childhood sweethearts on chrysanthemum

Time flies by after graduation, and it's time for graduation dinner in a blink of an eye.Ji Jingyan looked at the classmates who were laughing and playing with him. They had been with each other for three years and spent the most beautiful time in their lives together.But after today, some people may never see each other again in their lifetime.

Ji Jingyan suddenly felt sad, he was a little scared, he was afraid that one day Su Ran would disappear into his life unexpectedly like these classmates, and he would never be found again.What should he do then?The two have been with each other for 12 years, and they have long been used to having traces of him in their lives.Ji Jingyan looked at Su Ran who was chatting and laughing happily during his classmate time, he couldn't imagine how he would spend the days without Su Ran in the future.

Sooner or later, he has to adapt to the life without Su Ran, just like, he has to learn to grow up sooner or later.

Su Ran drank a little too much tonight, obviously he used to be a person who didn't talk often, but under the exaggeration of this atmosphere, he was still damn reluctant.Even if there will be parties in the future, we will see each other again, but when I think of the classmates who were sitting in the same classroom and fought for an ideal together, they will be scattered to the ends of the world by the college entrance examination, and the reluctance in my heart will be even deeper.Even seeing Gu Anyuan now makes me feel sad.

He hasn't known Gu Anyuan for a long time, but he has a deep friendship with him, so that when he is most uncomfortable, he will be the first person he thinks of, and when he is most vulnerable, he is the first person he thinks of. People are also him.

Holding the wine glass, Su Ran walked up to Gu Anyuan step by step and stood still.Looking at Gu Anyuan also had some blurred eyes, he didn't chat with him, and said to him seriously for the first time: "Gu Anyuan, I haven't known you for a long time, although you always flirt with Ji Jingyan at the beginning, I don't like you, But after a long time of contact, you really occupy a very important place in my heart. This cup is my respect to you, because I regard you as my good brother."

Gu Anyuan looked at Su Ran who drank the beer in one gulp, squinted his eyes, raised his head, and drank the beer in his hand, raised his hand to touch the corner of his mouth, and said in a slightly drunk voice, "Su Ran, I think so too. You brother. But the sentence you said that I hold a very important position in your heart is really easy to make me think wrong..."

Su Ran sneered, knowing that if she couldn't talk to him well, no matter how good the atmosphere was, he would break it.Originally, when I first saw his bookish look, I thought he would be a gentle and understanding person, but the reality gave him a resounding slap mercilessly.If this product can be serious, the sun can really come out from the west!

Seeing the disdain on Su Ran's face, she leaned over and approached him slightly, and said in a low voice: "Even if I like men, I don't like your type, you know? So don't fall in love with me, or you Be prepared to fall in love at any time."

Su Ran pushed away Gu Anyuan who was leaning against him, and gave him a blank look.On this sad day of graduation, he really didn't want to leave some not-so-good memories, such as sarcasm and sarcasm with Gu Anyuan.

Seeing Su Ran rolling his eyes, Gu Anyuan chuckled and said in a low voice, "I'm not joking with you anymore, anyway, you are my brother, so I still hope you will be happy in the future."

I hope you can always maintain your original aspiration, always believe in consistent love, and always... keep going with Ji Jingyan.

Su Ran glanced at Gu Anyuan, a flash of understanding flashed in his eyes, turned to look at Ji Jingyan who was sitting at the table, and replied: "Yes, I will."

I will do my best to protect the happiness I have finally obtained.

Cheng Haoran saw Su Ran who was standing beside Gu Anyuan talking, and he had a panoramic view of the two people's small movements. He was about to stop Gu Anyuan's arm at an awkward height, and then slowly lowered it after a long while.

Gu Anyuan has been teasing everyone casually like this, Cheng Haoran's mouth curled into a self-deprecating smile, but among so many people, only he foolishly took it seriously.

Perhaps under the influence of alcohol, Cheng Haoran, who had been worrying about how to speak, mustered up all his courage, desperately picked up a glass of wine, and walked towards Gu Anyuan who was not far away step by step.

As the distance drew closer, Cheng Haoran could clearly hear the sound of his heart beating faster. "Plop", "Plop", constantly attacking the string called reason in his brain.

The figure of Gu Anyuan in his eyes was gradually magnified, the smile on the corner of his mouth, the slight frown when he was angry, the soft touch on his lips when he kissed him... At this moment, this scene gradually became clear in Cheng Haoran's mind.Although his footsteps were still slightly drunk, the desire in his mind was stronger than ever.

Gu Anyuan, I want to be with you.

Cheng Haoran walked up to Gu Anyuan, stood still, looked at the face in front of him that haunted him in his dreams, suppressed the restlessness in his heart, and secretly strengthened himself in his heart.After deliberating for a moment, he swallowed, and said, "Gu Anyuan, I..."

"Hey, boy, you know you're going to toast me!" Cheng Haoran's words were suddenly interrupted by Gu Anyuan, and before he could react, Gu Anyuan snatched the wine glass in his hand and held it in his hand, with a drunken blur in his eyes : "Let me tell you, I won't say much when someone else toasts me, but you kid will toast me." Gu Anyuan sneered, "I can't make it so easy for you to toast."

Fuck!The wine for courage was taken away!what to do!

Cheng Haoran stared blankly at the wine glass held in Gu Anyuan's hand, his brain was instantly "fucked" swiped, and he didn't realize what Gu Anyuan said at all.

Gu Anyuan squinted his eyes, looking at Cheng Haoran who was in a state of displeasure, a sense of dissatisfaction gradually rose in his heart.

Asking him to toast, it's just that there is no sincerity on his face, but he is still thinking about other things here, very good, very good...

Cheng Haoran is still trying to recall what Gu Anyuan said to him just now, because of the effect of alcohol, his brain, which is not very easy to use, is even more dull at this time.Before he remembered the matter, his jaw was suddenly clamped with force, Cheng Haoran was forced to raise his head, and saw Gu Anyuan's face close at hand.

The moment he met Gu Anyuan's eyes, the heat from his whole body rushed to his face, the noise around him gradually faded away, and Cheng Haoran could clearly hear the sound of his heart beating in his left chest.There was buzzing in the ears, and the brain was in chaos, only the slightly warm touch of Gu Anyuan's fingers on the chin was extremely vivid.

The distance between the two of them is very close, so close that you can feel each other's breath, Cheng Haoran held his breath, looked at Gu Anyuan in front of him nervously with a little excitement, and locked his eyes.

Fuck!He is going to kiss me!He is going to kiss me!Do you want to close your eyes? Do you want to close your eyes?It's a pity that I can't see his face when I close my eyes!But it's so embarrassing to kiss without closing your eyes and staring at the big eyes!

If you really can't do it, just squint your eyes halfway. Although it looks a bit aggressive, at least it won't delay anything...

Just when Cheng Haoran squinted his eyes and stretched his neck, almost pursed his lips and waited for Gu Anyuan to "get lucky", Gu Anyuan suddenly chuckled, let go of his chin, and opened the distance between the two of them.

Cheng Haoran was taken aback, what's the matter?The duck that reached its mouth just flew away like this?Didn't even eat a bite!

Su Ran and Ji Jingyan, who were sitting not far away, saw the whole process of what happened. Su Ran looked at Ji Jingyan, his eyes were clear: "Cheng Haoran, boy, does he have a crush on Gu Anyuan?"

With a smile on the corner of Ji Jingyan's mouth, he still threw the question back: "What do you think?"

"I think it's out of ten." Su Ran adjusted his posture, moved a little closer to Ji Jingyan, his lips gradually approached Ji Jingyan's ear, and the hot air kept spraying towards his eardrum while speaking, Ji Jingyan just wanted to stay away , Su Ran clasped his hand under the table quickly, with a hint of charm in her hoarse voice: "This look is exactly the same as when I had a crush on you..."

Ji Jingyan's face turned red, and he looked carefully at the laughing classmates from the corner of his eyes, and tried hard to pull out his hand, but the more he struggled, the tighter Su Ran's grip became, and Ji Jingyan could only lower his voice and say, "Su Ran, let go!"

Su Ran still didn't let go, looked at the battered Ji Jingyan playfully, kissed his red earlobe slowly, and comforted him: "Don't worry, they are all high, we can't see the two of us."

Ji Jingyan left and right for a while, then stopped struggling, and gave Su Ran a blank look: "Just one minute, let go after one minute!"

Su Ran smiled cheaply, and said word by word: "I don't!" After speaking, he slowly stroked Ji Jingyan's palm, and the thin calluses he had formed from practicing the piano all the year round, and Ji Jingyan's fingers shrank , but in the end still did not break free.Su Ran smiled in satisfaction, looked at Ji Jingyan's clean side face, and said, "I don't want to hold you for a minute, what I want is to hold you for a lifetime."

Ji Jingyan was taken aback for a moment, then turned to look into Su Ran's affectionate eyes: "Su Ran, do you know? You really have a way of talking about love."

Su Ran gave a "tsk", with an expression of resentment: "How can this be a love story? This is a love word from the heart, how did it come out of your mouth that I am making it up? "

Ji Jingyan smiled lightly, and Su Ran's hand gradually became interlocked with his fingers, and he tightened slowly, as if he was affirming his own words: "I'm just kidding, do you really believe it? You When did you become so naive?"

Su Ran curled her lips: "I'm so naive when I'm here with you, so I'll believe everything you say."

Ji Jingyan pursed his lips. This is his habitual little action, which means that he doesn't know how to say it now. Su Ran didn't want to embarrass him, so she said, "Just say what you have to say. You can't hide it with this little action." But my eyes."

Ji Jingyan's body froze for a moment, then slowly pulled out his hand, looked at Su Ran seriously, and said word by word the source of all the anxiety hidden in his heart: "Su Ran, do you think the two of us..." He paused, took a deep breath, and seemed to exhaust all his strength to say the next sentence: "Is there a future?"

Su Ran was taken aback.

The author has something to say: What should I do if I suddenly become a sub-CP =￣ω￣=

Chapter 20

Su Ran really didn't think about the "future" seriously, and never thought about it.

From the moment he knew that he liked Ji Jingyan, his heart was full that as long as he could be with him, it didn't matter what he asked him to do. Regarding the public opinion in the society, what should I do... Holding his hand for a lifetime, he never thought about these issues.

In other words, he only cared about the momentary happiness now, and never thought about the future with Ji Jingyan.

Su Ran understands his style of doing things very well. He has always been reckless, as long as he likes it, then he will do it.As for the consequences of finishing this matter, it has never been within the scope of my own consideration.

So what about the matter with Ji Jingyan?This is the attachment of his entire youth, definitely not just playing around with ordinary girls, he doesn't want to put Ji Jingyan in the same category as them, but if this is not the case, how can he walk with Ji Jingyan through this life?

After all, there are always too many involuntary things in this world.

Seeing that Su Ran didn't speak anymore, Ji Jingyan didn't continue this topic, but just interrupted and omitted this topic.However, Ji Jingyan never imagined that the seed he inadvertently planted for Su Ran would slowly germinate and take root in his heart, gradually turning into Su Ran's lingering nightmare.

And this seed is also the beginning of all nightmares.

Gu Anyuan looked at Cheng Haoran who had written the four big characters "Spring Heart Rippling" on his face, looked at the lip shape that was very similar to Mu Yan, and gradually loosened his chin.

No one is him, no one will be him...

Cheng Haoran opened his eyes in a daze, and saw Gu Anyuan staring at his lips obsessively, Cheng Haoran felt a little anxious.

You came to kiss me, young man!Can you see the flowers by looking at them like this!Can you feel the love I have for you?

But Cheng Haoran waited eagerly for a long time, but did not see Gu Anyuan's next move, and still stared at his lips foolishly.After a long time, Gu Anyuan slowly raised his hand and grabbed his wrist, pulling him somewhat roughly towards the door.

Cheng Haoran looked at the back of Gu Anyuan's head, he knew that when people were drunk, their thinking would become dull, and their actions might also be a little slower.But Gu Anyuan's posture doesn't degenerate a little bit, it simply degenerates into a sloth, okay?The whole person is half a beat slow!

Cheng Haoran was a little staggered by Gu Anyuan, he moved his wrist, trying to break free from Gu Anyuan's palm.Gu Anyuan exerted a little force, but grabbed his wrist even more forcefully.

Cheng Haoran just followed Gu Anyuan and walked in a daze. When he realized it, Gu Anyuan had already pulled him into the toilet cubicle, and was locking the cubicle with his back facing him.

Cheng Haoran stood by the toilet with a dazed expression on his face.

What's happening here?Let's shoot if we don't agree!Although he liked Gu Anyuan in his heart and wanted to be with him, he still wanted to confess his love to him even 3 minutes ago.But liking doesn't mean you can just sacrifice your pure virginity!What the hell is in the toilet!

Cheng Haoran was struggling with how to keep his virginity, but the black shadow on his body was so caught off guard, with the smell of alcohol all over his body.

Compared with the last time, Gu Anyuan was obviously a lot more irritable this time, and even the kiss was tinged with lust.Cheng Haoran was stunned for a moment, but he catered to him without hesitation. It is a real waste of life to waste time at this time!

Cheng Haoran leaned on the wall, straightened his waist and hooked Gu Anyuan's neck, and tried his best to respond to his kiss. The narrow cubicle was filled with the sound of the two's heavy breathing.

After the kiss, both of them were panting heavily, and Cheng Haoran was kissed by Gu Anyuan until his legs became weak, and he had to support the wall to barely stand up.

Gu Anyuan sat on the toilet, looking at the panting Cheng Haoran and his slightly red and swollen lips, the desire that had just been suppressed in his heart was lured out again.He patted his legs and signaled Cheng Haoran to sit up. Cheng Haoran's eyes widened, watching Gu Anyuan make this movement without changing his face and heartbeat, all the heat from his body rushed to his face.

Fuck!Such a shameful sitting posture, how could he, a big man, do it!He would rather stand with his legs weak against the wall than sit on a man's lap in such a shame!

However, his persistence didn't last long. Gu Anyuan just pulled his wrist lightly, and he fell lightly onto his lap. Gu Anyuan hugged his waist with such force that he couldn't break free at all. not open.

In the end, Cheng Haoran struggled for a long time and ended up sitting astride Gu Anyuan's lap in extreme shame.

Cheng Haoran heard the sound of an invisible object breaking.

As soon as he sat down firmly, Gu Anyuan's kisses were overwhelmingly pressed down again. Cheng Haoran lowered his head to meet his kisses, feeling his lips gradually downward, kissed his Adam's apple, and kissed his collarbone, with a hint of lust, In the end, she wrapped her earlobe and whispered in his hoarse voice, "Mu Yan, I'm hard."

Cheng Haoran was so dazed by his kiss that his mind was muddled.Gu Anyuan's voice seemed to come from far away, it was hazy and distant, and it was not really heard at all.

Gu Anyuan looked at Cheng Haoran whose eyes were blurred, and didn't say any more, just took his hand and put it on his hot spot, covered his palm, and whispered hoarsely in his ear: "Help me... ..."

The heat in his palm finally made Cheng Haoran wake up from a daze. He quickly wanted to withdraw his hand, but as soon as he moved, his palm was firmly held by Gu Anyuan, unable to move at all.After a few more hopeless struggles, Gu Anyuan's slightly lustful voice kept seducing Cheng Haoran, and finally he chose to give up struggling and resigned himself to helping Gu Anyuan masturbate.

One night in June, when the moon was dark and the wind was high, Cheng Haoran offered his left hand for the second time in the toilet cubicle of an unknown hotel.

Goodbye, Miss Zuo who has been with me for so many years, Cheng Haoran looked at his left hand wanting to cry without tears, from now on you don't belong to me alone, you actually have a second man...

Everyone in the private room was having a good time, and it was only when everyone was about to leave for the KTV that they realized that Gu Anyuan and Cheng Haoran had disappeared.Just when the squad leader was about to find someone, Ji Jingyan, who had been silent all this time, suddenly stood up and volunteered, "Let me go, squad leader, take everyone out first, and I'll take the two of them to find you later."

The squad leader responded and began to organize everyone to go to KTV.Ji Jingyan turned around and was about to leave when he bumped into Su Ran head-on.Ji Jingyan was taken aback: "Su Ran, why didn't you leave?"

Su Ran put his hands in his trouser pockets, looking like he didn't think it was a big deal to watch the excitement: "I'm going to watch the excitement too, anyway, I don't have anything to do with me."

Ji Jingyan rolled his eyes at him, and pushed his arm gently: "You are just idle!"

Su Ran grabbed his arm and took it into her arms a little. While walking out, she whispered something in his ear, her tone full of amusement: "The two of them are in the toilet now, believe it or not?"

Seeing that Ji Jingyan didn't speak, Su Ran said again: "Well, Ji Jingyan, let's make a bet! If they are in the toilet, you will kiss me, if they are not in the toilet, I will kiss you. Ok?"

Ji Jingyan glanced at him out of the corner of his eye: "Then according to what you said, you are the one who takes advantage of everything! I won't do it."

"How can this be the same?" Su Ran frowned, trying to put on a serious look: "I kissed you because you took advantage of it, how could it be the same?"

Just as Ji Jingyan was about to reply, he heard a "plop" in the bathroom. The two of them looked at each other, and opened the door of the bathroom in unison. They saw Gu Anyuan pressing on Cheng Haoran's body. The two kissed really... like glue... …

Su Ran was stunned for a moment, then turned around and saw Ji Jingyan blushing.Su Ran quickly grabbed Ji Jingyan's hand, took a step back, and closed the bathroom door with a "slap".

Ji Jingyan seemed to be slowed down for a long time before he came to his senses, and then he said after a long pause, "Well...the two of us need to stop it first, if someone else sees this, it's not good..."

However, Su Ran didn't worry about these issues like Ji Jingyan at all, but looked into Ji Jingyan's eyes and asked, "When did they get together?"

Ji Jingyan was taken aback for a moment, and then he answered: "The day the two of us were together, I just found out that Cheng Haoran likes Gu Anyuan."

"Is that the phone call from Cheng Haoran?"

Ji Jingyan nodded, and then seemed to have just reacted: "These two are developing too fast..."

Su Ran squinted, he didn't care who Gu Anyuan was with, it was just that he was so unwilling to reconcile things like feelings that Gu Anyuan developed faster than him.

Why!Why did that idiot Gu Anyuan's feelings develop ahead of his!Obviously we were together on the same day!And I have known each other for a full 12 years!

It may be that the man's competitive factor in this aspect was finally aroused. The more Su Ran thought about it, the more she panicked. Taking advantage of the influence of alcohol, she grabbed Ji Jingyan's arm and pressed him against the door. She lowered her head and gradually approached Ji Jingyan's face , said in a low voice: "Ji Jingyan, I'm not in a very good mood right now."

Ji Jingyan looked at Su Ran's lips that were getting closer, and tried his best to hide: "What's wrong?"

"Why can that idiot Gu Anyuan's relationship develop faster than mine?" Su Ran slowly approached Ji Jingyan's lips: "I'm not happy Ji Jingyan, we have known each other for 12 years..."

Ji Jingyan looked at Su Ran's lips, who were close at hand. Su Ran's lips were beautifully shaped, and, judging from the feeling after touching them that day, the touch was quite good...

Just when Ji Jingyan was debating whether to kiss him or not, there was a sudden "bang dang" sound in front of him, Ji Jingyan turned his head, and saw Shen Tang covering his lips in surprise.

The author has something to say: the final exam is coming soon, and in order to prepare for the final exam, the daily coding time has been reduced a lot (ToT)

I will insist on daily updates, but the number of words will be reduced. If there are special circumstances and there is no way to update, I will ask for leave in advance. Please forgive me, little angels (ToT)

After the exam is over, the update speed will be replied~

Finally, thank you little angels for your support, thank you (*＾-＾*)

Chapter 21

The two of them haven't seen Shen Tang since graduation. Although they often contact each other online, because of all the things that happened before, they always have an unspeakable embarrassment when they meet again.

To be honest, Ji Jingyan felt guilty when he saw Shen Tang. He knew how much Shen Tang loved Su Ran as a girl, but as her friend and a boy, he still chose to fall in love with her. Boys who have spent their entire youth together.Ji Jingyan felt that he seemed to have betrayed the friendship between the two of them.

But for things like feelings, once I fall in love, I really can't help myself.

Just when the two were struggling with how to say the first sentence to Su Ran, Shen Tang rushed to the two of them without hesitation, and asked in a low voice, "Why are you two here?" Glancing up and down, he asked even more suspiciously, "Still in this posture?"

Su Ran let go of her hands when she heard this, and the two immediately straightened up, leaning against the bathroom door obediently.Su Ran rubbed her nose uncomfortably, and said, "Come here for graduation dinner, how about you?"

Shen Tang shrugged: "That's right." After speaking, his eyes were still wandering between the two of them for a long time: "Have you two established a relationship?"

If Shen Tang asked this sentence with tears in her eyes, perhaps Su Ran's guilt would be reduced a little.But the more Shen Tang pretends to be strong, the more guilty Su Ran will feel. .

Whether it's him or Shen Tang, they are very clear in their hearts.Although the two once had an ambiguous relationship, they did not choose to go further and further apart like ordinary couples after they separated. The reason for doing so was nothing more than Su Ran wanted to make good use of Shen Tang and hide her love for him beyond his brothers in front of Ji Jingyan. emotion.As for Shen Tang, also because of her inseparable attachment to Su Ran, she also chose to cooperate with Su Ran to perform this two-person play well.

In the end, Ji Jingyan accepted his feelings, and he did not disappoint his youth.And the one who was hurt the most will always be Shen Tang alone.If Shen Tang could tear at his collar and question him loudly why he did it, he might feel better and feel that he could make up for the guilt he felt towards her.

After thinking for a while, Su Ran slowly raised his hand and took Ji Jingyan's hand that was hanging at the side. Just as Ji Jingyan was about to struggle, Su Ran exerted a little force, and he felt that Ji Jingyan turned his head to look at him, and then stopped moving.Su Ran took a deep breath and nodded.

Ji Jingyan turned his head to look at Su Ran's firm side face, and suddenly hoped that Su Ran could hold his hand like this and announce their love in front of everyone.

After the air was silent for three seconds, Su Ran saw Shen Tang on the other side with his head lowered, his shoulders trembling slightly, and he said in a muffled voice: "Oh," and then looked up at him with tears in his eyes, but still the same reason. Tsukuru said happily: "Congratulations, after so many years, we are finally together..."

Su Ran opened her mouth, and just as she was about to speak, Shen Tang took a deep breath and said in a hurry: "My classmates are still waiting for me, let's not talk about it..."

Then he turned around in a hurry and was about to leave when Su Ran's slightly low voice suddenly came from behind: "Shen Tang, I'm sorry."

Sorry, I can't give you what you want.

Shen Tang's footsteps paused, Su Ran could see her palms gradually clenched into fists, but she still didn't say anything, and ran away in a hurry.

Su Ran looked at the back of Shen Tang who was gradually leaving, and he knew very clearly in his heart that he and Shen Tang would never go back again.

Ji Jingyan looked at Su Ran's dignified side face, and his palms gradually tightened, as if to give him strength invisibly.Seeing Su Ran turn his head to look at him, Ji Jingyan thought for a while and said, "Su Ran, you..."

Just halfway through the conversation, the door of the bathroom behind him suddenly opened, with Gu Anyuan's slightly drunken voice: "Cheng Haoran, your lips... are so fucking beautiful..."

Cheng Haoran was struggling to support his shoulder with his hand, his lips were red and swollen.As soon as he raised his head, he saw that although he and Ji Jingyan were staring at him blankly in front of him, he blushed and stammered, "You two, why are you two here?" Looking around, "Where are the others?"

Su Ran sneered, her eyes glanced at his red and swollen lips inadvertently, and said sarcastically: "Would you like to find someone else? Let other people see you like this?"

Hearing Su Ran's voice, Gu Anyuan, who was drunk and unconscious, suddenly raised his head, looked at Su Ran, and then at Ji Jingyan who was standing beside him, chuckled lightly, let go of Cheng Haoran's arm, and stood unsteadily: "Yo ho, you two are here too," then she tilted her head and said very coolly: "Let's go, the four of us are going to open a room!"

Su Ran glanced at Ji Jingyan's slightly frowned eyebrows, pushed Gu Anyuan's shoulder, and said bluntly: "Fuck you! Run the train with your mouth full!"

Gu Anyuan staggered, managed to stand still, then pushed Su Ran back, and said with a mean smile: "I was just joking, why are young people so angry..."

Su Ran gave him a blank look, took Ji Jingyan's hand, and said to Cheng Haoran: "He drank too much, you can send him home, and I will report to the monitor."

Cheng Haoran responded, looking at Gu Anyuan's drunken appearance, he suddenly felt that his choice to confess his love today might not be the right choice.

Not long after the two walked out, Ji Jingyan's phone rang, and when he took it out, they breathed a sigh of relief, it was Shen Wanyan.

Ever since Ji Feng passed away, Ji Jingyan had been acutely aware that there might be some problem with Shen Wanyan's mental state, and she began to become neurotic.After the college entrance examination, he rushed back to his grandmother's house without stopping. After spending a few days with her, he returned to school for graduation dinner.But these days when he was not with Shen Wanyan, Shen Wanyan called him almost three times a day, telling him to pay attention to safety, not to drive, not to go to city A, and not to go to Su Ran's family.

Ji Jingyan didn't quite understand, the previous Shen Wanyan was not like this, although she would be worried and exhorted, but it was by no means such a neurotic expression.At the beginning, Ji Jingyan would patiently respond to her words, but after a long time, he would still get annoyed.

But Ji Jingyan had nothing to do, after all, from then on, there were really only their mother and son left.He is a man, and he has an obligation to take care of his only mother.

Because he is a man, he must be strong, he cannot be immersed in the grief of his father's death, and he must move forward bravely.

After picking up the phone, Ji Jingyan turned to look at Su Ran, gestured to him, and walked towards the corner.

Shen Wanyan on the phone was still the same as before, after carefully admonishing her, she suddenly asked, "Is Su Ran by your side?"

Ji Jingyan was taken aback, and said almost subconsciously: "No, we haven't contacted for a long time."

Shen Wanyan on the phone seemed to breathe a sigh of relief: "That's good. From now on, you must not get too close to the Su family, and don't forget how your father got away."

When Ji Jingyan heard this, Su Ran's face, Su Ran's hearty smile, Su Ran's affectionate eyes, everything about Su Ran appeared in his mind.

Only then did I realize that I love you so much.

Ji Jingyan was also called back by Shen Wanyan's voice, he didn't quite hear what the other person said, but he still said without thinking: "Mom, I think acquaintances should not be immersed in the past, they should look forward !"

The voice on the other side of the phone was stunned for a moment, Ji Jingyan didn't realize it, and then said: "Life and death are fate, wealth and honor are in the sky. Although it is said that Dad is on a business trip in place of Uncle Su, Uncle Su can't be blamed for this. After all, we The two families have been neighbors together for more than ten years, and the relationship is so deep, so it's better not to make too much trouble."

Ji Jingyan's tone was gentle, but the moment he finished speaking, the hoarse voice on the other end of the phone reached his ears through radio waves: "Ji Jingyan! What do you mean? Do you mean that your father deserves to die? "

"No, Mom," Ji Jingyan frowned and explained, "That's not what I meant..."

"Then what do you mean?" Shen Wanyan's tone suddenly became aggressive: "Life and death depend on fate and wealth, it's all bullshit! Let me tell you, if it wasn't for Su Tengfei who asked your father to help him, your father would He won't die, do you know? His father died for Su Tengfei, Su Tengfei owes our family a life, and their entire Su family owes us a life!"

Hearing Shen Wanyan's voice approaching madness, Ji Jingyan suddenly remembered that she was hysterical in the hospital that day, and quickly answered twice obediently. Seeing that Shen Wanyan's anger subsided a little, he hung up the phone.

Ji Jingyan put the phone back in his pocket, turned his head and didn't take a few steps, and saw Su Ran waiting for him under the street lamp.The street lamp stretched his figure very long, filled with a touch of warmth.

Looking at Su Ran who was looking towards him from a distance, he couldn't imagine how Shen Wanyan would end up if he really found out about their relationship one day.

He really wants to protect the hard-won love between him and Su Ran, but the reality is always too cruel, so cruel that he doesn't want to face it at all.

Su Ran gradually walked to his side, looked at his ugly face, and hurriedly asked, "What's the matter? Did something happen?"

Ji Jingyan looked at the undisguised concern on Su Ran's face, and his cold heart gradually warmed up.He shook his head and said softly, "No, nothing happened."

Su Ran seemed to breathe a sigh of relief: "That's good, you don't even know how terrible your face was when you came back just now, I thought something big happened!"

Ji Jingyan smiled, looking at Su Ran's face under the light, this was the first time he had the idea of ​​spending the rest of his life with him.

Perhaps everyone will always meet such a person in his life trajectory, happy because of you, worried about you, and unwilling to let go of any slight expression on your face.Then this person will definitely be the one who will spend your whole life with you, no matter if he is a man or a woman.

Ji Jingyan took Su Ran's hand, stood beside him and said softly, "Let's go, go find the monitor."

The street lamps gradually elongate the figures of the two, but they do not look lonely because they are cuddling each other.

Cheng Haoran managed to get Gu Anyuan onto the bed, but at this time Gu Anyuan was already unconscious.Cheng Haoran looked at Gu Anyuan who was sleeping in the dark on the bed, and grinned, and was about to turn around to leave, when he inadvertently caught a glimpse of the photo on the bedside out of the corner of his eye.

Cheng Haoran didn't want to pry into other people's privacy, but under the moonlight, he could clearly see the boy's face in the photo, and the boy's lips were very similar to his own.

Cheng Haoran looked at the boy whose smile was as warm as sunshine in the photo, and gradually felt uneasy in his heart.

Chapter 22

Cheng Haoran remembered that Gu Anyuan had said more than once that his lips were beautiful.Even in this night, he has said it no less than five times.

Cheng Haoran is informal and has a funny personality, but this does not mean that he is a fool.Everything he should know, he will know.

he got up