the person in your heart, how could I, Cheng Haoran, fall into your eyes?"

Hearing Cheng Haoran's words, Gu Anyuan was taken aback: He...how did he know about Mu Yan?

Looking at Gu Anyuan's stunned look, he knew this would be the result, but when his thoughts were confirmed, his heart was still so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

Gu Anyuan, why are you being so cruel to me...

Cheng Haoran staggered back a few steps, suppressing the bursts of sadness welling up in his heart. At this moment, there was only one thought in his mind:

"Gu Anyuan, I beg you to let me go."

When Cheng Haoran's slightly trembling voice reached Gu Anyuan's ears, he suddenly raised his head and saw Cheng Haoran's back gradually leaving.But this time, he could only stand there and watch his back gradually disappearing from his field of vision.

He didn't know that Cheng Haoran who turned around had already burst into tears.

Emotions are like dense thorns in the heart, the arrangement of needles and threads is intricate, and the thinking is clear, but there is no way to start.Because no matter what, the one who was hurt was always his own heart that had already been moved.

Standing at the door, Ding Yan watched the annual torture drama performed by the two people in front of him, and slowly raised his hand to cover his parted lips in surprise: He seems to have discovered something extraordinary...

Su Ran sat upright on the bed, clenched his hands into fists and put them on his knees. The sound of rushing water from the bathroom kept teasing his eager heart.

He seemed to be back in the summer when the high school entrance examination ended. He sat on the bed, anxiously looking at the unsuitable CD in his hand, waiting to see Ji Jingyan make a fool of himself, but that was the first time he couldn't help himself to Ji Jingyan.

Three years have passed in a flash, and now he is still sitting on the bed, still feeling terribly nervous, but the person in the bathroom has changed from his closest brother to his dream lover.

When Su Ran came back to his senses, Ji Jingyan had already finished washing, stood in front of him and wiped his hair and said, "I've finished washing, you go!"

Su Ran raised his head, and Ji Jingyan was standing in front of him with only a towel around him. Water drops slipped from the ends of his hair, passed through his Adam's apple to his delicate collarbone, then slid across his firm chest, flat abdomen, and finally disappeared between the towels.

Su Ran felt his Adam's apple rolling up and down, and he heard his slightly hoarse voice saying: "Ji Jingyan, do you know that you are seducing me?"

Ji Jingyan looked him up and down, and then he noticed his attire. He was stunned for a moment, then wiped his hair and said, "Go take a shower quickly, don't just look at what's there and what's not."

Ji Jingyan and Su Ran have slept in the same bed since they were young, so logically speaking, this is nothing at all.But Ji Jingyan's slightly magnetic voice, coupled with the damp hair and the slight scent of shower gel on his body, all of them are fatally sexy to Su Ran now.

Su Ran gradually felt something was wrong with her body, and quickly turned her eyes away from Ji Jingyan's body, and began to regret why she booked a room. In the end, it was herself who was tortured, not only physically, but also mentally.

But his eyes didn't listen to him at all, he would glance at Ji Jingyan every now and then, and then hastily move away after a glance.Just like that, after going round and round for a few minutes, Ji Jingyan finally couldn't bear it anymore, sat beside him and asked, "Su Ran, why are you always peeping at me?"

Su Ran didn't dare to raise her eyes at all, but felt that the bed beside her had sunk, and then came the pleasant fragrance of shower gel on Ji Jingyan's body.Su Ran only felt that his body was getting hotter. He hurriedly sat down a little beside him, and said indiscriminately: "You, you stay away from me..."

Ji Jingyan frowned, looked him up and down, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong with him.Although he didn't understand, he didn't approach Su Ran any more, but asked in confusion, "Why are you afraid of me?"

Su Ran glanced at Ji Jingyan out of the corner of her eye, and turned her head quickly after seeing Ji Jingyan's hand, trying to keep her mind clear, but the hoarse voice still betrayed everything: "Now you are just a chest in my eyes. A beautiful, fair-skinned, sexy stunner, so I'm afraid of you."

Ji Jingyan didn't react at first, until he heard the words "sexy stunner" at the end. He was startled, seeing Su Ran's blushing and heartbeat, and then gloatingly said: "This is what you insist on opening." The fate of a room is reported so quickly."

Now Su Ran was not in the mood to argue with Ji Jingyan at all, he got up quickly and trotted towards the bathroom.

Ji Jingyan smiled and looked at Su Ran's fleeing back. After seeing Su Ran entered the bathroom, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, and his eyes were filled with layers of sadness.

The moment the cold water fell on Su Ran's body, his brain gradually woke up, and the heat on his body gradually faded away.

As for Ji Jingyan, Su Ran wanted to possess him, but didn't want to hurt him.Su Ran knows a little bit about this matter between men and men.I don't have any experience, Ji Jingyan, as the one below, once he does it, he will definitely be hurt.He didn't want to hurt the person he liked for so many years because of his own selfish desires.But Su Ran is a normal man after all, and now Ji Jingyan is standing in front of him, with a fatal attraction from the tip of his hair to his toes, all Su Ran can do is try his best to control his overflowing hormones .

He will do everything possible to protect his only Ji Jingyan.

Sitting on the bed, Ji Jingyan lowered his head, thinking about Su Ran's rather abnormal behavior just now.When the corner of his eye glanced at the condom on the bedside, he suddenly realized.

Ji Jingyan stood up, picked up the box of condoms on the bedside table, gradually curled the corners of his mouth, and even his eyes were full of warmth.

Su Ran, you are such a fool.

Su Ran struggled in the bathroom for a long time. In order to avoid too much embarrassment, he still chose pajamas and pajamas, and discarded the towel that was hanging aside.

When Su Ran came out of the bathroom, he saw Ji Jingyan sitting on the bed with his back turned to him.Now Su Ran didn't dare to talk to Ji Jingyan at all, and when he was about to go to bed quietly, Ji Jingyan seemed to hear a voice, turned around and smiled at Su Ran and said, "Su Ran, have you finished washing?"

The bright smile on Ji Jingyan's face seemed to have some kind of magical power, Su Ran blushed, and then the heat on his face poured down his body, out of control.

Before Su Ran had time to speak, Ji Jingyan stood up and walked towards him with that ambiguous smile on his face.His slender fingers rested on one side of the towel, and every time he took a step, the towel seemed to loosen a bit.When Ji Jingyan walked in front of Su Ran, the bath towel on his step slowly slipped off, revealing the boxer briefs he was wearing inside.

Seeing this scene, Su Ran felt that his lower body suddenly grew a little bigger. While complaining about his brother's disappointment, he wondered what Ji Jingyan wanted to do.

Su Ran opened his mouth, and just about to speak, Ji Jingyan suddenly hooked his neck and kissed his lips slightly rudely.

Su Ran was just stunned for a second, then she came to her senses, lowered her head to meet Ji Jingyan's kiss, and went crazy with him in her mouth.

Originally, Su Ran was going to wrap his arms around Ji Jingyan's waist, but when his fingertips touched Ji Jingyan's warm skin, Su Ran withdrew his hand like an electric shock, stopped in mid-air for a while, could only clenched into a fist, and let it go awkwardly. at the side.

Just when Su Ran was immersed in the madness brought by Ji Jingyan, he suddenly felt a hand slowly touch his bottom through the pajamas, Su Ran's eyes widened, and he heard Ji Jingyan's slightly hoarse voice next to his ear It sounded: "Su Ran, you are hard."

The author has something to say: Changed a few prohibited words, I wish the little angels a happy reading (*￣з￣)

Chapter 31

Ji Jingyan's words exploded in Su Ran's ear like a muffled thunder, and then shattered his remaining sanity with the momentum of a prairie fire. He grabbed Ji Jingyan's waist and pressed his hoarse voice against his ear. While calling his name: "Ji Jingyan..."

I don't want to hurt you, but I really want to possess you, possess your body, possess your heart, possess everything about you...

Hearing Su Ran's whisper, Ji Jingyan put his arms around his neck, pressed against his shoulder and whispered, "Well, I'm here."

I am always here.

As soon as Su Ran opened his eyes, the first ray of sunlight rushed in. He squinted his eyes slightly, and when he turned his head, he saw Ji Jingyan sleeping soundly in his arms.The sunlight formed a circle of light on his body, accompanied by a faint warmth.

The happiest thing in the world is to wake up every morning with warm sunshine on your body and him sleeping soundly beside you.

This was the only thought in Su Ran's mind at the moment.

Su Ran turned around gently, resting her head on the crook of her arm, and slowly outlined the outline of Ji Jingyan's cheek with her eyes, full of love.Looking at the sleeping Ji Jingyan's upturned mouth, an idea gradually took shape in his heart, and finally turned into a decision that no one could stop.

He's coming out.

Whether Ji Jingyan agrees or disagrees, he must follow his inner voice and his heart.Whether Ji Jingyan comes out is his business, but he wants to announce to everyone that the only person he likes is a man, a man named Ji Jingyan.

There is only one Ji Jingyan in this world, no matter who it is, it cannot be replaced.

Even if the whole world opposes it, I will do my best to be with you.

City S is a well-known metropolis in the world, and it is also the city that Ji Jingyan and Su Ran have loved since they were young. With their childhood wishes and dreams, the two of them started their short-term vacation trip.

This period of time is the most precious period in Su Ran's memory. Although it is not long, every moment is precious, and it is worth keeping in my heart, keeping it properly, and cherishing it carefully.When I get older, the wrinkles have climbed up the corners of my eyes, and when I think about it again, I can still smile warmly when I was young.

Shen Wanyan called almost every day, asking Ji Jingyan what he did, who he was with, and whether he was close to Su Ran.In the beginning, Ji Jingyan would still blush and tell lies, but as the number of times increased, Ji Jingyan became more and more comfortable, and could make up nonsense to Shen Wanyan on the other end of the phone without hesitation.There will still be guilt, but it will soon be replaced by the sweetness and happiness that Su Ran brought him.

Ji Jingyan wants to cherish this hard-won happiness as much as possible, and he wants to remember every minute and every second in his heart, and he will never forget it forever.

One day, Su Ran was in the shopping mall choosing a gift for Su's mother. Ji Jingyan was bored and turned his head to see a couple next to him choosing a ring. The important thing was that they were of the same sex.

The two of them are about 30 years old, and their eyes meet in the air, full of happiness.The shopping guide lady also patiently introduced different styles of couple rings to the two of them. Her words were full of enthusiasm, but Ji Jingyan could tell that there was no blessing in her eyes. What was also dazzling was that passers-by frequently voted for them. strange gaze.

Ji Jingyan sat on the edge of the counter, turned sideways, looked at the couple who didn't care, and suddenly thought that if the love between him and Su Ran could last until they were their age, would they have the courage to wait until the end of the day? Regardless of everyone's eyes in the shopping mall, they choose the rings that witness their happiness like ordinary couples.

At this time, Su Ran suddenly leaned in front of him, leaned on his ear and asked, "What are you looking at?"

Ji Jingyan didn't turn his head, just pouted in the direction of the two of them, and said: "Look at the two of them picking out rings.

Su Ran straightened up, with a puzzled tone of pampering towards Ji Jingyan: "What's so interesting about this? I'll bring you to buy it when I have money."

"But, Su Ran." Ji Jingyan turned around and met Su Ran's eyes looking at him: "Tell me, when we are 30 years old, will you have the courage to take me here to pick out rings?"

"Yes, why not?" Su Ran said this sentence almost without hesitation: "It's other people's business to see it, and their pointing is also their business. What does it have to do with us?"

Ji Jingyan lowered his head and chuckled, then asked after a moment of pondering: "All love is equal, right?"

"Well," Su Ran nodded, gently took Ji Jingyan's hand on the edge of the counter, and repeated: "All are equal."

Ji Jingyan didn't speak, but slowly withdrew his hand, hanging it by his side, looking at the strange eyes of the couple immersed in happiness and passers-by coming and going, with a chill in his heart.

If all love is equal, why should a kind of love be born with chains?Bear prejudice and pain that they shouldn't have?

Su Ran noticed Ji Jingyan's eyes on the couple, his eyes flickered, he pursed his lips and did not speak again.

The author has something to say: Calvin, I need to reorganize the outline, so I will update so much first~

Chengzi knows that his writing is not very good, and there is a tendency to write worse and worse, so I am very grateful to the little angels who can insist on seeing me now, thank you for your tolerance for me, I will definitely work hard to write and update, Try to make yourself better, thank you very much (╯3╰)

Chapter 32

Cheng Haoran lay on the bed, thinking about his performance in front of Gu Anyuan today, suddenly felt that he was so handsome, this is a real man!

However, this also means that he and Gu Anyuan have really come to an end, and there is no room for turning back.

When Ding Yan received the call, Cheng Haoran was lying on the bed remembering his lost first love, so he didn't hear Ding Yan's questioning tone on the phone: "Cheng Haoran, are you gay?"

Cheng Haoran was taken aback for a moment, and then instinctively cursed back: "Fuck you gay! Are you sick?"

Ding Yan on the other side of the phone was stunned for a moment, and then he seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and said, "That's good, I saw you and Gu Anyuan at the door today, and I thought you two were gay. I jump!"

Cheng Haoran didn't speak any more, and when he recalled what he had done this afternoon, his heart felt as painful as a knife.

He has nothing to regret, and he has no right to be sad. Two people who have no future should not covet temporary warmth and satisfy temporary selfish desires, while ruining the right to happiness for the rest of their lives.

Gu Anyuan lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling above his head, his mind was in a mess.

He obviously has no feelings for Cheng Haoran, and Shen Muyan is the only one in his heart, but when he faces Cheng Haoran's questioning of him, he will hesitate, hesitate, and even start to feel sorry for the person standing in front of him. The boy who used to be careless.

At this moment, Gu Anyuan was a little confused about his own heart.

When did he start to get close to this boy, and when did he gradually turn from a classmate relationship to an ambiguous relationship.He has no impression of all of this, as if the direction of these things is just following his own heart.

He has always treated Cheng Haoran with a playful attitude, but he didn't know when, but he himself was secretly moved.

The happy time always passed quickly, and it was time to go home in a blink of an eye.At this time, the matter of Shen Wanyan's moving was almost settled, which meant that the two of them could only meet again after a long vacation.When we meet again, Ji Jingyan will become taller and thinner, and will become a strange him.Those who have never been separated from each other since childhood, this short month seems to be as long as a year.

It was still the airport where we met, but before it was full of joy of reunion, but now it is full of sadness of parting.Su Ran looked at Ji Jingyan who was standing in front of him with a suitcase, and he didn't want to let go of any expression on his face, whether crying, laughing, or frowning, he wanted to remember every detail about Ji Jingyan in his heart , never want to forget.

Ji Jingyan noticed the sadness in Su Ran's eyes, and couldn't help but raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder lightly: "Don't be so sad, Su Ran. Although we can't contact each other often, as long as our hearts are together, no matter how far apart we are Far, it will be like when we are together, isn't it?"

Ji Jingyan's voice was very soft, constantly smoothing the wrinkles in Su Ran's heart.He slowly held Ji Jingyan's hand on his shoulder, and gradually tightened it, feeling the warmth of Ji Jingyan's hand in his hand, as if giving him strength invisibly.

Su Ran lowered her head and was about to speak when she suddenly saw a flash of panic in Ji Jingyan's eyes, then quickly pulled out his hand, stared at her back with wide eyes, and said in a flustered tone, "Mom, why are you here?"

Su Ran was startled, turned her head quickly, and met Shen Wanyan's eyes looking at him.

Su Ran suddenly realized that no matter how hard they tried, they couldn't escape the powerful manipulation of fate.

At this moment, the whole world fell silent, it seemed that there were only three people left in the huge airport who were looking at each other, and Shen Wanyan's cold eyes on the two of them.

Su later found out that their fate began to undergo earth-shaking changes from this moment.

Su Ran could clearly hear the sound of her heart beating faster, her hands were gradually clenched into fists at her side, her brain was running fast, trying to adjust her facial expression, and finally took a deep breath, pretending to say hello as if nothing had happened: "Hello, Auntie , Long time no see, how are you doing recently?"

Shen Wanyan glanced at Su Ran out of the corner of her eye, and replied indifferently: "It's not good," then she turned her eyes to Ji Jingyan, and asked, "Ji Jingyan, where is your classmate? Why is Su Ran alone?"

Ji Jingyan lowered his eyes and tightly held the handle of the suitcase. The veins on the back of his hand revealed his uneasiness. He was silent for a long time before whispering: "My classmates..."

"They're leaving first," Su Ran quickly took the words, took a small step without a trace, and put Ji Jingyan behind her, blocking Shen Wanyan's scrutiny gaze, and then said: "They're leaving first, I'm the only one Send him back."

Hearing this, Shen Wanyan finally set her eyes on Su Ran, her eyes were full of suspicion.She pondered for a moment, turned sideways and said, "Su Ran, come here, I want to talk to you."

Ji Jingyan, who had been lowering his head, immediately widened his eyes when he heard this, and quickly raised his hand to grab Su Ran's wrist.

Su Ran turned her head and saw that Ji Jingyan's eyes were full of worry when he looked at him, and there was a burst of warmth in his heart immediately.Su Ran patted the back of his hand with the other hand, signaling him to rest assured.Ji Jingyan had no choice but to swallow the words that came to his lips, watching the backs of Su Ran and Shen Wanyan leaving one after the other, a sense of uneasiness gradually arose in his heart.

Shen Wanyan didn't take a few steps, but after distanced herself from Ji Jingyan, she turned her head and asked Su Ran: "The two of you have been together these past few days, haven't you?"

Su Ran knew in her heart that he couldn't fool Shen Wanyan, so she nodded after a long silence.

Shen Wanyan took a deep breath, and tucked the broken hair behind her ears: "Did you have a good time these few days?"

Su Ran didn't expect Shen Wanyan to ask him such a question, so she continued to nod.

"That's good." Shen Wanyan passed Su Ran to look at Ji Jingyan who was standing behind them: "Since we've finished our fun, can we let Ji Jingyan go?"

Su Ran raised her head, met Shen Wanyan's cold gaze, frowned, and asked, "Auntie, what do you mean?"

"Don't you understand? Su Ran, you don't have to play dumb in front of me. I know about the two of you. I saw the note you gave him in Ji Jingyan's notebook some time ago. I have to say, you are a Very infatuated child," Shen Wanyan's voice gradually cooled down, "It's just that I got the gender wrong."

Hearing this, Su Ran's eyes widened suddenly, and she blurted out: "I didn't mistake the gender, I don't like men, I only like Ji Jingyan."

Shen Wanyan's tone was full of disdain: "Like? How much is your child's like worth? How long will it last? People will grow up and change. Think about it, wait until ten years, twenty years later , Ji Jingyan, he will grow old, and will be polished into a person you don't know at all by the society, will you still be like now, patting your chest and saying that you only like him?"

Hearing Shen Wanyan's words, Su Ran tried hard to refute her groundless grounds, but she didn't know where to start.

They are still so young, and their future is still so long, he really has no way to give himself and Ji Jingyan a definite answer.

Seeing that Su Ran didn't speak, Shen Wanyan paused and said, "Su Ran, the two of you haven't stepped into the society yet, and when you start working, you will understand that this world is far from being as kind as you imagined. The prejudice of others and the discrimination of the society will make you breathless. What's the use of two people even if they like each other? After all, they still can't withstand the pressure of reality."

"I don't care about this," Su Ran's voice was unprecedentedly firm: "I don't care about this, as long as we are happy, it has nothing to do with others."

"What about Ji Jingyan?" Shen Wanyan asked: "Have you ever thought about whether Ji Jingyan cares about these things? Ji Jingyan has been very concerned about other people's opinions since he was a child, you don't know that? You let him live such a life with you , can you bear it?"

Su Ran turned her head to look at Ji Jingyan who was not far away, met his worried eyes, and after several attempts to speak, she still didn't say anything.

He suddenly remembered the envy he looked at the couple in the shopping mall, yes, even if he didn't care, Ji Jingyan would care and feel uncomfortable.If this is really the case, my feelings can only be hidden in the darkness every day and night, no matter how much I love each other, no matter how happy I am, what is the use?

Shen Wanyan continued bitterly: "I watched you two grow up, I can only understand that this happened as a matter of puberty, forgive me, I really can't understand how two men spend their whole lives together I can see that Ji Jingyan has paid a lot to be with you, and he has changed a lot. Before, I kept turning a blind eye, hoping that you two could correct your mistakes, but I waited. I haven't waited for an answer that satisfies me for so long. Since you two have been together for so long, can you give me this answer now?"

If you know your mistakes, just change them?Su Ran sneered in his heart, what's wrong with him?What mistake did he make?Could it be that he did something wrong because he likes Ji Jingyan?It's all about love, so why is it that heterosexuality is blessed, but homosexuality is a big mistake?

Of course, Shen Wanyan saw the unwillingness in Su Ran's eyes. After thinking about it, she had to change her strategy: "Su Ran, as you said, since you like him, how can you bear to let him be with you in this relationship? Keep going on the road in the future. He should have a girlfriend, get married and have children, start his own family, and accept everyone's blessings. But you changed his whole life to satisfy your own selfish desires. "

Every word of Shen Wanyan's words hit the most vulnerable place in Su Ran's heart.Ji Jingyan's excellence for so many years has been hovering in his mind, and he seems to be the only stain in his perfect life.

Before, he had always believed that Ji Jingyan would be happy with him without any doubt, but now, this determination began to waver slowly.

With himself and a controversial life, will Ji Jingyan really be happy?For such a long time, he has been planning the future of the two of them wishful thinking, but he has never thought about whether Ji Jingyan wants to accept such a future.

Seeing Su Ran's thoughtful look, Shen Wanyan knew that what she said just now might have played a role.She raised her hand and looked at her watch: "Ji Jingyan and I are about to board the plane, so you don't have to send us off. I hope you can think about what I just said. Su Ran, I always think you are a smart person." Child, whether Ji Jingyan has a perfect future or a future full of turmoil depends entirely on your choice."

Su Ran turned her head and saw Shen Wanyan walking towards the boarding gate holding Ji Jingyan's arm.Ji Jingyan turned his head and met his eyes, they were so close, yet it seemed as if a century had passed.

The setting sun hit the lonely Su Ran in the airport through the floor-to-ceiling windows, but no matter how warm the afterglow was, it couldn't warm his already cold heart.

Ji Jingyan, should I continue to love...

Will this hopeless love have a future...

Chapter 33

Ji Jingyan was staggered by Shen Wanyan's pull, his wrist was pulled tightly by Shen Wanyan, and he couldn't break free at all.For some reason, a sense of uneasiness suddenly surged in his heart.

It's as if after leaving this time, I will never see Su Ran again.

Ji Jingyan staggered behind Shen Wanyan, and said with a hint of pleading in his tone: "Mom, can you let me say one more word to him? Just the last one."

While talking, Ji Jingyan turned to look at Su Ran.Su Ran lowered his head and looked at the ground. Against the background of the setting sun, his figure was so thin that it made people feel distressed.

Shen Wanyan stopped her hurried steps, turned her head and looked at Ji Jingyan seriously, with tears in her eyes: "Ji Jingyan, everything I do now is for you, do you understand? Why are you always obsessed with Su Ran?" What? You didn't like Su Ran, you just confused the definitions of friendship and love. "

Ji Jingyan was startled, since she was a child, Shen Wanyan had never spoken to him in such a tone.Ji Jingyan suddenly realized that there might be no room for redemption between him and Su Ran, and perhaps, it could only end like this...

He had no choice but to purse his lips, forcefully retract his gaze on Su Ran, and after a long time of consideration, he asked in a low voice: "Mom, why...why did you come here?"

He obviously didn't tell anyone that he came to S city, how did Shen Wanyan find her?

Shen Wanyan crossed her arms, looked at Ji Jingyan in front of her, and asked, "What do you mean? You mean I'm following you?"

Ji Jingyan lowered his head and did not speak.

Shen Wanyan sighed, turned around and walked forward and said: "I also have a job, I don't have that much free time to follow you and investigate you. I'm here on a business trip, and I saw you when I was about to go home. You and Su Ran are tired of being here. Whether you believe it or not," she stopped in a hurry, turned her head to look at Ji Jingyan who was following behind, handed him the company's reimbursement form, and said the last sentence : "The fate between you two ends here."

Ji Jingyan looked down at the reimbursement form that Shen Wanyan handed him, it clearly stated that Shen Wanyan came to S City because of business, but this fact deeply hurt Ji Jingyan's heart.

It turns out that all of this happened because of his and Su Ran's fate...

Shen Wanyan took the crumpled reimbursement form from Ji Jingyan's hand, put it in her pocket, sniffed vigorously and said, "Let's go home first, and we'll talk about it after we get home. "Shen Wanyan paused, and then said: "I don't care about the process between you and Su Ran, I just hope that you can give me a satisfactory answer when I go home."

Ji Jingyan looked up at Shen Wanyan's fading figure, and his heart became a mess.

He didn't want to be separated from Su Ran, but he never thought about having a future with Su Ran.

Ji Jingyan knew very well that sooner or later he would be separated from Su Ran, but he never thought that this day would come so soon, and he didn't even leave him a chance to say goodbye.

Ji Jingyan's footsteps seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, he tried his best to suppress all the emotions in his heart, and restrained himself not to look back.He could feel Su Ran's gaze falling on him from behind, but he didn't even have the courage to turn his head back.

Because he really didn't have the courage to bear, what he had to face after turning around.

"Ji Jingyan!"

A familiar voice suddenly resounded throughout the airport. Ji Jingyan was taken aback for a moment and stopped. He turned his head slowly. At that moment, it seemed that only his own thunderous heartbeat was left in the world, and Su Ran stepped on the broken ground. In the setting sun, the figure running in front of him.

Seeing Su Ran's approaching figure, Ji Jingyan's eyes felt a little sore, he wanted to just hold Su Ran's hand and run towards their future.

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